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hellloooo, i am LOVING your work!! iāve been meaning to request for a while eek š¤
may i pretty please (with cherries on top) request bayverse mikey with a reader whoās more on the introverted side? something best friends to lovers perhaps, maybe how the two got there in the first place considering how Mikey is a people-person and reader is⦠exactly the opposite.
you can make it whatever style youād likeā headcanons, drabbles, a short, etc :)
iād love it if you took my request!! if not, have a great day!! i canāt wait to see what you come out with here soon š
Hii!! Thank you for requesting me āŗļø
One bayverse Mikey x reader coming up
there is something about Mikey and introverted softie reader š we love that
Mikey has a special place in my heart I feel like thereās no works on him (weāre gunna fix that dwš„ŗ)
Sunshine and Quiet Corners Bayverse. Michelangelo x Introverted!Reader
Mikey is everyoneās friend.
That is just how he is.
He can walk into any room and somehow leave with three new inside jokes, someoneās favorite snack order memorized, and a plan to hang out again later. He is loud, bright, warm, and impossible to ignore in the best way.
You are the opposite.
You are quiet. More careful with your words. More comfortable listening than speaking. You usually stand near the edge of the group instead of the center, watching everything with soft eyes and a small smile most people miss.
But Mikey notices.
He noticed a pattern.
Since then heās been very observant when it came to you.
At first, he thinks maybe you are just shy around him because, well⦠he is a giant turtle with nunchucks, an orange mask, and a habit of talking way too fast. So he tries not to overwhelm you.
He still jokes with you.
He still smiles at you.
He still offers you pizza like it is a sacred friendship ritual.
But around you, Mikey becomes a little softer.
Not less Mikey.
Just gentler.
He learns that when the lair gets too loud, you like sitting somewhere quieter. So whenever Raph and Leo start arguing, or Donnie gets too deep into one of his science explanations, Mikey casually wanders over and drops down beside you like it is the most natural thing in the world.
āToo much noise?ā he asks.
You nod.
Mikey grins, but it is softer than usual. āCool. Iāll be quiet with you.ā
He is never actually quiet for very long.
But he tries.
He really does try-
And that means more to you than he realizes.
Your friendship builds slowly.
It starts with little things.
Mikey would save you the last slice of pizza because he remembers you like extra cheese. You listening to his long stories even when everyone else tells him to get to the point. Mikey sending you random videos in the middle of the night. You replying with one dry little joke that makes him laugh so hard he almost drops his phone.
He likes that about you.
Most people see him as the fun one.
The silly one.
The baby brother who never takes anything seriously.
But you see more than that.
You notice when his jokes are a little too quick. You notice when his smile gets too big to be real. You notice when he is trying to make everyone else happy while quietly ignoring himself.
And Mikey?
Mikey notices that you notice.
One night, you stayed in the lair-
Wondering what you should have to eat the next day.
All of the sudden, a giant turtle slides his feet on the floor.
It was Mikey, supposedly he came back from patrol.
Boy he doesnāt look like Mikey.
Angelos face sagged to the floor, he looked exhausted. Most likely patrol was rough.
As he enters to the main room, you can feel the quiet he brings from patrol.
Not a dramatic quiet.
Just silence.
The kind of quiet that makes you look up from where you are sitting and study him carefully.
Mikey drags himself to at least sit on the couch, head laying down, arms finally relaxing and eyes closed. His brothers were busy in different corners of the lair, but Mikey looked strangely alone.
you get up and sit beside him.
No big speech.
No pressure.
Just you, quietly choosing to stay.
Mikey glances over at you. āYou donāt gotta sit with me, sweet face.ā
The nickname slips out like it always does.
Except this time, his voice is softer.
You shrug. āI want to.ā
That is all you say.
But it hits him right in the chest.
Because Mikey is used to chasing peopleās attention. He is used to filling silence so nobody gets bored of him. He is used to being funny because funny is easy, and easy means nobody has to ask what is actually wrong.
But you stay.
Even when he has nothing funny to say.
That is probably when his crush turns into something much bigger.
For you, it happens in pieces.
It happens when Mikey walks slower beside you so you do not feel rushed. It happens when he notices you are overwhelmed before you even say anything. It happens when he makes space for you in his loud, bright world without forcing you to become louder to belong in it.
And Mikey?
He falls harder every time you smile at him like he is easy to love.
The problem is, neither of you wants to ruin the friendship.
So Mikey flirts.
Because of course he does.
āLook at you,ā he says one afternoon, leaning against the back of the couch with that playful grin. āStanding there being all cute and mysterious. Dangerous combo, by the way.ā
You roll your eyes, but your face gets warm.
He notices.
Of course he notices.
But then he panics a little and covers it with a joke.
āRelax, I say that to all my favorite people.ā
He does not.
Everyone knows he does not.
The whole family knows to the point itās painful.
āJust tell āem already,ā Raph grumbles one day after watching Mikey stare at you from across the lair for a full minute.
Mikey blinks. āTell who what?ā
Raph gives him a flat look. āDonāt play dumb. Itās extra painful when you do it on purpose.ā
Mikey glances toward you.
You are sitting near Donnie, quietly listening to him explain something on his tablet. You are not saying much, but your attention is gentle, focused, real.
Mikeyās expression softens before he can stop it.
āI donāt wanna mess it up,ā he admits.
Raph sighs. āThen donāt mess it up. Be honest.ā
Being honest sounds easy.
It is not.
Especially later that night, when you are sitting beside Mikey in your usual quiet corner, your shoulder almost touching his while the lair buzzes around you.
Mikey has been talking for ten minutes straight about a movie he wants to watch with you. He is waving his hands around, adding dramatic voices, getting completely lost in his own excitement.
And you are just watching him.
Not because you are bored.
Not because you are waiting for him to stop.
Because you like him.
Because listening to Mikey feels easy.
Because his voice has become one of your favorite sounds.
Halfway through his sentence, he notices your stare and slows down.
āWhat?ā he asks, smiling a little. āDo I have pizza sauce on my face?ā
You shake your head.
He tilts his head. āThen why are you looking at me like that?ā
There is a pause.
A tiny one.
But it feels huge.
āBecause I like listening to you,ā you say quietly.
Mikey stops.
For once, he has no joke ready.
His smile softens into something nervous and real.
āYou do?ā
You nod.
āEven when I talk too much?ā
āEspecially then.ā
Oh.
That does something to him.
Mikey looks down, rubbing the back of his neck. āThatās, uh⦠thatās dangerous information, you know.ā
You blink. āWhy?ā
āBecause now Iām gonna wanna talk to you all the time.ā
You smile a little. āYou already do.ā
Mikey laughs softly, but the laugh fades into something warmer.
āYeah,ā he says. āI do.ā
For a moment, neither of you says anything.
Then Mikey looks over at you, unusually serious.
āI like being around you,ā he says, voice softer now. āLike⦠a lot. More than I probably should for someone whoās trying to act normal about it.ā
Your face warms.
Mikey notices and immediately starts panicking.
āNot that you gotta say anything back!ā he says quickly. āI mean, you can. Or donāt. Totally cool. I justāRaph said I should be honest, and normally I donāt listen to Raph because, like, terrible life choice, but this timeāā
āMikey.ā
He stops.
You look at him, soft and shy and brave all at once.
āI like you too.ā
Mikey stares at you.
Then his face lights up so brightly you cannot help but smile.
āWait,ā he says. āFor real?ā
āFor real.ā
āLike⦠like-like?ā
You laugh quietly. āYes, Mikey. Like-like.ā
He leans back against the wall, one hand over his chest like he has just survived something dramatic.
āWow. Okay. Cool. Super cool. Totally chill.ā
āYouāre not chill.ā
āI am the chillest turtle in New York.ā
From across the lair, Donnie calls, āYour pulse says otherwise.ā
Mikey points without looking away from you. āStay out of my love life, D.ā
You hide your smile.
Mikey looks back at you, softer now.
āSo,ā he says, quieter than before, ādoes this mean I can take you on a date?ā
You glance at him shyly. āWhat kind of date?ā
His grin returns, warm and bright.
āSomething quiet,ā he promises. āRooftop, snacks, no pressure. Just us.ā
Your heart melts a little, because of course he knows.
Of course Mikey, loud and bright and full of sunshine, knows exactly how to love you gently.
So you nod.
āIād like that.ā
Mikeyās smile turns softer than you have ever seen it.
āYeah?ā
āYeah.ā
For once, he does not make a joke right away.
He just sits there beside you, close enough that your shoulders touch, looking at you like he cannot believe he gets to be this happy.
And maybe that is how the two of you get there.
Not all at once.
Not in some huge dramatic moment.
But slowly.
Through saved pizza slices, late-night messages, quiet corners, soft smiles, and one sunshine boy who learned how to sit still for someone worth waiting for.
(Bet you didnāt see that one coming š I was just feeling down lately and writing about Kethāraal always brings me joy š missed you guys, hope you enjoy this one and canāt wait for your comments as always š¤)
You could feel his eyes on your back as you hurried around the kitchen, trying to throw together something quick. Kethāraal leaned against the wall nearby, massive arms crossed over his chest as he silently watched you move from counter to counter.
Your stomach had growled so loudly a few moments ago that you had practically launched yourself off the bed in embarrassment, rushing to the kitchen before he could start questioning the strange noises humans apparently made when starving.
āAre you hungry?ā you asked, glancing over your shoulder to catch his relaxed posture as he studied you cooking.
āIām okay.ā The mechanical rasp of his vocoder answered.
You hummed softly, rinsing the lettuce one last time before chopping through it quickly.
āLetās say you were hungry,ā you continued, ācould you even eat human food?ā
āNot really. Some fruits are acceptable.ā He paused briefly, the translator crackling for half a second before continuing. āThe rest taste⦠off.ā
That last word came delayed and you frowned slightly, unsure whether the vocoder had malfunctioned or if he had simply hesitated.
āWhat kind of fruit?ā you asked, reaching for a tomato.
But you completely missed the shift behind you.
Kethāraal had gone perfectly still.
Three crimson targeting dots slid silently across the kitchen floor, settling over the tiny shape creeping near the cabinets. Before you could even notice, his form shimmered and vanished beneath his cloak.
Meanwhile, you remained entirely oblivious, still focused on your dinner.
āKethāraal?ā you called after a moment, turning around with a confused blink.
He was suddenly back where he had been before, leaning against the wall again, though his head remained tilted slightly toward the floor as if he had been watching something there moments earlier. Then his gaze snapped back to you.
āWhat kind of fruit?ā you repeated, smiling before returning to your cutting board.
āMelons. Star fruitsāā
āHave you tried grapes?ā you interrupted quickly.
You crossed the kitchen in a hurry, opening the fridge before plucking a grape from one of the containers. Then you walked straight back to him, stopping close enough to feel the cold radiating from his armour.
He looked down at the grape between your fingers before slowly shaking his head, his thick dreadlocks shifting over his shoulders with the movement.
āCan you try one?ā you asked, suddenly unsure whether feeding him random human food counted as a terrible scientific decision.
For a second he simply stared at you and then nodded.
His fingers hooked beneath the edge of his mask, slowly lifting it just enough for his mouth to show, his mandibles spreading open for you.
You blinked at the sight of him opening his mouth.
And somehow, even more unexpected than that, was the fact you were about to feed him. As if this was something normal between you. Something that had always been waiting to happen.
You had fought together. Bled together. Nearly died together.
But you had never shared something as simple as food.
You took a small breath, suddenly aware of how close you were standing to him. As if sensing your hesitation, his hand rose and wrapped gently around your wrist, guiding your hand closer to his mouth. Your fingers slipped carefully between his parted mandibles as he opened them wider for you, and then his mouth opened too, revealing that serpent-like tongue.
No matter how many times you had seen his anatomy, studied it, worked around it as an extraterrestrial biologist, it still fascinated you beyond reason.
But this was different from the lab.
Back then, Kethāraal had been wounded, restrained, unconscious half the time.
Now he was letting you see him.
Letting you touch him.
You slowly pushed the grape between his teeth before his mouth closed around it. Your fingers began retreating carefully, but halfway through, you changed your mind.
Instead, your hand settled lightly beneath his mandibles, fingertips resting against his chin. Your thumb brushed once, twice, over the cold texture of his skin before you finally pulled away completely.
A low sound rumbled through his chest as he chewed, soft and deep, almost like a hum.
Your eyes lit up instantly.
You recognised that sound.
Approval.
āGood?ā you asked with a grin.
He pulled his mask back down immediately afterward, tilting his head at you.
āWas it good?ā you repeated.
He stared at you for a second before nodding once.
āItās tolerable.ā
You burst into a quiet laugh, almost certain he had probably tried grapes before and disliked them, but couldnāt bring himself to refuse you.
āYou donāt have to try things if you donāt want toā you said, turning back toward the stove.
āI want to.ā
Even through the distortion of the mask, the sincerity in his voice was unmistakable.
You were humming a soft melody now, a song you didnāt even recognise and you felt truly at ease. The safety of your home wrapped around you, becoming warmer by Kethāraalās presence nearby.
Then his voice broke the silence.
āWhy here?ā He asked, still watching you as you moved around the kitchen.
You let out a soft, self-deprecating chuckle. āThatās a good question, but I might disappoint you.ā The memory felt strangely distant, even though it had only been two years. āAfter we escaped the lab, I ran straight to the airport. I didnāt even have clothes with me, just the ones on my back. The first flight on the board was this one, so I took it. No real plan. I just needed to get as far away from that place as possible.ā
āItās quiet here,ā he said, voice low through the vocoder. āIt suits you better.ā
āI kind of miss the chaos of the city sometimes,ā you admitted with a small shrug.
āI can take you there,ā he offered without hesitation.
You clicked your tongue in gentle refusal. āIām not going back.ā You smiled, but there was no humor in it.
You really meant every word. You would never return to that life. Not while this quiet, remote island kept you safe from the world that had once tried to destroy you both.
This place, far from everything, had become your sanctuary.
You would only step back into noise and crowds again if it was for his safety.
āYou need help with that?ā
His voice came from behind the mask as you shook your head immediately, still struggling with the can in your hands.
You had learned to adjust to little things like this over the years. Since your left hand never healed properly, you couldnāt fully close it anymore, so even simple tasks sometimes turned awkward and frustrating.
But Kethāraal hadnāt questioned it once.
Not a single pitying look. Not even curiosity.
As if he didnāt see it as weakness at all.
Only an injury earned surviving beside him.
He had offered to help once and when you refused, he respected it without pressing further.
āIt didnāt heal all the way,ā you said casually, still working at the can. āI canāt fully close it anymore, but honestly? Thatās a pretty small price considering your injuries.ā
His posture shifted slightly against the wall.
āDid it hurt?ā
The question caught you so off guard you almost laughed.
An alien built like a tank, with battle scars all over his body, asking about your pain.
āLike hell,ā you scoffed softly, finally managing to open the can before reaching for another grape and tossing it into your mouth.
āBut I couldnāt stand the thought of you bleeding to death. I meanāā you gestured vaguely with one hand, almost laughing at yourself. āAre you kidding me? Iād go through that pain again if it meant you survived.ā
Silence followed for a second.
āYou are too selfless.ā
The vocoder sounded unusually serious this time. Lower somehow. Heavier than before.
You shook your head quickly.
āI donāt feel selfless. I just acted on instinct.ā You glanced back at him with a small smile. āYou would have done the same for me.ā
You turned back toward the stove, completely unaware of how deeply that smile settled into him.
āYou were ready to get captured again if it meant not leaving me behind,ā you murmured after a moment, quieter now as the memories resurfaced. āTalking about selfless.ā
āI was selfish back then,ā he corrected immediately. āI did not listen to you. I was stubborn.ā
A soft laugh escaped you.
āI was stubborn too.ā
Your movements slowed as the memory hit harder this time. The final shove forcing him out of the lab while you trapped yourself behind instead.
āYou were.ā
His voice came closer now.
Closer than before.
But you didnāt turn around.
āAre you mad at me?ā you asked quietly.
And honestly, you werenāt even sure what you meant anymore.
Mad because you forced him to leave?
Mad because you never found him afterward?
