[heiichou]

𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃 𝙵𝙾𝚁 — #𝙷𝙴𝙸𝙸𝙲𝙷𝙾𝚄 the captain of the wings of freedom 𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚒 【 𝚁𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎 】 𝙰𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚗 of 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐨 𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐣𝐢𝐧 written by Hajime Isayama. My blog is independent , private, multiverse, multimuse, crossover 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗 & 𝚘𝚌 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚕𝚢 for every franchise.

I am not affiliated with any fandom and never will be. Content such as struggle with emotions, self-discovery, death, blood, tragedy, gore, war and horror elements appear frequently. This blog is recited and dear to 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙸 she / her 21. I'm here very sporadically and mostly for the nostalgia I've reflected on Levi.

Here you can find 𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜 / 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 / 𝚋𝚒𝚘 / 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 / 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚜 【 3 snk verses , one pi.ece , gen.pact , yaku.za , more tba. 】 -➣ 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚍. my multimuse -➣ @yarakuia

[heiichou]

so i finally revamped my first ever blog aka my multi @yarakuia . i will still be there but if you are interested you can also interact with me there! @lunaetis i am literally faster than you with adding muses huh? new aka revamped blog and muse with 2 hours B )

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He was the reason she could stand. Time and time again. It was the hope he inspired within all of them ; within Petra. It didn't force her to hide her tears, to become a soulless, mindless solider. She followed his orders, because even if death awaited them, she trusted him. They all did. It's why she can still devote herself to him. To this onslaught against Titans. She could cry, but she would never fall. Never. Never.

❝ Captain I- ❞ But for this moment, she doesn't need to speak. Not yet. His words had already sparked a light in her heavy heart. It hurt. But these emotions she held, they weren't weak ; they could express all they wanted, as long as they kept looking forward. That's ... that's why they were the elite. Petra didn't need to toss aside her humanity. That's not it. She would be fierce on the battlefield, and still kind. They needed that. They needed each other.

Did he know, how it was his fighting spirit that kept her going? If someone she respected so openly could see her as strong, then, she was doing something right. That she could be confident in. That's why, these tears were okay. She was only human. And even with her heart numbed in the face of battle, it still beats at his touch ; brings her body back to reality.

❝ Thank you. ❞ He told her not to thank him, but, she does anyway. It brings a small smile to her lips, a flush in her features, but, it can't quite reach her eyes. No. They were still stained with the blood of their comrades. ❝ I just ... wished there was more I could do for them. I know we can't save everyone ... but ... ❞

When they are in your arms, taking their final breaths, they had both witnessed the heart ache for their comrades.

❝ I might be overstepping, but ... you inspire them. I think, that thought alone ... is a comforting one. They fought to give us all a chance ... I'll keep fighting, Captain Levi. That I will promise them. Always. ❞ Tears return to her eyes, but, they don't fall. Brows furrow, because she wants to honor their memory. They were not out of the clear. They had to move. So, Petra would swallow those feelings, and make the Titan's pay. Her fallen comrades would not have died for nothing. That was the dream they all held.

❝ We won't let their deaths be in vain. ❞

[heiichou]

He was well aware of his role. He would not accept it if he was not ready for it. If he lacked affection and understanding. Tactical thinking and skills. The will to fight for survival and, most importantly, to bring a smile to the faces of those who had pinned their hopes on him to come home. That the encounter with the titan would not be their last and defeating him would inspire in them even more courage and zeal to fight. In order to become captain, he had to prove that he was not driven by a mere desire for revenge for the years he had lost, for the people who had left before his eyes — but for the feelings that were so damn hard to come by. He tried in his own way to show care and support, even if in the eyes of a thousand people he was terrifying.

Cobalt eyes looked into Petra's glassy eyes from tears. A little surprise appeared on his face and his mouth gently opened. Her words… They really made something inside him spark. It was as if the very mention of the inspiration ignited in his heart which, after all, he had given up hope for a better tomorrow. For the safety of those who cannot defend themselves. ❛ I am the Captain. A man with a soul, a body and feelings. I will not let you die. ❜ Something in his softly raised voice showed a fierceness to get Petra out of this critical situation. The doggedness he showed and the fact that he did not want to let her down pushed him to the coveted victory. ❛ We will come out of this together and avenge those we pass. I will not let their deaths be in vain. Not when I can hold a sword in my hand. ❜ His eyes lifted upward. Not far from them burned the knocked down rolls of titan. This is what built hatred in his heart. Not the weakness of others. Not the deaths of those he had promised to return with. The sight of their common enemy by whom they are confined like helpless mice before a perpetually pawing cat.

