[sapphyshipseverything]

Chapters: 4/7 Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov Additional Tags: Control Issues, Autistic Shane Hollander, Under-negotiated Kink, Dom/sub, Not Actually Unrequited Love, POV Shane Hollander, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder, Shane Hollander's Yearning Bottom Eyes, Canon Autistic Character, yeah yeah the ep 2 vegas scene we all wanna write angst about it, Shane baby you know you aren’t Atlas you don’t have to hold the world’s weight on your shoulders, Consent King Ilya Rozanov, Bottom Shane Hollander, Top Ilya Rozanov, Anal Sex, Shane hollander be kind to yourself challenge, Miscommunication, honestly kind of a character study on Shane and his autism and how it affects how he interacts with the world, Self-Esteem Issues, situationship era hollanov, Shane Hollander in Subdrop, the comfort is coming I swear they just have to be emotionally stunted for a bit first, Shane Hollander Character Study, Oral Sex, Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander Needs a Hug, filling in the gaps of the ep 4 opening montage Summary:

As a professional athlete, his body is literally built for endurance. It’s kind of part of his job description, really, something that he specifically trains for, to be good at enduring things most people would balk at. What he personally feels about the specifics of that process is secondary to the goal of being the best hockey player he can possibly be.

The thing with Rozanov starts off as something different. Tentatively, Shane had allowed himself to hope that this could become a part of his life not to be endured but enjoyed, maybe. The CCM shoot, the 2011 All Stars game, Shane’s apartment in Montreal the first time Shane had… Well, to say Shane enjoys himself in each case would be an understatement. It had shocked him, how good sex could feel when you wanted to be there. He had almost forgotten what it was like to want something, something other than hockey, until somehow, without any conscious decision on his part, his whole body had been consumed with wanting his arch-rival.

(Or, an autistic Shane Hollander character study that follows the timeline of the show)

[childweanedonpoison]

here's the vision, because i like my kink sort of insane and possibly unsafe:

it's july at the cottage and shane is in socks, boxers & nothing else in front of the net of his private rink, and the whole thing is that ilya must do accuracy shots full stregth and, of course, not hit him. sort of.

so ilya's hitting puck after puck and shane's supposed not to move, except they've agreed that ilya will hit him, at some point, not too hard, somewhere on his ass or upper back, where he can't hit any delicate organs, so he's jolting with every smack of the blade, hard as fuck, and ilya's sort of taunting him, in his sexy condescending way, ohh, hollander, mr three stanley cups, afraid of a puck?

and shane is doing his best to keep still but the adrenaline is rushing through his veins and he's getting cold and his cock is spurting precome with each shot and it doesn't help that is wearing his favourite plug and is clenching, rhythmically, expecting pain, whole body taut and tense, and instead getting wave after wave of pleasure.

and when ilya finally, finally does hit him it's like a paddling or a spanking. the first puck grazes his right flank and he's thinking, holy shit i'm going to come. and then ilya slapshots the hardest puck yet and it misses him, of course it does, ilya would never hurt him like that, but he can't relax, and his cock is blurting precome, an embarassing steady leak, and ilya asks:

should i hit between your asscheeks, hollander? right against the plug in your ass?

shane knows ilya will not miss. and he's shivering, all over, almost violently, and it's fear, yes, it is, fuck, but it's also anticipation, it's this need and his want, he wants it wants it wants it wants it. whatever ilya wants, he wants too. he's his to to spoil and to hurt. whatever he wants. as long as ilya touches, cock hands and tongue but even like this. even like this. hockey is everything, isn't it?

so, says ilya, ask for it.

please, shane but sobs. pleasepleaseplease

and ilya watches him struggle to stay still, his shoulders jumping, muscles tensing, and thinks, mine. when he does swing, he does not miss, and shane is coming hard and hurt, untouched, in his boxers, his and his alone, and finally he does touch him, lips and tongue and teeth.

hockey is everything and so is shane. mine, ilya thinks, mine. and drags him out of the rink to bend him over the barrier, the cum-stained boxers stuffed in his mouth, and finally, finally slides home inside him.

