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One must imagine Sisyphus happy
Sometimes you lose faith in Broadway and then you go see Buena Vista Social Club and you realize there are still people who respect theatre as a beautiful art form and not just a cashgrab
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The move is certain to be challenged in court.
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Nonononk nonknonkdndjskakkskakssj I’m fucking freaking out I’m only here because of birthright citizenshipI CANT HAVE THIS REVOKED I CANT I CANT I CANNOT LEAVE AMERICA EVERYONE I LOVE IS WHRE THE INLY OTHER PLACE I HAVE IS HORRIBLE I CANT FUCKING LESVE HERE NONONO IMAND IM SORRY IM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE BUT I CANT FUCKING LEAVE AMERICA I DONT HAVE ANYWHERE ELSE TO GO
It's not affecting people who already have citizenship. It just affects any babies born 30 days after this was signed in
I have an odd relationship with the arcane fandom. Every few days I'll check up like a security guard to see what ppl are saying about Jayce Talis... That's my pookie and I've been his defender since s1 and now that so many ppl like him I NEED to make sure it sticks and it's not just some elaborate dream I made up!!!! Ur all under my surveillance fyi
If Trump wins I think we should all post the Dean dying from a rusty nail scene instead to really spice things up
This porno didn’t fuck around
there’s… a lot to take in here…
I was so flummoxed by this I had to learn more, so I took to Google, where I found this blog post by Dan Cardone, who was a grip on this film. Some highlights:
This was the first set I had been on that featured three directors, and hopefully the last. One director was there to primarily film the sex scenes, which he did effectively and economically. The other two directors handled what is called in porn-lingo ‘B-Roll’, i.e. everything non sexual. Which on this film was substantial. The plot for To The Last Man involves two ranches populated entirely by horny men who have random sex and feud over water, as they are in the middle of a crippling drought. Which is why we filmed in Arizona during thunderstorm season…
It’s amazing no one got killed, or seriously injured. There was horse riding, there were fight scenes of rocky escarpments, there were drownings. When the real guns and live ammunition came out for a scene I thought, “That’s it, I’m going back to the truck”.
Fortunately, one of the models was also a fully qualified nurse, so that saved money, time and also lives. Plus, he was sexy, so it was win/win.
“FORTUNATELY ONE OF THE MODELS WAS ALSO A FULLY QUALIFIED NURSE” my god I am LOSING my MIND
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In the past I've shared other people's musings about the different interpretations of the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. Namely, why Orpheus looks back at Eurydice, even though he knows it means he'll lose her forever. So many people seem to think they've found the one true explanation of the myth. But to me, the beauty of myths is that they have many possible meanings.
So I thought I would share a list of every interpretation I know, from every serious adaptation of the story and every analysis I've ever heard or read, of why Orpheus looks back.
One interpretation – advocated by Monteverdi's opera, for example – is that the backward glance represents excessive passion and a fatal lack of self-control. Orpheus loves Eurydice to such excess that he tries to defy the laws of nature by bringing her back from the dead, yet that very same passion dooms his quest fo fail, because he can't resist the temptation to look back at her.
He can also be seen as succumbing to that classic "tragic flaw" of hubris, excessive pride. Because his music and his love conquer the Underworld, it might be that he makes the mistake of thinking he's entirely above divine law, and fatally allows himself to break the one rule that Hades and Persephone set for him.
Then there are the versions where his flaw is his lack of faith, because he looks back out of doubt that Eurydice is really there. I think there are three possible interpretations of this scenario, which can each work alone or else co-exist with each other. From what I've read about Hadestown, it sounds as if it combines all three.
In one interpretation, he doubts Hades and Persephone's promise. Will they really give Eurydice back to him, or is it all a cruel trick? In this case, the message seems to be a warning to trust in the gods; if you doubt their blessings, you might lose them.
Another perspective is that he doubts Eurydice. Does she love him enough to follow him? In this case, the warning is that romantic love can't survive unless the lovers trust each other. I'm thinking of Moulin Rouge!, which is ostensibly based on the Orpheus myth, and which uses Christian's jealousy as its equivalent of Orpheus's fatal doubt and explicitly states "Where there is no trust, there is no love."
The third variation is that he doubts himself. Could his music really have the power to sway the Underworld? The message in this version would be that self-doubt can sabotage all our best efforts.
But all of the above interpretations revolve around the concept that Orpheus looks back because of a tragic flaw, which wasn't necessarily the view of Virgil, the earliest known recorder of the myth. Virgil wrote that Orpheus's backward glance was "A pardonable offense, if the spirits knew how to pardon."
In some versions, when the upper world comes into Orpheus's view, he thinks his journey is over. In this moment, he's so ecstatic and so eager to finally see Eurydice that he unthinkingly turns around an instant too soon, either just before he reaches the threshold or when he's already crossed it but Eurydice is still a few steps behind him. In this scenario, it isn't a personal flaw that makes him look back, but just a moment of passion-fueled carelessness, and the fact that it costs him Eurydice shows the pitilessness of the Underworld.
In other versions, concern for Eurydice makes him look back. Sometimes he looks back because the upward path is steep and rocky, and Eurydice is still limping from her snakebite, so he knows she must be struggling, in some versions he even hears her stumble, and he finally can't resist turning around to help her. Or more cruelly, in other versions – for example, in Gluck's opera – Eurydice doesn't know that Orpheus is forbidden to look back at her, and Orpheus is also forbidden to tell her. So she's distraught that her husband seems to be coldly ignoring her and begs him to look at her until he can't bear her anguish anymore.
