heathen gaylord

caden ✦ local fandom cryptid, big fan of that lil freak akutagawa ✦ bsd side acc ✦

[fy-soukoku]

chuuya shooting someone for basically confessing their undying love for him was so real. incredibly valid, king.

[petr-n]

The main criminal from Yokohama and his meow meow

(on the phone screen:

for Gin: buy cat's food)

[fy-soukoku]

what if you were an eighteen year old ORPHAN and you were HUNGRY so you go to STEAL A MAN'S WALLET but he goes "no join my private totally legit organization" so you join his GOVERNMENT APPROVED (??? you hope???) DETECTIVE ORGANIZATION and then you have a bounty and the MAFIA is after you so you FIGHT THE MAFIA but then the AMERICANS show up and you have to fight SCOTT FITZGERALD on a GIANT FUCKING AIRSHIP with a man whose best friend is a COAT and your mentor STILL wants to KILL HIMSELF and his ex boyfriend is making your life a LIVING HELL and the little orphan girl you took in keeps trying to KILL PEOPLE and then you meet FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY and your found family is framed for MURDER and then coat man RIDES YOU (???) and then your homoerotic rival DIES and COMES BACK and your mentor is STILL BRINGING THAT FUCKING GINGER TO THE SCENE OF THE CRIME and you STILL don't get PAID ENOUGH and you STILL can't afford food and NOW your whole FAMILY IS DEAD and your name is ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA and this is THE WORST FUCKING YEAR OF YOUR LIFE

[evilkaeya]

and then just when you think it's finally over they send you to london

[fy-soukoku]

AND JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT'S FINALLY FUCKING OVER THEY SEND YOU TO LONDON

[in-my-fop-era]

i am normal and can be trusted with The Historical Figure

[amnesiaguy]

seven minutes in hell where you beat the shit out of each other. in a closet

[starlitmyre]

"what if they fucked" WRONG. what if they ruined each other's lives irreparably. what if there was nothing left but a smoldering heap. what if everything that brought them together twisted and corroded and ripped them apart. and then they fucked.

[annasinthewalls]

tie styling

[zegalba]

[st-hedge]

*looking at a ship* they’d look good killing each other

[petr-n]

I'm going to continue... 👀🙏

[lilbelev]

[sskk-manifesto]

“There was a woman who craved the same light as you, who was burned by it and fell into the darkness.”

            — Happy Birthday Kōyō Ozaki | 01.10

[petr-n]

🎶 someone holds me safe and warm 🎶

[obigoggless]

🕸️💔

[elishanelsonfanacct]

rothko: no.4, no.6, no.8. 1964

[nyctophilia-35]

[fy-soukoku]

i acknowledge that the situation would wind up far more nuanced than this, in practicality, and atsushi would theoretically be sympathetic, but textually atsushi "it's no wonder dazai up and left you without a word" nakajima learning about the dazai and akutagawa relationship in full is not pissing himself crying he's stockpiling that shit for the next time akutagawa pisses him off. "sorry bro, as if, you took the L, sucker. this is why mom (dazai) doesn't fucking love you. now square up."