perpetually lost.

exhaling thoughts to make space for my sanity. too intertwined with the soul and its ultimate purpose. 

[fortypingoutloud]

I’m fine

driving into midnight skies

letting out silent cries

wishing I didn’t want to die

praying to see another night

repetition makes me feel alright

I carry on in dimming light

as time slowly passes by

my body somehow still alive

my soul already dead inside

[fortypingoutloud]

parts of me are continuously broken

by every word left unspoken

wishing for an explanation

leaning on divination

to calm the tides of my inner ocean

[fortypingoutloud]

so I asked the stars

escaping into darkness

searching for the light

a flicker of hope amongst

stars that soon will die

still I wish upon them all

and pray that they align

to hold your hand and guide you

through internal fire

fleeing to abandoned roads

pleading for a sign

that you are still okay somewhere

beneath the midnight sky

[fortypingoutloud]

I awoke from a nightmare

to my own personal hell

I locked myself

in my private cell

no one asks or would believe

so I rarely ever tell

broken as a porcelain doll

I’ll forever be unwel

[fortypingoutloud]

the moon hides

in deep gray skies

lightning strikes

it’s 11:05

you’re still on my mind

standing in the low light

a prominent sight

like the scars on my thigh

what happened to you and I?

you sparked a fire

then let it die

[praying]

[kawaiichuchu13]

[fortypingoutloud]

kissed by the moon

flashing light danced on my knees

I found the moon shining through the trees

I thanked it out loud for everything

and breathed my troubles into the breeze

[hexeandharmony]

🌟Todays Affirmation🌟

‘I am strong, I can do this, I have the strength within me’

[snazzywitchcraft]

Witchy Terms of Endearment

My lil witch

My magic noodle

My hell-spawn

My demon of the abyss

My creature of infinite darkness

My being of a thousand eyes

My Venus

[artisticlog-deactivated20231213]

🌙❤️✨💫

[shysoundofstars]

If your sage or candle smoke rises to…

The west: you need to clear your body.

The north: you need to clear your mind.

The south: you need to clear your heart.

The east: you need to clear your spirit.

(the smoke when you blow off your candle)

🌙

[depressed-dudewitch]

Helpful witch tips for mental, emotional, and spiritual health ✨🌹🌙

[delinquentwreck-blog]

[fortypingoutloud]

growing

I smiled at the trees

as their leaves waved at me

driving down the same broken road

the brief escape I always seek

I whisper my secrets to the breeze

the things you’ll never know

I toss out all of the broken pieces of me

littering this sacred less traveled road

with the old and unknown

parts I no longer need

I throw them out

along with my doubt

and plant new seeds

I’m finally freed

[fortypingoutloud]

I’m having nightmares again

No telling how long it’s been

Void of all feeling

You’re alive but I’m grieving

It’s your ghost I’m seeing

Our connection is fleeting

Mentally depleting

In subconscious minds we’re meeting

Nothing seems to make sense

I’m lost in your absence

Everything is nothing since you left

A piece of me that’s now bereft

Trying but failing to forget

Memories I can’t regret

[fortypingoutloud]

I stare at the moon and ask that it will keep you safe

the absence brings pain I can’t escape