These versions highlight the harshness of the Underworld's law, and Orpheus's failure to comply with it seems natural and even inevitable. The message here seems to be that death is pitiless and irreversible: a demigod hero might come close to conquering it, but through little or no fault of his own, he's bound to fail in the end.
Another interpretation I've read is that Orpheus's backward glance represents the nature of grief. We can't help but look back on our memories of our dead loved ones, even though it means feeling the pain of loss all over again.
Then there's the interpretation that Orpheus chooses his memory of Eurydice, represented by the backward glance, rather than a future with a living Eurydice. "The poet's choice," as Portrait of a Lady on Fire puts it. In this reading, Orpheus looks back because he realizes he would rather preserve his memory of their youthful, blissful love, just as it was when she died, than face a future of growing older, the difficulties of married life, and the possibility that their love will fade. That's the slightly more sympathetic version. In the version that makes Orpheus more egotistical, he prefers the idealized memory to the real woman because the memory is entirely his possession, in a way that a living wife with her own will could never be, and will never distract him from his music, but can only inspire it.
Then there are the modern feminist interpretations, also alluded to in Portrait of a Lady on Fire but seen in several female-authored adaptations of the myth too, where Eurydice provokes Orpheus into looking back because she wants to stay in the Underworld. The viewpoint kinder to Orpheus is that Eurydice also wants to preserve their love just as it was, youthful, passionate, and blissful, rather than subject it to the ravages of time and the hardships of life. The variation less sympathetic to Orpheus is that Euyridice was at peace in death, in some versions she drank from the river Lethe and doesn't even remember Orpheus, his attempt to take her back is selfish, and she prefers to be her own free woman than be bound to him forever and literally only live for his sake.
With that interpretation in mind, I'm surprised I've never read yet another variation. I can imagine a version where, as Orpheus walks up the path toward the living world, he realizes he's being selfish: Eurydice was happy and at peace in the Elysian Fields, she doesn't even remember him because she drank from Lethe, and she's only following him now because Hades and Persephone have forced her to do so. So he finally looks back out of selfless love, to let her go. Maybe I should write this retelling myself.
Are any of these interpretations – or any others – the "true" or "definitive" reason why Orpheus looks back? I don't think so at all. The fact that they all exist and can all ring true says something valuable about the nature of mythology.
okay but last night was reeve carney's last night and a bunch of the ogs came back to celebrate him and at the end andre deshields told him to go and eva took his hand and they walked off together and I KNOW IT'S NOT THE PLAY but also i have cried like 8 times today thinking about how it turned out this time
thinking about aziraphale and his forgiveness and how it is literally the greatest act of love he is capable of giving.
thinking about how angry he is with crowley for kissing him in that moment, in the worst possible fucking moment, when he can't kiss him back, when he can't return what crowley is trying to give him, and he forgives him for it. crowley has hurt him, he's broken his heart, put him in an absolutely impossible situation, and he can't DO anything about it, so he does the one thing he knows how to do best, and says "I forgive you".
he's falling back on his most base religious conditioning. the one thing he is confident in his ability to do as an angel. it's one of his favourite things, after all. so much of his existence has been spent trying to make crowley know he is forgiven, because that's all he can do. that's the one way he can allow himself to love crowley.
he forgives him, because he loves him, and he forgives him, because he cannot love him.
and he has spent six thousand years trying to save crowley, trying to fix him, to make it better. to do more than just forgive him for who he is, and what he has to do. to be able to do more than that.
and he thought he'd finally found the answer, the solution to all their problems, to crowley's problems, and crowley doesn't want it. he wants to save crowley, he wants to fix him, but crowley won't let him. crowley seems intent on destroying himself for aziraphale's sake, from aziraphale's perspective.
so he can't save him. he can't fix him. he can't make it better. he can only forgive him. he can only tell crowley that no matter what he's done, no matter how determined he is to remained damned and alone and beyond saving, aziraphale forgives him for it. even if god will not, even if he will not forgive himself, and take aziraphale's hand and lift himself up into what aziraphale deems a better existence, aziraphale will. he will forgive him for all of it. that's what love is to aziraphale. it's forgiveness. for everything someone is, and everything they can't be. so he forgives crowley. for loving him. and forgives himself. for not being able to love him back. and he hopes it's enough.
and it's a shame, it's such a shame, that to a demon like crowley, forgiveness is utterly meaningless.
as both a good omens and red dead enthusiast i feel robbed
Hot take but idk I don't think aziracrow can fit enemies to lovers...like let's be fr when were they ever enemies. When was aziraphale ever really throwing hands over God. Crowley wouldn't agree to be someone's enemy because he simply Does Not Care. Their banter at the very worst is just aziraphale going "but God.... :(" And Crowley just Not Listening. They r friends to lovers 100k mutual pining slowburn I'm sorry y'all
Ineffable Husbands really is that ship that has it all. They’re married. They’re divorced. They’ve never been together at all. They’ve been pining for 6000 years. They’re gay except they’re also not at all. They’re technically enemies to lovers but they’ve never been enemies nor lovers. Name any fanfic trope, they’ve probably been there, done that and they were entirely oblivious about it. Incredible ship.
The enemies to lovers mention is so funny they've been besties for thousands of years they haven't fought once op I'm sorry but they r the most mutually pining friends to lovers trope I have ever SEEN let's be so fr right now
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Love searching up Chip Zien and seeing posts from like a week ago. He never truly leaves us god bless
when you see your little kitty walking toward you at a leisurely pace and say "hi baby!" bc you're excited to see her and she starts trotting a little bit faster 'cause she's excited to see you too. that's what life is all about i think
But what about how she says “mrrrow” just as she starts her lil trot?