What if we broke up years ago but I helped you get a job where I work and then had to watch you date our other colleague in front of me
What if that job got you involved with dangerous supernatural shit and I tried sosososo hard to stop you getting obsessed with the dangerous supernatural shit and ultimately I failed and I lost you (and it was because our other colleague who you were dating betrayed you but I didn't know that)
And then what if I immediately 180'd on everything I'd said about self preservation and jumped right down that rabbit hole I'd been trying to warn you away from to try and work out how to get you back
And what if in another universe we never broke up in the first place and we got married and we went through literal hell together and then you died and I couldn't deal with it and willingly subjected myself to my worst nightmares over and over and over just to feel like I still had you. What then.

















