mad at people and I want to fight

I am aware that this won't actually improve anything I am expressly lashing out at people

[pocket-deer-belly]

you know through this entire harassment campaign i've kept thinking "well it's not as bad as others get it" but like when you're getting fucking doxxed it's like. hey. it's pretty fucking bad. actually. you can keep holding your head high thinking about how people you know personally might have it worse in this regard but like. don't fucking let this become normal, actually. the normal amount of stalkers is 0. the normal amount of doxxing attempts is 0. the normal amount of sockpuppets pouring into your inbox is 0. none of this should be happening at all.

[pocket-deer-belly]

wow you really do underestimate the psychic damage of being stalked online by little baby nazis until it happens to you

[pocket-deer-belly]

people keep sending me my fucking deadname and misgendering me and i blame @britts-galaxy-brain for turning kiwifarmer's attention to me (because she is one). she got banned and for some ungodly reason had her blog reinstated. i knew this shit would happen, i knew these people are bigots who would love to harass whoever they can into suicide but for some reason the piece of shit still manages to convince some of yall she has queer people's best interest in mind. none of what i did deserves getting fucking doxxed. none of what i did even constitutes harm. she is legitimately a threat to my safety and the safety of others for continuing to be on this website. this is what i get for fucking furryposting and not hating the right trans women, apparently.

[pocket-deer-belly]

doxxing is one of those fun internet threats where if you freak out and try to tell people what's happening to you you also directly tell your harassers that they got the correct info. It's a double bind. silence kills you, speaking out draws them closer and also kills you. what the fuck am i meant to do, britt? is this justice? what am i learning here besides that you're a rotten piece of shit? that you'll gladly ally with actual fucking nazis because i drew a puppy you didn't like?

[pocket-deer-belly]

just to be clear:

i'm friends with patricia taxxon

drew art of her as a puppy

i got my shit leaked on kiwifarms, i've been misgendered and deadnamed, i've had accounts hacked, i've had numerous attempts at doxxing my real life address, because this rotten fucking cunt didn't like it.

this is what i like to call "a bit of a disproportional response to seeing a drawing"

[pocket-deer-belly]

puppy drawing that makes you go fucking insane i guess

[fox-that-eats-tmes]

I hate getting songs stuck in my head, especially if the song is evil. I have an ai song about how trump will rebuild Gaza as a resort that I saw on the news or something a year ago and Im considering killing

[ienactforcefem]

making up a fake suicide with at best extremely flimsy context clues, and then using that fake suicide as a rhetorical cudgel against a trans woman you dont like, with the intent to harass her into committing suicide? sure is a thing you can do on this website, and with no repercussions for it, apparently!

[ienactforcefem]

i ain't miss forcefem. and i'm sure as hell not interested in coming back to this blog in any material sense long or short term, but this is an unfriendly reminder to vile transmisogynists that what she's created is something you can never, EVER, make disappear.

[ienactforcefem]

and fuck all of you who claim you back her up, but refuse to make any material effort to actually do so. i see and notice your silence, and its disgusting. fun fact: supporting trannies involves being vocal about it, ESPECIALLY trans women under massive amounts of fire and lolcowing. this goes especially for all of you who like but don't reblog posts directly and vocally backing trans women who are the subject of hate campaigns, fuck you all in particular. you're all the types of people who'd record a trans woman getting beaten in the street and not do anything to help.

[pixeljade]

idk increasingly i am in camp "ISFF did nothing wrong"

[melodies-stereo]

mhm. this is because isuggestforcefem did nothing wrong, was and is correct in all she's said, and is the loveliest woman to ever have graced this site. none of you ever deserved her or her kindness.

[fox-that-eats-tmes]

‘i don’t actually think this i’m just angry’ just saying that with your whole chest and thinking it makes this anything other than meaningless tantrum throwing, huh

Is this supposed to be a clever deduction? I was angry and lashing out and I said that's what I was doing. This isn't a gotcha

[pagliacci2]

If the woman that JK rowling posted an upskirt photo of had been a cis woman snopes wouldn't have said this was "mixed" and you know it.

[vexatiousvic]

Not that it was necessary, but I looked up definitions, and yeah, obviously "taking a photo under someone's skirt" is literally it. Fuck Snopes so fucking hard. I need them to explain to me how it doesn't fit the definition to a fucking t:

And what the FUCK do they mean, "public setting"?? Yeah, upskirts are mistly taken in public fucking settings! That's not an eycuse, that's part of the fucking issue

[pagliacci2]

And truly what do they mean it was in public? Does that mean that the upskirt photos people take on subways dont count because other people are around? OF COURSE IT WAS IN PUBLIC THATS HOW THE PHOTO GOT TAKEN IF SHE HAD BEEN PHOTOGRAPHED AT HOME IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BREAKING AND ENTERING

[ourdarling]

insane shit happening over on uquiz right now

[partypuppy-nastja]

These and other questions that transfems get asked every day

[melodies-stereo]

ohhhh youre a transfeminist? thats really cool! now really quick before we continue talking, does your transfeminism have space for isuggestforcefem, patricia taxxon, and the countless other massively lolcowed trans women? just, yknow, asking.