Or because fear had kept you frozen for far too long?
You didnāt even know yourself.
āI was.ā
His voice came from right behind you now.
You felt the change in the air before you felt him, the coldness of his body somehow making the space around you warmer instead, charged like live wires stretched too tightly.
āFor the first hour.ā
His longer dreadlocks slipped over your shoulders as his head lowered, resting carefully against the crook of your neck.
Heavy. Helmeted. And somehow still careful, touching you with just enough weight to remind you he was there without ever truly pressing down on you.
Maybe everything about Kethāraal was softer than he wanted the universe to believe.
Or maybe you simply could not see him any other way anymore.
āWhat happened after the first hour?ā you asked quietly, remaining perfectly still beneath him.
You barely even breathed.
One wrong movement and the moment might break apart completely. He might retreat again, hide behind silence the way he always did when he felt you hesitating.
A low sound rumbled from deep inside his chest, thoughtful and rough, something instinctive in his language before the translator could catch up.
āI wasā¦ā another growl-like hum vibrated against your shoulder, āā¦devastated.ā
This time you heard the word beneath the vocoder too, his real voice slipping through the helmet from how close he was. Deep. Guttural. Honest enough to make your chest ache.
His hands settled on the counter beside yours, caging you, his chest pressed carefully against your back as if he was still learning how much of his weight you could carry.
And when you finally breathed again after holding it for far too long, you felt him exhale too.
The tension slowly left his body, his shoulders easing as he let himself lean against you properly now, almost like exhaustion had finally caught up to him the second he realised you were truly here.
His breath warmed the space near your ear.
One of his hands flexed against the counter before relaxing again, restless fingers curling as though he wanted to touch you, hold you, make sure you were real.
āKethā¦ā His name left your mouth softer than you intended.
You wanted to say something else.
Anything else.
But the words dissolved before reaching your tongue.
His hand made of metal and artificial flesh rose first, gripping the edge of his helmet before slowly pushing it upward just enough to expose his mouth. His mandibles spread open in silence and your eyes fluttered shut instantly, nervously.
You felt the brush of his mandibles against the crook of your neck.
Your head tilted slightly, giving him more room without even thinking about it.
The moment you felt a talon hook beneath the collar of your shirt, dragging the fabric lower to expose your shoulder, a shiver ran violently down your spine.
Cotton gave way beneath the sharp edge of his claw with a soft rip.
He didnāt stop until your shoulder was fully bare beneath him, exposed, sensitive.
And then nothing.
No sudden movement.
No aggression.
Just the feeling of his unmasked face resting there against your skin.
Cold skin brushing yours carefully.
Feeling you.
You heard him inhale deeply against your shoulder, the sound dragging straight through your nervous system.
Your jaw clenched immediately, forcing yourself silent before any sound escaped that you wouldnāt be able to explain afterward.
His hand settled on the counter beside yours, close enough that the heat of his palm traveled over your skin. His mouth hovered just above the curve of your neck, breath ghosting warm across flushed skin. Even though his body ran cooler than a humanās, the sheer presence of him wrapped around you like a furnace. Or perhaps it was only your own temperature rising, blood rushing hot beneath your skin in a dizzying fever.
You couldnāt see him. That alone made the moment feel like one of the half-remembered dreams that had haunted you for two years.
His voice, his touch, the solid wall of his chest at your back, but never his face. The image of him had blurred with time. Yet this was real. He was here, his claws shredding the front of your shirt open, inhaling your scent like a predator savoring prey he had no intention of harming.
You tried to turn, desperate to look at him, to convince yourself he wasnāt another cruel dream.
But his bionic hand rose swiftly, the synthetic skin warm and startlingly lifelike as it covered your eyes. You shivered and obeyed, lashes fluttering shut and with your sight stolen, every other sense sharpened. The slow rise and fall of his chest, the faint metallic scent of his armor, the low thrum of his breathing through the vocoder.
āIf you look at me with those eyesā¦ā the vocoder murmured softly, āI do not know what I will do.ā
Your breath faltered.
Only then did you realise he must have lowered the mask again just enough to tell you that himself. Not through distance. Not safely hidden away in his native language.
Close enough for you to understand he was struggling to get the words out.
āWhat do you want to do?ā you whispered, barely audible.
His free hand slid over yours on the counter, claws barely grazing your skin while the artificial hand continued shielding your eyes.
A low sound vibrated in his chest before the translator finally caught up. āNo language I know can describe it.ā
Beneath the translatorās flat tone, you caught the real sound of him, rich, guttural, layered with clicks and that rough accent that made your stomach flutter. You almost smiled.
āYour voice has changed,ā you murmured.
āYou sound⦠older.ā
āI am older,ā he answered, matter-of-fact, yet the low rumble of it felt almost suggestive against your ear.
You swallowed. āWhat did two years change for you?ā
Instead of answering immediately, he lifted your hand from the counter and guided it upward. Your fingertips brushed the thick, rubbery dreadlocks that framed his head. You caught one gently between your fingers, stroking the strange, smooth texture.
āWhat didnāt change,ā he said, voice dropping lower, āis how desperately I wanted to see you again.ā
Your smile faltered. Heat flooded your cheeks, a deep, embarrassed flush that spread down your throat and across your chest. You took a small, shaky step backward, pressing yourself fully against the hard plane of his torso, letting his slow breaths guide your own breathing. His hand remained over your eyes, protective, possessive and just a little teasing as his thumb brushed lightly over your temple.
How could he admit something like that so easily? After two whole years apart, how could he lay his heart bare without a trace of reluctance?
Then again⦠this was Kethāraal. He wasnāt just a tease. He was the most brutally honest being you had ever known. Once something took root in his mind, he pursued it with the focus of a hunter who had already marked his prey. Unapologetic. Assertive. When he wanted something, he claimed it.
āYouāre here now,ā you breathed, voice small and trembling.
His bionic palm slowly lifted from your eyes. You wondered what he would do next, but you never expected what actually came.
His hand slid down, talons grazing over your throat before his fingers wrapped around it with soft pressure. His thumb settled over the front of your throat, right where your pulse beat wildly.
āSay that again,ā he whispered, voice rough and low. The translator barely masked the desperate click beneath it, the begging tone of his voice. And when you stayed silent a second too long, his thumb pressed a little firmer, coaxing.
āNaākai.ā
You swallowed against his palm. āYouāre⦠here now.ā
The moment the words left you, his thumb stroked slowly over your throat, savoring the vibration of your voice against his skin. A deep, rolling purr rumbled from his chest, followed by a series of soft, satisfied clicks right beside your ear.
āKethāraal,ā you whispered, your own hand drifting up to cover his. Your fingers traced over his knuckles, then higher, until they found the cool steel of his mask. Your nails dragged down the metal with a slow, scraping screech that made his grip tighten for a second.
āAgain,ā he demanded softly, hips moving forward in a slow, impulsive roll against your back. The movement pressed you more firmly between his body and the counter, an invisible and undeniable pull drawing you together.
You closed your eyes on purpose this time, surrendering completely to sensation. His heavy breath hissed through the mask. His dreadlocks brushed and tickled across your bare shoulders. The heat of his torso burned against your back and the firm press of his hips made your thoughts scatter. You said his name again, slower, letting the vibration of your throat caress his palm like a secret you had decided to share only with him.
You could feel the war inside him, the desire to keep you trapped like this, safe between his chest and the counter, your voice singing against his hand forever. His thumb brushed one last time along your throat before he finally released you, claws trailing lightly down your collarbone.
But beneath the heat of the moment lingered a heavier tension, one you werenāt ready to face. Not yet.
What could possibly exist between a human and a Yautja? Was something like sex even possible? How would your bodies fit? And if you tried, how would heā
A loud crack from the living room stopped your spiraling thoughts.
Kethāraalās shoulder cannon was already tracking the sound, red lasers cutting through the darkness. He didnāt speak. He simply stood there, ready and lethal as always.
You turned back to the kitchen counter, heart hammering against your ribs. The ghost of his body still clung to you, his solid chest at your back, the low click of his mandibles, the possessive weight of his hand wrapped around your throat as he drank in every vibration of your voice.
Swallowing hard, you picked up the knife and tried to focus on the vegetables, but your hands wouldnāt stop shaking.
His heavy footsteps moved away, giving you space. You heard him lean against the far wall, arms folded across his broad chest as he watched you again.
āWhat is that thing wandering around your home?ā The vocoder made his voice sound dry, almost skeptical.
You kept your eyes on the cutting board.
āWhat thing?ā
āThat black thing.ā He lifted a clawed hand, pointing toward the shadows in the living room.
āThatās Keāā
The word died in your throat before you turned back toward the counter and resumed mutilating the poor lettuce for what had to be the tenth time.
āKe?ā Kethāraal echoed, the single syllable low and curious.
āKelly!ā you blurted, forcing a bright, fake laugh. āHer name is Kelly.ā
You could feel his gaze burning into you and you knewāknewāthat damn biomask was feeding him every spike in your heart rate, every degree of the blush crawling across your skin.
You prayed he wouldnāt connect the dots.
āWhat is Kelly?ā his voice asked through the vocoder.
And somehow, despite your spiraling panic over almost revealing you had named your cat after him (well, after āKethā) the innocent question caught you so off guard your panic subdued immediately.
A laugh escaped you for real this time.
āSheās a cat,ā you said, finally turning to face him with a shy smile. āA small Earth mammal. She lives with me.ā
And you didnāt notice.
How could you? Your back was turned as you finished plating your food, completely unaware of the way Kethāraalās clawed fist rose and struck his own chest once, hard, as if trying to punish his heart for pounding too fiercely against his ribs. The smile you had given him had hit his insides harder than any blade he had ever faced. He would remember that moment long after you forgot it.
āAnd why do you keep the mammal around?ā he asked as you carried your plate to the table. āDoes it protect you?ā
āNo,ā you replied softly, setting the plate down. āSheās just for company. Humans get lonely quickly.ā
āYou were lonely?ā Kethāraal asked as you sat down at the table.
The already-torn shirt he had ripped open earlier slipped further, exposing the curve of your shoulder and the top of your chest. You yanked the fabric back into place quickly, but Kethāraalās gaze never left you.
You risked a quick glance at him before dropping your eyes to your plate again.
āWere you?ā you asked, voice barely above a whisper. āLonely?ā
He gave a small nod, his dreadlocks barely shifting with the motion.
Your stomach twisted into a tight knot.
You pushed the plate away and stood, drifting toward the couch in the living room. You didnāt need to ask him to follow, his footsteps were already right behind you, obedient and inevitable.
He surprised you by sinking to his knees in front of the couch, bringing the two of you eye to eye. At this height, he didnāt feel quite so overwhelming.
āHow did you manage?ā you asked quietly.
āI didnāt,ā he admitted, voice low and steady through the mask. āI simply kept moving. Fighting whatever stood between me and returning to you.ā
Your chest ached at the sincerity. You reached out, fingers threading gently into his thick, rubbery dreadlocks, pulling him a little closer. He leaned into your touch without resistance, a soft purr rumbling in his throat.
āAre you in trouble?ā you asked, concern painting your words.
Another quiet purr.
Yes.
āI wonāt bring trouble to your door,ā he promised.
āI donāt care if you do,ā you answered quickly. Your hand slid down to his chin, gently lifting his masked face so you could look straight into the dark voids of his mask. āI donāt care⦠as long as youāre here.ā
The moment stretched, fragile, tender, until your stomach gave a loud, embarrassing growl.
Kethāraal tilted his head. Without a word, he rose to his full height, retrieved your plate from the table and returned. He knelt once more, offering it to you with a small nod, silently urging you to eat.
He was adorable in ways no one would ever believe, naive in his curiosity, yet impossibly sharp. Lethal beyond measure and still so gently protective. Kethāraal was a walking paradox and you wouldnāt have him any other way.
He watched you eat, head tilting one way every time you lifted the fork to your mouth, then the other when you swallowed. You didnāt tell him to stop staring, even though the weight of his gaze made your cheeks warm. You understood that look. He was studying you the same way you loved studying him, trying to memorize every small habit, every tiny detail.
āHow did you find your way back home?ā you asked after swallowing another bite, your eyes lifting from your plate to meet the steady glow of his mask. This was the question you had carried for two long years.
Kethāraal gave a slow nod, silently encouraging you to keep eating as he answered. āAfter I recovered my ship. Its last recorded destination was my planet. I was meant to return there, right before the humans captured me.ā
Your fork froze halfway to your mouth. A heavy wave of grief and guilt settled over your shoulders, pressing down on your chest. It wasnāt you who had taken him. You had been just as much of a prisoner in that lab as he was. Still, in this moment, you felt the full weight of humanityās sins resting on you alone.
āWhy didnāt they accept you back home?ā you asked, your voice dropping softer on the next question. āWhat about your brothers?ā
You werenāt sure if you were allowed to ask about his family. You wanted to respect whatever invisible boundaries existed, even if he had never drawn any.
Kethāraal remained silent for a long moment. The vocoder crackled once and then fell quiet.
āMy homeworld was eradicated,ā he finally said. āA new King has seized control of our planets. Iāā
The translator cut off. You blinked, realizing he had hesitated.
āItās okay,ā you said quickly, setting your plate aside. āYou donāt have to talk about itāā
āIf there is any being in this universe I wish to speak with,ā he interrupted, āitās you.ā
Then, slowly, he lowered his head until it rested on your lap. Your eyes widened in shock. This was the first time you had ever seen Kethāraal look truly exhausted.
Not when you had fought xenomorphs together. Not when his arm had been severed. Not even when both of you had been bleeding out, clinging to life. None of those moments had left him bare like this.
But now, kneeling before you with his head heavy in your lap, the weight of years of loneliness and loss seemed to crash down on him all at once. His broad shoulders sagged. A deep, tired exhale left him, mandibles clicking faintly beneath the mask.
You placed your hands on his head without thinking, fingers sinking gently into his thick locks. You brushed through them slowly, until you found the nape of his neck. Your warm fingertips pressed against the cool skin there, right along the faint blue line you remembered from your time in the lab. You rubbed slow, soothing circles against the sensitive spot.
āI have no family left,ā Kethāraal continued, voice quiet. āAnd those who survived no longer consider me one of their own. I wasnāt there to fight beside them. I was still trapped in that lab while my world burned.ā
āIām sorryā¦ā The words left you in a broken whisper. The guilt settled heavy on your shoulders, humans had stolen his last chance to defend his home.
His head lifted slowly from your lap, dreadlocks sliding off your knees as he tilted his masked face toward you.
āIt was never your faultāā
āBut humans did this to you,ā you insisted.
āYou helped me escape. You saved my life, Naākai.ā His large hand rose, cold fingertips brushing your cheek, tracing the honored mark he had once given you. āYou are not like the ones who captured me. You were as trapped as I was.ā
Your throat tightened. āBut now you have no home to return toā¦ā
āI will find a new one.ā The mechanical voice sounded softer somehow, almost tender.
āHalf of my memories from those years are gone anyway. What remains⦠is mostly you.ā
You glanced at him, then quickly looked down at your fidgeting hands. āHow? We didnāt even know each other for that long.ā
āI knew you,ā he said quietly, echoing the confession he had made back in the lab. āI remember the hours you spent examining me. Talking to yourself. Taking samples. I was sedated, but not fully unconscious.ā
You had been fascinated by him, his alien physiology, the striking power of his body, the silent strength in his eyes even when weakened.
Every day you had whispered apologies while drawing blood and tissue, watching him grow frailer under your hands.
Seeing him now, vibrant, powerful, muscles full and skin glowing with health, filled you with relief.
āI couldnāt understand your words,ā he continued, ābut you were always gentle. I never thanked you for that.ā
āDonāt,ā you breathed, shaking your head. āI spent every session apologizing for what I was doing to you. Thereās nothing to thank me for.ā
āRemember the days you werenāt assigned to me?ā he asked. āBecause I do. No one else was gentle. Only you.ā
āKethāraalā¦ā His name left your lips like a plea.
