Millennial. She/They. Ace/Bi. Non-binary. Minors do not interact. 18+ nsfw blog. Mostly Obey Me writing. I’ll reblog just about any interests. We don’t do side blogs here, too much effort.
Heyyy, so finally found enough focus to renew a list with updated links.
As per my previous list, I’ll have down which posts are f!mc, m!mc or gn!mc; as well as nsfw so you’ll be able to choose what you want to see or ignore.
My works have no beta, and while I read through my works several times before posting, undoubtedly there will probably be typos and for that, I’m semi-sorry ^-^
I’m also rereading the work as I go and... funny how hc and such can change over a year or two; like, is that what I thought? Was that who I was? Maybe I’ll add rewrites here and there but no promises.
Minors. Please do not interact. This is for both our well-being. I was a kid once too, I get it; I can’t stop you, but if you’re consuming just, don’t interact. If you can’t respect this, you will be blocked. Thanks.
Please continue under the cut.
But first: a good friends business! Parfait Pins! 💕
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Head canons: all should be gn!mc unless stated otherwise.
Intimacy (nsfw) pt1 pt2 pt3 pt4
Scents: Brothers. Others.
Sports (ask).
MC takes a hex for them: Brothers. Others.
Seeing MC naked for the first time.
Frazetta Life drawing (ask).
MC lingerie (F!MC) (ask) (nsfw?/ mostly just a lil spicy)
Alibno MC (ask)
Blind MC (ask)
Telepathy MC (spicy?/nsfw?)
Swimsuits (ask)
Ballroom dances (ask)
MC gives quick oral (ask)
Driving the back roads. Feat Diavolo & Lucifer. (This is just me writing about my drive home from work)
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Oneshots:
Lucifer.
Grounding. (gn!mc)
Parent vibes. (gn!mc)
Cunnilingus (gn!mc) (nsfw)
Deep throat (m!mc) (nsfw)
Lap sitting (m!mc)
Dia/MC/Luci (f!oc). sfw. nsfw.
Pet play (f!mc)
MC tames baby Satan. Luci falls in love (gn!mc)
Mammon.
A little distant. (f!mc)
Quiet moment. (f!mc)
Surprise hug (gn!mc)
Massage (f!mc)
Late night (m!mc)
Genderbend pt1 (f!mc) (nsfw)
Genderbend pt2 (f!mc) (nsfw)
Protect him (f!mc)
Subby boy (m!mc) (nsfw)
Demonic protector (f!mc) (violent/gore)
Trans support (tf!mc)
Happy birthday (gn!mc)
Leviathan.
Give him love (m!mc) (nsfw)
Beautiful scars (f!mc)
Swimming (f!mc)
First kiss (gn!mc)
Yandere-ish (f!mc) (I say ish because I don’t think it fits the trad yandere trope)
Levi uses confidence (f!mc) (spicy)
Admiral Levi (gn!mc)
Demonic protector (m!mc) (Violent/gore)
Panties guy hc (nsfw)
Satan.
Cockwarm (f!mc) (nsfw)
Origami (gn!mc)
Stupid brilliant book (gn!mc)
Pet play (f!mc)
Great Ocean Road (my oc)
Asmodeus.
Demonic protector (f!mc) (violent/gore)
Restless leg (gn!mc)
Thunderstruck (f!mc) (the memory that prompted the ask)
Yandere-ish (f!mc) (ish because it doesn’t fit trad yandere trope?)
Comfort (f!mc)
Simeon talk. pt2 to comfort (brief mention on a f!mc)
I've been diving into a lot of satosugu fanfics the last week and there is something thats keeps repeating in a lot (not all!!) of those fics that really bugs me.
And it's the way Geto is described as less handsome as Gojo.
And hey okay, if this is your trope or how you see them, okay. But it's something that keeps repeating and it always comes down to the same biases.
I've seen this before with Iwaizumi and Oikawa. Before Iwaizumi got his well deserved love in the fandom.
How he often was described with brute features, insecure around Oikawa for being less handsome. And now I'm seeing the same with Geto.
And for both, him and Geto, it comes down to the same things: Their hair is darker, darker skin, sharper and less round eyes, not as tall as their counter part Gojo or Oikawa.
Fics describing those feature to then just use them as a reason why they are less handsome. This just reads as colorism. And it's a bias that keep showing up in fandoms and really needs to be unpacked and tackled.
Especially since in the case of Geto it's canon that he is handsome, and that he is more popular with girls than Gojo. People followed his cult just because he is so fine!
