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i don’t wanna breathe , i wanna fucking scream

[heidelbaum]

          ɪ ʜᴇꜱɪᴛᴀᴛᴇᴅ! ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴀ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴀ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ! ɪ ᴅɪᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ! ɪ ᴅɪᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ'ᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴏ! ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴡɪɴɴɪɴɢ. ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴀʏ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴡɴ ꜱᴇᴛ ᴏꜰ ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ? ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ɢᴜʏꜱ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ?!

a private roleplay blog for amazon prime’s hunters , as well as a jewish exploration of generational trauma , grief , rage , & hope. written by sofia ( they / she , 25 ) , canon based with heavy headcanon influences. warning: this blog will contain many references to the shoah & n*zis. follows back from main multimuse @thrillor​

                                                              𝙶𝚄𝙸𝙳𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴𝚂

[heidelbaum]

prayer circle for s2 of hunters to stand on the side of “ it’s actually okay to m*rder literal n*zis ”

[mndvx]

HUNTERS – Eilu v’ Eilu (S01E10) ››› Logan Lerman as Jonah Heidelbaum

[heidelbaum]

if I see one more take that “ the wolf is actually a morally ambiguous character and the best n*zi in the show ” i WILL start my own hunt. no , babes , he’s actually the WORST

[murakawatoru]

1x01 // 1x10

[oopsprompts]

“Well, legally, I have committed many crimes, but morally, I feel good about my standing.”

[heidelbaum]

respohnsible​:​

       the part that hurts is that he’s right. day in and day out, peter puts on a mask, protects this city, and what does he get in return? SPIDER-MENACE! SPIDER-CROOK! POLICE SEEK SPIDER-MAN! he’s doing their jobs for them, and they’re treating him as if he’s the one causing problems. he puts himself in danger, puts the people he loves in danger, and the approval rating of spider-man fluctuates based on what the papers are saying about him, not about what he’s actually doing. the thing is, though, peter has seen the looks on the faces of people he’s helped, and he can’t stop doing that. no matter how tired it makes him, no matter how sad he feels, he can’t drop being spider-man because people need him. and he cares, even if they don’t.

       ‘it’s not,’   he agrees softly.   ‘but i don’t have it in me to be as cruel as the world is, i just don’t.’

          maybe it’s harsh , but no harsher than this world. jonah’s lucky , he holds no illusions of goodness. not in these systems. there are good people , of course there are. he’s looking at one now. but it’s worse from them , because it’ll take and take and leave graveyards behind. he thinks to the plot of land where his safta is buried , the stones piled there by more good people. maybe it’s hypocritical , seeing as jonah’s found himself close to that edge of mortality more than once. but not for this ungrateful world. this cruel world. full of people who will turn the good to ash.

          “ there’s gotta be a balance , man. ” there’s an edge to his words , a fire that’s become a fixture these days. but it’s not directed at peter , no. jonah swallowed up by the whale , did he not too rant and rave against hashem ? “ because i look at you and think you’re gonna kill yourself for your righteous cause or whatever. ” hypocrite , the word echoes again , this time in his safta’s voice.

[murakawatoru]

[heidelbaum]

swingsnap​:​

❝ you don’t have to tell me twice. ❞ she says, doing a half exaggerated shudder. she shifts on her heel, turning to face jonah.  ❝ let’s get the hell out of here. ❞

❝ yeah , sure. ❞ except he’s still looking at the man. it’s a gut feeling , really. he’s got nothing to go on , not even his grandmother’s ark. but if he leaves with gwen , he’ll never know. and he’s gotta know. ❝ hey , you should go ahead. i have to... do a thing real quick. ❞

[heidelbaum]

i should not be allowed to write jewish muses because i like to go HARD on the references

[thegirlthatcriesacademia]

All my grief says the same thing— this isn't how it's supposed to be. And the world laughs, holds my hope by my throat, says: but this is how it is.

Fortesa Latifi, The Truth About Grief

[loganlermansboyfriend]

HUNTERS — While Visions Of Safta Danced In His Head (S01E03)

[swingsnap-deactivated20220818]

&. * random edit for @heidelbaum !!

[heidelbaum]

to keep with the BAD CONTINUITY OF CANON , naomi was barely a teenager when she had jonah -- which is like , beyond tragic. and he feels extreme amounts of guilt around outliving her as a teenager

[heidelbaum]

brb making the fact that One Scene was filmed in my neighborhood my entire personality

[countingstars-17]

Logan Lerman | Hunters | 1x03

[durianquotes]

“That night I lost you, I lost something inside me. Or perhaps several things. Something central to my existence, the very support for who I am as a person.”

— Haruki Murakami