PREVIOUSLY IFORGOTTHESTARS | ☆they/them☆ | a minor | Ao3: ChaosNMisery_inmyeyes | Said Ao3 account's blog: ChaosNMizery | not sure what's wrong wih me up there but something definetly is
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(last updated: 25.5.26)
Name(s): forgettheseasons, (previously)iforgotthestars, Mist or Helle
Age: 14+, I am a minor, so do not send NSFW
Gender and pronouns: Agender, They/them though she/her is also a-ok
Other stuff about me:
Infp-t / very introverted
fandoms: My hero academia (+vigilantes), Bungo Stray Dogs, Yuumori, Danganronpa
Interests and hobbies: arts and crafts, sewing, digital art, acting and singing
Music taste: Mostly indie and pop, but also random musical songs, favourite artist - Alec Benjamin
Books: And then there were none - Agatha Christie, Crime and punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevski, the Nevermoor series - Jessica Townsend
I had another blog before this, roseokiforgotalready, but I got it deleted on an accident so here we are!
I am a minor and broke, so unfortunately I am unable to commission anyone or donate to any cause, please do not ask.
You can ask me to draw you something, but I do not take money from anyone. I will not draw everything.
I have boundaries. Please respect them:
-I will not disclose my location, nationality or names of my close ones unless goven a permission (and even then will likely refer to them with a pseudodym)
-I will not give money or take money. From anyone.
-No NSFW please! I may make some jokes but do not ask me shit like that.
This blog is dedicated to shitposting, reblogging shitposts and everything else random af
aint it crazy how many people realize they're queer when they have the language to express how they feel and a support system to encourage self exploration????
omg I too was so, so ready to choose 'Baby don't hurt me'
Anyway, I got motojirou kaiji
Like... first part accurate, the rest... not so much. (Fairly sure I got this because I pressed a chemical reaction since my aroace ass has no idea how love is supposed to feel like. Like seriously, I tried again by switchibg only that one and got pmzai)
My own, longer dissection of this and me under;
I'd say it's accurate in the sense that I am a very curious person, and that I am wierd, I admit that. I also do not understand people, I do tend to isolate myself if it's not explisitly said that I am welcome to join people or that I am allowed to go or to do something.
I do have a strong worldview, but it's basically just like 'everyone's a person, some are stupid, don't kill the earth or people, I can't judge you without knowing you or knowing enough about you, we're gonna die anyway and there is no afterlife so lets just make it better for the future generations'.
However I almost never come first in my own mind, or if I do it is very fucking rare, I once forgot that I was there and not just spectating once at an outing with my friends when they asked my opinion, and I think others have more value than me. My empathy is high, i know when people are feeling down, but I don't know what to do about it. When I feel down, I isolate myself or act like it's fine until I forget it happened.
akutagawa is my favourite specifically because of how hard they tried in the beginning to present him as the main villain. like in the beginning even the agency was kinda intimidated by him. all ‘we don’t know anything about him, but he works for the mafia and he’s killed so many’ kinda shit. and then dazai shows up and smacks him upside the head exactly once and from then on he’s literally just a sick teenager who shows up sometimes to argue with the main character.
personally i like to think the reason the ada were so concerned about akutawaga’s existence is because dazai was subtly trying to tee him up for a laugh. i can so imagine dazai desperately trying not to laugh as he encourages the ada’s nervousness about this mysterious terrorist guy whose murdered entire police stations in seconds, just fucking knowing that eventually they’re going to realise akutagawa is literally just. the human personification of a pissed off kitten and the payoff is going to be SO funny
There's a coffee shop near me that has two signs posted on the door.
One says "Students! Looking for a great part-time job that works around your school hours? Apply inside!"
The other one says "No under 18s allowed after 5:00pm without an adult."
And I'm just like, damn, I wonder if "you can be a servant but never a customer" is a well-known hallmark of systematic discrimination or anything. Like come on. How do you not see this
Did you know that after they switched to blind auditions, major symphony orchestras hired women between 30% to 55% more? Before bringing in “blind auditions” with a screen to conceal the the candidate, women in the top 5 major orchestras made up less than 5% of the musicians performing.
so I believe it was actually more complicated than that, in interesting ways. Because at first, when they did blind auditions, they were STILL hiring more men.
…Then they put down a carpet, so that high heels didn’t clack on the floor, and BOOM women were suddenly getting hired.
The testers didn’t even know that’s what they were picking up on, which just goes to show how tiny of a cue it takes for misogyny to kick in.
The case of blind auditions for orchestras and how it dramatically changed the gender makeup of orchestras is a very illuminating example of gender bias, and an interesting possible way of countering it.
You can be sexist without knowing it. You can be racist without knowing it. This is not a moral failing; it is a moral imperative to remember that you are fallible, and take steps to limit the damage your squishy ape brain’s foibles can cause.
The final chapter in Malcolm Gladwell’s Blink (2005) describes this in detail.
What you don’t usually hear about when discussing this blind audition process is that after the blind auditions were implemented, when women had gotten many positions in the orchestra, men no longer saw being a member as prestigious and the salaries for the entire orchestra dropped.