Sooooo a little heads up. I’ve got a trip in June-July so I’ll be opening more commissions in preparation. However I’ll be having more options available rather than the semi-chibi style I’ve been working with. I need to make a new commission sheet and rework some prices so ya. Not sure if I’ll do a certain number of slots or a wait list kind of thing but we shall see.
With the help of the funds you guys raised through the last post, Mona and some volunteers were able to cook and distribute so many chicken and rice meals that fed entire families!!!!! This is amazing!!! Please remember to donate, you are changing and helping maintain so many lives. EVERY DOLLAR COUNTS. P*ypal.
G*f*ndme for the initiative.
G*f*ndme to help settle in Egypt.
Instagram to track progress.
Don't forget! None of this is possible without Mona's hard work! If you'd like to send her a kind message please respond in the replies or the tags or reblogs! She was very happy to recieve kind messages from you guys under the last post as well!
I Am Not Your Asian American Doll: a comic for AAPI Heritage Month 2023
I usually spend a lot of time editing and fine-tuning my comics so that they come across as polite and inoffensive. But honestly, I’m really tired of the way Asian cultures and countries are treated / talked about while Asian people themselves are excluded, and thought it was about time I really let my rage out lol.
I was very nervous posting this because of my decision to not restrain/limit my tone in writing this comic, but I don’t regret it one bit. Thank you for your support 💖🇵🇭🇰🇷
“I Am Not Your Asian American Doll” turns one year old today! To honor its anniversary and this year’s Maysia I’ll share some of the artistic choices behind the comic.
My main inspiration was the work of feminist artist Barbara Kruger, who you may know from “your gaze hits the side of my face” and “you construct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men.” I wanted to pair really shocking, striking words with high-contrast monochrome images as she did.
I chose eyes (and lack thereof) as a central motif. In conversations about art and media history, the “gaze” of the audience is a way to exert power. Who is made into the passive subject, and who gets to be the all-seeing viewer? Who is the subject being portrayed for? Hiding the Asian figures’ eyes demonstrates their lack of agency and establishes them as the subject rather than the viewer.
The skyline on page 5 includes Namsan Tower, as some readers pointed out. (You may have also been clued in from the page’s respective alt text, which describes this as the Seoul skyline.) Though numerous Asian countries have been victims of imperialism several times over, Korea was specifically in mind here. It was Western powers who Korea was split into the North and South, and their colonization and exploitation has led to extreme poverty even today, despite the country’s glamorous facade and rising international stardom.
As many guessed, pink was chosen for its association with sexualization and femininity, although of course fetishization of Asian cultures affects all genders. I also wanted to pick a dark, shocking pink that reminded the viewer of blood; in fact, it is used to color blood here on page 6. I was really happy that the color palette was limited but still legible. (But drawing the large food spread on page 4 with only three shades of pink was definitely a huge challenge.)
Here are some thumbnail sketches I made when planning the comic. You can probably recognize some of the final pages — and see how others evolved!
I want to thank everyone for their overwhelming support for this comic. I never could have dreamed of such an amazing response. To my Asian siblings across the world, you made me feel less alone. To non-Asian allies who lent me their ear, thank you so much for standing with us and listening to our struggles.
Usually I’m extremely careful to write my comics in a palatable tone, but for this piece I decided to not restrain my anger. I understood that by making this decision I would be sacrificing readership, and that many people would be much less willing to listen to me because of my tone. Nevertheless, I truly believe that any and all of the harassment I received was a small price to pay for such an honest piece to be seen.
Thank you all, again! Please consider supporting my most recent fundraising project, an Inumaki Toge themed fundraiser for aid in Gaza.
I don't really go in the lost media and lostwave communities but I'm reading about how they found today a song they've been searching for years (Everyone Knows That aka. EKT) and turns out it originated from an 80s porno. The whole deal is so funny help.
Why is it that dc such as r@pe, sa, and incest is totally okay to write about and romanticize but y’all draw the line at racism, fat phobia, and homophobia *talking about the writings creators make, not personal beliefs*? Whats the difference between these things? All of them are hurtful and affect people in real life, so why is everybody on here choosing and picking one and not the other? Do writers on here think that they are not comparable or that one is okay to romanticize and the other is going way too far?
