Welcome To My Nightmare

Female. 37. Gothy, Creepy, and Nerdy. Shipper extraordinaire. Daydreamer. Occasional artist. Southern belle, ya'll. Deeply in love. Strange and unusual. =)

[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[writebythecside]

Now That's What I Call Fallout Textposts: Ghoulcy Special Edition 2.5

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[gothicsouthernbelle]

Takin' cool pictures around the Commonwealth.

Just admiring the view ;)

[mayorofgoodneighbor]

“It's all about the people, understand? They're freaks, misfits, and troublemakers, and that's why I love 'em.”

[starlitsecrets]

Remember when joining fandom as a younger person meant lurking for a bit and figuring out the vibe and etiquette instead of coming in on day one and calling people weirdos for liking weirdo shit in the weirdo factory.

[dreadpiratesilas]

[nocturnal-nora]

I love the internet man

[steampunkforever]

I would still use my turn signals in the Mad Max Wasteland. They'd call me "Signal" because I'd hit my blinker before ramming the enemy hot rods into the side of a desert ravine. I'd use my turn signal every time. They would respect me for this.

[kraken17]

"That is Signal, the Last Follower of the Old Law."

[bitterballin]

My body is my temple. Ancient and crumbling. Probably cursed and haunted.

[iamallybee]

When you tell your friend a really bad pun;

[abouquetofdaylillies-deactivate]

Pre-menstrual depression is always depicted as like "He He! I had a box of icecream bars and cried while watching the Titanic!" But in reality, it's more like, "I'm standing the edge of an abyss. There is nothing good inside of me, I'm filled with rage and desperation."

It's crazy that being told how to deal with that is never a part of anyone's menstrual sex education.

[headspace-hotel]

This has already been said in the notes, but if PMS causes extreme depression and even suicidal ideation, that is in fact something that most people do not experience and it can be treated

Like for the majority it really is "oh i'm hungrier and moodier than usual"

^this should be a part of sex education so the point still stands

[godesssiri]

I went to my doctor after I was walking to work one morning and saw a bus coming and actually took a step to throw myself in front of it before I pulled myself together. Later that day I started bleeding and was literally like someone flipped a switch and I didn't feel suicidal anymore. Which made me feel like I was loosing my mind because who goes from 'I want to throw myself in front of a bus' to 'I'm perfectly fine' just like that? I did some research, I went to the doctor and described my feelings, he looked me in the eye and gently asked what I thought it was, I said I'd read about PMDD and I thought it might be that, he said 'I think so too' and wrote a prescription.

If, before you get your period, you feel furiously angry, suicidal, irritated by every tiny thing to the point you want to murder someone, stuck in a black hole you'll never escape from. If you are experiencing extreme emotions for what seems like no good reason, especially if you get your period and those extreme emotions just go away. You're probably not just PMSing , you may have PMS's feral big sister PMDD and it's treatable.

Also this is something that can develop as you get older. So if you used to get normal PMS but what I wrote above sounds more like your norm now then don't just write it off as regular PMS.

[gothicsouthernbelle]

I have this and it is absolutely miserable. I spoke with my therapist and PCP and I started taking some vitamins that I think have really helped me, mainly the CVS brand for women's sexual health. It has B6, Magnesium, Zinc, and Fenugreek extract. Before I started taking it, I would have a few days before my period where I would genuinely contemplate ending my life every month.

Now I'm not saying this will help everyone, but it's made a night and day difference for me, and I hope it can help someone else too.

[broccococcoli]

it's been over ten years and fallout 4 fans are just as ravenous for Nick Valentine and Hancock as ever. no one is as thirsty as those guys. I respect the grind.

[notgilderoylockhart]

subscribing to a fic isn’t enough I need the author to blast a bat signal into the night sky whenever they update

[1ydiadeetz]

some more sketches

[aphel1on]

never stop being obnoxious about fictional character online. you will find like-minded people and it will literally save you

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

Yes I like fictional characters a very normal amount. Don’t look at my blog.

[queenaegon]

is that song actually character-coded or is your brain a character-shaped hammer looking for lyrics to nail down somewhere

[super-hero-confessions]