āWe are both here because of you,ā he said firmly. His hand moved to your shoulder, pressing it gently until you finally met his gaze. āAnd I am grateful for that.ā
You nodded, even though the guilt still sat like lead in your chest. No matter what he said, you werenāt sure you would ever fully forgive yourself for what you had done to him in that lab.
Kethāraal lowered himself back to the floor, kneeling in front of you once more. His large hand came to rest on your knee, feeling warm despite the coolness of his skin. For a while, neither of you spoke. The silence was comfortable, natural. You let out a long, slow breath and allowed your body to relax into the quiet you had dreamed about for two years, his presence beside you, his gentle nature no longer just a memory.
His fingers began to tap a slow, rhythmic pattern against your knee. You had no idea he was matching the beat of your heart, but he did. He always knew how to calm you down since the beginning.
āSo⦠you didnāt have anyone back home?ā you asked, avoiding his gaze by pretending your half-eaten salad was suddenly fascinating.
āYou mean a mate?ā he replied without hesitation, his masked eyes fixed on you, never letting you dodge.
You nodded, fidgeting with your fork.
āIs that what you mean, Naākai?ā he pressed, a clear tease in his tone.
āWhy do you want me to say it if you already know?ā you groaned, reaching out to push his face away in embarrassment.
āBecause you react like this,ā he said simply. āAnd I like it when the blood rises to your cheeks.ā
Even without sweet words, the honesty made your heart jump inside your chest. He enjoyed your shyness. After years of survival and violence, your softness must have been something entirely new to him and it did make you feel special.
āDid you have a mate or not?ā you asked, faking an exaggerated sigh before stuffing another bite of salad into your mouth.
āI donāt remember,ā he answered. āBut I wasnāt blooded when I was captured, so I assume notā
āAnd what about those two years you were travellingāā
āSurviving,ā he corrected.
āRight, sorry. Surviving.ā You set your fork down, food completely forgotten now.
āWhat about those years?ā he asked, even though you were almost certain he already knew exactly what you were asking.
You kept your eyes fixed stubbornly on your plate. āDid you meet anyone?ā
A soft clicking sound came from beneath the mask, almost amused.
āI did not have time to bond with anyone.ā
āOh.ā
āNor did I want to.ā
Your fingers tightened around your fork.
āOh,ā you repeated quieter this time.
Kethāraalās mask tilted. āWhere is your mate, then?ā He made a show of looking around the room before his maskās eyes returned to you.
One of the maskās lenses flashed white for a second, almost like a wink.
You stared at him. āDid you just wink at me?ā
āNo.ā
āYou absolutely did.ā
āI am asking a question.ā
You snorted despite yourself, shaking your head before mumbling, āRelationships are complicated these days. Who has time for that?ā
But he clearly wasnāt satisfied with your answer.
āSo you didnāt bond with any humans?ā he pressed.
āI went on a couple of dates, butāā
āDates?ā He rose from the floor in one fluid motion and settled onto the couch beside you.
āYeah, itās when two people go out to see if they matchāā
āDid you match with any of them?ā His voice dropped lower as he tugged you toward him. Your torn shirt slipped again under the pull of his hand.
āThey were⦠niceāā you started, but the words vanished as his fingers caught the edge of the ripped fabric and lifted it higher.
āNice?ā he echoed, the single word sounding dangerously unimpressed. Before you could protest, he pulled you smoothly onto his lap, your legs curling against your chest as his massive arms caged you against him.
āYeah, they were okay,ā you shrugged, fingers
finding one of his dreadlocks and rubbing the thick, rubbery tip. āBut they didnāt have⦠that something I was looking for.ā
A low rumble started in his chest before he quickly silenced it, pretending nothing had happened. But you noticed. The way his body tensed beneath you, the subtle change in his breathing. And you were surprised by how much you enjoyed this side of him.
āThey werenāt tall enough,ā you added.
Kethāraal tilted his head. āBut youāre rather smallāā
āI like them massively tall, okay?ā you interrupted, faking annoyance even as a smile tugged at your lips. He still wasnāt catching the very obvious hint.
āAnd they were too⦠soft.ā
āSoft?ā He sounded genuinely confused. āAre you not all soft? Youāre huāā
Realization hit him mid-sentence. The vocoder couldnāt hide the knowing click that followed.
āYou like them rough-skinned,ā he murmured, tilting his head to press the side of his mask against your cheek. You burst into quiet giggles as he continued, āAnd tall.ā His fingers pressed lightly into your ribs, making you squirm. āMaybe even green?ā
A deep, thrumming purr rolled through his chest, the Yautja equivalent of a chuckle. In one smooth motion he dropped you onto the couch, your back hitting the cushions as he climbed over you. The furniture groaned under his weight. He caged you between his powerful forearms, dreadlocks falling around your face like a dark waterfall.
You nodded, biting your lip to hold back a grin.
āHmmā¦ā The low sound vibrated through him as he stared down at you. āWhere are you going to find a mate like that?ā he teased. āI donāt see anyone on Earth who matches your⦠specific preferences.ā
āI donāt mind if theyāre not from Earth,ā you said, smiling up at him sweetly.
āYou are a very open-minded human,ā he replied, nodding slowly. His clawed hand rose to cradle your cheek, a talon grazing your skin.
āDo you have anyone in mind you could introduce me to?ā you smirked, tugging on two of his dreadlocks.
Kethāraal lowered his body instantly, pressing you deeper into the cushions. His mask hovered inches from your face.
āYou shouldnāt play with a Yautjaās locks,ā he warned, voice dropping into a rougher tone.
āWhy not?ā you asked, surprising yourself with your boldness.
āBecause,ā he murmured, bumping his mask gently against your forehead, āI can feel everything.ā
Your hands froze.
You knew his dreadlocks were sensitive, but you hadnāt fully understood until now. The way his breathing grew heavier above you, rougher, more strained, made the realization sink in. Every touch had affected him far more than he let on.
You released his locks immediately. He exhaled sharply, as if you had been holding his very life in your palms.
Slowly, his forehead dropped to your shoulder, his massive body enveloping you completely. His arms and legs caged you on the couch, yet instead of feeling trapped, you felt safe. Exactly where you wanted to be.
āWhere is your hair ring?ā you asked softly, remembering the single ornate bead he used to wear on one of his locks.
He lifted his head, bringing you eye to eye with the dark voids of his mask. āI took it off after my clan rejected me. But I keep it safe.ā
āIt was your only memento,ā you murmured. In the back of your mind, a quiet thought started forming. Maybe I could give him a new one. Something to come back to. Someone to belong to.
He didnāt belong on Earth⦠but perhaps he could belong with you.
The thought made your heart miss a beat. What are you even thinking?
āCan Iā¦?ā you whispered, hands rising hesitantly toward his mask. Your fingers curled around the edges. The lenses flashed red for a brief second , startled, before you gently lifted it away.
The mask dropped to the floor with a heavy thud.
Without it, his mandibles flexed and parted, the vibrant green of his eyes finding you. They were stunning up close, intense and strangely vulnerable as they searched yours. You whispered his name and his eyes fluttered shut. A soft series of clicks escaped him as he pressed his forehead to yours.
āDaāto thwei,ā he rumbled in his native tongue, the words low and intimate. His hands cradled the back of your head, talons carefully threading through your hair as he rubbed his forehead gently against yours.
He seemed lighter without the mask. Freer. As if speaking without the translatorās barrier allowed him to finally breathe. His body relaxed fully against yours, native clicks and rumbles leaving him effortlessly.
āIf youāre saying you missed meā¦ā you murmured, unaware of the true weight of his words, āI missed you too.ā
In his language, however, he had already claimed you. Completely.
āCan you stay longer?ā you whispered. āThereās so much I want to tell you.ā
But Kethāraal was already reaching for his mask.
āNo, wait, please.ā You caught his wrist. āI donāt have the courage to say this while you can understand me . I⦠I want you to stay. I want you to come back to me after every hunt. I want to be yourāā
His hand moved quickly, pressing two fingers gently against your lips, silencing you. He slipped the helmet back on and shook his head, the red glow of his lenses steady on you.
āYouāre not going to tell me what you just said, are you?ā
āNo,ā you breathed, a small, shy smirk tugging at your lips. āNot yet.ā
āAre you going to tell me what you whispered in Yautja earlier?ā you continued.
āNo.ā He pulled you up from the couch with, your hands resting in his open palms.
āThen weāre even.ā You smiled brightly up at him. His head tilted at the sight, as if wanting to commit this moment to his memory.
āYou will tell me eventually,ā he said, his thumb brushing beneath the scar on your cheek.
āYouāll have to come back to me if you want to find out.ā
āIs that so, cunning human?ā A deep chuckle rumbled through his chest.
You shrugged playfully, ādonāt underestimate me. Humans evolved by outsmarting bigger predators like you.ā
āSo youāre tricking me into coming back?ā
āExactly.ā
Kethāraal let out another amused click. āI would return even if you didnāt want me here. I need to check on the soft humanāā
āOw!ā He feigned pain when you slapped his arm, rubbing the spot dramatically.
āDonāt talk down to a blooded warrior, Kethāraal.ā
āMy apologies,ā he replied, the translator somehow making the words sound anything but sorry.
You plopped back onto the couch, crossing your legs and folding your arms.
āSo youāre a marine biologist now?ā Kethāraal asked, settling on the floor across from you. He mirrored your posture, head tilting slightly to the left in that familiar, curious way.
āHow do you know?ā You raised your eyebrows in mock surprise. āWere you stalking me?ā
He didnāt miss a beat. āYour robe has it written on it.ā He smoothly avoided answering the stalking question.
You glanced at the white lab coat draped over the chair and muttered, āRightā¦ā
Something hot erupted in your chest at the thought that he might have been watching over you these past two years, keeping his distance for your safety.
āIām just a junior researcher,ā you continued, ābut I like it. Itās quieter. Safer.ā
He nodded slowly, absorbing every word.
āI mostly work with marine mammals right now. Orcas, specifically.ā You shifted on the couch, stretching your legs out with a soft sigh and leaning back against the armrest. The tension in your shoulders finally began to ease.
Kethāraal rose from the floor without a word. The couch creaked in protest as he sat at the far end, his big frame taking up most of the space. You started to pull your legs back to give him room, but his hand caught your ankle gently, tugging you toward him until your legs rested across his lap.
Your breath caught.
His large hand settled warmly on top of your thigh, his thumb brushing slow, absent circles against the fabric of your pants. You froze for only a moment before scooting closer. When his arm lifted in a quiet invitation, you leaned into his side, resting against the cold wall of his torso.
It felt almost too natural.
You knew Yautja werenāt like humans. They werenāt supposed to crave gentle touch or closeness the same way. And yet here he was, initiating the touch, pulling you closer, offering the exact comfort you hadnāt realized you had been starving for.
Or maybe⦠he needed it too.
He had always been proud, sometimes even arrogant about his strength and skill. But this was different. This wasnāt pride. This was quiet certainty. He knew you wanted to be closer. He could read every racing heartbeat, every change in your breathing and he gave you exactly what you needed without hesitation.
It was pure confidence.
And it made your stomach twist with something like pleasure. You bit the inside of your cheek hard, fighting the sudden, overwhelming urge to ask him to claim you the way only a Yautja could.
Your time in the lab had taught you far more about Yautja than most humans would ever know, their traditions, their rigid hierarchy, even the brutal reality of how they reproduced. That last part still made you nervous.
Yautja mating wasnāt simple or gentle. It was a ritual. The strongest were chosen and the much larger, more dominant females left scars on their mates, breaking their spines before carrying their children. Kethāraal had quietly admitted earlier that he had never been claimed. Never gone through that rite. Which meantā¦
He was untouched.
The realization sent a fresh wave of heat rushing to your face. The arrogant, reckless young hunter you had met in the lab had been all bluster and show. But this version of him, calmer, quieter, radiating confidence, felt entirely different. He wasnāt showing off anymore. He simply knew his worth. He knew what he wanted.
And he knew he could have you.
Kethāraalās finger curled, the cool tip gently brushing your flushed cheek. His head tilted in silent question: Why are you blushing again?
You let out a nervous laugh and quickly changed the subject.
āYou know, when I started here, I never expected to end up studying orcas,ā you said, eyes fixed on your fidgeting fingers. āIt felt like the universe was pulling a prank on me.ā
His thumb kept tracing circles over your knee as he listened.
āOrcas are the apex predators of the ocean,ā you continued.
His head tilted further. āYou have a favorite?ā
You blinked.
That was his question? Out of all questions?
āWhat if I do?ā you asked, fighting back a grin.
āTell me where this orca isāā
āIām joking, Kethāraal,ā you laughed, pressing your lips together to keep from bursting out. His masked gaze stayed locked on you, clearly expecting a real answer.
You reached out, resting your left hand on his broad chest. āI canāt communicate with them the same way I do with you,ā you murmured, rubbing gentle circles over the hard plating as if trying to calm the heart you could feel beating faster beneath your palm.
You were fighting a losing battle with yourself, the urge to tease him just a little more, to push until you drew out those frustrated growls from under his mask.
You wanted to see the beast he kept so carefully leashed.
He stayed silent after that, still, as you continued rubbing your hand over his chest.
Yet his arm slid around your shoulders, his large hand stroking protectively down your arm while he searched for words.
āI have some books on orcas I could show youāā You started to pull away, but his grip on your arm tightened instantly, tugging you back against him.
You yelped, the sound quickly turning into a suppressed laugh as your lips twitched with a smile.
āKethāraalā¦ā you called softly.
No response. Not a tilt of his head, not a single click. He kept his gaze lowered, arm still wrapped around you like a steel band.
You whispered his name again, tapping his chest. When that earned you nothing, you decided to make a bolder attempt to get his attention. Lifting your legs from his lap, you turned and straddled him fully, knees sinking into the cushions on either side of his massive thighs.
His fists clenched and unclenched at his sides, as if he didnāt know whether he was allowed to touch you or not.
Your hands settled on his broad chest. Only then did the full weight of your compromising position hit you, sitting on his lap, straddling him like this, with nothing but thin fabric between you.
A nervous chuckle escaped you as you tried to climb off, terrified by your impulsiveness.
But before you could, his bionic hand caught your thigh, squeezing once, making you gasp.
āI thoughtāā
āDonāt leave,ā he said, voice rough through the mask. His hand slid from your thigh to your lower back, claws grazing lightly over your clothes. Your already torn shirt slipped further down your shoulder and you quickly tugged it back up.
āYour face,ā he murmured, his knuckles brushing your burning cheek. āItās all red again.ā
āItās just⦠hot in here,ā you exhaled, fanning yourself weakly.
āHow do humans usually cool their skin?ā he asked, sounding genuinely curious, though the way his other hand joined the first at your lower back, locking around you, felt far from innocent.
āSweat⦠or by taking a shower,ā you answered, slowly allowing yourself to sit fully on his lap despite the burn under your skin.
āHow do you produce sweat quickly?ā His thumbs stroked up and down your back, sending shivers across your spine.
āExercise, mostly. If we move fast and long enough⦠we sweat.ā
āRightā¦ā he rumbled. āIāll keep that in mind.ā
Then he finally lifted his head and looked straight at you.
And for a moment, you forgot how to breathe.
Your eyes stayed locked on the dark voids of his mask, every sense heightened to the point of a meltdown. You were somehow still straddling his lap, your thighs spread wide and your backside pressed against his crotch. His body was solid and cool beneath you, pulling you in like a moth to freezing flame.
You couldnāt help yourself but imagine his arms locking around you, holding you while your mouth found the exposed skin of his neck, tongue tracing lines as he fought not to make a sound. Your heart hammered wildly in your chest, loud enough that you knew he could hear every beat. He could read you so easily, it was almost unfair.
You drew in a shaky breath and forced yourself to climb off his lap.
This is insane. Heās a Yautja. You donāt belong with him. A bond like this isnāt even possible⦠right?
He let you go without resistance this time. His hands slipped from your waist, leaving your skin colder than before. Only then did his chest begin to move again, as if he had been holding his breath the entire time you were pressed against him.
āWant to know why I chose marine biology?ā you asked softly, offering him a small smile. You crawled a little closer and pressed a quick, shy kiss to his bicep before pulling back.
Kethāraal glanced down at the spot you had kissed, then lifted his head to stare at you.
