Alma Esmée

Expect a shit ton of lyrics because like Chop Top Sawyer..... Music........ Is my life :))))))))

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HONEY MUSTARD SAUCE RECIPE

Really nice recipes. Every hour.

Show me what you cooked!

[fuckyallbitches]

Bitch Party

Hello, hello, are you ready?

C'mon, c'mon now, baby!

I'll destroy your shit happily!

Let me ruin you now, lovely!

Oh, fuck you and your credit score!

Leave you sore and traumatized!

Play games and you'll be back for more!

Went so well 'till you realized!

Welcome to my lil bitch show!

I'll abuse you and fuck around!

Bitch party, I named my shit show!

Fight with you o'er petty shit found!

An episode of bitch party!

I don'twant you to thrive, honey!

Don't blame me, a pretty lady!

Might leave your ass, just maybe!

Don'tcall me out at all, sweetie!

Threaten to kill you, oh damn, sure!

Nightmare despite being fun sized!

PTSD, CPS, more!

Got every scar memorized!

This Hell is called a bitch party!

So surprised u don't make a sound!

Bitch party, you'll sink so damn low!

I cheat on you and have no ground!

Fuck health, I love my bitch party!

Gave into my toxicity!

I'm so delusional, darling!

I'm the best at being crazy!

That I change one day, you're hoping!

She gets a colorful story!

Tryna destroy your life with glee!

Wanna get rid of lil old me?

Lie to your face, know what you see!

You're faithfuland I'm just a whore!

Your life seems so colorized!

So wild gotta be supervised!

Loving me is a tiring chore!

Oh, I just can't wait to kill you!

Your family will cry, "Boo-hoo!"

BITCH PARTY (ENCORE)

Shut the hell up,I'm the damn star!

Run over your dreams with my car!

I hurt you and you get some scars!

All your feelings are put in jars!

Confront me, there's a screaming match!

To your energy I attach!

The police attention is catched!

To the thrill of trouble I'm latched!

I always go way, way too far!

Go so far I'll land behind bars!

[fuckyallbitches]

Imaginary Friend

Played all day because t’was fun

I hate it whenever the day is done

My friend goes, they’re the only one

You’re so fake but I love you anyway

I would give my life for you any day

Act like you never hurt, I’m in dismay

Imaginary friend, imaginary friend

The only one who’ll hang out with me

You never ever leave my wounds be

Blame me for crying like a little baby

Though this happens I can’t lose you

I blame myself for whatever you do

Willingly take the blame, always blue

Imaginary friend, imaginary friend

I own up for your irresponsibilities

You’re who I always try to please

Infect me like an incurable disease

Never help me out when I need

Help in hopes ya return the deed

Your ego and laziness I only feed

Imaginary friend, imaginary friend

I cut ties because you were toxic

Had to be the center of attention

If you’re not you’re so dramatic

Had to share, a fit would begin

Imaginary friend, imaginary friend

Imaginary friend

[fuckyallbitches]

Puppet Show

I entertain y’all with my cute characters

You drink juice boxes of different flavors

You guys have no idea of the secrets

Lots of dark things are behind everything

Too innocent to consider while they sing

They’re behind all of this gained success

Who would I be to ruin the innocence though

You have no clue about the person below

Or the tyranny of their old and mean boss

Hope you all are enjoying the puppet show

Composed and directed little puppet show

Better clap at the end of the puppet show

Do you have a clue how little they’re paid

You’ve no clue how much anyone has made

Too naive to consider any of the harsh reality

Don’t know how much the employees bled

You got no clue how bad they wanna be dead

They all work for a horrid dastardly narcissist

None have a clue if someone got yelled at

How underpaid they are, each called a brat

Which of them do you think go to therapy

Hope you all are enjoying the puppet show

Composed and directed little puppet show

Better clap at the end of the puppet show

You’re too young to be thinking about all this

You only hear the happy songs and feel bliss

So carefree meanwhile workers hide and cry

No one wonders how for others things are

How much pain they put on a shelf in a jar

How much of another’s life is such a mess

How much they all miss people they love

Whether another needs a sign from above

These thoughts are rarely thought by people

[fuckyallbitches]

Childhood

Adults always tell children to behave

Punish them when they misbehave

Teach them how to properly behave

They learn to fear if they misbehave

Some of us don’t wanna grow up

They get loud and told to shut up

Some of us can’t wait to grow up

Don’t need to be told to shut up

Some dilly dally in La La Land

I was in reality not La La Land

Other minds inside La La Land

Shut off my path to La La Land

Robbed myself of most my childhood

Childhood ended for me early in life

Childhood for me was full of strife

I try to make up for lost childhood

Messed with anorexia to be thin

Can only blame myself for all this

Some patience with me ran thin

Can’t believe life had come to this

I severely messed up my whole life

And I underestimated childhood in life

I’m tryna get back those years in life

Mourn loss of childhood my whole life

I forced myself to grow up so early

I made myself grow up way too early

Goof tryna regain what lost so early

Lost childhood innocence too early

Robbed myself of most my childhood

Childhood ended for me early in life

Childhood for me was full of strife

I try to make up for lost childhood

I wanted to impress my elders so bad

Oh my gosh, hope none you are mad

Eager to please, hope you were glad

Thought being so mature was so rad

Wanted to feel I accomplished great

Guess it was a huge part of my fate

I so regret what I did now it’s too late

Wish to go back, alive I’m being ate

I’m sorry to bring upon you this sorrow

Guess for now gotta survive till tomorrow

Miss the days I would embrace childhood

If I could go back to change past I would

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(via “Calling All the Anti-Gay Bitches… (Lohanthony Promoting Conversion Therapy)”)

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“Racists, lgbtqphobes, and exclusionists can get fucked” Another post brought to you by the “let people live their goddamn lives” gang

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[fuckyallbitches]

Accusations

Go ahead and start up shit for me

Run your mouth, cause me stress

Don’t care anymore,  life’s a mess

You don’t like me, what do you see

Tell me all I don’t know, God bless

You’re a fan if you hate but obsess

I’ll be here being who I wanna be

Speak and make me love me less

You’re gonna fail in your boredness

I’m so sick of the damn accusations

Accusations saying I’m such a bitch

Accusations are a bore so just switch

Assholes overrated with accusations

I’m so tired of others tryna take me down

Maybe bored, jealous or hurt by another

They use that mouth to kiss their mother

Try to take me down and end with a frown

I know what you’re tryna do motherfucker

You’re thirsty, little dumb attention chugger

So mad when you can’t rob one of their crown

Why can’t more of us just be kind to each other

Some of us are just immature and it’s a bummer

I’m so sick of the damn accusations

Accusations saying I’m such a bitch

Accusations are a bore so just switch

Assholes overrated with accusations

Bastards and bitches who start bullshit

Your lives ain’t a joke, there no meaning

Now, now, don’t ya start up your crying

I swear these dumbfucks have no wit

At least what I’m doing is more fulfilling

Won’t invest any of me in that kinda being

You’re fake as hell but won’t ever admit

You get a kick from being so deceiving

Thanks ya attended my TedTalk this evening

[fuckyallbitches]

Monsters

I’m stuck tryna out run these beasts

They’re not gonna give up on chase

After beauties with makeup and lace

Tryna feast on you and drink attention

Some don’t survive and turn to suicide

You can’t let their shit get to you Baby

Your survival’s in your hands so maybe

Don’t fill on words no matter how hungry

Your future’s resting in your little hands

Does it really get better as we get older

Does it gradually just simply get easier

Don’t let them get flesh in their demands

Honey we all are getting chased by monsters

It’s okay not to be okay, ignore the monsters

Monsters wanna eat you alive, don’t let them

Monsters try to trick, them we shall condemn

Always try to hurt you and will never stop

Keep going for who loves you unconditionally

Eventually you will be able to make it, finally

Just keep going and how it affects will be over

Keep going and I’m hoping to obtain freedom

Have will power and strength, it’s all you need

Stick to the truth despite any kinda bad deed

I know how bad from drama ya wanna be freed

Everyone deals with creatures, we’re not alone

Fight them and you’ll win even if they can’t drown

Celebrities kept going and didn’t easily go down

There’s downfall, but go on and claim your throne

Honey we all are getting chased by monsters

It’s okay not to be okay, ignore the monsters

Monsters wanna eat you alive, don’t let them

Monsters try to trick, them we shall condemn

Keep going for those who love you and fight

Don’t let them take you down with such ease

Grow from all your hardship, Sweetie please

Totally okay if you gotta say that you’re not fine

Keep on fighting, it’s a part of everyone’s life

For most importantly you throughout the strife

Don’t fear what could happen if they get a knife

Don't worry about getting a husband or a wife

Mommy might not always be there to console you

You might not always have Daddy there to protect

That’s why you gotta let you and strength connect

Why we learn to fight the tries to negatively affect

Monsters, monsters, monsters

Monsters

[fuckyallbitches]

Childish

Damn people hold grudges and I think it's so stupid.

Fuck up and they all judge you for all, as so always.

Dumbass shit because they never notice kind ways.

No one will ever be perfectly pristine to our society.

You all gotta learn to find happiness inside in reality.

We all gotta learn to love ourselves 'cause it's truest.

I'm done with how you're all so goddamn childish!

I hate all of this world is oh so negatively childish!

You know that we cannot grow if we're so childish!

Others damage each other and obviously don't care.

Call 'em out for it and they act like you're the bad guy.

They make us feel like we're not good enough, why?

It's because of bitches we meet keep on being toxic.

People stay manipulated for false hope, it's so basic.

Don't believe they could be loved by somebody else.

Does this world gotta be so motherfucking childish?

People manipulate, gaslight and harm, how childish?

We die over opinions that don't matter, it is childish!

Piss off with havin' to be someone pristine bro!

Wanna show who I am, not what ya wanna see!

Breakin' free, I'm so tired of hiding the true me!

Learnin' to love me for me again!

Gain self confidence, it's workin'!

I'm reinventin' and pushin' myself!

I don't hold grudges, I'm not childish.

Carin' 'bout any perfection is childish.

Breakin' free and lovin' isn't childish.

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[fuckyallbitches]

Not A Dime

I tried to man up and tell you about how I felt

I guess now I’m gonna be stupidly ruined

What the hell are these cards life has dealt

Maybe all the truth I spoke caused the end

Tried so hard to not get attached to you

And yet I just failed at something again

I’m scared and I don’t know what to do

If you’re gonna text me, I wonder when

I’m so terrified that I’ve scared you off

I’m just oh so afraid you’ll fuck me over

Wonder if saying all that made you scoff

Maybe we won’t be best friends forever

I’d never bet you, no,  not a dime

Not a dime, not a dime

I’m not sure if your feelings are real

At least I know that mine are authentic

I’m wondering what’s the damn deal

I realized shit and I felt damn pathetic

Baby, I strangely want you so bad

Bitch, I so hope you didn’t lie to me

If you’re laughing at me I’ll be mad

I’ve much damning fear and anxiety

I’m so terrified that I’ve scared you off

I’m just oh so afraid you’ll fuck me over

Wonder if saying all that made you scoff

Maybe we won’t be best friends forever

I’d never bet you, no,  not a dime

Not a dime, not a dime

You want space but I’m dying here

I’m getting murdered by the silence

I cannot concentrate or sleep, Dear

Been checking the conversation since

Can we try to develop our friendship

Please, I wonder every single day

Not asking for a serious relationship

Love wasn’t meant for me anyway

I won’t even bet on it, not a dime

[fuckyallbitches]

Go Ahead And Hurt Me

Growing up I had a lot on my plate for a little kid

People talking shit about others and hurting them

Manipulation happened I’d be like “Oh well, fuck it”

Adapt to the aftermath of fuckery that would happen

Please don’t say you’re scared to break me honestly

I’m used to being broken by broken bitches, Sweetheart

I know broken bitches got a lot going on behind the scene

You might just break me but it’ll also be motherfucking hard

I’m used to dumbasses, please stick around only if you want to

I love to fucking hurt so just go ahead and hurt me you coward

Gaslighting has been a common theme in my life, oh well dude

I’m used to getting hurt by others, go ahead and hurt me, I’m sure

I love to feel the pain so you shouldn’t expect me to complain

All that’ll end up happening is that I’ll just be hungry for more

All I do afterwards is learn to enjoy when I fall for the damn bait

I swear people that I know are forever stuck on psycho mode

I’m always so glad when someone hasn’t seen me when I cry

They won’t know how little I can take but I’m just a weak ass

I’m always so terrified when I get attached to any girls or guys

By the way, I can take lots of shit although I might seem mad

I’m used to dumbasses, please stick around only if you want to

I love to fucking hurt so just go ahead and hurt me you coward

Gaslighting has been a common theme in my life, oh well dude

I’m used to getting hurt by others, go ahead and hurt me, I’m sure

If I’m being honest with you, I’m used to assholes lashing out

They use others as an outlet, treating them like it’s their fault

Shit happens, depression and drama haven’t taken me down

Conceal bullshit pretending it’s not real trying to appear strong

Creators attacking other creators, I wouldn’t survive in show biz

I don’t have the damn energy for any dumbass trying to be hurtful

All this is me just talking about and telling you how it all this shit is

Used to pain, get overzealous when I find a bitch who’s for once fun

Go ahead and hurt me, want it sooner

Go ahead and hurt me, I love it so bruh

Go ahead and hurt me, holler and hooter

Go ahead and hurt me, guess it’s karma

[fuckyallbitches]

Hey Dante

I feel like a black cat sometimes, like I’m only bad luck

All my friends and family always stress over dumb shit

Grandmother’s losing her mind, not sure there’s any wit

I wanna be able to solve every single problem in the way

Dumbasses are always trying to fuck everything up for us

After stabbing in the back they act like we’re the bad guys

Goddamn, does it always gotta be their shit everyone buys

After dealing with all the retarded shit I have tried to kill myself

Sometimes I think that I was cursed by someone, I fear that

The worst has to always happen when I’m near, I just wanna go

Why after all that they help me while I’ve sunk so fucking low

I’m sick of what others put others through ‘cause they’re pissed

Hey Dante, did you write me into your inferno

Hey Dante, did you write those I love in so

Hey Dante, I swear up and down you did too

Hey Dante, hey Dante, hey Dante

Hey Dante, hey Dante, hey Dante

All the mind games gaslighting, I hate manipulation

People will try to fuck you up to get what they want

Hate when people frame others then tease and taunt

Bet our names are written on the gates that lead to Hell

I wonder why I always have to worry so much, it kills me

Like how it’s always to the liars making good guys look bad

People listen to negative shit, when proven wrong they’re mad

Nice people can betray and assholes can be the loyal ones here

Let’s not forget about the unpredictability of our futures here

The constant inconsistencies that plague our lives so much

Those committing crimes could be anywhere, anyone as such

Getting attached and trusting too ‘cause I don’t wanna be ruined

Hey Dante, did you write them in the inferno in scripture

Hey Dante, does the text you wrote even also include her

Hey Dante, from your inferno is there any available cure

Hey Dante, hey Dante, hey Dante

Hey Dante, hey Dante, hey Dante

I hate people, they give me anxiety so I avoid them dude

I hate how people make others feel like a waste of space

Sickening when others don’t know their motherfucking place

I’m kinda sure I lost my mind but it doesn’t need to be found

Sorry not sorry, I’m also trying to put things blunt as possible

Sometimes I wonder how few brain cells that other people own

Stupidity is so popular in society and it’s so commonly shown

I’m sick and tired of living in fear of all kinds of bullshit like fear

Fuck you and your damning inferno, it causes bitches pain

I’m tired of those who make me feel like I have got insanity

I’m sick of you causing hell because I’m pissed at the pity

I wanna die right now, I’m just so sick of waiting and failing

[fuckyallbitches]

Barbie

Put on the concealer to hide my dark circles from not sleeping

In my feelings and my thoughts I always just keep drowning

Use foundation to cover up the discoloration that’s on my face

Cover my scars with my pretty clothes with such delicate lace

Lipstick use to try to get someone to pay attention to my words

People will only ever wanna listen to the cunts and the bastards

I carefully put a tiara on my head trying not to fuck up my look

I’m pretending to be okay, don’t focus on the cover of a book

Walking around in my 3 inch heels with nearly perfect balance

Going through life can be difficult, be careful with each sentence

I got my blush on to help me not look so fucking dead like inside

Behind the scenes my makeup gets ruined whenever I’ve cried

Gotta play dress up and be like Barbie, Barbie, Barbie

I must be perfect like Barbie, Barbie, Barbie

I’m sick of being a Barbie

I wanna break outta this Hell I let myself get trapped in

Dealing with the memories of how I’m not a damn virgin

Gotta smell perfect we can’t leave that out, so help me

Now I can’t be stenching like the failure I turned out to be

Gotta have the perfect personality, I can’t seem strange

The end of the day, my personality and demeanor change

I’m always tired but I got my lashes and mascara to help

Got my fears and depression going on but I made the yelp

I have all my mental scars but I got mental makeup so hey

I let it all hang out and I let myself feel at the end of the day

The pressure to be little Miss Perfect is what is mostly said

Every single day it’s hard for me to even get outta my bed

Gotta play dress up and be like Barbie, Barbie, Barbie

I must be perfect like Barbie, Barbie, Barbie

I’m sick of being a Barbie

I’m tired of needing to make bitches proud except myself

Daddy yell over shit he don’t like, he’s not perfect himself

Mama wanna be up my ass, she ain’t even perfect either

I hate I gotta be good enough to show sisters and brother

I love my siblings but I wanna be able to do my own shit

Sick of always stressing about being not a miss but a hit

Motherfucker I’m sick of playing Barbie, Barbie, Barbie

I wanna do me at during this dumbass party, party, party

Yell at me for taking up space in the room bitch, bitch, bitch

They’re telling everyone false shit lying snitch, snitch, snitch