dm is going to kill us to death with weapons bruh
one player covered a shift forgetting we were playing today forcing the start time back two hours
i didnt finish my level up until an hour before we were supposed to start
one player didnt finish their level up until after we were supposed to start and then had to drive to where theyre going to play
and the final player is genuinely asleep right now
holy shit guys. i need to send our dm an edible arrangement or something i think this qualifies as terrorism
so it got canceled. i feel fucking awful. because now everybody feels bad and i cant do anything about it. and i know sleeping player is going to wake up mortified and probably have a breakdown. dm is frustrated and sad, working player is frustrated and upset, sleeping player is going to be beside himself, driving player and i feel awkward as hell.
i feel like such a bad friend. i had two months to get my character leveled up and i didnt. and i feel like a worse friend and hypocritical for being frustrated and upset at my fellow players for not being ready. they're all employed of course they have stuff in the way but at the same time like. dude.
and i cant fix ANY OF IT. i cant even take the dm out of ice cream or something because of the whole "opposite sides of the country" thing. this is probably the most emotionally distressed i have been in months. im genuinely having to use the skills i learned in outpatient bruh.
