depraved and deranged

fuck him from behind, you know?

[freakishcowboy]

pinned. beware.

welcome to the hellscape that is me. my name is cowboy. some people call me wind. freak also works.

he/him, adult, engaged. there is something psychologically wrong with me and you will be able to tell in nought point two seconds.

ao3 | twt

more under cut.

i am a disgusting fetishist. traditionally ive been into incest (roleplay), age play, diapers and bathroom play. i enjoy control and humiliation. i am fascinated with medplay and bodily harm but do not partake in my personal life.

my fetish blog is @snuuiwind and my fiances, my sub, my beautiful boy, my everything, is @bnuuisky

if my interests aren't for you, no harm no foul. block me or i will keep interacting; i do not control who's content is on my feed, and i will reblog anything.

in terms of current fandom interests, i am largely into iwtv. lestat is my angel darling princess, and he means the world to me. i am developing an intense love for armand, too. i ship anything and everything, but prefer ships that are lestat focussed.

i am also a huge supernatural fan, as well as a fan of various thai shows. i am on and off with harry potter and house md. i ship anything and everything. incest fan.

i am a writer, although it is intermittent. am i good? no. but i have fun! my ao3 is linked above if you want to check it out, but you know, read the tags. yada yada.

at this point it feels kind of pointless to say, but i am a proship individual and do not tolerate witch hunts. i do find being cancelled fun, but do not attack my friends or loved ones. i will kill you.

i believe that is all for now. i love a good ask, and im always up for making friends. say hi.

[freakishcowboy]

seeing 67 in someones username and trying to figure out if theyre into brain rot or dean winchesters car

[freakishcowboy]

agere fans who have seen svu. just finished s7e4. omfg agere little elliot my little guy. i literally hate that guy usually but omg

[suchasinnner]

every single night without fail, my 7yo sister comes into my room and goes “five night at freddy’s?” in a tiny little voice

and then she asks @freakishcowboy “(name) do you want to watch five nights at freddy’s?”

and he says “of course i do.” because he loves her probably just as much as he loves me. every single night

(five nights at freddy’s to her is just markiplier playing the games btw. we’ve watched security breach, ruin, and now we’re on secret of the mimic. i tried her with the older games but she doesn’t seem as interested in them as the more free roam ones)

[freakishcowboy]

i absolutely love her just as much as i love you. your family is my family, and she's my baby just as much as she is yours. (seriously, guys, this kid is like the most insane amalgamation of us both).

also i find markiplier really funny. a win win situation for me!

you forgot to mention my amazing fnaf song i sing to her every night when we're getting set up. i am freddy fazbear real.

[freakishcowboy]

"if kathy got pregnant again id shoot myself" elliot stabler youre so fucking funny

[misspoetree]

A few silly reminders to stay hydrated

[insp.]

[misspoetree]

Happy Wet Pants / Wet Home Wednesday you guys, have some more:

[inspired by @burnsuncomet, @subtextsays and @glamgoblin - thank you for the tags you guys <3]

[freakishcowboy]

falling asleep on facetime with my love @suchasinnner

so im asleep. almost. seconds away. the mattress is cradling me. and i hear this little voice. creepy as all hell, think ive been transported to a horror movie with a kid ghost.

wake up. realise its the 7yo asking my fiance a question. fucking shit myself fml

[freakishcowboy]

kids are so fun because you'll just be relaxing quietly and they'll break the silence with a little "six seeven..." whisper. baby what

[starlitsequins]

i dont mean to victim blame but why do these vampires keep talking to daniel molloy when they know he's daniel molloy

[mediena]

Im just laughing so hard at severus x this song

Yeah yeah whatever baby-boy

In a few days im gonna finish this 4 illustrations (some sort of comics??? I guess)

[biggaybenny]

i think we need to see more cas internalised angelphobia crisis. gay angel crisis. I no longer want him to be like no im not even human, sexuality means nothing to me Dean it’s all good and beautiful and natural. I want dean to have a gay crisis and cas to be like GAY crisis?! Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is for me that i fell in love with a human??? GAY? your biggest problem is the ghost of your horrible dead dad whispers “faggot” in your ear whenever you put gel in your hair??? i fell in love with the equivalent of a semi-sentient butterfly who gets trapped on windowsills and dies when the window is open and right there! everyone thinks im a weird deviant and/or a fucking idiot ????? you’re ashamed because you’re not the man your dad wanted you to be because you want to suck off a cowboy, I’m ashamed because this is like if you fell in love with the slice of ham in your fridge

[biggaybenny]

@lazarrusrising so good

[biggaybenny]

[jiguurten]

Nothing stops the pain I can't stand it inside of my brain Eat me alive

I think I would have enjoyed the show a lot more if the Leviathans were much weirder about Castiel. I mean. Look at this:

How sick is that? It would have been great if we got a few more scenes like that.

[sammysodatimes]

oops, i dropped my links to all of the gag reels from the spn dvds!! all available to be viewed and/or downloaded on google drive!! oh no!!!!!

season 1

season 2

season 3

season 4

season 5

season 6

season 7

season 8

season 9

season 10

season 11

season 12

season 13

season 14

season 15

[freakishcowboy]

just discovered roblox porn. #wow

[freakishcowboy]

the one perk of being a major depressive is the fact that you can give your fiancé a one man performance and he wont ever complain in case it triggers the depression that haunts your soul twenty three and half hours a day

[freakishcowboy]

new fic <3 littleles, littlemand, daddy danny & papa lou.

potty training lestat. no explicit piss but armand is wearing a wet diaper at the end.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/88262821

[freakishcowboy]

starting custom pornos to pay off my 4k medical bill so i can fly back to the usa who wants to place the first order