❛ Petra -- Thank you for believing in me. ❜ It was the first time he had the opportunity to say it. Coming out with anything from inside himself was the hardest task for him, but he decided that he should be the one to say thank you — while he had the chance to do so. Their lives were so fragile and precious. They had to fight for them. To the very end. ❛ A commander without a trusted squad will not succeed. I will take you out no matter what. Hold out a while longer and we'll take care of this unpleasantness. ❜ His eyes fled from looking into hers. It was as if he was further shamed by that true moment of inspiration which was just what they needed.

@worldhell tagging you bcs notifs from reblogs are bugged rn : (

[decimatlas]

@heiichou gets a starter from Eden Emerson.

Eden had been in charge of ensuring Eren was locked away for the night, before Oruo took first watch. The kid hadn't turned into a titan in his sleep thus far – but they'd continue the ritual, out of precaution. Eden could tell by the look on Eren's face that he had hoped Petra would be the one to escort him to his makeshift quarters; she was far kinder than Eden could ever be. But she got the job done, followed her orders to the letter, and left Eren without extending any pleasantries.

She emerges from the dark and damp room, shutting the door behind her and giving Oruo a look that read, 'have fun down here.' He makes a face at her – which Eden ignores as she ascends the stairs.

Her boots pad along the floor of the castle as she makes her way to find the Captain. Her eyes scan the walls and windows ; Petra's words echo through her mind that at one point, this place must have been beautiful. Now, it was long-abandoned, and served as their headquarters. Still, they'd managed to clean it up nicely ( after several days ) ––  she wonders how long they'd stay quartered there.

Soon enough, she finds Levi in the kitchen ; it appears she doesn't have to announce her presence – he was quite vigilant, after all. So, Eden crosses her arms and leans against the doorframe to give her report. ❛ Cellar's secure, Captain. ❜ She glances past him for a moment, eyeing the teapot on the stove before her attention returns to Levi. ( Perhaps she'll have some, to wind down. ) She's also feeling a bit chatty, it seems ; she didn't bother making conversation with Eren – so she'll strike up conversation with the Captain, if he was in the mood. ❛ You think the kid can get his abilities under control? ❜ It was safe to say she and the others had their personal reservations, but would follow orders regardless.

[heiichou]

He never thought that anything that happened a few days ago was meant to prove anything. The behavior he charged Eren with was necessary 【 even required 】 to get the young boy under control. Words were never a good method to wake anyone up from a trance. From the impression that everything was bouncing off their bodies like a ball against a wall. Brutality led him here — as captain of a special squad. In the eyes of one young woman, he wrote himself off as a heartless monster. In the eyes of the crowd as the only brave sadist who treated the threat as it should be treated. Without talking, without a moment's hesitation at their move.

His hand gently grasped the wooden handle of the kettle pouring warm water into a white cup. He could even call it a daily ritual in which he brewed tea every evening to then drink it alone or with someone. It wasn't too often that anyone squatted in his solitude — as if it was forever for him to sit alone and enjoy his throat with a warm brew signifying prosperity... citizenship, belonging to a superior group. The awful silence was broken by the appearance of Eden. Inside him, he was glad that they would exchange at least a short conversation and the other cup he placed next to his own would be taken by the girl. He didn't offer her anything — he left her before the deed was done. ❛ I think so but it depends on him. We will do nothing but stop him if he gives in. ❜ Cold replied and cobalt eyes looked sideways. As if from the slightest angle, they wanted to see Eden's posture without turning to face her. ❛ Eren is a threat to humanity. We do not know what he is and where his powers come from. Also ... I don't think he can handle it since emotions are his problem. He doesn't see the world the way we do and won't make a subjective decision. ❜ He quietly muttered as he poured the herbs into a second cup which he then poured water over.

His eyes focused on the flowing, calm boiling water. ❛ If he threatens any of us I will not hesitate. ❜ His eyebrows furrowed and the kettle found its place on the side. Levi turned toward Eden having the cup in his hand - holding it with his fingertips he moved it to the table next to them with perfect grace. ❛ If his sister tries to interfere with me she too will suffer the consequences. ❜ He quietly sat down at the table leaning with his hand on the arm of the chair putting his foot on the leg. ❛ If Eren, any of them, gets his emotions under control and stops seeing only the other person beyond his nose then maybe there will be hope for them. I have no intention of allowing any childishness here. It's enough that Oruo has been bringing more problems than usual lately. ❜

@decimatlas tagging you bcs reblogs are bugged rn and notifs are not showing up : (

[heiichou]

Coffee in my hand and a mind completely asleep. Today I start a totally absolutely important day for me and want to celebrate it with a 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 ! Gib ❤️ and I'll drop something - if you prefer some verse feel free to mention it, same for muse if you are multi.

