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Gets him such a big shanesmile too .
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cannot believe you shouldnt be smoking You shouldnt be talking :/ Is real . Ur just a hole
Gets him such a big shanesmile too .
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Obviously it is well known that I am a big supporter of canon divergent shower scenes where Ilya is just a bit pushier,,, but now I'm adding Ilya not clocking Shane's anxiety around bottoming for the first time, so they actually have sex after Ilya coaxes Shane onto his stomach to the pushy fuck boy mythos,,, what a world what a world 😵💫😵💫
YESSSSSSSSSSSS!! YESSSS!!!!!!!!
also delicious scenario where ilya does clock it but doesn't back off the way he does. kind of reads the room and the scenario and goes "but what if you are ready now, hollander?"
and of course this is also perfect for a "come on hollander, you don't want? is fine. why dont i fuck you just a little? just the tip? not everything, hmm?"
ilya can still fuck him really nicely and sweetly :) he can just do it maybe when shane needs some convincing :)))
"if yr stabbed dont take the knife out" okay so thats basiclaly cockwarming
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shane + having crushes on guys who are mean to him #myshane
teenshane . having crushes on the guys that chirp at him . On the guys that are rough w him on the ice because they can tell how good he is 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 confusedshane
something i think a lot about w shane is Everyone is really nice to him . Like he is really good + nice + perfect and everyone knows it. he is constantly fishing for compliments and praise because He deserves it he really is that good . But all of it is hollow + meaningless to himmmmm
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It really boggles me though that someone could reblog my post which is entirely about the dubious-consent-as-romance-novel-trope element of Heated Rivalry with a "I agree, but I don't think they're kinky at all."
That person was blocked, by the way, for a few reasons, but they apparently live rent-free in my head, because:
...what do you think that dubious-consent-as-romance-trope IS?
The idea of someone being able to look at you and immediately know that, despite your protestations and show of reluctance, you really do actually want this, is a KINK fantasy.
It's specifically a D/s trope, because it involves the dominant overruling/ignoring the express wishes of the submissive for his own (with the unspoken understanding that the submissive is into it). Dubcon and CNC are D/s fantasies.
And honestly, there are a lot of kinks packed into those five episodes. Off the top of my head, I can think of examples for: obedience, exhibitionism, voyeurism, manhandling, orgasm denial/teasing, cockwarming, glasses, roleplay, and cnc.
I do get why a casual non-kinkster might not see it this way, because it is different from the tawdry, showy version we tend to see in themed HBO shows or police procedurals. We don't see whips and chains and leather suits (possibly because, with four or five encounters a year and never staying the night, they don't have TIME for that shit. Also, how do you explain having that in your luggage if you get searched at the airport? These men ARE famous, remember.)
But I shouldn't be able to list 9 kinks off the top of my head, if this series was really vanilla. And if the idea of these guys being kinky bothers you, then maybe you should do some contemplating about why that is.
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kinda inspired by this post by @creamsiclemelt and also by the tpe posts by @mybloodstream-caffeine
recently have been thinking about hollanov and their dynamic and the whole Total Power Exchange of it all. as in, shane is giving his sexual power and autonomy to ilya, but ilya isn't giving his sexual power and autonomy to shane. so like. ilya can make as many rules as he wants, make shane do whatever he wants (and shane will like it) but shane can't tell ilya what to do ever (only inside the bounds of their sexual relationship of course he can safeword). ilya can punish shane whether he did something wrong or not, but shane can never punish ilya, no matter how mean or irrational ilya is being.
i've been thinking about ilya proving this to shane. small or grand actions that he takes every once in a while to make sure that shane knows that ilya can do whatever he wants to shane and shane would just have to take it. it's not every day, that would beat the point. it's just, well, whenever he wants. thinking about ilya promising shane orgasms, but changing his mind at the last minute and leaving shane sobbing and desperate. thinking about ilya making shane get up to do various difficult unnecessary tasks for no other reason or use other than ilya wanted him to, then making him undo all his work. thinking about ilya asking shane what he wants (whether it be a sex position or what movie they watch) and then not doing it. thinking about ilya forcing shane to eat a mcdonald's meal while eating one of shane's brown rice, chicken and broccoli meals right in front of him. thinking about him making shane say thank you for forcing him to eat it. thinking about ilya fucking shane in a position he doesn't like, but making him like it. thinking about ilya deciding to come up with a random rule for shane, just so he can punish shane for breaking it because he just looks so pretty when he cries. thinking about shane, confused and angry and so so turned on, trying to reason with ilya and getting punished for talking back.
