DayDreamHotTub

your friendly neighborhood psychopath

[happydreamhottub]

I need to give myself the same patience and understanding I give to others

[happydreamhottub]

Newsflash sweetheart we all die alone

Unless you're part of some psycho suicide pact

Or terrible accident

[happydreamhottub]

IM NOT YELLING IM BEING ASSERTIVE!

[happydreamhottub]

The silence and joy they fill up my heart

The peace and the pain I can't tell apart

The thoughts of my past complete all the scars

When it's come to true love it's farther than stars

I rise and I fall thinking of tomorrow

Time is quite selfish and it does not borrow

It never does end and it never will give

A cruel joke to us all those that still live

[happydreamhottub]

Growing up I was a very poor boy

And now that I am an adult

I am a very poor man

[happydreamhottub]

I was looking for my sleeping shorts to take a shower after a long day then I went to take a piss and when I finished I realized "oh they're on me"

[happydreamhottub]

I'm laying in bed smoking my last cigarette ,YouTube music on shuffle about to turn 25 in a month and "what's up" by 4 non blonde comes on while my speaker says battery low in the background of the song and I'm just like "same bro same"

[thoughtkick]

“We suffer more often in imagination than in reality.”

— Seneca

[happydreamhottub]

Just cause Idgaf don't mean it doesn't hurt 🤕

[thoughtkick]

“I know this transformation is painful but you’re not falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.”

— William C. Hannan

[happydreamhottub]

*Random noise when nobody is home *

Me : *bumps music full blast for 3-4 hours*

[happydreamhottub]

Sometimes it's not what they said

It's why they said it

[happydreamhottub]

18 year old coworker: how do you always have so much energy all the time??

Me: sleep.. it's called sleep

[happydreamhottub]

I'm losing my mind it's easy to see

I once was a boy they called me doeskii

Not a care in the world or opinions of me

So I drank lots of beer and smoked plenty of tree

My habits increased rather quickly

Next thing that I know I'm chugging whiskey

My lifestyle was fun but also risky

After a while I was no longer free

Throw in the bin kept the doctors busy

I'm out and I'm sober I bet they miss me

[happydreamhottub]

Nothing is this life is permanent or promised you of all people should know that

[seaphine]

She didn’t break me, she just watched as I broke myself for her.

[happydreamhottub]

Living alone and being single is weird Sometimes, take this weekend for example my total human to human dialogue didn't exceed more than 50 words and I didn't realize that until Sunday afternoon came around I mean I tell myself I find peace in solitude but I admit I'm taking it too far am I punishing myself subconsciously do I isolate myself from others to punish them I do fine around others I'm not an introvert or anything maybe it'll pass but until then so be it