[heiichou]

Coffee in my hand and a mind completely asleep. Today I start a totally absolutely important day for me and want to celebrate it with a 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 ! Gib ❤️ and I'll drop something - if you prefer some verse feel free to mention it, same for muse if you are multi.

[heiichou]

@lastgenesis asked 【 ❛  sometimes you should let others in.  ❜ (in a crazy world where he meets morrigan aensland) 】 — 𝙶𝚁𝚄𝙼𝙿𝚈 𝚇 𝚂𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙴 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 .

He didn't consider hiding feelings to be something strange, maybe even horrible. He treated his person as something that cannot be conquered. The judgmental gaze of everyone always found its way during the least expected moments. Regarded by the crowd as brutal and unpredictable — but by those who knew him as firm and caring. He tried to put risk as far ahead as possible when working with his friends. This was only because he was worried about losing them. That the last assurance that everything would work out would be a lie. That's why he makes it so hard to let people in — as if he doesn't want them to know the brutal truth about how afraid he is inside himself about others. To show how his cold words and posture hide his fear and the unknown ' what if this is the last time we see each other ? '

A quiet murmur followed by the chair he was sitting on tilting slightly. The small knife that he polished between his fingers with a white cloth was like a blockade that did not allow him to answer the question immediately. His thoughts were with the unknowns that annoyed him — not because he didn't know how to answer them but because the truth was harder than the decisions he always had to make for others. ❛ Why should I do it if they will disappear anyway ? What guarantee do I have that the person who resides in my heart will stay there ? All I experience is the bitter uprooting of the places that are my feelings. ❜ He paused for a moment in his activity and the cobalt eyes looked towards the woman. ❛ 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚋𝚢𝚎𝚜. ❜

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— Alejandra Pizarnik, from “Diarios.”

[heiichou]

【 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐨𝐟 ? 】

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙼𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛 𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍. You would describe yourself as laid-back, pleasant, casual and above all funny. In fact, you pride yourself on the ease with which you move through life, your affability, the way you come across to others. You know you see the world in a unique way, and that few know what it truly feels like to be you. However, your childhood wasn't easy, and that's a fact you don't broadcast. People didn't love you the way they should have, and put their own wants and needs above your own. You were left out or burdened with 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 for the child you were. Because of this, your friends are the most important thing in your life. Don't allow yourself to lose hope in people because of your past, because cynicism will only get you so far. Protective walls are safe, but they inhibit the growth you know you're capable of. As a deity, you're the god of friendship, of water, of rain, 【 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 】, of self-image, of wisdom and cleverness, 【 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣 】, and you are the god most commonly named when groups of friends come together..

tagged by: @bludleads 【 thank you mwah 】 . tagging: @ayahimes , @zankokukami , @heartdivine , and anyone who wants to do this !

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pouty boy warm-up sketch

[heiichou]

【 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐞́ 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ? 】

𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜. you're unsure about things, always hesitating. why is that ? maybe there's something to lose for you, but maybe 【 just maybe 】 the risk is worth it. you're the moment when the main characters lean in, lips parted and almost touching. but it's not the actual kiss everyone loves, it's the anticipation. when they look into each other's eyes before their lids flutter close. and there's a lot of frustration when things are interrupted. trust me though, you're a lot more memorable than the actual kiss. you're nervous, but at the end of the day all you want is to be loved.

tagged by: @ayahimes 【 thank you ! mwah mwah 】 . tagging: @flambace , @deathleads and / or @bludleads , @arrowablaze , @taiixuan ( hiyori please ! ) , @lastgenesis ( for morrigan uvu ) and anyone who wants to do this !

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— Sylvia Plath, from “The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath.”

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𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑹𝑷𝑬𝑵𝑻 & 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻. 🐍

quotes from the first book of carissa broadbent's crown of nyaxia series . might be spoilery but i didn't include names . tw for cursing , death , suggestive content . for all your vampire , enemy ( to lovers ) & reluctant allies dynamics . * feel free to change roles , pronouns .