[gaygoatshane]

shane being all "i can't! we have a game tonight!" and "no! it's a terrible idea" but also getting dressed to leave the hotel room to go to ilya. yeah i know what you are

[penandinkprincess]

sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "mmmhmmm okay yeah i see we both interpreted that differently based on what the show gave us, but i see how you arrived at your ideas even if they're different from mine," and then sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "brother what show did you even fucking watch"

[aenigmatica]

bitches will be like “i miss him so much” and this is who they’re talking about

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

the thing about ilya is that he is so funny and beautiful.... and he is so sad.....

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

@shaneposting and his dad is so hard on him....

[sapphyshipseverything]

My google doc is filled with so many fic ideas which sounds great until you realise most of them are just *song lyric title* and then like three sentences worth of the vaguest outline imaginable

[lizormianillustration]

even anxious pups need the moon

orbiter- noah kahan

[ranrandraws]

just finished s1 and i feel so many things …

this piece was inspired by @/asntde :)

[circusheart]

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

[firstprinced]

[bugslibraryy]

Ilya teaching over eager Shane during the hookup era how to deep throat cock, his thumb hooked inside Shane’s cheek, hand on the back of his neck low voice coaching him through it because Shane had managed to mumble out a “want to do that” when Ilya had taken him to the back of his throat, nose pressed to Shane’s groin as he had swallowed swallowed swallowed him down. Ilya groaning and whispering “good boy” and “nice and messy, make it easier” and “that’s it, breath through your nose and keep going slow take all of it, relax your jaw and let me fill your throat, feel where it belongs”Shane going to fucking molasses over it, his mouth and throat so full and all the instruction and praise making his heart all horny and achy too.

[bugslibraryy]

Ok wait I fell victim to no post night shift nap and passed out but I’m back ! Because I need to say that when Shane gags, because he does- and not a sexy sounding gag but like he thinks oh I’m getting it and he pushes forward too much too fast and like gags hard and has to pull off to swallow against a following gag pushing up his throat- he’s like terrified a little. Because Shane has had bad sex- in terms of, sec he couldn’t perform in and he’s having flashbacks of not being able to get hard for his high-school girlfriends wandering hand and the fucking fear and panic of disappointing someone. But Ilya just clicks his tongue and rubs his thumb over Shane’s mouth and is cupping his jaw in one hand and drawing him up and leaning down to meet Shane half way. He nuzzles their lips together ans kisses next to Shane’s nose. “Ah. Should have known, mr competitive. There is no Stanley cup for sucking cock Hollander, just making me feel good and you feel good da?” And his other hand is rubbing over Shane’s chest, fingers working his nipple in a way that’s making him shivery and keeping him hard.

“Yeah?” Ilya asks and Shane just blinks because his eyes are burning and they aren’t tears not really and then Ilya I asking, “we are good at making you feel good yes? And making me feel good yes?” And to that Shane nods because yes. “Mm then, let me show you this trick too Hollander, how good it feels for both of us” he kisses Shane’s mouth twice and pulls back, gripping his cheeks tighter before softening his touch.

Shane stays where Ilya has pulled him, still on his knees. “You like being good, so be good and listen to me” Ilya whispers and it feels warm, like praise and Shane says “okay” and Ilya says “you want it again?” And Shane nods, flushing and says “yes” and then “please” and Ilya groans and he’s rubbing his cock over Shane’s mouth before pushing in, thumb gently hooking the corner of his mouth. “Like this da? Let me give you it Hollander, you can take it, so good at taking me inside, here too just relax now and breath” and Shane breaths and focuses on relaxing is jaw, throat, eyes closed and Ilya is giving him little by little. It makes Shane whole body buzz to go slow, but he does, inch by inch as given to him by Ilya.

“There we go” Ilya mutters half to himself and Shane shivers when he feels Ilya in the back of his throat, takes a slow breath instead of letting it spasm, thinks about the wet hot warm pleasure of taking Ilya inside his hole and how he’s made to take it. He is. “Ah. Fucking pretty” Ilya whines and it makes Shane’s ears tingle, cock so fucking hard it’s dripping onto the carpet below him. “Doing good Hollander, fuck. You love it, being good at things, good at my cock” and Shane nods, swallows and lets Ilya sink him all the way down, until he gags soft, able to swallow and relax and breath.

