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she/her || 20/yo || borderline

[mylittlewonderland-dreaming]

In meinem Kopf ist die Hölle los

[firefightergirl-deactivated2024]

Ohne dich kann ich einfach nicht...

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B culture is wanting a mutually toxic relationship because you don't think it's possible for you to love and be loved without pain. It's not believing you can ever be warm without being set on fire

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[gefuelsmaedchen]

I fucking hate myself. Why can't I handle being abandoned? It feels like nobody likes me. My world is crashing down, I'm the same person as before, what's my fucking problem. It's not the person, it's the fact that someone in their life doesn't like me anymore. And this is normal, but why can’t I handle this emotion and feel like this wth???

[imjustvibingyaknow]

Having abandonment issues is so funny because someone will be like "I love you. I care for you. Your heart is safe with me. I won't leave you." And no matter what I'm just sitting there like "Sounds fake but okay."

[gefuelsmaedchen]

And I said hello Satan, ah I believe it is time to go. Me and the devil walkin‘ side by side.

- me and the devil (soap&skin)

[cassie-lmao]

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

[geceninbaligi]

I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes you have to lose all you have to find out who you truly are.”

— Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart

[cluster-b-culture-is]

bluster b culture is having an endlessly shifting identity and losing contact with your "original self", becoming numb

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[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is wanting to go off your meds bc life gets so boring when youre not doing impulsive stupid things

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[bpdcrybaby213]

Sometimes I get annoyed with myself when I'm doing okay, like what the fuck are you happy for? They're not gonna believe you're sick. So when I am not doing okay, they say "But you were fine yesterday..."

[border-meme]

This is the part of being Borderline I hate the most — Not knowing who the fuck I am. It’s feeling like I’ve died, and I’m so desperately trying to grab myself again. I remember my face and my smile then having that gut wrenching sinking feeling, that I’ve lost is all.

‘𝙹𝚊𝚛𝚑𝚗? 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚒𝚖, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜. 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖... 𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚜.'

[euneirophrenic]

How do i have no sense of identity and still manage to hate myself

[br0kendalias]

the urge to put myself in dangerous situations just to feel something

[ghoulsgoulsgouls]

“I am so sorry for hurting you while I was trying to hurt myself.”

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is wondering why it just never seems to be enough, why suddenly even the good life you dreamt of feels wrong. its constant dissatisfaction and the desire to keep starting over and over, a new version of yourself each time, because "just be yourself" is great advice unless you dont even know who you are or what you want to begin with

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[valentina-poem]