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Feeling stuck.

Over the last 2 years I have felt extremely confused and unable to move forward. 2 years ago I graduated university and it was the best time of my life. Fast forward two years I’m still doing the same part time job I was doing then and another part time job I hate.

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I feel completely stuck in my life, every route I think to take presents a problem and a risk I’m not sure whether to take,…

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I didn’t quit my job!

Following on from yesterday’s blog post.. The title says it all. I drastically failed today. Not only did I not quit my job I managed to give them more possible availability for shifts.

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It is safe to say I am the biggest people pleaser in the history of people pleasing. I honestly don’t know why I care so much about making people happy that’s doesn’t include myself.

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With this…

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I need to quit my job!

I am currently sitting here on my bed writing this post with an awful feeling in my stomach… I have to go to work tomorrow!

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I work as a waitress in a restaurant/pub near where I live. I have been working there since December and I have been meaning to quit only Covid happened. Now everything has started up again and I’m back working, I really hate it. There is no social distancing…

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Social anxiety..

Hello everyone!

If you havent seen my last post about being a tropic skincare ambassador then you might not know why I’m struggling so much with social anxiety right now, but anyway…

I have become a tropic skincare ambassador which means I use,sell and promote all natural, vegan, cruelty free skincare products made in the UK. This involves using social media and talking to people!…

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My Tropic skincare journey..

I have started a new journey about a month or so ago… I am now a Tropic skincare ambassador!

To explain what this is I shall start with a bit of background about the company. The company officially started in 2013 and was founded by Susie Ma who appeared on a series of the apprentice; since appearing on the show Lord Alan Sugar invested to become a 50/50 partner after being so impressed with…

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Life update/ getting life together..

Life update/ getting life together..

So the last year for me has been really very difficult, I’ve been struggling a lot with anxiety, depression and stress. As anyone who has had it knows that it consumes your whole life and it controls every decision you make and everything you do.

Since finishing university almost two years ago my life has changed a lot! Finishing education is a mile stone but it is also very stressful as it…

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Another life update..

January has finally come to an end, what a month! It really has been the longest month in existence. I had one whole day of during the month where I didn’t have to go anywhere or do anything.. all I did was work like crazy! It was extremely tiring and I did have a few break downs along the way but I managed to earn some good money which is a nice change.

My boyfriend and I only went on one date…

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Moving forward..

Positive mental attitude and remembering that not everything is set in stone and every decision is not life or death it is just a part of life.

I’m feeling optimistic at the moment about my future a lot of opportunities are being presented to me and I feel like I can do multiple and don’t have to pick just one option. This mind set is helping me to not get anxious and feel as though I can’t make…

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My Life Right Now..

My Life Right Now..

So I have been struggling A LOT over the last year or so, I have been relatively unemployed over this time, with only working about nine and a half hours a week to now getting another job and working nearly 50 hours a week. I had been beating myself up about not working like normal people and saving money and what have you, whereas now I am doing the opposite and trying not to rip my hair out…

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Sad, lonely & depressed..

It has nearly been a year since I’ve graduated from university and I will admit it has been the hardest year of my life. I have never struggled with feeling so sad, lonely and depressed before and it has been a constant feeling that hasn’t really gone away.

Looking back the year has gone pretty quick but it has felt like an eternity. I have been scratching my head looking for things to occupy my…

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Let’s give this another shot..

I have not been active on my blog for 7 months!!

I won’t lie when I say it has been a very short 7 months, but nonetheless a very busy 7 months!!

Let’s me shed some light on my time away…

– I completed my undergrads dissertation in early June I submitted it at 3am the day it was due!! I have never experienced stress like it and I wouldn’t recommended anyone do the same!

– I finished university…

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Camera testing..

In one of my previous posts I talked about my new camera. I thought it would be fun to put some pictures up of me testing my camera! I’m definitely not a professional photographer as you will be able to tell by looking at these pictures! I love taking pictures and hopefully in the future I will get a lot better and be able to take good photos that I can continue to share with you guys! My first…

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100 Followers!

So this morning I woke up to see this little gem: THANK YOU to everyone that has followed me and who reads, likes and comments on my posts it honestly means the world to me! I honestly never thought I would keep blogging this long and never ever thought I would have 100 lovely people follow me. I absolutely love blogging even though I find it hard to post regularly but I’m really proud that I’ve…

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Staying fit &working out..

I love to work out and stay fit, I’ve been going to the gym since I was 16. I still have a lot to learn even though I have learnt so much! I love the feeling I get when I’m working out and also after, I feel buzzed inside and ready to take on the day! I’m a morning person when it comes to working out I love to start my day with a good sweaty workout as it makes me feel like being more productive.…

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My updated makeup routine 2018..

So even though it hasn’t been long since I posted my makeup routine I wanted to make another one as it was really fun to do and it has changed a bit, so here goes.. I still like to start with my eyebrows, I just feel like it’s the base of whatever makeup look you’re going for that day. I don’t fill them in like blocks (that’s not a great look) I just like to fill in the sparse bits so they look…

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New beauty buys..

So recently I’ve purchased these two items and I am absolutely loving them so I thought I would share them! These two products have been life savers and I’m truly obsessed with them! So the first product is the Roller Lash by Benefit. I’m really loving this product as it really makes your eyelashes long and full without being clumpy and looking like spider legs! The brush is really cool and makes…

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My first camera!..

So a month or so ago I bought my first camera! The past year I’ve been getting into photography so I decided to invest in a camera as I’ve been enjoying it so much. I didn’t want to pay loads for a really expensive camera as I don’t know how to use them so I found this app called Depop where people can buy and sell second hand stuff. So I spent a couple of weeks researching and finding a good but…

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