āIt was the closest thing to alien biology I could find,ā you admitted, eyes dropping to his lap. āSomething that⦠reminded me of you.ā
A long second of silence passed, as if registering your words before he spoke.
āI kept your voice in my helmetās audio log.ā
Your mouth fell open, the sudden confession hitting you harder than anything you had just admitted. You stared at him, stunned into silence.
He kept recordings of me?
A series of soft, uncertain clicks escaped him. He looked down at his lap, almost⦠shyly.
You tried to speak, but no sound came out. Your mouth simply stayed parted, heart racing as the weight of his words settled over you.
He had kept your voice with him? This whole time?
Kethāraal drew in a deep breath, exhaling roughly through his mask. āWe use recordings like that to lure prey,ā he admitted, almost to himself. āBut I kept yours. I listened to it⦠sometimes.ā
He didnāt elaborate further. He didnāt need to really. The honesty behind the words was enough to steal the air from your lungs. You had a thousand questions, when had he recorded you? How often did he listen? Why did he listen⦠but you didnāt push. Not tonight.
āIt gets lonely,ā he continued, his voice quieter āwhen the whole galaxy is hunting you.ā His arm slid behind your back, fingers splaying possessively over your waist as he pulled you closer.
āCan I hear it?ā you asked, settling against him.
He let out a short, rough sound, almost a scoff, clearly amused and shook his head.
āMaybe some other time.ā
āSo there will be another time,ā you teased, tilting your head. āWhat is this? Are you trying to convince me to see you again?ā
āAs if I need to convince you.ā He lowered his head until his masked forehead rested against yours. āI still have things to settle on your planet.ā
āMmm? Like what?ā you murmured, hands instinctively rising to cradle the sides of his head, pressing your forehead firmly to his.
āMuch more⦠urgent things.ā His actual voice bled through the mask, rough and strained.
He pushed you back slowly until your spine met the couch cushions for the second time tonight, his massive frame hovering over you. His hands captured your wrists, pinning them above your head.
Well⦠that was a first.
His dominance was smooth yet quiet, making you melt under him.
āSo you missed me so much,ā he rumbled, amusement clear even through the translator, āthat you started studying something that reminded you of me?ā
āRoughly,ā you countered, biting back a smile. āNothing compares to real alien biology. Itās one of a kind.ā
A deep chuckle vibrated through his chest. āWe are one of a kind.ā
āYou think youāre special?ā you challenged, tugging at your wrists just to be difficult.
He held them firmly above your head with one hand, pressing you deeper into the couch. āAm I not?ā
āYouāre more arrogant than I remember,ā you huffed.
āOr maybe I simply know what I mean to you now.ā His voice dropped lower, with that calm, unshakable confidence.
āYou canāt possibly know,ā you protested. āIāve never told you.ā
āEven without the translator, I would still know how you feel about me.ā
Your heart pounded hard once before it went back to normal. āAnd how do you feel about me?ā
Kethāraalās head dipped closer, his masked face hovering just above yours. As he leaned in, the braided necklace around his neck slipped free from the edge of his armor. The emerald green stone swung gently between you, catching the lamplight and gleaming with a soft, inner glow. It looked strangely⦠earthly. You werenāt sure if it actually was, but the color and polish made you curious.
He didnāt bother tucking it back. Both his hands were occupied pinning your wrists and he clearly had no intention of letting you go.
His broad chest pressed heavier against yours as he let out a slow breath, the cool stone now brushing lightly against your sternum with every small movement.
This was it.
After two years of waiting, of wondering, of aching, this was the moment you had been waiting for.
How do you feel about me?
But then his gauntlet shattered the moment with a loud, insistent beep.
You gasped before you realised, Kethāraal was already on his feet, lifting you with him as though you weighed nothing. His arms wrapped around you, crushing you against his chest in a needy embrace. He rested his helmeted head atop yours, whispering a low apology that vibrated through you.
Before you could speak, he lifted his mask just enough to expose his mandibles. He guided your hand upward, pressing your palm between them. His hot breath ghosted over your skin as he inhaled your scent deeply.
The intimacy of it had you staring because this wasnāt just a gesture. It felt like a kiss. An actual one. The one you would read on old fairytales where the knight presses his lips to a royaltyās hand to show his devotion.
Your skin burned where he breathed you in and just as quickly, he lowered the mask again. His hands rose to cradle your face, thumbs stroking tenderly beneath your eyes as if memorizing every detail. You didnāt need to ask if he had to leave. It was written in every urgent movement, every silent apology.
Your eyes stung, your throat tightened as you desperately tried to hold onto the moment, the way he felt, the faint tremble in his hands as he fought not to hold you too hard, the rough exhale that sounded like it physically hurt him to let you go.
āKeep this for me,ā he said quietly.
He reached behind his neck and tore off the braided cord with a single sudden tug. The emerald stone dangled from it and when you opened your palm, he didnāt drop it there. Instead, he pressed his closed fist against your chest, right over your heart. Only then did he slowly open his fingers, letting the necklace settle against you.
It didnāt feel like a simple gift. It was heavier than that. Deeper. More like a promise. A piece of him he was leaving behind for you to guard.
You covered his fist with your hand, holding it there against your heart.
And then he was gone.
Months passed before you saw him again.
And when he finally returned⦠it felt like the last time you ever would.
a/n: itās always so lovely coming back to you guys, hope this one compensates for my absence š Iād love to hear your thoughts on this cute little chapter! Also Kethāraal acting all jealous wasnāt in my plans but I just love imagining him all grumpy and bothered because of his feelings š³ and the way he held mcās throat to hear the vibrations of their voice??? still not over š«£)
This is my first time participating in a DTIYS challenge ā”
I really love @mkthedingus ās comics, so I was super happy to have the chance to join!
I should probably share this before I start pointing out all the things Iām not happy with⦠(Ė Ẹ̣̇̄āẸ̣̇̄ )ć„ā”
KKAY SHARE. WHO CARES. I CAN FIX ANYTHING ANYTIME!
Okkay just one thing! ,,,
I donāt understand why but itās still super hard for me to not stick to the style of the show⦠I⦠want to change this⦠I will do my best and practice more šÕ. .Õš¦Æ
Finally, the culmination of months of work. The elusive Rise Leonardo oneshot. This arrogant blue jerk had me writing so much that this is the longest one by far, and needed to be split into two parts. 41 pages and 17K words. This does crossover a bit with 'Florally Obsessed' but you don't have to read that one first in order to read this one.
I am really excited to share this with all of my readers. I appreciate each and every one of you, you are the lifeblood of fanfiction. I do take the time to look at every like, comment, and reblog and however you choose to interact with the story is good with me. It all counts.
Quick shoutout to @adebauchedsloth @sophiacloud28 and @thelaundrybitch for all of your help on this one!
Now to the story summary: You are the assistant to Genuis Built's head of the marketing department and face man of the company, Leonardo Hamato. It is a highly respected position with great pay. There's just one issue: your boss is Leonardo Hamato. This 'Playboy' frustrates you on a daily basis. If romance was possibly in your future, you had a very difficult time seeing it...until he proves you wrong.
TW: Slight angst, Leon is a jerk at one point, this story couldn't happen without him somehow being a jerk but rest assured, happily ever after guaranteed.
Note: All characters are aged up. Reader is female, her appearance is up to you, I allude to her having nice legs and curves. Both characters are in their early 30s.
Enjoy!
Leonardo Hamato was going to be the death of you.
When you first applied for this job, you had no idea exactly how it would play out. Oh, did you quickly learn.
Leonardo, brother of Donatello Hamato, CEO of Genius Built, was head of the Marketing Department. With his silver tongue, he oozed charisma and charm, setting up important meetings and closing business deals. He was the obvious choice for such a role. He was also downright full of himself, cocky as all hell, self-servingāmost of the timeāand completely insufferable.
You swore he sometimes tried to make your life more difficult, and that man never missed a shot.
Calling you at midnight because he couldnāt find his favourite shirt? You knew exactly where it was. Covering up the latest scandal heād gotten himself into? You had the legal team on speed dial. Even completely ridiculous requests, such as finding this very specific brand of sparkling water. Youād had to go to three stores to find it, but you didāyou did it all, and through it all, you wondered how in the heck someone like him was in such a highly respected position.
The thing about Leo, or Leon, as he preferred to be called, was that despite his carefree attitude and unrestrained nature, he was entirely competent when he wanted to be, scarily so. He did the job, and he did it well. Genius Built had skyrocketed in popularity under his leadership, and you couldnāt begrudge him for that.
You could, however, begrudge him for the number of women this man seemed to rake in. It seemed like every other week there was someone new. Girlfriends never lasted long with him. As soon as it came time for him to commit, heād bail. There had been at least ten women (that youād seen) in the year since youād come to work for himānot that you were counting, because of course you werenāt. Youād rather not know at all, but he had no qualms about showing off how āpopularā he was
The man may have been a mutant turtle, but he was devastatingly handsome, and he knew it. Charm and good looks were his tools of the trade, and very few people were immune to his beguiling ways.
Not you, though. When you first got hired, heād tried, just like Flynn Rider with the smoulder. Leon had tried flirtatiously sidling up next to you with promises of wining and dining you so the two of you could āget to know each other betterā.
You shut that down immediately. You were there to work, and fraternizing with your boss was a complete faux pas. At first, you were offended that heād even tried that with you. It took a few serious conversations for him to finally concede that he might be wrong. To his credit, there were no further attempts at āseductionā from that moment forward.
He still infuriated you on a daily basis, though. Not only did you have your daily tasks, but you were also essentially babysitting a grown-ass man who somehow was stumbling his way through life in a very prestigious position.
For the most part, you were content with your work despite his ridiculous demands. It was temporary, after all.
This job was meant to be a stepping stone for you anyway. You were trying to climb the corporate ladder to a position of power and respect. You were a highly educated woman, and it was not your lifeās dream to be an assistant to the one Leonardo Hamato.
You had no idea how much he admired you.
*****
Leonardo liked comfort and familiarity. Once he became comfortable with something, he wanted to hold on to it and never let it go. Not the most rational notion, but after the complete chaos of events leading up to and following the attack on the city, he needed something that did not require him to think too much.
You were an enigma, challenging him in ways he hadnāt expected. He was actually ashamed of himself for how heād acted on that first week you were hired. Very quickly, heād learned that you were not going to take any shit, especially from him.
ā¦And he loved that about you.
But he knew your opinion of him wasnāt the greatest, so he did what he did best: he deflected, threw himself into his distractions, which more often than not happened to be other women.
It wasnāt his intention to have you believing he was a complete rake; it was easier for him to cast his mind to thoughts of you while being in the arms of another.
While he did occasionally send you off on a mundane task once in a while, he preferred the ones that made you come to him, especially in the off-hours. He relished in creating interactions where the two of you could just talk, and heād tell you anything if you so much as asked about it.
Currently, he was pacing about his large walk-in closet in nothing but his white button-down and a pair of black boxers. You should consider yourself lucky he was clothed; youād seen him in far less. You were tasked with choosing the perfect tie for him to wear at the upcoming conference, in which the two of you would be in attendance. Secretly, he believed having you there would bring him luck in closing the deal with a few key individuals.
You were asking him about the recent gala where heād served as the bartender, and you nearly dropped every single one of the ties you had lined up on your arm when he told you what heād said to his brother and his potential new girlfriend.
āSir, you didnāt!ā youād gasped, āin front of Donnie and his date?! You have a death wish, donāt you?ā
Leon laughed, completely disregarding your question while plucking a tie from your arm and holding it up to his neck. āIs this one too green? I feel like it will deflect from my natural emerald, donāt you think?ā
Sighing in quite the long-suffering way you did every time he said something stupid, you peered at him, examining his face for a moment. āWellā¦judging from the fact you donāt look bruised, Iām guessing Donnie didnāt maim you after that lovely comment.ā
āOh, come on, Chiquita, it was all in good fun! Olā Dontron knew I wasnāt actually aiming to steal his girl, I was just giving him a little push, and it worked, you shouldāve seen how they danced.ā For a moment, he waltzed himself around the room, humming to the classical tune that had been playing before stopping in front of you.
You quickly fought away your blush as he leaned in close for a moment.
āHe was aiming to kiss her on that dance floor and would have if not for the speeches.ā
His face was so close to yours you could feel the soft puff of his breath on your forehead, gently stirring up the fine hairs on your head that had managed to free themselves from your bun.
āAndā¦they left together, and I know he stayed the night.ā
Slowly, you drew back, coughing slightly from the awkward implication and bringing it back to your original point.
āStill, Sir, that is no excuse for what you said. Apologize to her.ā
āItās no big deal, she knew I wasnātāā
You nearly whipped a tie at his face as you pursed your lips in annoyance. āYou blatantly flirted with her, knowing that she was there with your brother, embarrassed her, and you're assuming sheās just fine with that? You'd better apologize, Leonardo Hamato.ā
āOoh, I like it when you get feistyā¦ā
That comment earned him an eye roll and a disapproving click of your tongue. Much like a parent with their child, you fixed him with a pointed stare while crossing your arms expectantly. This was your superpower: he rarely listened to anyone, but he would listen to you.
āFine! Iāll apologizeā¦ā he huffed. āEventually,ā he added quietly.
Nodding, you presented him with a blue tie, his favourite, and the one that went with everything. āThis is the one. Pair with the grey, pinstriped suit.ā
He beamed, taking it and placing it on the suit in question. āThis is why I love ya.ā He smirked, teasing you a bit.
You let out the faintest hint of a laugh as you reached to grab your purse and coat. āWill that be all for tonight, Sir?ā
āā¦Yes.ā Did you detect a hint of reluctance in his voice? āThank you, and enjoy your weekend, do something fun for yourself.ā Softly, he added, āYou deserve it.ā
With your back to him halfway to his door, you turned slightly and smiled, āThank you, Sir.ā
āLeon,ā he corrected, though he knew youād never call him anything but Sir as long as you kept the boss-and-personal-assistant dynamic. Youād drawn that line in the sand the minute you began working for him, but he still tried, hoping to hear his name on your lips. When he didnāt, he added, āGoodnight, mi querida.ā
āā¦Goodnight.ā You replied, softer this time, nodding before heading home to your apartment. Curse him for being infuriating one moment and sweet the next. He was still a complete rake, with enough scandals under his belt to make the National Enquirer blush. Another would seriously affect the company. No, you couldnāt allow yourself to be drawn in like those other women; you had more self-respect than that, and nothing was going to jeopardize your position at this company.
It was better to keep your head down. You could endure the Spanish terms of endearment and get the man his chai latte, not from the Starbucks directly across from the building, but from a locally owned coffee shop several blocks down the street, tucked neatly inside a little bookshopāa blink-and-youād-miss-it place. Youād taken to leaving for work fifteen minutes early just to give yourself extra time to get his drink order from this place because Starbucks didnāt do it right.
Picky bastard, he was lucky you liked the extra walk and found the bookstore adorable. Youād gotten several good books from there as well.
When prompted, Leo would say he preferred supporting small business owners, which you did believe was true. Picky with a purpose, because youād come to learn that behind every action appeared to be a well-thought-out plan. Some you still couldnāt verify, but with everything he did, there was some kind of ulterior motive.
It was as though he had a plan for every conceivable outcome. He liked to be prepared, taking everything into account before committing. He was the one who looked for all the possible ways to exit a room upon entering. At the same time, however, he could appear totally unhinged and nearly impossible to rein in. He was the very definition of "if he wanted to, he would."
There was so much more to Leonardo Hamato than what lay just below the surface, and though you didnāt know it yet, the walls were all about to come crashing down. A figurative tornado of emotions, ready to sweep you off your feet.
And it all began with an elevator.
*****
On top of being your daily pain in the ass, Leon Hamato was the self-proclaimed office prankster. Most of his pranks were juvenile annoyances, like unplugging all the USB sticks for the mice or taping air horns under their adjustable office chairs. No one was safe, especially not you, and anyone willing to retaliate by pranking him was praised. Leo loved being pranked almost as much as he enjoyed pranking others. Not from you, however, even though you were on the receiving end of many of them.
