youth

pain, but i won't let it turn into hate. no, i won't let it change me. never losing sight of the one i keep inside. now, i know it. yeah, i know it. you can't take my youth away. this soul of mine will never break. as long as i wake up today. you can't take my youth away.

[fmdchangki-blog]

hello friends ! thank you and goodbye !

this post is gonna get real long and sappy probably, but after much consideration i’ve decided to leave famed. i don’t know when my little unfollow post will pop up, but i just wanted to post it before that gets posted. i think i’ve just reached my limit muse wise, and i hate to just stay here if im forcing myself to churn out threads with the same people. i joined bc a friend wanted me to and didn’t see myself staying past like two weeks, but i came close to four months which is crazy ! before this i wasn’t comfortable with my writing or never been in an rp, but now i’m way more confident in my writing ! 

so i just wanna say thank you to everyone who plotted me with as either changki/saeun and i’m extremely thankful that you guys took the time to develop threads and plots with me. i hope that me leaving, doesn’t upset you too much and forgive me for dropping threads/breaking connections ! i hope that i was a good rp partner ! to those that i didn’t get to plot with, i’m sorry that i was a little scattered brain at getting back to you, but please try to enjoy your time here ! 

if you’d like to keep in touch, you can reach me on discord with is ty track#0755 or if you’d like to be mutuals on twt, my @ is dulcetaeyongs ! 

but thank you ! i’ll miss you all ! 

[fmdchangki-blog]

hewwo ! my hiatus is almost over and i just wanted make a lil plot call/update post ?? 

Keep reading

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Havana // xi & saeun

she barely managed to do it keep it together during the practices the video. in front of her manager and teachers she smiled but inside it was eating her up. she had come up with the idea and she created the dance so it was suppose to be her time to shine. a way to show off the talents she had. then an idea from the top trickled down and suddenly she was told to modify it to fit another person. so she did, but she hadn’t liked it. while they practiced it she hadn’t spoken to the saeun unless it was to teach her a part of the dance.

but she had to try a bit harder now that they were surrounded by various staff members. the stylist, the camera crew, their manager and everyone else who was on set. she forced a smile on her face but when the two were alone, it dropped off. it was fucking unfair and another member got to reap the benefits of her hard work. “five minutes until we start filming.” there manager popped in to tell them that and disappeared as quickly once he had been acknowledged.

[fmdsaeun-blog]

saeun could detect the obvious rift in the room between her and yeseul. there wasn’t much time for small talk when they were surrounded by several staff members fussing over them, but saeun tried to talk to yeseul. her attempts fell flat and saeun chalked it up to the practice. saeun hadn’t anticipated being a part yeseul’s video, but saeun was excited to do something with her fellow vice member. 

saeun sits on the floor as their manager reminds that their short is almost over. the room is empty, save for yeseul and saeun. the younger takes a drink of water, as silence fills the room. it’s awkward and saeun debates whether she should start a conversation. if they were going to be filming together, saeun decided it would be better to have some sort of friendly atmosphere. “are you excited to film?” saeun asks, “i’ve never been a part of a proper choreography video until now.”

[ohmygirlsss]

[famedroleplayarchive]

Kang Saeun’s faceclaim has been changed from Choi Yoojung of Weki Meki to Yoo Shiah (YooA) of Oh My Girl . All relevant information will be updated eventually. Yoojung is now an available faceclaim.

[sagamemes]

give my muse a mood.   sims inspired: send me a number to receive a small starter with my muse feeling one way or the other, or send 💚 to get them in a randomised mood!

          01     flirty           02     tense           03     happy           04     sad           05     angry           06     uncomfortable           07     inspired           08     embarrassed           09     focused           10     confident           11     dazed           12     playful           13     energized           14     bored

[fmdsaeun-blog]

fmdyena:

yena lightly shrugged her shoulders, taking another bite of her take-out. as flustered as the younger looked as relaxed was she under the topic. “i’m your unnie, i’m supposed to know this stuff and advice you, duh.” she answered innocently. in a way, saeun reminded her of herself when she had first debuted, all  sweet innocent and wide-eyed inexperience, it was endearing in some way.

“of course there is no rush, there is no right pace things to do things at, you can’t move too fast or too slow and it all depends on when you feel like you’re ready for it.” because that word that saeun had used, comfortable , that would always be key. especially nowaydays there were kids gettting ahead of themselves due to peer pressure only to reget it later. “but you can’t tell me you’re not the slighest bit curious about what it’s like right?”

saeun makes a hum as she eats her food, “i might be curious,” saeun admits. “all my friends would gossip about their first kisses. i only sat there and listened while they told their stories. i would get teased in the end for being innocent.” saeun uses air quotes on the last word for emphasis. “i couldn’t really contribute to those conversations, but they were fun to listen to.”