Im just genuinely curious as I have seen this topic be brought up again and again, which has made me realize this and Id like to see it from someone else's pov.
hi! there is a lot to answer and unpack here and i have every intention of doing so underneath the cut. forgive me if this gets long, but you’ve asked me 4 very massive questions that i think warrant detail, nuance, and thought. there is a lot i’d like to say here.
that being said, mind the content warnings and protect yourself.
cw: mentions of rape, incest, racism, homophobia, fat phobia, discourse in general
firstly, i am going to choose to give you the benefit of the doubt in assuming you are actually curious in hearing another side and you are not simply looking to stir a pot or pick a fight with beliefs you have no intention of changing or having an open discussion on. your accusatory tone in the first half indicates otherwise and kindly, i am not an idiot. but i want to earnestly talk to you about this and again, will think better of you than you perhaps have indicated you think of me.
secondly, you do not have to censor words like rape in my inbox. that sort of censorship has become wildly popular because of tik tok and other money-hungry social media that also desperately want to silence people. do you know why you have to censor words like that on tik tok? or words like genocide? suicide? racism? 1. so that they can make money and market and push their squeaky clean algorithms but 2. and perhaps worse, so they can silence victims. if social media platforms and capitalism and the systems of powers had it their way, you would never utter these words again—whether to call someone out for justice or to have an open discussion like this one. i encourage you greatly to think critically about this and how you choose to use censorship and why.
now, to your questions.
to preface, i am interpreting this ask as being anti-dark content in fiction as you state that ALL these subjects harm people in real life. or at least, you are being critical of all dark content in fiction and the way writers engage with them, effectively ‘picking and choosing’ which are deemed acceptable and which aren’t, when they are all hurtful. i apologize if that wasn’t your intention/what you believe, but regardless, i’ll endeavor to answer you.
i personally have drawn no lines about dark content nor spoken about any of these topics specifically really, which indicates to me you have a different narrative and/or are coming from more inflammatory arguments that are always circling fandom lately. in the post i most recently reblogged, i spoke mostly of violence. which, of course, all of those things can be. but i didn’t name one of those topics in particular.
regardless, i don’t believe in the censorship of any dark content in art, but rather advocate strongly for critical analysis on a case-by-case basis. in general, i encourage thinking critically about every aspect of the world around you.
i do not believe that rape, incest, and sa are okay to write about or create art about but racism, homophobia, and fat phobia are not. i believe all of those topics are ones that can, should, and will be explored in the safety of art. all to varying degrees of success, earnestness, impact, and intent. you’re right that these are real things, that can hurt people, and the fictional work about them can have impact on our society that is tangible but the actual art or fiction created is not real. and again, this is all to varying degrees on a case-by-case basis.
art and fiction also historically and massively do discuss these dark content topics and have actively swayed the public’s opinion on matters, whether for better or for worse. throwing away all dark content in art and fiction because it is ‘harmful’ is deeply, deeply dangerous and reductive. a lot of art that engages with dark content actually makes very succinct points about it—i think of vladimir nabokov’s lolita or octavia butler’s bloodchild or speak by laurie halse anderson.
this is where we must exorcise critical thinking. some pieces of work will handle dark content poorly—white saviors making art on racism. men making art about a woman’s experiences that (as you are so interested in) romanticize her pain. etc. etc. and some art will handle it’s dark content incredibly and be transformative, perhaps even revolutionary in how we talk, perceive, or acknowledge systems of oppression, violence, and dark content in this world. some dark content in fiction will have damaging beliefs and effects on society, some will not—we must also look at scope for this, at the writer perhaps, the historical moment, their audience etc.
(for example, there is a significant difference in a main stream male writer, writing of a woman’s experience with rape in a published book in a way that makes it sound romanticized, sold to thousands and thousands of general public vs. a woman using fanfic to explore rape, take control of it, or whatever in a fanfic for a small online community where there are warnings on it. indicating she is aware of its potential damage in a way her male counterpart is not…)
but i still believe in dark contents’ existence in art. of course there is differences between all of these topics you brought up, but i don’t think their differences matter in this answer. i believe in their right to be explored in art. i am talking broadly of media/art here, which i think is the more relevant conversation, but i think you are actually more interested in a much smaller scale of people. ie. fandom. ie. mostly marginalized people in small communities online writing and creating dark content.
people will choose and pick which ones they’d like to create art over and which ones they don’t, which ones they read and which ones they don’t. there’s no ‘hard line’ drawn anywhere. and i can’t control it and neither can you. perhaps you think violence is okay to be explored in fanfic, but racism isn’t. someone else will have different preferences. i do not believe in its censorship.
now, let’s move onto your interest in romanticization and what i think you are more pointing to, which is fandom. you are specifically referring to people in fandom who write about rape, incest, etc. and ‘romanticize’ it—ie. they write about it in a way that is a fantasy. it is perhaps supposed to be horny or sexy. so let’s talk about it.
