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mohair is so dogshit to spin with. the most 'this is just hair' fibre around

#at least it's easy #unlike flax or cotton

unsurprising that parental harassment -- and subsequent existential crashout -- have resulted in some of the most heinous dreams I've had in over a decade 😂 like yeah no shit I feel under threat. what's interesting is the obliqueness and scale of it: the sense of being totally and irredeemably adrift, separate from everyone, without any bridges, and knowing they'd be pointless anyway. no comraderie or comfort in the apocalyptic flames, no respite. just the annihilating violence, which will happen no matter what you do, will keep happening, and the voice muttering away in the dark. they aren't even there. but significantly, neither am I lol

#dream journal #I actually just don't think they will ever leave me alone #is the thing #fatal-feeling thought #I described it the other day as 'total reality negation' but I think it's just 'total negation'#not even a person-shaped absence #not even a screen #not even a space #nothing

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The Epitaph Erased, Digital Collage, 2026.

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t shirt that just says WHATEVER YOU’RE READING INTO MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND BODY LANGUAGE YOU’RE MISINTERPRETING

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dreamed I was able to transform back and forth into a giant snake. like a huge one. really really big. which I did approximately once a year to eat a hell of a lot of people, along w my big-snake friends

I was in Athens, or some other ancient city, during festival season. lots of performances of all sorts, lots of groovin in open, sloping public squares. I was lugging around my instrument. I got into a mild spat with a very smug, very definite woman who asserted, reflexively, that it was impossible to competently play any instrument w/o a firm grasp on Music Theory™️

I instantly decided to kill her specifically when I went snake mode and I did

#dream journal #my dreams are never subtle but it's extremely funny when a defining conflict in Ur life gets rehashed like #yeah okay but can we get over it #literally who cares