𝙸. 𝙳𝚄𝚂𝙺.

" don't look away. " " this place is a fucking disaster. " " never guessed you were pretty under all of that. " " i take no criticism from a drowned rat like you. " " which reminds me, i have something for you. " " made me think of you. " " it's a good color for you. " " youth is wasted on the young. beauty, too. " " you're sweet. prickly, but sweet. in an acidic sort of way. like a pineapple. " " i'm tired. tired of being afraid. " " crazy old bitch. " " don't drink yourself to death. " " you're dead here. try again. "

𝙸𝙸. 𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you are prey in a world of predators. " " may the Mother guide you. " " i was trying to save your life. " " i'm not a fool. " " are you deaf, or just stupid? " " you're unfriendly. " " ally with me. " " top of the eastern tower. if you change your mind. " " you'll be easy to kill later. "

𝙸𝙸𝙸. 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" a gift from a goddess. " " i have a gift for you. " " you're a demanding little thing, aren't you? " " becasue i'm nice and pretty. " " OPEN. THIS. FUCKING. DOOR. " " remember right now exactly how lucky you are. " " i feel sorry for her. " " that was a foolish decision. " " i taught you better. " " i would have been there, if i could. " " keep those teeth ready, little serpent. " " watch their back, but don't let them see yours. " " use him. but never allow him to use you. " " what in the seven fucking hells is wrong with you? " " we can't cooporate if you won't let me get close to you. " " i won't even dignify that with a response. " " you're working against me, not with me. " " you are afraid of me. " " i'm not going to hurt you. how close do i have to get without splitting you open to make you believe that? " " i don't know how i ever thought this was gonna work. " " don't let them take her. "

𝙸𝚅. 𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙵 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you're many things. but a good actress is not one of them. " " we're losing moonlight. " " don't you worry about me. " " get the fuck away from her. " " i'll be back. don't burn to death. " " i called and called but he wouldn't answer. " " we're surrounded by those who would like to see us dead. " " don't forget those teeth of yours. you will need them. " " daughter of the moon. welcome. " " i'm sorry for what i'm about to do to you. " " i'm glad your bedside manner is about as delicate as i would have expected. " " too late for that. you're stuck with me. " " did you miss me? " " i'm coming for you. " " you worried me. i should have known better. "

𝚅. 𝙲𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" return to the church at sundown. " " you were fucking magnificent. " " something bothers you. " " a dance? " " one more dance. " " give me one honest thing. " " are you going to kill me? " " you might destroy me anyway. " " that wasn't how i'd imagined making you come for the first time. " " you seem to be good at winning the hearts of ill-tempered creatures. " " we have enough if we ration. " " it finally happened. you've lost your mind. " " after everything, you're still afraid of me? " " i'm not a fucking animal. " " didn't think i'd see you again. " " you said it yourself. you don't have a choice. " " you can still say no. " " don't do anything stupid. " " we need to run right now. "

𝚅𝙸. 𝙽𝙴𝚆 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝙽.

" you look them in the eye. " " i gave you everything. i made you all that you are. " " don't look at me that way. " " kiss me. " " we'll probably die tomorrow. " " show me something worth living for. " " i've done a lot of thinking about you. " " i would beg, for you, i would. " " you have fucking destroyed me. " " there she is. " " give me a fair fight and i'll give you a fair death. " " i'm glad it was you. " " end it. " " i know what it is to lose half of one's soul. " " so many mistakes in the end. never you. " " you're safe. "

𝚅𝙸𝙸. 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃.

" i was ready to let it all go for you. " " that is the stupidest plan i have ever heard. " " we will find the answers. " " everything looks so much more peaceful now, doesn't it? " " power is a bloody business. " " and there is no one i would rather have beside me. " " i give you my body. i give you my blood. i give you my soul. " " i'd like to be alone. " " you look like shit. " " better this than dead. " " what's the plan? " " you can find me when you need me. "

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The  whole  encounter  began  to  be  increasingly  filled  with  a  strange  tension  that  increasingly  pushed  back  the  fact  that  they  were  virtually  trapped  in  enemy  territory.  As  soon  as  the  title  dropped,  Ace  was  able  to  notice  the  increasingly  hostile  face  that  Levi  had  adopted.  He  shouldn't  be  surprised.  After  all,  it  had  been  quite  some  time  since  the  news  about  him  had  spread,  and  everyone  was  mourning  the  death  of  someone  who  now  stood  before  him  in  his  own  skin.  Almost,  like  Ace  was  talking  to  a  ghost.  

