in hell, looking up at heaven

side blog for reblogs and yapping. Main is @ghosstbird • 22 years old • They/She • Brazilian 🇧🇷 • PT-BR/ENG •‼️Don't follow if you're under 16!! I'm an old rag and not comfortable with having a younger audience!! ‼️

[magical-kid-red]

Remembered this post and thought about these two

[dumyhead]

[altades]

Can you feel something missing?

[llaloyd-draws]

Thought I'd post some of my Dispatch fanart might post the rest eventually 🤔

Drawn on 06.12.25

Commissions are open, link in bio...

[gooseworx]

Do you have any fun facts about my beautiful majestic gorgeous amazing stunning queen Ragatha??

She 100% referred to Zooble exclusively as she/her the first few weeks of them being there, and once she learned they were nonbinary from everyone else, she apologized relentlessly for three solid days.

[lilyeka]

[gooseworx]

What would happen if Kaufmo didn't interrupt Jax and Ribbit's talk?

Something dreadfully homosexual.

[ghosstbirdie]

Shout out to everyone that relates to Ivan in some way. Shout out to the people that relate to his insecurities, to his fragile sense of self, to his anger issues, to his controlling tendencies, to his struggles with his own sexuality, to his loss of a family member, to his suicidal behavior. Shout out to all of the people who don't talk about it because they're scared others will assume they're an abuser.

[ghosstbirdie]

While reading through the phighting wiki, I was pleasantly surprised to find out that Subspace canonically has chronic pain. I have chronic pain as well and it's very rare to see characters with that condition so this makes me feel very seen :DD

[octylish]

My cross to bear

[euchrewane]

just drawing anything atp

[ghosstbirdie]

CW menção a suicídio

Quando eu joguei Bad Things pela primeira vez eu genuinamente achava que o Ivan poderia se recuperar e que ele não iria se matar mas daí o Ivan foi lá e calou a boca de todo mundo que acreditou nele

[ghosstbirdie]

I wonder if Ivan could be considered an unreliable narrator.

The story is told mostly from his POV, and although there were signs of Ivan's toxicity early on, it's not until scene 11 that it becomes obvious that Ivan had been abusing Andrew.

(source)

[moth-sauce]

"sickness, self-portrait" 10x10 acrylic on canvas

about feeling defined by illness and disability, and that all I'll ever be is a sick person trying to masquerade as something more.

[ghosstbirdie]

I think bad things is actually a great commentary on how toxic masculinity directly impacts men's mental health cause. just fucking look at Ivan.

[hiddenmisc]

Happy pride chat

[t0byinthesky]

I'm fascinated by how the animators for TADC handle Caine's impossible anatomy so well. There's so much to balance and they've somehow engineered a solution for his expressions to hold during speech.

I also traced Caine answering the phone from episode 4 to demonstrate his phonemes and mouth shapes.