This particular day had begun with you fussing over his outfit and matching tie while scolding him yet again for pranking the Treasurer by swapping the ink cartridges in his fountain pens from blue to red. All those documents would need to be redone with the correct ink colour. He also encased your fob key in Jell-O. He knew it was your favourite flavour and probably assumed you could eat your way to it.
You and Leon were on your way to a board meeting a few floors up. The heads of the department were convening for the monthly debriefing to discuss how finances would be allocated over the next four weeks.
It wasnāt as if you had to accompany him; assistants were not required. However, in pure Leonardo fashion, heād insisted on having you there with him. Since his twin brother was the CEO, he could pretty much get away with most things. His requests for a personal sauna for his office and the staffroom candy bar had been swiftly shot down, though.
When confronted about the fob key prank, he blew out a soft huff of air and shrugged. āCouldnāt have been me. What proof do you have?ā
You gave him the most deadpan look you could manage. āI know it was you, no one else in the office knows blueberry Jell-O is my favourite.ā
āYou wound me, cariƱa,ā he gasped, clutching his hand to his chest dramatically. āTo think I would dare such a thingā¦it cuts me deeply.ā
You were already pushing his dramatic ass into the elevator, ending his little display of amateur theatre with a sigh of exasperation. āUh-huh, I feel so broken up at that notion. Now get in, or weāll be late.ā
This, he allowed you to do, straightening up once the doors closed and the elevator began moving.
āAaaanyway, didja see that episode of So You Think You Can Dance?ā He began rambling on about his favourite dances, seemingly completely unbothered, while crossing his arms behind his head as the elevator went up. He paced around, stumbling a bit on his black dress shoes, causing you to do your best to hide your smirk and soft snort of laughter.
āI saw that.ā He smirked, presenting you with a particularly knowing grin, eyebrows raised, like a dog about to run for the stick that was about to be thrown.
āYou saw nothing, Sir.ā You replied, maintaining your composure as best you could.
āUh huhā¦you think Iām funny, I knew it all along.ā He chuckled to himself triumphantly.
Again, you rolled your eyes, giving him a small grin of your own. āVery well, Sir, considering slapstick is the lowest form of comedy, youāre hilarious.ā
Although he didnāt say so, he loved it when you challenged him, craved it even. āThen Iāll just have to try a little harder,ā Heād turned to you, looking down on you smugly, bringing his face a little closer to yours.
For a long moment, you held his gaze, a greenish-brown that was both warm and inviting. There was a certain softness in his eyes reserved only for you, and you feared youād drown in them if you stayed a few seconds longer.
That was the exact moment you both felt the elevator stutter and stop completely with a jolt. In the shock of it all, youād grabbed onto his upper arms while he laughed, resisting the urge to pull you closer to his chest.
The power had obviously been cut, leaving only the emergency lights on. Being the strategist he was, Leon was already assessing the situation as he gently patted your shoulders. āCalm, mi vida. Itās just a power outage. Iām sure theyāll fix it momentarily.ā
āS-sorry, Sir,ā you said, backing away from him, slightly embarrassed youād reached for him at all.
āNo need to apologize, it looks like we have some time to kill.ā He was already removing his suit jacket and placing it on the elevator floor.
Assuming it was meant for him to sit down, you prepared to remain standing, unwilling to sit on the questionable floor of this elevator. āI suppose we do.ā You crossed your arms and sighed softly to yourself. Given how long it could take to fix the elevator, standing for an indeterminate amount of time in your heels would not be a pleasant experience.
You jumped slightly as he cleared his throat. āFor the lady, please sit.ā He was gesturing like a gentleman, but, as with everything this man did, it was exaggerated to the point of being ridiculous, and your first inclination was to refuse out of pride for yourself.
āIām fine.ā You replied stiffly.
āVery well.ā Shrugging, he sank to the floor beside his abandoned jacket. āGreat view of your legs from here,ā he noted casually, laughing when your hands found the edges of your skirt and your face coloured with a blush.
That asshole. You knew he wouldnāt stop until you listened to him, and you cursed yourself for the pencil skirt and blouse combo youād chosen to wear that day. You groaned inwardly, carefully lowering yourself to the floor and gingerly settling on the smooth silk of the inner lining.
āThat was easy,ā he crossed his arms and leaned back in a more reclined position, settling in comfortably.
You didnāt note the way his eyes followed the curve of your soft thighs, and the way your skirt rode up just a little as you sat yourself down on his jacket. Youād busied yourself with getting as comfortable as you could while maintaining your professional demeanour.
After a few seconds of silence, you suddenly realized something in a moment of frustration. āArenāt you a ninja? With powers? Canāt you get us out of here?ā
That jerk just laughed, making no move to do anything. āā¦Mmmaybe, but I think it might be safer to wait it out.ā Unbeknownst to you, he had an inkling that his twin was behind this, payback for the fact that he still hadnāt apologized for the gala yet. āI couldnāt very well āninja my way outā without taking off my suit anyway, and I donāt have my swords. You that eager to see me stripped down to my skivvies?ā
āNo,ā you scoffed, muttering, having already seen him in such a state by accident in the past. āSome ninja you are.ā
Leon didnāt respond, just remained completely unbothered while watching you with amusement.
āGreat,ā you groaned softly. āYouāre definitely not making that meeting, and thatās going to push back your phone appointment, and then you have an interviewā¦your lunch break will have to be pushed andā.ā
āWhoa, whoa, be calm, querida, Iām the boss man, remember? I call the shots around here, and I say Iām indisposed for the next hour.ā He relaxed again, crossing his arms over his chest.
āVery wellā¦ā You tapped the toe of your heel on the floor. āNow, what do we do?ā
āWe could talk.ā He suggested, as if it were the most obvious choice. āYou know, talking, the thing people do to get to know each other.ā
āYou know me.ā You deflected, averting your gaze.
āDo I? All I really know is that you like blueberry jello and hate my pranks. You get this little grin when I make my appointments on time and the dayās events move in an orderly fashion. You also find me completely insufferable, and your nose scrunches up when you sass me.ā He chuckled softly.
You tried not to outwardly sputter and turned to him slightly with a clear look of indignation on your features. āBecause you are! You have no regard for your schedule; you just do whatever your little heart desires. You send me out on the most asinine errands and call me up at midnight for the dumbest reasons! And then thereās your personal life! Iāve had to call your legal team twice last month! Did you really need to be caught with the girlfriend of the CEO of our rival company in his limo?!ā
Without meaning to, like a rubber band that had been stretched too tight, youād snapped; you couldnāt stop yourself and poured out every last one of your frustrations as you were trapped in this stupid elevator with him.
āSometimes I donāt even know why you hired me!ā Youād crossed your arms and turned away again, cursing yourself silently. Now he was going to fire you, you idiot.
The elevator was uncomfortably silent for a minute or so until Leon started laughing, not just a chuckle but a full-on belly laugh, until he was practically crying. āThat was great,ā he said, wiping his eyes. āDo you feel better now?ā
Once the shock wore off, you nodded. Strangely, you did feel better and released a breath you didnāt know youād been holding. āYes, Sirā¦ā pausing, you added, āI likeā¦reading, I like that little bookstore you make me walk to every day for your chai latte. I like watching romantic movies and nerdy ones. I love reality shows like Dancing with the Stars and Nailed It. I have a cat named Bluebell, and prefer tea over coffee.ā You shrugged slowly. āThatās the gist of it, happy?ā
āVery.ā He replied, grinning ear-to-ear, before leaning in close. āI feel very close to you right now.ā Raising one eye-ridge flirtatiously, he continued. āI say we discuss this further, over dinnerā¦happy ending guaranteed.ā
This ass, you could smack him, āSir!ā You pushed gently on his chest while trying to hide your blush. āPlease, that was not an invitation forā¦that.ā
Pulling back, he rumbled out another laugh. āI know, querida, I was kidding.ā Getting relaxed once again, he crossed one leg over the other before continuing. āAnd I am sorry, I donāt mean for you to always be the one to clean up my messes. Iāll do better.ā
You peered suspiciously at him, looking for signs that he may be lying. āIāll hold you to that.ā
āYou deserve it, and as for why I hired you? Youāre the best.ā He answered simply.
You hid your smile, nodding quietly. āThank you, Sir.ā
For the next forty-five-ish minutes, you talked, really talked. Leon was especially chatty, even letting certain things slip, making you privy to some of his innermost secrets. Youād had no idea the man had an affinity for romantic comediesāthe cornier, the better. He now knew you liked watching them tooāmostly because you enjoyed picking them apart and exposing obvious plotlines. It wasnāt just collecting Jupiter Jim memorabilia and bingeing those movies. Leon was a huge nerd in many ways.
āDonāt tell anyone, Chiquita, it could ruin my āimpeccableā reputation.ā He said, placing a dramatic hand on his chest.
You snorted softly, rolling your eyes slightly, āDonāt worry, Sir. Iāll keep your āguilty pleasureā under wraps.ā
āThis is why youāre the best.ā He said it so easily, with confidence, expressing how much he appreciated you. Something within you began to soften. He really wasnāt as annoying as youād originally thought.
You were so lost in conversation that he startled you by suddenly standing. āYo, Donnie, I think youāve had your fun. Iāll apologize, alright, I promise.ā
The elevator abruptly began to move, still on its journey upward even though the meeting wouldāve been concluded by now. Leo strolled on out like he owned the place, with you following close behind.
āCould you have said that at any time?!ā you hissed.
āYep, knew it was DonTron messing with me.ā He was so nonchalant about it, heading to the boardroom to see his brother exiting. The two shared a knowing look, a silent understanding between the twins that you couldnāt decipher if you tried. Donnie handed him his notes, and that was it. He abruptly turned and handed them to you before heading back to the elevator.
āWelp, thatās that, a job well done!ā
āB-buāā you managed, quickly following after him. āThatās it?ā
āYep! Go ahead and take five.ā He pushed the button and waited.
āO-okay, Sir.ā You shuffled the papers in your hands and took a breath. Watching the numbers slowly illuminate floor by floor, the idea of taking the elevator suddenly became less than appealing. āUm, Sir?ā You lightly tapped him, causing him to tilt his head down to look at you.
āCan we take the stairs?ā
*****
Your head was pounding, and for once it wasnāt related to anything Leon had done. You were sick; your sinuses were sore, your nose was blocked, and your voice sounded unrecognizable because your vocal cords were red and swollen. You had already called in sick for the next few days and sent Leon your notes and the updates to his schedule. You told him specifically not to call you for anything; he either needed to be dying or the world ending.
He, for the most part, had been surprisingly respectful of your request. It seemed he recognized that you were genuinely ill and was giving you the time you needed to recover. It was nice⦠and yet you were still somewhat suspicious of how quiet he was being.
While sitting shivering on the couch, wrapped in a cocoon of blankets, you sneezed, wincing as the action made you feel as though you were swallowing shards of glass. This sucked. You could barely muster the energy to feed yourself, and moving in any direction made your head feel worse.
A knock on your apartment door made you groan. āPlease go awayā¦ā You murmured.
A moment later, you heard the door unlock and slowly open. Blearily, you wondered who couldāve had your key. Youād only given it to one close friend in the case of an emergency andā¦Leon. Oh, no.
āSir?ā You squeaked out, slowly turning your head to see that it was indeed him. After closing your door, he started making his way into your small kitchen.
āDonāt talk, no need to strain your voice,ā he said, placing several bags on your counter.
Instead of heeding his request, you shifted slightly to see what he was doing. āYou didnāt have to comeā¦Iām fineā¦just gotta wait it out.ā
āQuerida, what kind of boss would I be if I knew my faithful assistant was gravely ill?ā He was pulling out what appeared to be a thermos, a box of tea, and a jar of honey. From the other bag, he removed cold medication and lozenges.
āWhat is all that?ā
Putting on his best Lou Jitsu impression, he gestured dramatically to the little silver thermos. āHooot SOUP! Courtesy of Mikey.ā He declared proudly. āChicken noodle, homemade of course and just the thing for this nasty cold to go bye-bye.ā
Before you could protest, the man was filling up one of your bowls and bringing it over to where you sat. He was surprisingly gentle as he placed the bowl in your hands, helping you adjust before asking, āYou got it?ā Maybe it was the fever making you delirious, but the way he spoke was creating all kinds of nice feelings in your belly.
āGot it, thank youā¦ā You rasped, taking the spoon to your lips and blowing off the steam before giving it a taste. āMmā¦ā the soup was good, really good. Thankfully, you still retained this of your five senses so you could enjoy every spoonful.
Leon looked pleased once you had eaten the whole bowl. You declined the offer of a second bowl, so he made you a cup of tea instead. āNow, you know I donāt like to bragā¦ā You snorted at this, ābut this little blend is what I like to call: The Coldinator.ā He added a tablespoon of honey to the cup and stirred. āDid I ever tell you about Dadās rat flu? This tea was a lifesaver.ā
He hadnāt, and you shook your head at him, giving him the go-ahead to begin a tale, the likes of which youād never heard before. The tea was actually quite pleasant, the honey added a hint of sweetness and soothed your throat.
āDonāt worry, Donnie created a vaccine a long time ago.ā He snorted softly. āCan you imagine the onslaught of chaos if that were ever to hit the general public?ā
You shook your head, unwilling to speak any longer since it was far too painful. You winced again as even turning your head caused you pain, and you closed your eyes in discomfort.
Not only did Leon notice, but he was also immediately up, rifling through one of the bags for something else. Moments later, a pill and a glass of water were being carefully pushed into your hands. āHere. Take one of these, and then itās time for you to sleep.ā
You took it, realizing it was an Advil cold and sinus tablet and realized youād need to go to the bathroom first before sleep.
Gingerly, you moved to stand, and quick as a flash, Leon was right there, helping you stand and dutifully walking you to the bathroom. Thankfully, he did let you handle that on your own, but stood like a sentry on the other side, waiting for you to come out. After finishing your business, you were helped into bed and tucked in at that. Your body was shivering again at the sudden change in temperature. Your warm blankets on the couch had been swapped with room-temperature sheets, and you whimpered softly as a cool hand was placed on your forehead.
āYouāre burning up, queridaā¦the medicine should help.ā
All you could manage was a nonsensical reply as your body finally calmed and you closed your eyes. With sleep on the horizon, you began to drift off. You could have chalked it up to a fever dream, but you swore you felt the press of a soft pair of cool lips on your forehead just before sleep claimed you.
You were out like a light for the next eight hours.
As you woke, you still werenāt completely recoveredānot like youād be magically cured after one night, like in the cartoonsābut you did feel slightly better, your headache wasnāt as bad, and you were able to pull yourself out of bed and wrap yourself in a fluffy blanket before shuffling into the hall.
You half-expected Leon to be gone, but what surprised you more than seeing him sleeping deeply on your couch was that your main room was spotless. Everything was so clean; the mess heād made on your counter was gone. All the cold medicine had been gathered in a neat little pile, your dirty dishes had been cleaned, and there was a fresh teabag in your cup, with hot water in your kettle on the keep-warm setting.
Just as you were about to pour water into the cup, a quiet snort from the couch made you jump. Turningāslowly because you still had a slight headacheāyou saw your boss, limbs stretched out, one leg on the couch, and one leg off, with one of your throw blankets wrapped haphazardly around his middle. He was softly snoring and still dressed in his rumpled shirt. A few of the top buttons had come undone, revealing a peek of his sunny yellow plastron beneath. His turtle anatomy had always been a source of fascination to you, and aside from the occasional clothing mishapā¦you did not see much more than his face or hands on a daily basis.
It amused you that he and his brothers used to gallivant around the city practically naked when they were teens. Nowadays, clothes were their standard way of being as they lived their lives as citizens of New York. There was something quietly intimate about seeing him like this, vulnerable, and his rambling mouth quiet for once.
He was also murmuring in his sleep, and it suspiciously sounded like your name. What could he be dreaming about?
āPlease, mi amorā¦please put me out of my miseryā¦ā
A slow smile crept across your face as you stopped to listen.