[malottie]

i think i need femboy culture to die like yesterday actually

[malottie]

like. this is so bad it had me stunlocked at the start. i didn't even know what to be upset at

1. this is not from a porn site or anything. this was platformed on youtube by someone who seemingly "tries to keep the community as SFW as possible". no one will be surprised by this because the femboy self-sexualisation is so commonplace its absence is more surprising than its presence at this point

2. "princess boy" feels like a direct parallel to "lady boy". i don't need to explain why this is insanely transmisogynistic

3. the fish guy immediatly switching from "this is pretty wife" to "this is sex toy tranny" upon learning that the person isn't "an actual woman" reveals how absolutely normalized it is to view transfems as sex objects to be freely abused, always treated worse than both cis men and cis women would be

4. the femboy character's response to being promised continuous sexual violence by a group being "cool thanks" reflects how the femboy community will do one of 3 things when confronted with the real violence transfems face : completely gloss over it, turn it into a joke, or say "that's hot" and turn it into more fuel for the degradation of transfemininity through sexualisation. this somehow manages to be a bit of all 3. mainly the third though

5. it's the "trap" trope all over again. "i look like a woman but i'm actually a dude! i'm being deceitful i could never actually be a girl!" transfemininity once again treated as a costume that makes you incredibly desireable. but only as a sex object, not as a person or equal. and only if it's a costume, if you're actually transfem you're lower than dirt. hot and fuckable and lower than dirt

i don't know how anybody involved in the process thought it was a good idea. it just. feels bad all around. like it was fabricated specifically to make me lose my marbles. and i probably missed a lot this is just off the top of my head at 2 in the morning with the entry-level transfeminism i absorbed through osmosis by listening to so many smart transfems on this site

[squonkgirlweed]

wow it's soooo wacky and zany that a man is professionally benefiting from misogyny by being a man, including preferential treatment by other men such as his boss at work, that's just so unusual, what a crazy twist, so wholesome chungus allyship that a man treats another man better than women

[fox-that-eats-tmes]

Everything in the world thats good is because of trans women

[milf--adjacent]

TME people mad about shit that's not worth being mad over: "Stop calling Kurt Cobaine she! That's gross! That's bad! That's evil! That's based in pure speculation!"

Kurt's songwriting journals: "I'd be able to be happy if I was a woman. I wish I could grow breasts. People are really mean to women and I identify with their struggles heavily for some reason. Probably nothing to do with *whatever* has led to my deep, inescapable depression. Being forced to be a man is killing me."

The people who knew Kurt: "Wow he'd really have loved this yuri manga stuff, especially this one called the boy she was interested in wasn't a boy at all."

TME people mad about shit that's not worth being mad over: "You creepy perverts just want to forcefem everything because you're creepy perverts! Not everything is about you!"

[fox-that-eats-tmes]

It's always fun when a blog claiming to be a feminist turns on their top posts because you can scroll through and see "the police are anti-white!" "Muslims are out to get you!" "Mentally ill people are dangerous!" "Covid was a hoax!" "Trans women are predators!" And somehow they believe they're any different from the men who want to go back to the 1930s or whatever. And then you look up where they get their feminist theory from and its a satire from 1967.

[morganitism]

Everyone get more anti-masculine NOW

[morganitism]

Everytime a transmisogynist whines about infighting I demonize masculinity just a little bit more

[morganitism]

The anti-masculinity will continue until morale improves

[missstrogen]

Anyway, related to that, let this be a reminder that opressor classes don't need protection. You don't need to fight back against "androcide" or "white genocide" or more broadly against any opressed people being pissed about their opression, because those things are not going to happen. You do not need to treat them as real threat, and in doing so you align yourself with the opressors. I don't think i have to tell you that to believe that male genocide is a credible threat is pretty clearly misogynystic.

[missstrogen]

Unfortunately were gonna have to start killing men. transition or else

[lampshadeundying]

Obviously fighting with a pedo fetish blog is not a good use of my time but it’s funny how posts like this either indicate that “men” refers only to cisgender men or that transgender men need to detransition. Normally I would not argue with someone who makes posts geared towards sex and not towards intellectual discussions but she tries to do both so I think it’s fair game

[missstrogen]

You're right a trans womans blog is a pedo fetish blog and i definitely want to detransition trans men. You're so unbigoted and a good person

[snicklefritzthecat]

Androcide isn't a fucking joke.

[missstrogen]

Oh my goddddd where are you cunts coming from who cares you're right it was a joke before but not anymore because you were annoying assholes i'm gonna start killing for real

[snicklefritzthecat]

This is the type of shit that makes mascs feel uwelcome in queer spaces. Fuck you for perpetuating it. If you want to kill someone, start with yourself.

[missstrogen]

Beam that attracts a thousand raging misogynists i guess