I can't be alone with my own thoughts.
Sometimes I wish that I was stupid because ignorance is bliss. Being as smart as I am hinders me because I understand what's going on in the world, and I understand how awful humankind is. I can't be alone because this is all I think about. There are an infinite amount of universes out there; ours is just one. We are nothing but a tiny blip on Earth's time line. When I say we, I mean the whole human race, starting with Australopithecus. We are nothing, we mean nothing, and we have no purpose. Now can you imagine a tiny voice in your head telling you this whenever you're alone? This is what I go through on a day to day basis. This is why I'm almost never sober (whether I'm drinking or smoking weed) because these substances quiet these thoughts. Life sucks, and then you die.















