(31/8/2024): below is all old. all you need to know is that i go by any names you throw my way (current roster is: jihad, charlie, charliie, midas, miles, sci, perception, percie, & probably more) and that i use he/it & neos. zionists kindly kill yourselves; queer exclusionists & transmisogynists dni, and uh otherwise most everyone is allowed here. autistic and need tonetags a decent bit, #1 syria ch fan, & my ao3 is colorkill if you wanna read my stuff. i post mostly on @chariskris
just call me charliie or charlie. midas is okay but the other two are preferred.
he/it/joy/spir/doll + any other neos. masculine & entity/inanimate terminology.
we. also have a tendency to refer to ourselves with we/us/our rather than i/me/my. we don't know either.
if i ever refer to sneegsnag generation loss as my brother, just ignore it. i get attached to fictional characters to a point where i sometimes think of them as me in a different body/universe. that has happened with glcharlie.
HEAVILY glcharlie centric if that wasn't obvious from everything about this blog. he is me and i am him /j.
i don't really ever tag triggering content unless it's irl gore, or art, or writing (writing is not always tagged).
rant to me! i think its fun.
edit (2024/3/22) dni: dteam & forever supporters/fans, ed/sh blogs, terfs (& associated), zionists. if i don't like you i'll block you
edit (2024/2/6): ^ queer exclusionists fuck off!! blasts you w my aroallo transxeno nonbinary guy energy. 💥💥💥
my sp/ins mainly consist of genloss, utdr, & fnaf.
we spam-rb!
our ao3 is mikevictim.
all our mutuals are our friends. no you don't have a choice in this (lhj).
dividers are by @/benkeibear.
i am autistic. use tonetags with me if it's not too much of a hassle (/gen /npa).
we say slurs we can reclaim and don't tag them. we are trans + gay + brown + more.
we tag other fandom posting as [name]posting (i.e qsmpposting/utdrposting).
tumblr eats our notifs a lot, if you see an eaten ask or note and we commonly interact, it's probably from us.
(2024/2/6): we've got some undiagnosed mental illness & might complain about it sometimes. projection is our strong suit so look out for that if you don't like it
Because Tumblr is very English speaking and some ppl like France a little too much I just want to remind you of a few things:
- France abolished the Code Noir 2 months ago. That law project that said hey you can enslave, mutilate, kill, cross breed, etc. black people at will bc they're not people they're property ? Yeah. Abolished 2 months ago. We are in July 2026.
- the last human zoo closed its doors in 1994 in France due to social pressure. Not bc they were running out of business, no. Ppl still visited that place until it closed its doors. No, it was bc (black) French people were fed up. That human zoo was specialized in displaying black (presumed Congolese) people in fake huts in enclosures, for white entertainment.
- now while this might no longer be the case, when I was growing up, I went to a French school (as in. It was an international French School w the French flag n all) and the way we were taught French geography was that France has the biggest and largest access to the sea in the world. And they'd show us a map of France and its colonies around the world. It's all occupied indigenous lands. I don't know if they still teach that. I hope not. But they absolutely did until I graduated high school in 2017. Again, I write this on July 21st 2026, for the record.
Anyways that's all I have for now. Y'all don't hate France enough. Y'all need to hate France more.
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it’s kind of crazy that “he has a sadness in his eyes you only see in Eastern European gay porn” took off, because the joke is, like, exclusively about people being sexually exploited due to miserable economic conditions.
Unfortunately to the majority of this site Eastern Europe is not actually a real place full of actual human beings, instead a vague concept where everything's grey and miserable and (to the slightly less ignorant) full of violent ethnic tensions, and if you try to explain why that's the popular Western conception of the place and why things got so miserable from the late 80s onward they'll just call you a tankie
with the way white imperial core countries talk of refugees one wouldn't assume its actually turkey and iran as only two countries hosting the largest refugees populations of the world and not the over 40 white majority countries
and anti refugee sentiment does certainly exist in both turkey and iran! but the reason it wasn't them who became the face of the global fascist "let's put displaced non white victims in camps then kill them or just immediately drown them" movement or sentiment is blatantly imperialism and racism
Things you can do to help someone while they're in psychosis in a psych ward:
Bring them necessities like soap and clothing and good toothbrushes. After being forced into gowns for a while it's really nice to be able to wear something personal and comfy. It's also nice to take care of yourself when coming back to reality. When realizing you haven't washed in ages a good shower is beyond awesome
Bring things to distract them like books and magazines that suit their interests. Hospitals can be incredibly boring. They can also most certainly feel like jail. It's brutal sometimes. These places have the bare minimum and any little bit of this helps a lot
Visit to show moral support even when they can't communicate or keep their eyes open from sedation. Physical company helps a lot of the time
Accompany them for walks when permitted. Feeling the wind or seeing trees or stars after being unable to for a long time is priceless
Keep them company by calling them after visiting hours end
Gift them coffee or comfort food. They can be big sources of endorphins. Something yummy will always be yummy no matter how detached from the world you get... provided things like delusions don't get in the way
Remain calm if they lose their composure. It personally tended to help me ground myself or lessen the panic I was having. People who were reactionary to me in a negative way defeated the purpose of being around me at the time
Show good vibes. When living a mental nightmare this can help improve state of mind or even delusions and hallucinations. Like even a smile can help tons ngl
Keep patient and don't take things personally. I had my own mother and doctors yelling at me because I wasn't acting the way they liked and it made things so so much worse
Understand that someone unwell might have a long grueling road of recovery ahead of them. Best thing to do is accept them regardless of what occurs
Advocate for their personal needs such as dietary preferences
This of course is all dependent on what's allowed at the psych ward
it is really such a big ass shame that i wasnt born knowing the full history of every country in the world and all of their geopolitical relations and who lives there and where they came from and what their culture is like and what unites them and what their food is like and what writers lived there and what music was born there and what its like at the borders with each of their neighbors and when the current government as it stands today was formed and what came before it and who set it up and why and what theyve experienced. et cetera
all the teams have been dissolved and recongealed into sort of one organism. the players are normal - the change has not been biological - but a sacred vow of some sort has been undertaken
all the games now take on more the appearence of roiling waves crashing into eachother ceaslessly. and the roster of each team seems to have been randomised. seems to be constantly rerandomised
sometimes mid game, players will step off and others will step back on, or will seem to have switched sides, once, and then twice, and then again and again.
adherents of the sport, which we have been asked to not name, have told us that this is all not the correct framing. in truth all the players are the same. no one is changing place and all are. wr are asked to cease to observe any individual part of the game and rather percieve it as an endless self balancing process of two diametrically opposed forces.