His  eyebrows  dropped,  forming  a  slight  frown  at  the  answer.  Seeing  how  he  turned  his  head  away,  and  probably  at  this  point  would  turn  away  the  help.  He  let  out  a  small  sigh,  hand  rested  on  the  back  of  his  neck  before  the  Captain  stepped  away.  ❝  I  don't  care  if  that  title  means  anythin'  to  you.  It  doesn't  mean  anythin'  to  me  either,  it  means  somethin'  for  the  people  who  were  willin'  to  follow  me.  Put  their  hope  on  me.  ❞  As  bitter  as  it  sounded,  Ace  did  not  look  for  a  fight.  He  wouldn't  even  think  about  it  when  his  first  priority  was  to  get  behind  the  wall.  His  title  was  not  important  to  him,  never  had  been.  It  only  gave  hope  to  those  who  were  willing  to  sacrifice  their  hearts  for  a  fight,  the  freedom  they  all  wanted  so  desperately.  Levi,  however,  didn't  see  the  same  hope  as  Ace  did.  Not  at  this  point.

His  gaze  raised,  looking  at  the  other  with  determination.  Maybe  if  they  were  doomed,  they  would  die  trying  to  make  a  comeback  than  huddled  in  a  corner  waiting  to  die.  ❝  Maybe  we  are  doomed,  but  you  want  to  die  in  some  dirty  hut  than  tryin'  to  get  outta  hell ?  That's  what  you  gave  your  heart  for  ?  ❞  He  was  getting  frustrated.  At  the  sight  of  such  arrogant  nature  as  if  it  was  some  kind  of  argument  for  children.  This  is  not  the  same  person  Ace  knew  when  he  was  a  mere  teenager,  still  training  and  looking  up  to  the  legend  now  about  to  give  up  everything.  He  stepped  closer,  grabbing  both  of  the  man's  shoulders.  

Not  into  a  violent  grip,  but  one  to  shake  him  back  into  reality.  ❝  I  don't  have  anythin',  but  I  found  you.  The  other  person  I  can  join  forces  with  to  get  out  of  here.  If  you  want  to  die  here,  I'll  leave.  But  don't  call  yourself  captain  ever  again.  ❞  How  can  he  so  easily  brush  off  everything  like  a  dust  ?  Maybe  Ace  was  full  of  naive  hope,  who  knows.  However,  he  knew  that  two  people  make  a  team,  and  he  was  willing  to  bet  on  them  the  last  hope  he  had  to  escape.

[heiichou]

Definitely, emotions have never been his forte but he has never shown them otherwise through displeasure. He always hid under a stoic mask under which he had to hide everything that happened to him that he had just experienced. The times when he didn't have to do this were like a freedom he didn't have now. Well… He was never free. Neither from the past that weighed on him nor from the repression of the people who had placed their hopes in him. Every day he saw death — in fact, the eyes of humanity's strongest soldier are incapable of seeing the sight of blood... That nasty unnecessary spilled blood of his men who followed him. People who trusted him to return home. Green is the color of freedom, but red always covered the wings that, after all, carried him to freedom every time he jumped off his horse. What happened to the heart he gave to the cause ? Was it 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚛 he had never known ?

The words even thrown right in his face hurt him. The stoic posture didn't even budge until it was unlawfully disturbed by Ace's hands. His eyes widened but focused their attention on a determined look. ❛ Don't you dare talk to me like that. Take away your paws. ❜ That was the first thing that immediately escaped from under the calm expression on the man's face. Inside himself, he felt disgust and displeasure with the whole incident. No one had ever indulged in such behavior toward him — but it was necessary for the Captain of the special squad to understand how much time had passed that he hadn't even noticed that he had allowed fear to take up residence in his heart. The Ackermann's didn't know what fear was. The word did not exist in their vocabulary or the feeling in their bodies. But by breaking their fighting spirit and the hope they saw in their role models there was a moment of fear. They were made to defend those they cared so passionately about that they would be able to kill everyone just to make the very eyes in their heads happy — without noticing how much they were losing their humanity. This is what happened to Rivaille Ackermann. He got a taste of fear and loss. Something that was the opposite of the Ackermann's family creating him into a selfish coward.

