sadboyprolific fanboy // tw sh & drug abuse

//18//male//🏳️‍🌈//diagnosed adhd//druggie//we do a little narcissism//not-okay//not depressed either// cvts are cute//

[foxisnot-okay]

Dont think of relapsing as losing. Relapsing means giving in to a force way too huge to handle anyway. Everyone needs to vent, a safespace and even to relapse.

It does not mean losing progress.

It does not mean having to start over from scratch.

whenever you relapse, try to vent somewhere and become comfortable with yourself. Gain new strength and don't hesitate to try fighting again.

Nothing can keep a human being going forever but I'm sure you can start over, this time with greater strength.

I believe in you.

[foxisnot-okay]

24/36 gives off the same vibes as 64/72

[djmobwife-deactivated20220329]

How is everything so vulgar and over sexualised but completely sexless and devoid of magnetism and desire….. neutered ass planet

[lastvalyrian]

seen this put very well recently: everything is pornographic but nothing is erotic

[satanhaus-deactivated20220217]

what do you mean my constant jokes about killing myself are sad and disturbing

[foxisnot-okay]

now THATS a new low

[foxisnot-okay]

I count my days starting 30th of July

Because everyday before that wasnt worth staying alive.

-F

[radiolightning]

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

[meanwolfs-remade-deactivated201]

i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.

Here’s an emergency compliment

Here you can play 2048

Here’s a playlist of Bob ross

Here’s a website to watch movie’s and shows for free

Here’s a website to watch documentaries for free

Here you can to nothing for two minutes

Here you can break something. It’s good for anger

Here’s a button to press to make everything okay

Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)

Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose

Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable

Here you can spend Bill Gate’s money

Here you can draw your own island

Here you can learn about patterns website’s use

Here you can get your life stats

Here you can listen to the Tucker Zone (Headphones needed)

Here you can see how fast you’re moving

Here you can see the progress of time

Here you can see the future of the universe 

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Want some more? 

Here’s the butterfly project

Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake

Here’s a link to some free audiobooks

Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden

Here’s a secret

Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties 

Here’s another secret

Here’s a link to some cool websites 

Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons

Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Some more? I’ve got plenty

Here’s 100,000 stars

Here you can control the weather (TW FLASHING IMAGES)

Here you can weave silk

Here you can make a castle of your own

Here you can make a kaleidoscope drawing

Here you can explore recursion

Here you can play a jelly block game

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

I’m back with some more! 

Here you can draw with pasta

Here you can draw logo’s from memory

Here you can play this is sand, here you draw cool sand designs

Here you can play The Organ Trail

Here’s a customizable white noise website

Here you can simulate gravity

Here you can create your own guardian of the galaxy

Here you can make your own galaxy

Here’s a website you can get some support at.

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

to find later

[lucifers-golden-bitch-apparently]

okay wait this actually helped

[gumi-megpoidd]

@mousefangs

[crownquill]

thanks /srs

[isthisonetaken]

Also, build a frog here, make sugar cookies here, and make an origami butterfly here

[foxisnot-okay]

So viele kopfgefickte Menschen.

[foxisnot-okay]

The line on the graph of people who fucked before they were 14 goes up equally with the line of people who are fucked in the head by 14

[foxisnot-okay]

Its all fun and games until the kid with ADHD stops being hyperactive at times

[foxisnot-okay]

The days in here are way too long.

[foxisnot-okay]

[German draft]

Frisch aus der klapse, schnipps 'ne Pall Mall

Pop 'ne E und weine noch 'n paar mal

Mach mich auf'n weg aber noch kein plan wohin,

Vielleicht zur Brücke, zum Ende von all meinen Problemen.

[foxisnot-okay]

[foxisnot-okay]

Soooo I ended up in a psychiatric hospital before I even got terminated here

[foxisnot-okay]

My workplace fired me while Im in here, im not insured anymore starting friday, meaning the cost of being here is in the hundreds (daily) and also I finally told my dad that leaving nothing but nasty comments about me cvtting and being svicidal is not Helping at all and that hes nothing but an asshole for it, so my parents threw me out too

If my maths are correct I'm gonna be released because I'm not suicidal enough to be in a mental Hospital like this but I sure will be, sitting outside in winter, shit we might hit the achievement of me even committing before I'm terminated

[foxisnot-okay]

Kinda sick how the exact song that fucked me up so much and drove me close to suicide so very often for the past year just now calmed me down enough to prevent an attempt

[fffcuk-deactivated20120605]

being popular on tumblr is like sitting at the cool table in the cafeteria of a mental hospital

[achesspiece]

Nice fangs bro do you wana make out I mean make out I mean make out i mean make out sorry i mean make out i mean ma