I hope I die soon

#extradirty
will byers stan first human second
styofa doing anything

★

shark vs the universe

⁂
Misplaced Lens Cap
🪼
wallacepolsom
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
ojovivo
todays bird
dirt enthusiast
d e v o n

tannertan36

Origami Around
Keni
Claire Keane
macklin celebrini has autism
Jules of Nature

seen from Malaysia
seen from Japan
seen from United States
seen from Nigeria
seen from Kenya
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
@fuckedupguybutchill
I hope I die soon
As much as I love my animals, I wish I didnt have them.
Not for any reasons most people would think. I just want to kill myself so badly but I just could never leave my babies behind. Knowing I don't have family who would care for them properly.
I know i will kill myself. Not now, I still have a few things I need to take care of.
One day, and no one will expect it.
Youre so frustrating
My head feels like exploding
Im trying so hard to feel like I'm in an okay spot but then I see others just like me, same age. Looking exactly the way I wish I did. If only I had put in the work earlier id be where I wish I was today but nope now I have to barely start now and hope I see progress soon even though I know it doesnt work that quick 😔
Oof I want to just leave work. Just be away for a while. Im just exhausted. I hate life rn
I'm more terrified of the pain I'll have to endure to live than just dying. I'd rather be put out of my misery sometimes. I don't know what the future holds and it fucking scares me. I don't want to know. I don't want to feel the things I will have to eventually feel.
I can't keep dealing with all this bs
You notice my anger but never my pain
I feel so alone
Why do people switch up on their friends after a relationship? Genuine question because what the actual fuck. I was part of a trio. We were all close until one friend neglected our friendship and treated us like shit once entering a relationship. It was now just a duo, and we were close for years. YEARS. And now you're doing the exact same to me? Fuck this bullshit. I'm sick of friends.
Grieving someone who’s still alive is a nightmare
I look at my partner and friend. They have close relationships with their family, and I'm jealous.
I barely see my family, I barely speak to them, and even when I do, it's only for a few seconds and nothing important. There's no love or affection, no actual connection to these people. I don't have a mother or father, or even a sister. I grew up with them, yet I don't know who these people are. Was I not important enough for you ?
I need to feel like I'm not broken. Why does everyone make me feel like I'm broken? Am I?
Bro gets upset that I doubt him "when he's good to me" as if he hasn't given me a million reasons to doubt him in the past based on the way he treated me. God forbid I don't put all my trust in you after you shattered it only a few months ago. I'm the monster for being suspicious, huh?
I just don't want to do this anymore. I'm so tired. I feel like I'll never be happy, like there's no purpose for me. What's the point in life honestly. I can't do this. I can't keep going on. It's too much. For nothing.
I can't do this anymore. The trazodone with some alcohol looks tempting.