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#sooooooo close to tracking cals and 💫ving again.#I’ve been so at my limit. makes me want to fully crash and see if anyone notices or cares lmfaoooooo #whatever. no one should have to deal with me anyway. least I can do is lose weight so that #one day when I kill myself it will be easy to get rid of me in whatever way and be done with me #I’m clearly having the best day ever amirite

bl00dfroma-fairy

I run and I run and I run but it

always

runs faster

ch4nn3l4st4tic

fullofreveries

obscurix

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

“I didn’t mean it like that.”

Then wtf was it supposed to mean..? Lmao.

#we both know you think I’m crazy. you do not hide it well.#you think I’m gifted some ways and encourage those for your own gain and then warn me now because you’re ‘worried’.#as if anyone actually cares LMFAOOOO lets me real #people just don’t want me ending up in a mental hospital or some shit because then who would listen to and support them/fix their problems?#before I was diagnosed I didn’t get reactions like that but lo and behold now that I’m officially OCD everything’s a spiral.#I just wanna die. I need to just finally fucking die. I do NOT want to be here and I don’t contribute what I want to into the world anyway.#realistically it’s not a ‘loss’ other than convenience for certain people around me. which is unfortunate. but idk how much I care anymore.#maybe once my current dogs pass and I don’t have that kind of reliance on me I can just…let go and be free.#I have a duty to them to be here. once they’re gone….what do I honestly have left to live for other than what other people want.

pr0ceeding

“hand embossing on paper tissue, 20 x 21cm 2026” santa___helena on instagram

lufronus

Maybe in the end the only lovable thing about me is what I can give others. Maybe that's the only purpose I'll ever have. Maybe that's the only thing about me that's good enough

#this is once again the mood unfortunately.#and yet I also can never do or give enough.#damn that’s crazy. I’m such a waste of space. fuck.

Today’s daily reminder: stop talking. No one cares.

#I need to learn when to shut up omfg.#whatever. I’m dumb as fuck we know this.#note to moron(me): your so called ‘accomplishments’ are nothing. they aren’t special nor impressive in any way lmao.

hel7l7

so tired of pretending

inkzbat

Things I'm good at :

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• ???????

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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting

12thgrave

everything shows me how unlovable i am.

neglectedmutt

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

sad-tired-andlonely

Why am I always the one that has to put effort in? Why won’t someone put in the effort for me?

Maybe if I start wasting away again people will worry and actually care about my pain lmfao.

#starving myself is getting pretty tempting again but ✨no one cares✨#I’ll just mind my business and drink my soup and maybe one day everyone will get lucky and I won’t wake up

Why am I here? No one wants me here.

#idk why I try. I really should just recruit people and be done.#honestly it’s looking more and more like everything will be better when I’m gone lmao.#I’m so fucking tired…#I’m not even helpful with my passions lmfaooooo #why am I here. no one cares that I’m here #I don’t do anything useful.#everyone probably secretly hates me hahahahahahahaha

ishouldgetlobotomized

i get jealous because i know im replaceable

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