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the only time I’ve ever felt gender euphoria has been when I decided I might wanna use all pronouns about a month ago. it was also right after a panic attack though so I may have just been relieved that was over.

#gender just makes me sad #it’s too hard #I wish gender didn’t exist #gender #gender euphoria

me a few years ago: “huh this baby tooth is bleeding so much I wonder why” *rips out a whole chunk of flesh*

#remember this so vividly #just thinking out loud

I have made a discovery. pardon me if this doesn’t make sense, but my gender changes whenever I have too much of my favorite characters are a certain gender. I just need a balance of the media I consume/the characters I like to keep my gender steady, then I can figure it out. if I only consume media with male characters/only pay attention to male characters, I will feel like a man. if I only pay attention to female characters, I will feel like a woman… what happens if I consume neither..? or have a balance between the two..? I will update you all after my experiment.

#when your gender is too complex that there’s no label for it #I’m not genderfluid becaude my gender is directly influenced by the things around me #and then my sexuality is slightly influenced by my gender #I’m like the ultimate fluid #I need to treat this like an experiment #I think that’ll work #👍#gender #gender questioning #genderqueer #genderfluid

people that are aroace and agender are so fucking cool. you’re so nonchalant dude

#just thinking out loud #agender #aroace

I need to communicate these weird feelings to someone. I wanna be a girl so badly, but I feel masculine. I hate feeling too masc, but I also hate feeling too feminine. I hate gender in general, I wish it didn’t exist.

for this next part, I wanna add some context. I used to be a lesbian, now I’m unlabeled and questioning, because some part of me craves a mlm relationship, but I’ve never been attracted to a man. but another oart of me craves a wlw relationship, since that’s how I used to be?? (I pretty much only feel sensual and aesthetic attraction, I like the idea of a relationship but romance is kinda cringe to me) It’s like there’s two people inside of me, but not in an alter way, more like “I want something I can’t have.”

I’m literally feeling gender dysphoria about my birth gender. (as in I want to be my birth gender, not I hate being my birth gender), which makes absolutely no fucking sense.

okay bye, please please pleaseee don’t judge me.

I wanna be a girl so badly

#gender #gender struggles

scooterplastic

Gets so mad my pronouns change

official-defoko

hypothetically, if you were part great black wasp, would you hypothetically sting someone and hypothetically send them to the hospital because a sting from something that large could hypothetically kill? hypothetically.

i am unsure what the question is here.

yes, if i were a great black wasp i might sting someone, as it is in my nature. the result of such would be that person being sent to the hospital. this is just a logical course of events.

thank you for your immersive hypothetical.

#this may have been my ask #maybe #wasp

i really hope that when I say “I’m attracted to anyone who is genderqueer and was AFAB” people don’t hear “I don’t see trans men as men.”

I just really want someone who’s like me. my sexuality has always changed with my gender because I just want someone who can understand my gender experiences.

if I ever go back to being a cis girl, I’m probably only gonna be comfortable dating girls again (although I don’t have too much interest in romance in general). that’s why I don’t label myself, because I know that I just want someone like me.

It’s a unique experience, and I’m fine with that. I don’t need someone to relate to me on this one, but if you do, feel free to say something.

#lgbtq #having your sexuality be unlabeled is very freeing #I wish sexuality labels didn’t exist #gender labels are more useful but if you’ve ever seen my posts before you’d know that I think gender shouldn’t exist #queer #genderqueer #unlabeled #gender #i hope someone relates #well actually I don’t really care this time #yeah that’s it

imjunebitch

the woke mob is after you? dude that's a new one. I've never heard of that. which version of mine craft are u playign

this heatwave is fucking brutal

#my high pain tolerance luckily comes with the ability to withstand heat and cold #one good thing about my inability to feel shit #this is NOT gonna turn into a vent about that i promise #🙏#anyways I hope you all survive this heat #no matter if you’re in the UK or in the US #I think it’s only in some parts of the US though

i wanna be a girl so badly

I really hope I don’t ever have an autistic meltdown in public ever again, because I haven’t since I was like really young, and since then my behaviors when having a meltdown have gotten much worse and more than just sobbing, yelling, and running away. (I have had meltdowns at home in recent years just not in public)

i have shutdowns in public all the time, but it’s been actually forever since I’ve had a meltdown in public, and I’m just praying it somehow never happens to me again

#just thinking out loud #if this doesn’t make sense I’m sorry #it’s late and I can’t sleep #I literally could not handle having a meltdown in public with the mental state I’m in #autism #neurodivergence

squishyfrogs8362

why do we want aro/ace rep. they cannot know we exist. what if they find out we're going to invade denmark?? our state of relative invisibility, while temporarily annoying, is for the greater good. we have already infiltrated. they can't find out

just saw someone with a teto pfp comment something transphobic on a YouTube post I made. hello????? do you know who your pfp is???????? your pfp who is a character who is not cis and is outside of the gender binary????? and the software that they originate from????? which has a lot of characters that are not cis???????? what????????????

#people like this confuse me so much #like the Monika pfp person who was homophobic #dude your pfp is the fucking ultimate pansexual #probably one of those respect but don’t support people #or they just deny canon info #UTAU #vsynth #teto #kasane teto #or ableist people who like danganronpa #like do you know what game you’re playing?#danganronpa is like the most neurodivergent game series fucking ever #“ultimate academy for GIFTED juveniles”#half the ultimates are just that character’s special interest #oh and then it has really bad rep for some other stuff #whateevr #this is getting off topic #but whatever #aaaaaaaaaa

wheatiewintry

things that don't make you human:

empathy

love

intelligence

romance

friendship

art

things that do make you human:

belonging to the species Homo sapiens

defining humanity by the things we do or feel rather than what we are is always going to exclude someone. maybe someone you care about. not all humans love, not all humans have or want partners or friends, not all humans are nice, not all humans feel empathy or remorse, not all humans make art, not all humans will make sense to you. they're still human. they're still human. they're still human.

(and if they're not human? they're not! (this post is inclusive to alterhuman and otherwise non-human beings!!!!!!!))

malwareproductions

hey. you have to love your trans brothers of color okay. and your trans sisters of color. and your nonbinary siblings of color. you have to okay. its simply non-optional

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