He stays pin still when he finds a point he can hold Ilya, where his mind whites out and his body starts to fall away from anywhere but where he is holding the shape and weight and size of Ilya, where the saliva is pooling at his lips and chin already.

Ilya’s words are Russian then, cooing low and his hand not hooked by his thumb into the heat of Shane is combing through the top of his hair and then down over the back of his head, petting rhythmically and Shane just sinks and sinks and sinks, heard Ilya mutter “of course, perfect here too” before he cums hands free, messy shooting hot drips that he doesn’t even feel rip through him like an orgasm but more crash through him sweet like a wave and pulling him deeper under tide tide tide. Ilya whines, some of Shane’s cum had hit his feet, shins and he pets Shane’s cheek, warm palm rubbing. He slides his thumb out and traces his wet mouth perfect deep seal.

“Fuck, you’re dripping” Ilya praises and Shane thinks he means his cock but then he feels Ilya’s hand under his chin, smearing wet saliva from under his bottom lip over his throat and down his chest.

Shane’s hard again or maybe never was soft and it makes him fuss, rock his hips and the shifting makes him gag, a small splutter and Ilya is easing him up up. Shane fucking whiiiines at the loss and shakes his head and hands fly up to grip at Ilya’s thighs and Ilya croons, hand cups the side of his face and thumb rubs at his earlobe on the right. “Just half, just half Hollander, god. Then you can have it again. Such a good slut” and Shane is appeased, hums when Ilya’s hand tangles with one of his own.

“Mm just like this, slow and take it all, make that needy cock make a mess for me again and then I’ll fill your throat yes?” Shane’s ears are ringing but he’s nodding, breathing in slow through his mouth and waiting for Ilya to help him bring his head down again, to find that point of total fullness again. Just like they both need.

[hothockey]

ilya scruffing shane to comfort both of them..............

[metamatar-deactivated20250401]

hello mutual before you gossip or vaguepost please send me a 2 page dossier in the dms. thanks. much appreciated.

[hothockey]

shane's hands gently twisting ilya's hair while ilya dozes with his head in shane's lap.....ilya's nose nuzzling behind shane's ear while shane dozes spooned in ilya's arms........many are saying this....

[sapphyshipseverything]

serial dilutions | 1/2 | 4.3k

[shallergies, Shane Hollander is allergic to Ilya's cum, crack treated seriously, angst]

“S’not the cleanser,” Shane says. Ilya frowns, confused. “No? What else could it be? Nothing else has touched your face tonight except–” Shane opens his eyes again just in time for the penny to drop, for his own horror to be reflected back at him on Ilya’s handsome face. “No, it can’t be.” “It is.” “No.” “It has to be, Ilya,” Shane says miserably, wishing there was some hole in his own logic but knowing there isn’t. “It started burning as soon as you, um, finished. And then when I ran in here to wipe it off, the welts were in the same pattern as where you’d, y’know…” Shane trails off, cheeks now heating from embarrassment on top of everything else. “As where my cumshot had landed on your face,” Ilya finishes dryly, though his smile quickly fades. “Fuck, Shane.” “I know.” “I really got you good," he murmurs, his thumb tracing along the worst welt that bisects Shane’s cheek, his touch featherlight. “It would almost be beautiful if you weren’t in pain, no?”

inspired by this text post and @penandinkprincess 's excellent shallergies verse!

[shanehollandertwentyfour]

For science, I tallied the number of on-page blowjobs given by Shane and Ilya in Heated Rivalry and The Long Game.

🥇Ilya Rozanov sucked Shane's dick 10 times (with one bonus ball-sucking, and two ass-eatings)

🥈Shane Hollander sucked Ilya's dick 9 times (but came while giving head to Ilya one time, which feels like it should count for two, plus one ass-eating)

May they even the score in Unrivaled.