āYou always stack the papers so niceā¦oops, dropped my pen, get it for meā¦bend overā¦just like thatā¦your ass is so prettyā¦ā
Your cheeks were aflame now. Was he serious?! A fantasy that involved you picking up his pen?! His sleep talking would just get more ridiculous as you continued to listen.
āGimme a slice of that cakeā¦youāre like a sexy Viennetta.ā
This time, you nearly choked on your own spit, trying not to laugh when you saw one of his eyes slowly crack open. Quickly, you turned to go back into the kitchen, hiding your face as he slowly sat up, yawning.
āHeyā¦feeling better?ā
āYep!ā You answered much too quickly. āIām much betterā¦ā Your voice still had a decent rasp to it, but you at least felt less like you were dying.
āGood, now, sit, Iām making you breakfast.ā He rose, giving his body a good stretch that had you sneaking a glance, and then he was shooing you out of your kitchen, ignoring your protests that you could do it yourself.
āB-but, Sir! Donāt you haveā¦ā Youād been effectively sent to timeout on your couch as you peeked at your phone, gasping softly. āYou have a meeting in five minutes!ā
āNot important,ā he winked back, rolling his sleeves up to his elbows. āTheyāll just have to wait.ā He was searching through your cupboards and exclaimed with a quiet āahaā as he found what he was looking for. Your bag of quick oats hit the counter with a soft thud as he went to search for a measuring cup next.
You were trying to quell your anxiety. Although you appreciated him coming over to take care of you, it wasnāt as if you wanted him to jeopardize important shareholder meetings on your account.
āCalm, chiquita, I already rescheduled it.ā It was as though heād sensed your discomfort, highly aware of how much you disliked the schedule being deviated from.
āā¦Oh.ā You relaxed a bit, not expecting him to actually think ahead.
āDonāt sound so surprised, I can take care of things if I need to.ā He said, slowly stirring the oatmeal on the stove.
āOf course.ā You answered quietly. There were a lot of thoughts swirling around in your head currently, as you wrapped the blankets more tightly around yourself.
Minutes later, he was presenting you with a bowl of oatmeal that heād already added milk to and topped with a sprinkling of brown sugar. He sat with his own bowl nearby and watched you begin to eat.
āI will need to be going soon,ā he said between bites. āI know, I know, donāt miss me too much,ā he teased.
āIāll be okay.ā You promised, giving him a smile. āFine by Monday.ā
He was smiling as he finished off his bowl of oatmeal. āIf you arenāt, let me know. I need my assistant to be in top shape. We have that conference coming up.ā
āYes, of course, Iāll be good for it.ā You ate more slowly, relieved heād gone with something easy to swallow.
The meal was finished quietly, and Leon did the dishes before straightening up and preparing to leave.
āArrivederci,ā he bid you farewell with a swooping bow and added in a more serious tone, āPlease take care of yourself, mi querida.ā
You caught his gaze, answering back in your own tone of no-nonsense. āI will, Sir.ā
He departed after that, and you were left alone with your thoughts, time to process all that had just happened. What was happening? Why was he suddenly so... caring? After all, this was Leon ā self-absorbed, arrogant, and a pain in your neck. The man who had just dropped everything to take care of you for the past twenty-four hours revealed a very different side of him, one you hadnāt known existed. Clearly, there were many more layers to him than you'd realized.
You were going to need to keep a closer eye on him.
*****
In the weeks following your recovery, youād watched Leon for any other odd changes to his behaviour. Ā While not odd, per say, you did notice heād been behaving himself and hadnāt done much to make your life more difficult; instead, heād spent all of his time preparing for the business trip that was in a few days.
Youād been preparing for the trip as well. It wasnāt as though you could refuse, nor did you want to. The good behaviour had intrigued you, and you were curious to see how it played out on this business trip. In the past, heād never really taken them seriously and always ended up stumbling back to his hotel room with some floozy on his arm. Somehow, heād also managed to give his presentation perfectly, which infuriated you to some degree.
This time, it looked to be different, but you werenāt going to hold your breath.
The journey went smoothly enough. The flight was on time, you had first-class seats, and spent the better part of it with your nose buried in one of the books youād brought with you. At one point, Leon had convinced you to watch a movie with him. It was another one of those cheesy romantic comedies, the type you could scoff at for how predictable it was. Like before, it became a sort of game with the two of you trying to successfully guess what would occur next.
From there, the cab ride to the hotel went relatively quickly. It was around 4pm, and you had the rest of the evening to prepare and rest up. Your room was clean with fresh, crisp sheets on the bed and the signature chocolate on the pillow. Leonās room was right across the hall; heād booked it that way on purpose, preferring to have you close just in case.
After freeing your top sheet and duvet from their tightly folded corners and toeing off your shoes, youād flopped into bed and fell asleep minutes later.
A light tapping on your door roused you hours later, and you quietly made your way to the door, only to open it and see Leon with a tray in his hands.
āEvening, sleeping beauty, thought you could use some dinner.ā His mouth quirked into a grin as he surveyed you. āLove the bedhead look, so chic, wish I had hair so I could replicate it.ā
You blinked owlishly as you realized he was teasing you and chuckled softly. āI think you could pull it off.ā Stepping back, you moved to let him set the tray on the table.
āNah, tried it once, looked fabulous, but the hair was an evil kleptomaniac, which kinda put a damper on things.ā
You decided not to question him further on that little tidbit of information and instead sat down to see what he brought you.
The smell was so good that it had your mouth watering instantly. It was a pasta dish, simple but delicious, with bowtie noodles in a creamy rose sauce, sliced chicken breast, and a triangle of garlic bread. You half-expected him to invite himself in to chat while you ate, but he didnāt. To your surprise, he left, citing the need to finish preparing for his presentation.
Ā What was going on?
The real test would come the following day, after he finished his presentationāhe aced it, of course, despite some xenophobia during the question periodāand you both had the rest of the evening free. Typically, youād both have a few drinks. Leon would find a piece of eye candy to latch onto, while you would eventually go back to your hotel room alone.
You were bracing yourself for it this time. Seeing him with other women was disheartening in a way you could not quite explain. It brought the feeling of something heavy settling in the pit of your stomach, a leaden weight that refused to be moved. Youād tried reasoning with yourself that he was an adult and that it was none of your business what he did in his spare time, but it felt almost like a slap in the face nonetheless.
One of these times, youād be the one to take someone up to your hotel room.
Take that, Leon.
You were sitting at the hotel barās polished marble counter and on your second drink when she walked in. You recognized her right off as a member of the conference and exactly Leonās typeātall, legs for days, and blonde with an air of sophistication. Sheād already been eyeing your boss, still finely dressed in his pinstriped suit and tie, and was heading his way. The two of you werenāt sitting together at the bar by chance. Heād arrived after you and was now chatting with that woman.
Here we go.
Turning away, you sighed softly as you swirled the contents of your cocktail and took another sip.
āMay I join you?ā
You swallowed a gasp as a smooth-talking man slipped into the seat beside you.
āUm, sure.ā You replied, giving him a smile.
He ordered you a drink, and the two of you got to talking. He was also attending the conference, and his business was based elsewhere in NYC. You couldnāt help but notice how sweet and charming he was, and thought perhaps this was your chance.
You did not notice Leon sporting a menacing glare in his direction from across the bar. He was barely able to attend to the leggy blonde in front of him and was practically grinding his teeth as you stood with the man at the bar and accepted his invitation to dance.
The blonde was trying her hardest to bring his attention back to herself. āI like dancing.ā She declared in hopes that heād say something along those lines instead of watching his eyes follow his assistant and the man from the bar.
āLetās dance then.ā His answer was clipped as he abruptly stood and took her hand.
āOh!ā She gasped, practically being dragged there. She had already surmised that this was his eagerness in trying to close the deal with her, and was more than happy to comply.
Leon just wanted to get as close to you as possible.
Now, itās possible you were a little tipsy at this point, with three drinks under your belt and not in the greatest of headspaces. You got caught up with the fact that someone was giving you attention for once. You were inadvertently making Leo jealous, too. Good, see how he liked it.
Within an hour of meeting this guy, you were allowing him to pull you into his embrace as you slowly danced around with the other couples.
Softer, jazzy type music was playing from a live band, and you were quietly chatting with Guy while you slowly moved around the dance floor. He seemed nice enough and genuinely interested, and it didnāt take him long to slip you an extra room key in hopes youād make your way up there.
Your heart was pounding as you watched him walk away and clutched the little card close while marvelling at the opportunity suddenly presented to you. An invitation for sex that might as well have been served on a silver platter.
None of this went undetected as Leon was following your every move. The moment you left the lounge, he was hot on your heels. Jealously and protectiveness had outweighed all sense of logic at this point, and soon he was stopping those elevator doors just as they were closing to get on with you.
āHeyyy, chiquitita, off to bed? Iād be more than pleased to escort you.ā His jovial nature this time seemed a bit forced, and you narrowed your gaze slightly.
āActuallyā¦Iām heading somewhere else.ā You hedged, raising an eyebrow at him. āWhat happened to Miss tall, blond and ditzy?ā
It was a challenge, and he knew it; still, he tried to play it off. āShe was fine, not my taste today.ā
Ā Time was running out for him to stop you as the elevator doors opened. āOh, what a shame, well, hereās my stop.ā You were ready to step around him when his arm shot out next to your head while his forearm pressed against the cool brushed aluminum wall, effectively caging you in.
āWait.ā He implored softly, now showing you the barest hint of vulnerability. āDonāt go to him. If a release is all youāre needing, thenāā
You pushed hard against his chest, suddenly furious with him as the elevator doors quietly slipped shut.
āYou are unbelievable! The one time a guy notices me, and you pull this shit? Screw you, and this stupid, jealous crap youāre trying to pull.ā
His expression conveyed both shock and awe as you laid into him, but he did back up to give you space while the elevator climbed to the next floor, both yours and his.
āI was just looking out for you.ā He tried, the excuse was weak, and you both knew it. It did very little to quell the flames of discontent within you.
āNo, screw you and the stupid, fucking double standard. So, itās fine if you go off screwing every pair of legs that gives you the time of day, but the one timeāthe ONE time I try it, youāā
āThat was before!ā he interjected, finally losing his cool and throwing his arms down.
āBefore what?!ā you demanded, and when he didnāt answer you right away, you asked again, louder this time. āBefore. What?!ā
āBefore I started to care about you!ā he finally exclaimed, and the doors opened on a little old couple trying to get down to the lobby. Neither of you had gotten off at your floor, so the elevator had gone back down again.
You and Leon had fixed each other with tense expressions while the little old man and woman chatted sweetly with each other. You were still trying to process what he just said. Maybe he was messing with you? Heād had a few drinks up until this point; was it a drunken mistake? No, drunk words are sober thoughts after all, and you were forced to consider that maybe, he might possibly be telling the truth.
Leon cared about you. He didnāt want you going off to some random manās room when he was right there to give you what you needed. That still didnāt excuse the fact that he was being a complete asshat about it.
You huffed softly, crossing your arms as the couple walked off, and Leon quietly pressed the button for your floor again. To your surprise, he also pressed the bottom to the floor your ādateā was waiting on.
āIām sorry.ā He finally said. āYouāre right, and itās none of my business who you decide to spend your off-hours with. My suggestion was callous and fueled by unfounded jealousy,ā he sighed softly and continued, āI want you to be happy, but please be careful, you donāt know this guy, although I would hazard a guess that heās not a bad guy.ā
You relaxed, visibly as you nodded. āThank you, Leon.ā
He smiled then, āThatās the first time you called me Leon instead of Sir.ā
Blushing and scrambling for an excuse, you said, āHa, itās just because Iāve had a fewā¦donāt read too much into it.ā
Once again, elevator doors opened, and this time, Leon stood aside. He said nothing more as he watched you finally exit the elevator. His gaze never wavered even as the doors slowly closed and you glanced back, one last time.
You huffed softly to yourself as you slowly walked down the hall. Stupid Leonā¦who does he think he is? How dare he? He thinks he can justā¦
In the midst of your fuming, youād ended up right at the door of your supposed date. Your heart was pounding; the key had been retrieved from your pocket, yet you were unable to complete the final motion of tapping it against the sensor to unlock the door.
This is stupid, just do it!
You were still in the same spot a minute later, frozen and becoming increasingly self-conscious of anyone seeing you.
Swallowing a groan of frustration, you had to admit, the thrill of engaging in a one-night stand with a perfect stranger was less than appealing, and when you pictured yourself in a lover's embrace, someone else came to mind. He had a cocky grin, emerald-green skin and two red crescents cutting across each eye.
You were doomed, but you felt guilty about not going, so instead you went back down to the hotel bar to find the blonde from earlier. You slipped the keycard into her hand on the pretense that it belonged to Leon and dropped the floor and room number for the man you were with earlier. Someone might as well be getting laid tonight.
Five minutes later, you were knocking on Leonās door. It was dumb, and you certainly didnāt need to do this, but you felt compelled to let him know youād changed your mind.
He opened the door with a look of concern, shirtless with a pair of grey sweatpants on.
You spoke first, complete with a dramatic shrug. āI didnāt go, alright? Are you happy now?ā
He was more than happy , so much in fact that he crossed the distance between you, slipped his hand around your waist and pulled you in for a kiss with enough passion to make your head spin.
Your first instinct was to wrap your arms around him and try to take control of the kiss, and he was more than happy to oblige, angling his mouth to kiss you more deeply. You just wanted to feel something good for a change, a choice that was more or less influenced by the alcohol youād consumed earlier, but also sheer stubbornness.
Unfortunately, logic had to rear its ugly head as you felt Leon trying to guide you into his room and close the door behind you. The click was enough to make you pull back and take a breath, catching his lust-filled gaze with your own. Thisā¦couldnāt happen, youād fought so hard to maintain a professional relationship with him, and now here you were about to toss it all out the window.
This couldnāt happenā¦
But fuck, you wanted it to.
āSomething wrong, mi amor?ā he brushed the side of your cheek with his fingertips and cradled the back of your head with his other hand. Those hands held so much promise, the hidden pleasures they could bring and yet you were about to refuse him.
āIā¦canāt, Iām sorry, I shouldnāt haveā¦kissed you back.ā Gently, you pushed on his chest, and he released you. Let it be said that Leon was a man of his word and would never coerce a woman into sleeping with him. He didnāt need to. Still, there was a hint of regret in his eyes as he let you go.
āQuerida?ā He questioned, looking concerned. āIām sorry, Iām the one who shouldnāt haveāā
You didnāt blame him, but you also didnāt give him much more time to explain himself; instead, you backed out of his room quickly ā a soft blush covering your cheeks as you made your retreat. āGoodnight, Leon.ā
Back in your own room, you flopped on the bed with a groan. āWhat is wrong with youā¦?ā Now you had no one to warm your bed. Stupid Leon for making you feel all conflicted, and damn him for being a good kisser and making you question everything.
Try as you might, you couldnāt shake the fact that you found him attractive and, dare you say it, actually liked him. He was still a pain in your ass, but heād sort of changed lately. He didnāt even entertain that woman whoād been flirting with him.
It was not typical behaviour for him, and now that kissā¦you felt all twisted up inside. A month ago, youād decided that enough was enough and you needed to take that next step up the ladder, so youād started applying for jobs and had actually gotten an interview. This potential job would be a game-changer, a chance to really show off what you could do. And it wasnāt as if you could have a relationship with Leon anyway in your current state, and he was not the type of man youād typically go for.
Now, your rational mind was pointing out the hard facts you simply could not ignore. He couldnāt possibly have feelings for you; you werenāt his type, either. Youād both been drinking, caught up in the moment, that was all it was. You were colleagues, work partners, and thatās all you ever would be.
All you ever could be.
**
āYouāre hired, you can start as soon as your new hire paperwork is submitted.ā
Hearing those words filled you with a sense of elation. You couldnāt believe youād gotten the job. Out of all the candidates, theyād chosen you. Now all you had to do was complete the paperwork and submit your two weeks' noticeā¦to Leon, who had no idea you were going to be leaving him.
You couldnāt afford to be weak now. This was your career, and nothing was going to stand in your way, not even him.
You pondered the best way to broach the subject as you began typing up your letter of resignation.
