Golden Condition

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Idiot Shaped; Spit Death (fig. 19)

Idiot Shaped; Spit Death (fig. 19) May 31 - June 2 For my mom and someone else.

I wrote most of this last year, in the 40 hours before my mom passed. Earlier that week I was explaining the story and characters in the album to her, and G-d bless, I did not have to explain the joke behind the name Dr. Silvertable - mom instantly knew it was supposed to suggest Dr. Ag, as in the play direction, Dr.Ag - dressed as girl. She offered some input on my ideas and I took it and changed a few things later in day after she passed.

Despite the title, the rough story and sketch of this album was done a year prior, she listened to me go on about it and offered input despite the current situation - and that was probably the most bad ass thing I have ever seen.

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It's been a year since my mother passed. She preferred mum to mom, Nietzsche much much much more than Rand, enjoyed Anais Nin and Marquis de Sade in equal measure; she had little love for classic American literature but greatly enjoyed the work of Byron, Wilde, and Camus. Madonna over Abdul and later Gaga over Perry - forever and always loved David Bowie and Prince. More than that, she always encouraged what could be called my art and interest; and she definitely took immense joy in my oddities and promoting every strain of thought that could possibly make me more odd. Mostly though, despite her mistakes, she did teach and encourage me to always engage in a slightly more than healthy level of self-absorption, because the world is not always worth taking in, even less so if a person can't find themselves interesting enough to merit an interesting world. I am enough like her and enough like her favorite Camus protagonist to not miss her, but I do miss someone always getting the jokes in my music. The last album I wrote before she passed was written for her,."Idiot Shaped; Spit Death" had several super esoteric references in it and I never even had to explain the joke behind the character Dr. Ag to her. She helped me punch up bits of the story so that it was slightly less dour even though she knew that it was a story that had been in the works for over a year, and was now a story colored by the current situation. I guess I will listen to The Stranger by Camus and work on this new album, she would beat my ass if I fucked around any longer abstaining from music.

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THE GREAT NOONTIDE. (1-8)

Idiot Shaped; noontide (fig. 27)

01. little thirst 02. to never weary (the old noontide) 03. delicate wind 04. about the hour - 05. earth agate (Dendritic) 06. that without itself 07. Strange Souls + Wells Eternal 08. Time is a line tangential. - 09. time agate (Turritella) 10. drink my soul 11. Happiness + Golden Sadness 12. The best point of the Lowest Astronomical Tide - 13. The first drop on this Earth's things 14. NOW - DO WE DESIRE 15. finally will (the great noontide) 16. ardent love

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not there//here_13 + and. xvpxforngvatf_1 Freed auschwitz prisoner beating a freshly detained nazi on the skull over wolf teeth and values.

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not there//here_13+and. search//deny_1-4

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not there//here_13/1

not there//here_Gold/1-5

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I’ll tag this later when I figure out why I look so fucking fat in this. I think I have just been awake for so long that my bones are soggy. I woke up like 2 days ago excluding a 2 hour nap yesterday. Team no sleep.

God, my face. wtf. Anyway, thanks, download my shit or I am just going to make Tshirts.

[bekanicolex]

Sad Girls.

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me every time I think about the pretty fucking cool Lana Del Rey - Ultraviolent remix album I did that soundcloud made me pull.

It’s really pretty dope. It has a really fucked up, chopped and screwed remix of sad girl on it that is like 15 mins long.  Klanapin Death Ray - Ultraviolet.

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neo-nazi nitwits are not, and never will be, tolerated here.

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quite a few people requested prints of this, so it’s now available in my Redbubble and Society 6 stores

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This is my gender, sexual orientation,  race, and religion. Wolf eating nazis.

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Erik Sadist - Youth War Dance 

01. Youth War Dance No. 1

02. Youth War Dance No. 2 

03. Youth War Dance No. 3 

Warped and fucked, chopped and screwed, maligned and abused interpretations of the music of Erik Satie. He is a major influence on my work and I have always kind of thought of myself as doing a similar to him, not in quality - but in purpose. Music that exist to fill up space. This idea has been in my head since I made a joke about it a few months, but I guess tonight I test my imagined process for the concept and solidified my desire to complete it. 

[left-reminders]

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“Just reason with the nazis guys, it will change them!”

2017: The year liberals became nazi sympathizers.

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Guys. I found Saw’s true origin.

[pussysista-deactivated20170521]

Me

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Miss Donald Trumps America.

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Beautiful.

[mcgama]

Nazi Richard Spencer getting punched in the face by an #antifa hero. #J20 #DisruptJ20

(source: x)

[sesherhesher]

wholesome video

[note-a-bear]

That’s fucking beautiful

[goodmorningleftside]

Big up to this person. Good job.

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This is beautiful. You could almost say he was... coldcucked.

This antifa comrade is a fucking hero though. For a split second his hand fulfilled the wish of a great number of people.

[afloweroutofstone]

[anarchist-left]

That’s so incredibly on point.

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It’s beautiful.

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Post where I further condemn Democrats, Neoliberals and the Team Clinton Excuse makers.

I am calling bullshit on Fivethirtyeight and their Sanders/Sanders Supporters blaming report.

More Sanders primary supporters voted for Hillary in the general  than than Hillary supporters voted for Obama in the general. Besides, if Sanders supporters were so detrimental, then why are Bernie and his backers the only people out there right now? Hillary is AWOL, and the rest of the Dems are not pretending nothing happened are continually growing their list of excuses Hillary lost.

Hillary did not go to a single Union Hall in Michigan, she did not go to Wis once and she and her party continually undermined and sabotaged Sanders and belittled his supporters.

This is all more consumerist, neoliberal, bank-backed propaganda aimed at demoralizing the actual Leftist who seek to prevent far right policy and demand actual policy for the people from the Democratic party and the Neoliberal warmongering, child killing, glad handers. Fuck them and fuck their sponsors.

Brace yourselves for some serious Black Bloc action you thieves and liars.