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[helenhargis]

Just a quick #vapesesh and then it's off to bed!! #vaporize @davincivaporizer @pipespeak #davincivaporizer #cannabiscommunity #stonerchick #girlswhosmokeweed

[helenhargis]

#redhair #dontcare #backtoworkigo #7dayworkweek #freakin9amstaffmeetings

[surprisebitch]

[helenhargis]

HA!

[helenhargis]

Worried

I hate that I'm seemingly going down the same path I have time after time. I hate that I can't quit you. I hate that I'm playing games with my heart. My heart says that I can win, though. My brain says I'm a fucking idiot.

[helenhargis]

#bubblebath #whitezinfadel on my day off #relaxing

[helenhargis]

Waiting to go to work, lookin like a butler #waitress #formaluniform #myshirtiswaaytoobig #butilovemytie

[helenhargis]

Over.

I'm ready to be over. Finally. Maybe we can try again another time, I still only want you. I still think you're my soulmate. But I just can't do this anymore. I can't feel pain for stupid reasons. You say I'm entitled. HOW? How am I entitled when I've been playing by your rules for 3 years? I'm done with walking eggshells, and I'm done with being SAD all the time.

[helenhargis]

That #waitress swag lol NOT #blueshirt #khakis #glasses #imakethisshitlookgood #dontchathink?

[helenhargis]

Rejection

That sharp pain you get in your gut when you finally hear the words that everybody's been telling you but you refused to believe: "I don't want you" I wanted to MARRY you. I wanted a family with you. I stuck in for 3 years, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I STILL gave you a second chance. I TRUST you. And you know how hard it is for me to trust. Yet you LEFT me. Gave me hope we'd get back together. And then you took it all away. I'm trying so hard to change for you like you never changed for me. Yet. You still don't want me. And I still can't let go. I'm sorry. I'll never let go.

[helenhargis]

Ready to go out tonight!!!

[helenhargis]

Puddle pics at the #riverwalk yesterday!!! #rainydays #funfriends #omgthereweresomanySNAILS #🐌

[helenhargis]

Trust

You think there's someone out there who won't break your trust? Who for once when they say "trust me" means it? Where are you, trustworthy guy? Why haven't you found me yet?