There would be no easy way to tell him. Better to rip the band-aid off and leave it on his desk Monday morning, along with his morning latte. Heād understand⦠wouldnāt he? Would he even care? Would your absence be felt, like a wound needing to be stitched and bandaged? Would he be happy for you, hiding a deep ache every time he walked by your empty desk?
His reaction was far different from what youād expected. The look of confusion when he was presented with the letter had quickly been replaced by a cold sort of understanding he wasnāt adept at hiding.
He was happy for you, he said, barely reading it before tossing it back on his desk. You could no longer read him after that, but you could glean from his tone that he was not as pleased as he appeared. His responses were a little too quick and clipped for your liking.
āThis isā¦great, itās good, so good in fact that you shouldnāt even bother coming in for the remainder of your time.ā
Now, you were confused, protesting softly as you tried to decode his āLeon speakā.
āBut, Sirā¦Iām not sure I understandā¦ā
āOh,ā he waved a hand dismissively. āYouāll still be compensated for your time, but I need to start training your replacement. Iāve had my eye on Miranda; sheāll do nicely.ā
His words stung. To be told that you could be replaced so easily might as well have been a slap in the face, but by Miranda? Really? Ā She was eager to please, but there werenāt many thoughts bouncing around that blonde cranium of hers. What was he playing at? Sheād never be able to work out his complicated schedule, let alone all the other ridiculous things he asked for. Was this because of that night at the conference? He couldnāt get you, so he was now jumping at the chance to replace you with someone more... accommodating?
āBut donāt you need me toā" You try not to stammer, shocked as you are.
āNope! I got this.ā He didnāt even know what youād been about to say, but it didnāt matter. He didnāt need youāfor anything anymore, apparently. āBetter go clear out your desk. You can pick up your severance cheque on the way out.ā There was a finality in his tone that you knew would be impossible to contend with.
Youād heard it before, when a business deal had gone south and he had ended negotiations right then and there. Now he was using it with you, and all you could manage was a stiff nod and a softly spoken, āYes, Sir.ā You would not let him break you or see your tears. You would keep a stiff upper lip and clear out your desk over the next hour.
If that was the way heād like to end your partnership, then fine. Go ahead and burn that bridge, Leon.
You were glad you never did end up sleeping with him. It wouldāve made this even more difficult.
You cast one last glance at his office, only to see him in the same position as when you left. You said your goodbyes to your coworkers and exited the office for the final time.
It wasnāt until you stepped out onto the street with the box holding all your belongings that tears stung your eyes. How dare he? After everything youād been through? How could he so easily discard you like a piece of trash? Youād thought heād changed, but he was still the same jerk heād always been. Unfeeling and uncaring, selfish and concerned only with self-preservation, all wrapped up in a cold, calculating demeanour.
Ā Jerk
Little did you know that Leon was anything but fine. Panic gripped him as he watched you walk out of the office and subsequently out of his life because, like an idiot, heād pushed you away. Easier to leave someone before they leave you, after all. That fact hadnāt even registered with him. It wasnāt until the day was long over and the workplace empty of all employees that he dared walk by your old office.
Youād left your desk light on, forcing him to go in and click it off. Realization hit harder in that moment as the room was bathed in shadows. It was too large, too empty, devoid of you and all the warmth you carried.
He leaned over your old desk, gripping the edge slightly. You were gone, and he only had himself to blame.
Just when heād come to the realization that he did indeed love you.
**
Weeks passed, and you settled into your new job. Leon stayed silent on his end, and youād assumed he was absolutely done with you. Despite how heād acted, an obviously terrible reaction to your leaving, you missed him. You missed his stupid face and the way he always smiled like the sun shone out of your ass whenever youād completed a task or provided him with something to sign. You were still furious, of course, and in no way ready to forgive him, but still, you found yourself reminiscing about the times youād enjoyed yourself.
You missed his warmth and the calm contentment of working alongside him. Damn him for making you care, especially in the last few months of working for him. There was a deep ache in your heart whenever you thought about him. Heād hurt you, and there was no closure to be found as long as he seemed intent on maintaining a closed line of communication.
Very well, you might need some time to heal, but you would be strong and move on from him. You wondered how he was faring in your absence. Was Miranda as good a replacement as heād thought sheād be? Bitterly, you came to the conclusion that heād probably already slept with her and barely even thought about you. People donāt change that easily.
Leon was absolutely miserable. Mirandaās work ethic had paled in comparison to yours, and heād barely used her. The atmosphere in the office was noticeably somber too. There were no more pranks on his part, and heād barely left his office, even to take a lunch break.
This did not go unnoticed by his twin. He was the eyes and ears of the entire building after all, nothing got past him, and right now, his brother was hurting. It was up to him, apparently, to knock some sense into himānot the best choice, Mikey or Raph wouldāve been better for this, but alas, they were busy.
āAh, good afternoon, dear brother of mine.ā Heād said while striding into his office, much like Leon did whenever he went upstairs to his.
Leon was staring moodily at a coffee cup; the drink had long since gone cold since his new assistant had fetched it for him. Sheād gotten lost on the way to the coffee shop in the bookstore and instead had purchased it from the Starbucks across the street. Not only was his drink prepared incorrectly, but sheād also taken the liberty of adding whipped cream to itāew. āWhat is it?ā he asked in a bored tone. āIf this is about the sales in this monthās past quarterlyā¦ā
āIt is not,ā Donnie said, moving to one of the chairs in front of his desk. āYou still havenāt apologized to my girlfriend for your callous remark at the Gala. Since you have so much extra time on your hands from firing your assistant, I believe now is the time.ā
Leon scowled, scoffing lightly as he threw his hands up. āReally? Thatās why you came all the way down here?ā
āYes, just because you screwed things up with her doesnāt mean you canāt still make things right with my girl. Maybe then youāll see how much of an idiot youāre being and actually fix your mistakes for once.ā He gave his brother a pointed look to drive his point home.
The slider was quiet as he contemplated his words. āItās too lateā¦ā he said finally, āI was losing her, so I pushed her away. Is that what you wanted to hear?ā
āDoes admitting it out loud make you feel better?ā
With a rueful laugh, Leon shrugged. āI guess? It doesnāt change anything. Sheās still gone. I should just let her live her life, andā¦ā
āItās never too late. Thatās quitter talk and not the mentality of this companyās face man, now is it?ā Donnie gently pressed. āShe deserves to know the truth.ā
āIā¦itās stupid.ā Leon shook his head. āI drove her nuts when she was my assistant, thatās why she leftā¦she wanted to get out. She wanted to leaveā¦me.ā
With that, Donnie got up, popped the lid off Leoās untouched drink, and threw it in his face. The resulting sputter of shock went completely ignored.
āDid you even spend five minutes learning what her actual career path was? It wasnāt to be your assistant forever, you dumdum. You were so afraid of losing face that you ignored everything and treated her like crap on top of it all. Well, guess what, you look dumb now, your worst fear realized and look at that, you survived. Now get your head out of your ass and go talk to her.ā
Leon gaped at him, shock evident as he snatched some tissues to dab up the mess on his shirt and face. āOkay, say you have a pointā¦what should I do?ā
āWell, first clean your face because let me reiterate, you look dumb. Second, grand romantic gestures are your forte, not mine. Watch some romance movies, particularly the one called Two Weeks Notice.ā He returned to his seat with a self-satisfied nod.
āThanks,ā Leon said, smiling for the first time in weeks. āIāll apologize to your girlfriend next time I see her.ā
āSee that you do,ā Donnie said, preparing to leave without sparing him a second glance. āAnd not that you need it, but good luck.ā
Leon was left not only with his thoughts but also with a sticky mess to clean up. True to his word, he finally apologized to Donnieās girlfriend and then set about concocting a plan to talk to you. A lot of things needed to be set in motion, and it all had to go perfectly.
// Hii yall I hope yall like it Iām trying a new pov style but I think Iāll go back to what I usually do ///
The lair is always filled with life.
That was one of the first things Y/N had learned about it when they started hanging around with the turtles.
The funny thing about them is that even when nothing was happening, something was always happening. Mikey was usually yelling over a video game, Donnie was muttering to himself while something sparked on his workspot, Leo was giving some kind of instruction that at least two of his brothers were ignoring, and Raphael was somewhere in the middle of it all pretending like he didnāt care while somehow caring the most.
But tonight, the noise felt far away.
Y/N sat on the lived makeshift couch near the edge of the main room, hands folded tightly in their lap, staring at the floor like it had done something interesting. The movie playing on the TV flickered across their face, but they werenāt watching it. They had barely laughed at Mikeyās jokes. They hadnāt teased Donnie when one of his gadgets made a sad little popping sound. They hadnāt even smiled when Raph grumbled at the screen and called one of the characters an idiot.
And Raph noticed.
Of course he noticed.
He always noticed more than people gave him credit for.
He was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, red bandana tails resting over one shoulder, his sharp green eyes fixed on Y/N instead of the movie. To anyone else, he probably looked annoyed. That was his natural setting, honestly. Big, brooding, built like a brick wall, jaw set like he was ready to argue with the whole world.
But there was something different in his stare.
Concern.
Worried.
He watched the way Y/Nās shoulders stayed pulled inward, like they were trying to make themself smaller. He watched the way their smile came too late and disappeared too fast. He watched the way they kept tugging at the sleeves of their hoodie, fidgeting with the fabric like they needed something to hold onto.
That wasnāt them.
Not really.
Y/N usually brought a little warmth into the lair. Not loud like Mikey, not bossy like Leo, not restless like Donnie, and definitely not explosive like Raph. But steady. Soft. Familiar. The kind of presence that made the whole place feel less like a hidden sewer hideout and more like somewhere people could actually breathe.
Tonight, though, that warmth looked dimmed.
Raph didnāt like it.
Not one bit.
Across the room, Mikey tossed popcorn into the air and missed his mouth completely.
āAw, cāmon!ā Mikey groaned as the popcorn bounced off his plastron and onto the floor. āI had that.ā
āYou did not,ā Donnie said without looking up.
āI spiritually had that.ā
Leo sighed from his seat. āPlease donāt start.ā
Normally, Y/N would have laughed.
They didnāt.
Raphās expression hardened.
A few minutes later, Y/N stood quietly from the couch.
āIām gonna get some air,ā they said, voice soft.
āIn the sewer?ā Mikey asked, turning around. āBold choice, but I respect it.ā
Y/N gave a small smile. āJust⦠a walk.ā
Leoās eyes flicked over them with quiet concern. āWant someone to go with you?ā
āIām okay.ā
They said it too quickly.
Raph pushed off the wall before anyone else could answer.
āIāll go.ā
Y/N looked at him, surprised. āYou donāt have to.ā
āDidnāt ask if I had to.ā
His tone was rough, but not unkind. That was Raph. He sounded like a threat even when he was trying to be gentle.
Y/N hesitated, then nodded.
They walked together through the tunnel leading away from the main room. For a while, neither of them said anything. The distant sounds of the movie and Mikeyās commentary faded behind them until all that remained was the soft drip of water somewhere in the pipes and the echo of their footsteps.
Raph walked beside Y/N, close enough to be there, far enough not to crowd them.
That was something he had learned with them.
Sometimes comfort wasnāt grabbing someone and forcing them to talk. Sometimes comfort was just walking beside them until the silence stopped feeling lonely.
They reached a quieter part of the lair, where old subway tiles lined the walls and a busted station sign hung crookedly above an abandoned platform. Raph slowed first, stopping near a pillar marked with faded paint.
Y/N stopped too.
For a moment, they just stared at the tracks.
Then Raph spoke.
āAlright.ā
Y/N glanced at him.
His arms were crossed again, but his voice had dropped lower. Softer. āwhatās bothering you.ā He say it like a question. He wanted to know what is currently troubling you.
Y/N blinked. āWhat?ā
āDonāt do that.ā
āDo what?ā
āAct like I donāt know whatās going on.ā
That almost got a laugh out of them.
You tried to say something. Nothing came out.
Almost.
Raphās face shifted. His frown deepened, but not with anger at them. Never at them.
āYou been quiet all night,ā he said. āNot regular quiet. Weird quiet.ā
Not knowing what to say Y/N looked away trying to not look at turtleās gaze. It hurt them. The look of puffy lips while biting their cheek and eyes starting to water.
Raphās chest tightened.
He hated that look.
He hated seeing them fold into themselves like that. Like something had convinced them they were too much, or not enough, or somehow wrong just for existing.
āIām fine,ā Y/N whispered. Sounded convincing you thought. But Raph can see right through you.
Raph huffed through his nose. āYeah. And Mikeyās got a mature relationship with pizza.ā
A tiny breath escaped Y/N, almost a laugh.
Raphās mouth twitched, but he didnāt push it.
He waited.
Y/N leaned back against the tiled wall and rubbed their hands together. āItās dumb.ā
āTry me.ā
āItās justā¦ā They swallowed. āSome people were making saying some things earlier.ā
Raphās eyes sharpened.
āComments.ā
Y/N nodded.
His jaw clenched. āAbout what?ā
āMe.ā
That one word was enough.
Raph went still. He didnāt want to believe it.
Y/N kept their eyes on the floor. āIt wasnāt even that big of a deal. They probably didnāt mean it like that. Maybe Iām being too sensitive.ā
āStop.ā
Y/N looked up.
Raphās voice was firm, but not loud. āDonāt start defendinā people who hurt your feelings.ā
Raph exclaimed. Your face softens more like putty. Raphael looks at your soft face,wishing that out of all people, this shouldnāt have happened to you.
āThey treat you like youāre a punching bag.ā
āBut I know them. I promise you Raph they mean well.ā You said. Raph not being surprised that you are defending them.
āYea well they only do this to you from what I know.ā Raph said, he knows this particular group of people. Doesnāt think that they are worth of being around you.
āyou are so much more valuable than them. They see something in you that they want o take away.ā
They stared at him for a second, and the words seemed to hit harder than expected.
Raph saw it happen. Saw the little crack in their expression. The way their eyes grew shiny before they blinked too fast and looked away again.
He uncrossed his arms slowly.
āY/N.ā
āI know I shouldnāt care,ā they said quickly, like they had been holding the words back all night and now couldnāt stop them. āI know it shouldnāt matter what people say. I know Iām supposed to just ignore it and be confident and not let stupid stuff get to me, but it does. It got to me. And now I feel embarrassed because it keeps replaying in my head and I hate that Iām letting it bother me.ā
Their voice cracked on the last word.
Raphās entire body tensed, not because he was angry at them, but because he wanted to put his fist through the idea that they had to feel embarrassed for being hurt.
He knew that feeling.
He knew what it was like to carry words around after everyone else had forgotten saying them. He knew how people could throw something careless into the air and never think about it again, while the person it hit was left holding the bruise.
Raph had been called plenty of things in his life.
Monster.
Freak.
Dangerous.
Ugly.
Too angry.
Too much.
He acted like those words bounced off him. Most days, he made sure everyone believed they did.
But Y/N knew better.
That was probably why his voice came out rougher than he meant it to.
āHey.ā
They didnāt look at him.
āSweet thing.ā
That got them.
Y/Nās eyes lifted, soft and wounded.
Raph took a step closer, careful and slow. āThere aināt nothinā wrong with beinā hurt when somebody says somethinā cruel. That donāt make you weak. That makes you normal.ā
Y/N blinked, and a tear slipped down their cheek.
Raphās expression softened instantly.
āOh, hey,ā he murmured, awkward but gentle. āDonātā I mean, you can cry. Just⦠donāt think you gotta hide it from me.ā
Y/N let out a shaky breath. āI feel stupid.ā
āYouāre not stupid.ā
āI feel like I should be tougher.ā
āYou are tough.ā
They gave him a doubtful look.
Raph pointed at them, serious. āYou think tough means not feelinā anything? Nah. Thatās not tough. Thatās just pretendinā. Tough is feelinā it and still showinā up. Tough is sittinā with it instead of lettinā it turn you mean. Tough is not lettinā people turn your heart into somethinā hard.ā
Y/N stared at him.
Raph suddenly looked away, like he had said too much.