❛ I will go with you. My ODM gear should be enough for both of us. A few blades have been preserved — so has the gas. I'll share them with you. ❜ A calm tone of voice saying at last what the Captain should say broke out from under cold lips. ❛ I don't think either Keith or Erwin taught you discipline. ❜ Levi's hands took Ace's hands away from him, which he immediately bent behind Ace's back. And immediately after that, the man scored a blow from his knee to his stomach. ❛ Never touch me again. ❜ Brutality is the mother who took care of Levi when he had to learn what he was allowed and what he was not. Considered by many to be a monstrosity on the part of the Captain of the special squad but turned a blind eye by others because nothing bad ever happened to anyone. Everyone felt good after a close encounter with Levi's lessons — since he endured them for a long fourteen years, it's perfect proof that no one died from it. So what's the problem ? ❛ Let's move while the sun is in the sky. ❜ Levi took out a white handkerchief and began to gently wipe his hands which he had soiled by touching the dirty clothes of Ace passing by. They had a long way to go from behind the wall and the gas didn't look like it would last more than a few moves.

[worldhell-archiving]

Broom in hand , clothes somehow dirtier than before ; an exasperated expression across his features. This again. For someone who lived in this shit hole , Levi was full of the weirdest surprises. Not that Farlan complained all that much. Was better to be clean then reminded of the hell they lived in. Still , this was too much ... ❝ Okay , it's clean this time. Better? Don't make me do it again ... I'm serious. ❞ Farlan scratches his head , messing around with his hair ; please , let it be done. He's sure Isabel is the one who should be watched over right now , not him. @heiichou

[heiichou]

Taking care of cleanliness has become more than a priority for him. With time and age, he began to see how important cleanliness is to keep from going crazy. People in the underground didn't pay that much attention to it for one simple rule — they were doomed to fail no matter what so why should they as poor souls spend time cleaning ? A meaningless activity consuming time that they might as well have given up to gazing at the dark, stalagmite-covered ceiling of the world above them. The 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚘𝚖 , that's what those who surrendered thought. Cobalt eyes always just looked with disdain at the dreamers — in order to achieve dreams, you had to earn them.

The white scarf was removed from his nose and eyes only looked at Farlan. 𝙰𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 ? The eyebrows moved a little closer together and the dirty cleaning cloth banged against the shoulder tucked under the clean white shirt. ❛ Farlan. I'm not telling you to do this to annoy you or make me happy watching you try to clean the floor. ❜ Levi muttered solemnly, crouching over the spot Farlan was trying to clean so passionately. A hand tucked under a white glove gently rubbed the dirty spot. ❛ I want to teach you in this way to be thorough not only in cleaning but also while working ❜ The dirty cloth went back to the floor and his fingers began to scrape harder at the troublesome dirt.

Levi was not a person who allowed himself to slack off in anything. He always tried to get the best possible results only to not repeat them again — why do something once again when you can do it the first time ? He hated dirt, and even more he hated inaccuracy in his work or daily maintenance. They were criminals, thieves, but they stood out one thing from everyone else. Their hands always remained clean during crimes. ❛ Cleanliness is more than a sense of freshness. It's learning not to correct something you can do the first time. We belong to the 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 but we don't have to be 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 at all. You are nasty lazy. ❜ Always honest, maybe even to the point of pain. But why should he lie to him about his weaknesses ? He admired Farlan for his loyalty to the cause and cleverness. Sometimes, however, he felt that his too good heart would doom him — goodness and affection cannot be earned by everyone.

[heiichou]

@brigadeleadxr asked 【 Why do you write? 】 — 𝐌𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 / always accepting.

My answer is unlikely to surprise anyone, but I write because I want to meet new people, to get away from reality or sorrows. To feel like a favorite character I admire. To create with others a piece of the idea that we will be proud of, to enjoy it, to improve it. It is also my form of leisure when I happen to have a moment and an idea to write something. I treat role play as something to be enjoyed, pure fun, so I never force myself to write — which I used to do and it's absolutely stupid because I did it to please people who turned out not to be worth it. Now here I am, on new ground, and I treat my character as well as the role play itself as a form of pleasurable entertainment. Everything I write I do it, of course, for the people who want to write or talk to me — which can sometimes be difficult because I'm a very slow person when it comes to dms. But also everything I write 【 headcanons / ideas / plot ideas etc. 】 I do for myself because it makes a person happy that they could throw out on dash something they thought about / put their muse together and if someone takes a look at it it's just a nice feeling that everyone deserves. I came to tungl to meet new people which I did successfully and continue to cultivate that. I love meeting new peeps and creating with them our common piece of sandbox c: