I'm happy for you guys, but admittedly, in this time of dead static and no real updates, it's given me enough time to just stop caring about a marriage potential full stop. Now don't get me wrong, it's not all mcl's fault. Recently I've become a bridesmaid for my childhood friend's upcoming wedding, and seeing how much goes into planning just her wedding, I'm kinda glad I'm only a bridesmaid.
However, I just... feel apathetic about weddings in general as far as being the bride. So, even if for some reason, they make it possible to marry Ken, I dunno. Besides the real life situations, the potential of it feels so empty to me at this point. People who wanted to end up with the original left out guys from hsl that we were with for so long, they tore us down so many times, for too many years at this point. I just feel apathetic bitterness for it all anymore.
For the sake of the others, I wish you joy and excitement, but I'm not sure there is anything Beemoov can do for me anymore to get me excited about their games. Not even my longtime love in MCL.
I've been treated with too little care in the last several years as a player, a moderator, and especially a paying customer. I don't think I've ever had a worse relationship with a game company. And that's below the companies that just up and unplugged their game, that I loved, without any notice. Most other companies do things like gifts as "an appology for inconvenience" with things like routine maintenance. We all know "You don't need to appologize for something so necessary as maintenance" but the sentiment always speaks volumes to me. But that's been discussed at length too many times before. It's practically pointless to even mention at this point.
I'm glad they're trying something, but the fact they continue to ignore and alienate long time fans who have had this abundance of patience. They didn't deserve it. It was a one sided relationship all this time. I guess it's time to finally recognize they don't care about us(the old fans who loved the removed routes) and they don't want us. They did nothing to make it better for us after ripping our still beating hearts out of our chest. They just closed their eyes, looked at only the players who liked their new direction, and hoped we would just disappear. We only existed at the end to torment them, which was great, but perhaps it's finally time to move on for good. Only time will tell. I've already found other ways to spend my time in leu of mcl. I'll always love Ken and his character, but without updates, you can only milk remains for so long until you have to find something that lives and breathes in current day. That's just how it is for humans.