Another Spinner

I would not give a dump for your perfection, excellency and qualities.

[sosuperawesome]

Embroidery Art by Carolina Torres on Etsy

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i rly hate the person bereavement turns me into tbh like clumsy and inelegant dont even cover it i am cloying and braying and take up too much space both physically and emotionally, i resent and reject every single emotional want or need i have and wish i could just be more inert and dignified in general.

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tfw yr mum's gp says your family's level of dysfunction is like nothing he's ever encountered in his career lmao

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i am completely sapped lol i literally can't deal w/ this many traumatic losses of people i love i just can't i spent two years trying to learn how to cope with the first series and actively working thru grief and guilt and flashbacks and whatnot but losing k this way feels like the last straw, i just cannot brightside my way through this one and i do not see any conceivable circumstance in which i will ever be properly happy again. and there is literally nothing anyone can say to make it better. merry christmas lmao ._. and it is 100% okay to unfollow me bcs i probs wouldnt want to be reading this level of fathomless gloom either on my cheerful fandom blogging platform so godspeed

[gauzythreads]

honestly feel like i'm circling the drain lads

[pr1nceshawn]

Cats Can Pretty Much Sleep Anywhere.

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I’ve been sewing up a storm and now have a facebook ( http://fb.me/ditsybairn ) and etsy ( https://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/ditsybairn ) page for the business I’m hoping to develop over the coming year focusing on vintage inspired baby clothes, bags and extras; please visit/like/share as your interest allows! ty so much :3

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had a really like mind numbing convo with the crisis team today about the semantics of ideation versus plans maybe i'm missing something straightforward how do i know if something was a "thought" versus a plan that i did not act on answers on a (sad) postcard

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something ppl tell you a lot when you lose a friend to suicide/esp if you express guilt is "you couldn't have done anything more" with the implication that some people are beyond help but tbh that is a bleak af thought when you yourself struggle w/ suicidal ideation a lot of the time lmao

[floresenelatico]

[yaaaayyy]

The Beach, Sally West, oil on canvas, 2015

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i just have a couple more bags to make and then this batch will be ready to be shipped!

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i already feel better like at least with my grandmother's ashes having been interred we can draw a line under the unfortunate era of life where my mother actually had to communicate w/ the more disruptive members of her side of the family

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we've been travelling for 8 hours on a journey that should have taken 5 lmao just roadworks and accidents and wrong turns everywhere life is full of trials

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if i sound rly uncharitable at the moment i just tbh probs was not well enough to make this trip like over the last 48 hours my mum and sis have wanted to discuss every avenue of our extensive family disfunction and i was on my last nerve and just kept crying and zoning out lmao. but this 2 shall pass, as gandalf once said (a joke)

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spending time w/ my mum and younger sis is always a pleasure but it also always ends with my mother weeping and apologising for raising us within an abusive relationship and a traumatically volatile household and i feel so bad

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also there is only one premium and one regular bag left in this batch! i will be restocking immediately after these ten are sent out, which should be early next week, but yeah almost sold out for now gosh