He rubbed the back of his neck. āDonāt make that face.ā
āWhat face?ā
āThat face.ā
āIām not making a face.ā
āYeah, you are. The one where you look at me like I accidentally said somethinā smart.ā
This time, they did laugh.
It was small. Wet around the edges. But real.
Raph looked relieved for half a second before covering it with a grumble.
āThere it is,ā he muttered.
Y/N wiped their cheek with their sleeve. āSorry.ā
Raph frowned again. āWhatād I just say about apologizinā for hurt feelings?ā
āI know.ā
āThen quit it.ā
They nodded, though their eyes dropped again.
Raph watched them for a second, then shifted his weight.
āYou wanna tell me what they said?ā
Y/Nās shoulders tightened.
Raph immediately shook his head. āYou donāt gotta. I aināt askinā so I can make you repeat it. Just askinā so I know what kind of damage Iām workinā with.ā
Y/N folded their arms loosely over their middle. āIt was just stuff about how I look. How I act. Little jokes, I guess. Like⦠little comments that sounded funny to everyone else.ā
Raphās hands curled.
āWasnāt funny to you,ā he said.
āNo.ā
āThen it wasnāt funny.ā
The simplicity of it made Y/Nās throat tighten.
They had spent the whole day trying to explain the comments away. Maybe they were too sensitive. Maybe the jokes werenāt that bad. Maybe they were overthinking it. Maybe everyone had moved on and they were the only one still stuck.
But Raph didnāt make them prove why it hurt.
He believed them.
Just like that.
Y/N pressed their lips together, trying not to cry again.
Raph saw it and sighed quietly, like his own heart had just been shoved around in his chest.
āCāmere.ā
Y/N hesitated.
Raph opened one arm slightly, looking almost embarrassed by the gesture. āOnly if you want.ā
That made their face soften.
They stepped toward him, and he wrapped them in the gentlest hug someone his size could possibly manage. It was almost funny how careful he was. This giant, battle-worn turtle who could lift a truck looked like he was afraid one wrong move would break them.
But the hug didnāt feel fragile.
It felt safe.
Raphās arm settled around their back, broad and steady, while his other hand rested lightly near their shoulder. He didnāt squeeze too hard. He didnāt say anything at first. He just stood there and let them breathe.
Y/N slowly relaxed against him.
For a while, the tunnel was quiet.
Then Raph spoke, voice low near the top of their head.
āI hate that somebody made you look at yourself different.ā
Y/N closed their eyes.
āBecause the way I see you?ā he continued, quieter now. āAināt got nothinā to do with whatever garbage came outta them.ā
Y/Nās fingers curled lightly against him.
Raph swallowed, clearly fighting with the words. Feelings were not his favorite battlefield.
But for them, he tried.
āYouāre kind,ā he said. āAnd funny, even when you donāt mean to be. You listen when people talk, like it actually matters. You make this place feel less like a hole in the ground.ā
Y/N gave a watery laugh against him. āThatās romantic.ā
Raph scoffed, but there was warmth in it. āYou know what I mean.ā
āI do.ā
āAnd for the record,ā he added, āthereās nothinā about you that needs to be fixed just because somebody couldnāt keep their mouth shut.ā
Y/N went quiet.
That one landed deep.
Raph felt it in the way they held onto him a little tighter.
He let them.
After a minute, Y/N whispered, āItās hard not to believe it sometimes.ā
Raphās face changed.
The anger drained out, leaving something more honest behind.
āYeah,ā he said. āI know.ā
Y/N pulled back just enough to look at him.
He didnāt meet their eyes right away. His gaze moved to the cracked tiles on the wall.
āPeople say stuff,ā he muttered. āThey stare. They judge. They think because they donāt understand somethinā, they get to name it. Like if they call it ugly or wrong or scary, that makes it true.ā
Y/Nās expression softened painfully.
Raphās mouth twisted. āTook me a long time to figure out people can be loud and still be wrong.ā
The words settled between them.
Y/N looked up at him, heart aching a little.
āRaphā¦ā
He shook his head like he didnāt want pity. āI aināt sayinā it for that. Iām sayinā⦠I get it. That voice that sticks around after the person leaves? I get it.ā
Y/N nodded slowly.
Raph finally looked at them.
āBut Iām tellinā you right now,ā he said, voice deep and steady, āthat voice donāt get to be louder than mine. Not tonight.ā
Y/Nās eyes watered again, but this time, their smile came with it.
āWhatās your voice saying?ā
Raph looked caught off guard.
āWhat?ā
āYou said that voice doesnāt get to be louder than yours,ā Y/N said softly. āSo what is yours saying?ā
Raph stared at them.
Then he looked away with a grumble. āYouāre really gonna make me say it?ā
A tiny smile tugged at their mouth. āMaybe.ā
He huffed, but there was no real irritation in it.
āFine.ā
He shifted, suddenly very interested in the wall beside them.
āMy voice is sayināā¦ā He paused, jaw working as if the sentence was physically fighting him. āYouāre worth lookinā at kindly. Youāre worth talkinā to gently. Youāre worth beinā around even on the days you donāt feel like you are.ā
Y/Nās smile faded into something much more tender.
Raph continued, quieter.
āAnd youāre not hard to care about.ā
That was the one.
Y/Nās breath caught.
Raph looked down at them then, his tough expression softening in a way he rarely let anyone see.
āYou hear me, Y/N?ā
Y/N nodded, but their voice was barely there. āYeah.ā
āNah.ā His brow lifted. āI need words.ā
They breathed out shakily. āI hear you.ā
āGood.ā
For a moment, they just stood there, close in the quiet. Raphās hand stayed near their shoulder, grounding and warm. He looked like he still wanted to find whoever had hurt them and scare some manners into them, but he kept himself there. With Y/N. Where he was needed more.
Eventually, Y/N wiped their face again. āSorry I ruined movie night.ā
Raph gave them a flat look.
They paused. āRight. No apologizing.ā
āLook at you learninā.ā
That earned him another small laugh.
He nodded toward the main lair. āYou wanna go back?ā
Y/N hesitated.
Raph noticed. āOr we donāt.ā
āBut everyoneās gonna ask.ā
āIāll handle āem.ā
āHow?ā
He shrugged. āBy lookinā mean.ā
āYou always look mean.ā
āExactly. Iām qualified.ā
Y/N smiled a little wider this time.
Raph felt something in his chest ease.
Not completely. He knew hurt didnāt vanish just because someone said the right thing. Words could comfort, but they couldnāt erase everything. He knew that too.
But Y/N looked a little less folded in on themself.
That was enough for now.
Instead of heading back right away, Raph led them to a quieter corner of the station where an old bench sat against the wall. He dusted it off with one large hand before motioning for them to sit.
Y/N raised an eyebrow. āDid you just clean a bench for me?ā
āDonāt make it weird.ā
āThat was kind of sweet.ā
āDonāt make that weird either.ā
They sat down, and Raph sat beside them after a moment, the bench creaking under his weight.
Y/N glanced over. āIs this bench safe?ā
Raph looked offended. āI aināt that heavy.ā
The bench creaked again.
Y/N pressed their lips together.
Raph pointed at them. āDonāt.ā
āI didnāt say anything.ā
āYou were thinkinā it.ā
āI was thinking many things.ā
āThink quieter.ā
A laugh escaped them, more real this time, and Raphās gaze softened when they looked away.
There they were.
Not fixed. Not magically okay.
But there.
He rested his elbows on his knees, hands clasped loosely, and stared out at the old tracks.
āYou know,ā he said, āwhen people got nothinā better to do than pick at somebody else, that usually says more about them than the person theyāre talkinā about.ā
Y/N leaned back against the wall. āI know that in my head.ā
āYeah,ā Raph said. āHeart takes longer.ā
They looked at him.
He shrugged. āWhat? I got wisdom sometimes.ā
āYou do.ā
āDonnie would pass out hearinā that.ā
āLeo would make it a lesson.ā
āMikey would put it on a shirt.ā
Y/N laughed again.
Raph smiled to himself, small and crooked.
For a few minutes, they sat side by side, letting the heaviness loosen little by little.
You said looking down, ā I hate that I kept thinking about it. Like, I kept wondering if they were right.ā
Raphās smile disappeared.
He turned his head toward them.
āThey werenāt.ā
āYou donāt even know exactly what they said.ā
āDonāt need to.ā
Y/N studied him. āHow can you be so sure?ā
āBecause people who wanna make you feel small donāt get to define you.ā
His answer came immediately. No hesitation. No doubt.
Y/Nās expression softened.
Raph looked down at his hands, flexing his fingers once. āLook, I aināt good at all the⦠feelings stuff.ā
āYouāre doing pretty good.ā
āIām serious.ā
āSo am I.ā
He glanced at them, caught off guard again, then looked away before they could see too much of the fondness on his face.
āI just mean,ā he continued, āI canāt climb inside your head and throw out every bad thought. Wish I could. Would make things easier.ā
āThat sounds terrifying.ā
āYeah, well, Iād be polite.ā
āYou? Polite?ā
He smirked. āFor you? Maybe.ā
Y/Nās face warmed slightly, and they looked down.
Raph noticed, but didnāt tease. Not tonight.
Instead, he nudged their shoe lightly with his own.
āBut I can remind you,ā he said. āAs many times as you need. I can sit here when it gets loud in your head. I can walk with you when you donāt wanna go back alone. I can tell Mikey to stop askinā questions if he gets nosy.ā
āThat last one might be impossible.ā
āIāve handled worse.ā
Y/N smiled, then grew quiet again.
After a moment, they whispered, āThank you.ā
Raph didnāt brush it off.
He wanted to. It was instinct. Say āyeah, whatever,ā pretend his chest didnāt feel too full, pretend this didnāt matter as much as it did.
But Y/N deserved better than that.
So he nodded.
āAnytime.ā
They looked over at him.
The word hung there.
Anytime.
Not only when it was convenient. Not only when the lair was calm. Not only when they could explain perfectly why they were upset.
Anytime.
Raph meant it.
Eventually, the distant sound of Mikey yelling drifted through the tunnels.
āRaph! Y/N! If you guys are having a dramatic emotional moment, I respect it, but Leo says the pizzaās getting cold!ā
Y/N blinked.
Raph closed his eyes and inhaled slowly through his nose.
āIām gonna put him in a trash can.ā
Y/N laughed, really laughed this time, and Raphās annoyance softened almost instantly.
From somewhere farther away, Leoās voice echoed, āDo not put Mikey in a trash can.ā
Mikey yelled, āThank you, fearless leader!ā
Donnie added, āStatistically, he would fit.ā
āDonnie!ā
Y/N covered their mouth, shoulders shaking with laughter.
Raph watched them with quiet satisfaction, like their laugh had patched something inside him too.
He stood first, then offered his hand.
Y/N looked at it.
His fingers were huge compared to theirs, rough from training and fighting and holding the world back from the people he loved.
They took his hand.
Raph helped them stand with careful ease, like it was nothing at all.
Before they headed back, Y/N paused. āRaph?ā
āYeah?ā
āAgain, thank you for that. Talking to me, knocking some sense into me.ā
āAnytime. If you want to get rid of them I can do that too.ā He said with a wicked smirk.
āYeah letās not do that, we have to be the bigger person.ā You said to tone down his somewhat offer.
He groaned, slightly annoyed that you jokingly didnāt agree to him.
āIāll always be here.ā He said going back to what you said. āI will always be here for moments like this.ā
You looked at him, locking eyes with him.
You didnāt say anything but your face said it all.
Y/Nās smile was small, but it stayed.
Raph noticed, happy that your sweet smile is back.
āDid you really mean that I make this place feel less like a hole in the ground?ā
Raph choked on his air-
āY-Yeah.ā He said forward because he did not lie. He wouldnāt lie to you.
āI meant it, sweet thing.ā Raph said like it was nothing, but a little dark tint of green glazed his face.
What he didnāt see is that your face already went pink.
When they returned to the main room, Mikey immediately opened his mouth.
Raph pointed at him without looking. āDonāt.ā
Mikey slowly closed his mouth.
Donnie raised his brows. Leo gave Raph one brief, knowing look, then turned back to the TV without saying a word.
Y/N sat back on the couch. This time, they didnāt sit at the edge like they were ready to leave. They tucked themself into the corner, and after a second, Raph sat near them, close enough that his shoulder almost touched theirs.
Mikey, apparently deciding to be helpful, tossed a blanket in their direction.
It landed on Raphās face.
The room went silent.
Y/N froze.
Raph slowly pulled the blanket off his head and stared at Mikey.
Mikey winced. āIn my defenseāā
āYou got three seconds.ā
Mikey bolted.
Y/N burst out laughing.
Raph watched Mikey run, then looked at Y/N, grumbling under his breath as he handed them the blanket properly.
āHere.ā
Y/N accepted it, still smiling. āThank you.ā
āYeah, yeah.ā
They wrapped the blanket around themself and settled back into the couch. The movie kept playing. Mikey eventually returned, wisely sitting on the opposite side of the room. Donnie resumed tinkering. Leo pretended not to notice the way Raph stayed close.
But Raph did.
He noticed everything.
He noticed when Y/Nās smile faded a little during a quiet moment. He noticed when their fingers tightened around the blanket. He noticed when that faraway look tried to creep back in.
And each time, he nudged them gently. Not enough to draw attention. Just enough to remind them he was there.
A brush of his knuckles against the blanket.
A low comment about the terrible movie.
A quiet, āYou good?ā
And every time, Y/N came back a little easier.
Later, when the movie ended and the others started arguing about what to watch next, Y/N leaned slightly toward Raph.
āHey,ā they whispered.
He looked down. āHm?ā
āYour voice is louder.ā
Raph didnāt answer right away.
Then his mouth curved into the smallest, softest smile.
āGood.ā
Y/N looked back at the TV, still wrapped in the blanket, still a little tender from the day, but not alone in it anymore.
@mkthedingus really liked how Mikey's character development was explored so well. I like how he realizes it not by listening for a second but by seeing it firsthand. I wonder how he'll react when Splinter appears; I feel like it's going to hurt š
It was all a dreaaaam~ April Fools!! I know I promised a regular chapter today but I couldn't pass up on the opportunity to do a roll reversal on the prank holiday.
The link I am providing will send you directly to my Ellipsus doc so you can read my story. I think I might start doing my posts this way for the sake of saving a few spoons.
ANYWAY
ā”ļø Aged-up, adult turts
This is a choose-your-own-turt story. Hopefully it's not too biased with my own turt of choice š
TW: Mating Season mentioned. Other than that, your regularly scheduled shenanigans.
Scent of a Mate
Ellipsus makes it easy for anyone to write together.
They see the type to do this when like someone or when they have a partner š„ŗ
Some are crack/funny/fluff/and some suggestive stuff so have fun
when you guys are eating pizza, Leo would pull your hat back that way your hair wouldnāt get in your mouth.
Raph would tell you to sit on his back while he does push-ups.
Donnie has a dedicated corner of his room for you, where you leave him little notes for him to drink water and to stretch.
Mikey would trade shoes with you if your feet would hurt(tries he doesnāt want to see you in pain).
You and Donnie have matching keychains on your bags.
Mikey would give you a custom playlist for you to listen when yall canāt see eachother.
All of them like it when you take his mask off and massage his scalp .
Raph likes to kiss you with his hands cupping your jaw .
Leo would have a journal (lowkey a diary but heās going to refer it as a journal) where he writes poems about you.
Donnie would try to be sarcastic but when you catch him off guard heāll start to lose it and melt like putty (this man get weak with you Iām telling you).
Mikey would send you a video and tell you that itās yall and it two cat licking each other.
Leo loves cuddle sessions doesnāt mind being the little spoon of you want to spoon him.
Raph would help you troll someone if they were giving you a hard time.
Donnie loves the moment when heās making a blueprint of something for the lair he aka for your input and you draw little things on his arm while sitting on his lap.
Mikey loves crazy makeout sessions.
Leo is very domestic and heāll always ask you if you have eaten something.
Raph like to watch you sleep a little longer, watching you be so calm does something to him (it makes him turn like 20 shades of green heās so In love)
I updated this piece a bit... I wasnāt great at drawing the turtles back then š Itāll be a postcard freebie for my friendās LD collab fanzine!