saeun nods, “i know it’s all about pacing and being ready, but i feel like i should do it?” saeun shrugs, “which probably isn’t good, but everyone describes it as this like magical feeling. i just wanna know if it’s true or not.” saeun pokes at her food and looks at yena. saeun enjoyed the other girl’s company. saeun didn’t have many friends as a trainee, but yena was on the few label mates that she felt close to. “i know you’re my unnie and all, but how does me telling all this help you? it’s not like you can help me with this.” 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

closed starter for @fmdlia

saeun was still getting used to the idol life and all the jobs that came with it. she trained for the performing and everything else, but she had trouble with the more visual side of being an idol. she wasn’t confident in front of the camera when it came to photo shoots. while preparing for vice’s album, saeun was one of the members that struggled more with the camera. 

maybe dimensions thought that throwing her in a fc shooting would help become more accustomed to the camera, but it had the opposite effect. it didn’t help that she had been paired with lia from lipstick. had it been with someone from from her company or group, saeun could have felt more at ease. although, she was glad that she had the opportunity to be apart of this with her. 

wanting to be a respectful idol, saeun made her way to introduce herself to lia. “hello,” saeun greeted with a bow in her head, “i’m saeun from vice, i’m glad to be working with you. hopefully, we have fun together. i’ll try my best to not make mistakes.” 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

♫

♫: Does your muse like music? What kind?

saeun’s music tastes varies. thanks to her father, she enjoys classical music and musicals. saeun also loves listening to movie scores. she has a playlist of classical/movie tracks that she enjoys the most. her friends from LA exposed her to rock and pop. saeun isn’t that picky about her music taste, she’ll listen to anything at least once. 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

💕

( answered ) !

[fmdsaeun-blog]

✿

✿: What is your muses favourite scent?

saeun loves floral scents. with the exception of roses. she finds the smell of roses too pungent and overdone when it’s used, but she still appreciates the flower. her favorite floral scent is cherry blossoms and jasmine. another favorite scent of hers is the smell of the beach; it makes her feel at home. 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

✞

✞: Does your muse have an religious beliefs? What are they?

saeun believes in god and whatever she learned while attending church classes. as she’s grown older, she’s kept her faith, but she’s not a very “good” catholic. she doesn’t attend church, she should, but with her current lifestyle, there’s not much time ( at least that’s the excuse she tells herself ). although, she does pray every now and then. 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

💕: Does your muse have any crushes?

saeun might have a slight crush on the the boys from knight and origin, but she’s trying to convince herself that it’s only the music she likes. also, she has a crush on the girls from wish and silhouette.

[fmdsaeun-blog]

★

★: What is your muse’s zodiac?

saeun was born on march 28th, so it makes her an aries. saeun reads her horoscope but takes it with a grain of salt. chinese zodaic falls in line with year of the tiger. 

[fmdsaeun-blog]

✈

✈: How far has your muse traveled away from their home?

the farthest saeun has been away from home is when she had to move to los angeles for her father’s job. she considers suwon her home, but LA is a place that saeun holds close to her heart. she didn’t anticipate loving the city so much, but she misses the classic “california summer”. 

[coxgitando]

HEADCANON QUESTIONS:

✿: What is your muses favourite scent?

☼: What is your muses favourite kind of weather?

☤: Is your muse allergic to anything?

♫: Does your muse like music? What kind?

✉: What is something your muse would write about?

✈: How far has your muse travelled away from their home?

💕: Does your muse have any crushes?

★: What is your muse’s zodiac?

✞: Does your muse have an religious beliefs? What are they?

∞: Is there something about your muse that has been constant throughout their life?

✘: What are your muses pet peeves?

💲: What is your muse like with their money? What’s their financial situation?

⚽: What’s your muse’s favourite sport?

✔: What is your muse’s sexuality?

✋: Is your muse left or right handed?

👓: Does your muse need reading aids? Contacts or glasses?

🎒: What does your muse normally keep in their bag?

🚑: Does your muse have any disabilities/impairments?

👕: What is your muse’s fashion sense like?

🎲: Does your muse like to gamble?

🍕: What’s your muses favourite food?

🍸: Does your muse like to consume alcohol? What’s their favourite kind?

💉: Does your muse have a substance addiction? To what?

[fmdsaeun-blog]

closed starter for : @fmdjinwoo ( late 2015 )

joining dimensions in 2014, saeun was alone for the most part. her family was back in the states and she had no other family in south korea. naturally, saeun tried to make connections with her fellow trainees. jinwoo had joined the company in same year as saeun. which naturally, allowed saeun to become close with the boy. 

whether jinwoo found saeun annoying or not, saeun didn’t notice. she would seek the boy whenever she had down time, not wanting to be alone on most days. saeun would deny that she had a slight crush on jinwoo, if asked. saeun had slight experience with the opposite gender, but it was limited. she had been kissed by girls, but saeun had yet to cross that line with a boy. 

like clockwork, saeun finds jinwoo in an practice room and enters. a small smile is painted on her face. saeun had finished her training for the night, she wanted to get back home but couldn’t resist bother the elder. “jinwoo,” she says in a soft voice, “how’s my favorite fellow trainee doing?”