Probably Sleepy

| 25 | I fucking love puns |

[herobrines-gay-stepdad]

yeah ok thats probably the biggest "fuck you" of a spawn point ive ever gotten

[herobrines-gay-stepdad]

At least buy me dinner first, damn

[mellifexfarm]

what compels her to do this

[voluntaryvictim]

glad to see those spreading the truth

[demolitiondean]

Rb to force new people from twitter to eat bees

[thebiscuiteternal]

Oh, hey, I was wondering when I’d get to use this again.

[icannotgetoverbirds]

did you just fucking have this

[healrosie]

i am not a religious person…….. but if you’re out there, giant rat that makes all of the rules,

[wvterways]

“i used to live there” is such a sad phrase. seeing places u used to live in is an odd thing. It’s like ‘i know where the best hiding place is in there. my bedroom was the one directly to the left as you walk in. i took my first steps on that flooring. i used to play in that yard with my grandma. she died two years ago. that was the only place i ever knew. those walls contain all of my childhood memories. i can no longer go there, but i know every corner like the back of my hand.’

[themodernmaccabee]

[ojibwa]

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[foxlungz]

All I do is fuck things up I honestly don’t know why I’m still alive god I fucking suck

[phoenixryder21]

I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because all the colors were sucked out but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”

[khannnnnnnnnn]

I’m exhausted from trying so hard but I feel like I’m running in place. I just want to rest.

[khannnnnnnnnn]

All I want to fucking do is hurt myself. At least that way, I can be in control of it.

[khannnnnnnnnn]

It kills me inside when I hear my friends talk about their partners because I know I will never have that; I don’t deserve love.

[khannnnnnnnnn]

Don’t fucking tell me there are people out there who like me when I can go an entire weekend without anyone saying “hello” to me.

[sa-dnesss]

“There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail, the whole thing gets scary.”

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[sa-dnesss]

“I laugh when I talk about fucked up stuff that happened to me because showing emotion makes me want to tear my skin off”

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[sa-dnesss]

“Seeing my scars fade makes my brain think I need to do it again.”

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[sa-dnesss]

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words