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the artist formerly known as stan they/she | 29

[chubbletea]

"are you okay" no I need dragons to be real

[cutecipher]

its okay to be cute btw

[cutecipher]

*releasing cute spores*

[cutecipher]

That's normal

[crazysodomite]

"i have free will" no you don't. My spore compels you.

[3000s]

my apologies mr mama

[3000s]

[g0thpuppyy]

a life update!! - 10/18/25

for those of you who are still following me and remember who i am after all these years - hello! i still think of many of you very fondly and hold the friendships that we had close to my heart, particularly if we had grown close at one point or another and youve been in my life since i was very young. i appreciate you very much!! i figured that it would be worth it to maybe give yall a little bit of an update on how things have been!

upon my return to tumblr, i immediately changed my URL from st4ndarsh because i no longer feel as much of a connection to south park as i once did. i dont really feel that call to fandom as much as i once did, at all, but i dont think thats generally been a negative thing.

the truth is, that im actually doing quite well! i know that i used to post a lot of really concerning things. ive found ways to deal with those brain gremlins in less chaotic ways, and ways that are more productive to my wellbeing and mental state, and it turns out that they dont include vagueposting online constantly.

i am now 29 years old, i am married to a very loving and stable man that i have two beautiful children with. i have a very fulfilling life as a stay at home mom by day, and an adult content creator by night, as well as partaking in the BDSM lifestyle with my polyamorous Dominant partner as often as i can.

i put as much of my energy into creating as i can, whether that be drawing, writing or creating content, as well as taking care of myself and my family, and i genuinely dont think that i could be happier with the way that things have gone for me. this is exactly where i wanted to be ten years ago.

thank you for reading all of this, if you made it this far. i just felt that it was time to share how things have been since i stopped interacting with this site, and thus, most of the people that ive known online for a really long time.

[dogpuppy]

[kaylmao]

hug seeking behavior

[exclipsensfw]

purity politics

(reposting this because tumblr deleted my blog funny enough for nsfw)

[exclipsensfw]

Someone sent me anon hate then reported every single one of my posts because of this post

[rars]

whatever man *walks outside of your render distance*

[yuriartillery]

it was nice seeing you at the devil's sacrament

[sexygrammaticalerrors]

[fuckyou-the-meower-youtookmyname]

Are they restocking the dead by daylight maps

[snailtongue]

[ID: Three gray fox cubs among the leaves and thicket.]

[houndmother]

i’m burning the candle at ends you’ve never heard of

[houndmother]

exactly

[mysticalcoffeequeen]

When you thought it would be easy peasy lemon squeezy but it turns out to be difficult difficult lemon difficult.

[switchnx]

Wait that’s actually really good, gonna pop this out of the tags

[itsreallystupid]

[teaboot]

[strawberrycatcrowbar]

[ireniggg]

I fuck wit title-only text posts. this shit is like talkin in an apartment hallway loud as fuck out the window

[miiilowo]

in the minecraft world do youthink people would use "they dug straight down" as code for someone dying

[miiilowo]

inthe minectraft world they would say someone spawned with a diamond hoe insteadof saying they were born with a silver spoon

[chekhovs-slinky]

In minecrsft world they say “what the nether” insead of “what the hell” and alex is a butch lesbian

[miiilowo]

and alex is a butch lesbian yeah

[rapidlydecayingcorpse]

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[helooproto]

[ghastlytboy]

i love you transgender internet perverts thank you for existing. if it weren’t for transgender internet perverts i’d have thought i was an unloveable freak forever

[ghastlytboy]

INCREDIBLE NEWS!!!!!: THE NOTES OF THIS POST ARE FILLED WITH AN ABUNDANCE OF TRANSGENDER INTERNET PERVERTS