i must remind you that these topics you’ve brought up (rape, incest, sa) being written are fiction and it is (most often) done by someone marginalized who has either experienced this or is in threat of experiencing this under a patriarchy. i assure you, they are aware of its harm. hence the copious warnings in fandom spaces.
if i can be candid, sometimes i think that people forget how systems of oppression work when discussing fandom and whether dark content being created should be allowed or not.
for example, i sometimes think people who are anti-dark content in fandom believe that a woman or afab person writing a fictional fanfic about rape or sexual violence then influences people to go out and rape people or that women actually like it. when the reality, in fandom spaces, is that rape and sexual violence happen frequently under the patriarchy and then these women in fandom write fictional fanfic in response to cope, explore, take control of, etc. etc.
to insinuate that women or afab people (which fandom mostly is) exploring dark content safely in fiction then causes their own oppression and harm or trauma is rather victim-blame-y to me. fandom exploring dark content does not cause these things to happen in our society….these actions (rape, incest, sa) happen in our society or systems of power and fandom reacts to them in their art by exploring it in dark content. do you understand what i’m trying to say?
it’s not a matter of what is ‘okay’ to romanticize and what isn’t. i do not think the romanticization that fandom does with dark content (ie. my kidnapper actually loves me! or this sexual act that i did not consent to…maybe feels good) is not actually romanticizing but coping because of the systems of power that i described above. and this can be coping with anything—shame of sexuality, shame of fantasies, trauma, fear, etc. etc.
as i said in my tags in that post i reblogged and as plato said, dark content in art is a safe place to explore what would otherwise be harmful and dangerous in real life. it is cathartic. potentially even, a purging.
and even if it isn’t all that—maybe it just is trashy fantasy. it is still playing pretend. it is still fiction and in fandom spaces, it is still most likely being created by a marginalized person. and again, even if it isn’t, we don’t get to censor it. we can be critical of it or wary or whatever, but to censor it, is a slippery, slippery slope. do deem some topics as “acceptable” and others as “unacceptable” is dangerous.
just like kids play pretend where they ‘fight’ or ‘kill’ or ‘kidnap’ or ‘shoot’ each other in games of cops and robbers or heroes and villains, they are safely exploring adventure, dark content, fantasy, tragedy, and higher emotions. adults can do the same in fiction and with adult topics like sex.
and at the end of the day, we don’t get to demand the credentials to do so either. we don’t get to censor them or control them and nor should we be allowed to. i cannot stress enough that i encourage you to be critical of censorship or the absolute disgust in dark content and at those (again—often marginalized people) who engage with it in fandom. i believe it is deeply puritanical, conservative, and dangerous.
you don’t have to like dark content or consume it at all and fandom makes it easy not to with all the warnings and tags, but you cannot control others or police them. nor should you want to.
and at the end of the day, i have some questions for you. you don’t have to respond to this, perhaps they’re just things to think about. what is the end goal here? what is the point in harassing, shaming, attacking, criticizing, or interrogating people in fandom spaces who create or support dark content? do you believe that if it is purged from fandom, it will be purged from our society? if you want it purged from society—shouldn’t you start there rather than in the inbox of marginalized writers in fandom? people in fandom did not create rape, incest, and sa nor do they in their exploration of fiction…they are merely reacting to a world that did create it.
i hope at no point i came off as rude to you, as was not my intention. i intended to stand up for myself and respectfully state my opinions and thoughts on this matter. i’m sorry it got long, but also i don’t believe in being brief on such complex matters. i am a writer who engages critically with the world around me and sometimes, things cannot be made into short, snappy answers. sometimes, we must unpack.
Inktober day 12 with angy protective Solomon 🤍🔮 (･｀ω´･ ) GAAHH I had been wanting to draw something based off of that scene from nightbringer for a while so here it is haha (*｀ω´*) tomorrow is Friday the 13th so I will be drawing Thirteen next ✨️✨️✨️
Hello! First off, love your work foam at the mouth for it, beat my fist on the table for it and all that wholesome stuff!! ^-^
So I’ve been eyeballing your work of the Ember Outfit for I don’t how long now and I’m so curious as to whether you’d consider doing the other two outfits as well??
Because having that trio - in your design - on my wall is something I do believe I need in my life.
No pressure of course! ^3^
hahah!! Thank you!~
I'm so glad to hear it 😆💕
oh! That is a good idea. I would definitely love to draw the other two!
They are all such great outfits.💗
I can't promise it would be soon however.
