Halfmoonmonkey

[halfmoonmonkey]

All in the name of self-care

“Fortunately, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Unfortunately, I am still very far away from reaching the end. Honestly, I don’t even think that I am even moving forward. However, I started going. I started going away from self-destruction and pain. I started going away from good memories with a bitter aftertaste. You’re probably asking how good memories can have a bitter aftertaste. I mean yeah, that’s kind of odd but let’s face reality for a moment. Good memories stay good whatever happens but the people we share those memories become bitter for us. On the one hand, we have amazing feelings and emotions when reminiscing about certain memories but on the other hand, we grow apart and distance ourselves from people that share those memories with us because they feel toxic. All in the name of self-care.”

https://halfmoonmonkey.wordpress.com/2018/11/02/all-in-the-name-of-self-care/

[halfmoonmonkey]

Opposites

“I love that you are so carefree. A dreamer, one of a kind. It gives me some feeling of freedom and ease but this relationship cannot contain two people of this sort t. One of us needs to stand firmly with his feet on the ground. Someone to worry and think about what can happen next. Opposites attract and thats wonderful because when you fly too high I can pull you back and when I seem to be falling too deep you can lift me up. A balance that is not always given but needed.“

https://halfmoonmonkey.wordpress.com/2018/06/16/opposites/

[halfmoonmonkey]

Life

“We don’t fight out fights anymore. We ignore them and hope that ignorance will win this fight that is meant to be won by ourselves. Life is so hard and that is the reason why we try to walk an easier path. Honey, life is not hard. It’s complex. Life expects action and strategies. It demands endurance and persistence otherwise you as a person will never grow and learn from your decisions. Ignorance will never win the fights you get yourself into. It will worsen everything, leaving you shattered on the floor because you cannot handle the consequences that your decision has thrown in your way. My dear, one day you might have children. Would you want them to learn that ignorance is the key to everything? Would you want them to walk away from every hardship life throws at them until all they can do is hide from life. The world is full of undiscovered warriors that were oppressed by their fear to shine until they went down in this world. Warriors that the world needs in order to form its balance. No weapons, no bombs. Just words, debates and confrontations. Everyone can handle a gun but can they also handle the truth?”

https://halfmoonmonkey.wordpress.com/2018/06/13/life/

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Garden

“Oh dear, hasn’t life taught you better? Did you not learn from the pain life has confronted you with? How come, that you let people treat your body and soul, that you have build up so strong for such a long time, badly? You let people into your beautiful garden and give them permission to tramp on your flowerbed. You don’t even flinch but you heart has deep tears. These flowers are meant to grow and not to be destroyed by strangers. Don’t you dare let others destroy what you have nurtured so determinedly. Look at your work of art and ask yourself whether you would want someone to ruin everything that you have worked so hard for. Protect what belongs to you and what represents your soul, no matter who tells you otherwise. Nobody knows yourself better than you do and nobody will ever be able to take care of your soul the way you can.”

https://halfmoonmonkey.wordpress.com/2018/06/10/garden/