My last week being 23
Theres is a feeling the sense of acomplisment , it can be just doing exercise that was one of my goals throught last year.
I must say it made me feel good about myself being able to just run and overall I felt it gave me the structure I was lacking.
I also was motivated to meet new people and improve my relationships.
I dont know if I can say I have the best friends that movies talk about, I just ask God to help me be a better person to myself and to try to understand the people in my life .
These days I was daydreaming I dont like it
Its like I craving the attention of someone and it often doesnt lead me to good places .
I have this whatsoever friend and I dont really get him . Before making a final conclution I trying to recall everthing I know
Little details and that type stuff .
The things that makes me think I can be a friend to him and at the end he must have other friends idk . I am just guessing .
That Im not that special in his life .
When you know that i makes you think differently like a shift its not hate or dissapoiment i just the reality the raw nature of humans.
But you know the spine is there this week my mind was filled with that type of thoughts.
As I get older I try to let people be and show me who they are, I belive we all evolve for good o for bad . I stand in wanting to find one good friend idk someone that gets me . you know opening myself to the opportunity to find answers of can I still be able to make friends real ones ?
But I just want to grow inside in my heart .
I feel like sometimes I let people have to much space in my heart and mind .