shane can be the best, most obedient and helpful super sub in the whole wide world, but it'll never stop ilya from doing shit like this. because this really isn't about punishment. it isn't about shane being good or bad (though that is a part of it). it's about power. the only person with power in this dynamic is ilya. the only thing that matters is what ilya wants. what shane wants isn't even on the table. and this, ironically enough, is what brings shane the most comfort. since his choices and desires don't matter and ilya will do whatever he wants anyway, he can just let go and trust ilya to take care of him in the aftermath. no more thinking, no more decisions. just letting go and letting ilya guide him through life. it's the most at peace he's ever been.
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what's important to remember about the 'we didn't even kiss' unsent text is that shane is not mad at ILYA about the sex they had. he leapt readily into the sex, slutty arch that ensnared millions on display etc.
no, shane's in the elevator, biting his lips red, wishing it was ilya's spit he was tasting and he is mad at HIMSELF for wanting to be kissed, for wanting MORE and recognizes (by ilya setting the tone of the sex as competitive -- not personal, by his own estimation of their relationship) that what sex they SHOULD/MUST be having according to the twin torture nexus is not sex where they kiss each other like they need each other's mouth to breathe. 'we didn't even kiss' is 'i, shane hollander, once again want something i cannot have, because that is what i do, lug around a want so ugly and so loud and so mighty that i fear people can read it at a glance across 200 ft of cold, powdery ice.'
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i'm a girl now
peasant visionary: & then it stood before me, a towering wheel of flame that beheld me with 10,000 shimmering eyes!
me: idk man it still sounds like an ocular migraine
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i have been having Thoughts about the "kennel in the living room but no dog" quote. anya being a fake dog is sooo funny but then i was thinking. what if shane didn't know either.
all i can imagine is shane visiting ilya in ottawa (pretending they actually have a few days together) for the first time in a while and seeing a dog crate with a bed immediately after getting through the front door and going "you got a dog???" very confused and upset and ilya just smiling and replying "yes. very good boy, his name is shane."
and all shane can do is drop to his knees when ilya says "sit."
surprise it's pet play! but ilya secretly priming shane for it. using good boy more often. mentioning wanting to do shane doggy style loudly and obnoxiously every night they're together for months literally fucking shane like "yeah you like doggy huh? good boy" buying shane a thick chain necklace (his very first collar) and telling him good boys need to wear pretty jewelry so everyone knows who they belong to (chain stays ON during doggy). giving shane simple commands. "come here" "stay" "sit" shane doesnt notice he's too busy being eager to please. making little comments like "oh you're so horny what are you going to do hump my slippers like a dog?" "look at you humping the air like a dog"
shane doesnt even notice it. doesnt even realize it until he's in ottawa on his hands and knees barking. it all rushes back to him and he's like 'wtf that asshole made me his dog without me even realizing'
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ilya promising shane that he’ll get a reward if he’s a good boy and doesn’t come until they see each other again. calling him and dirty talking in his ear and making shane send him pictures of how hard he is and making him cry because he’s so desperate it hurts.shane almost breaks a few times but ilya keeps promising it’ll all be better once he earns his reward.
they meet up after a game and shane is so sure ilya is going to make it all worth the wait, it’s going to feel so good now that ilya is about to finally let him come. and then ilya pulls out a little box. “i said I would get you a nice reward, yes?”
shane opens it. he’s not sure what he’s seeing inside. a couple of pieces of curved metal and… a lock?
“is called a cock cage. this way, you will not even have to worry about touching your little dick, it will be locked up all nice and safe for me so you can be good. what do you say?”
“thank you, sir.”
ilya explains that they're going to have to get him soft so he can fit in the cage, which will be hard for a slut like him. and how could we do that?
"you could let me come?" shane says, and he knows it's not going to work but he has to try. "just once, before you lock me up? please?"
ilya gives him a very stern look. "shane. you know i like denying you, yes? that it makes me come harder?"
"yes, sir."
"well. don't be so selfish." and he goes to get the ice.