Ethan/Ethos

he/it 19 Craving violence carnally Im not the same as i was and i never will.

[biodigital]

in my AU, due to the massive amount of disharmony in his mind/body, the chaos Gill has little to no access to his memories or things from when he was more human.

[helldritch6211]

Jimmy neutron

[iero]

Some of you have never been on a bender and it shows. 

[desmondsprettyface]

So? Why don’t you blow me?

[blxnc]

there’s this term i coined in my friendgroup i call “the charizard effect” and it can apply to anything and everything, but it was born from me explaining my feelings about the pokemon charizard. the term is basically about how overexposure to something be it by corporate shilling or fandom prominence drives me away from really enjoying something bc i’m exposed to it so much against my will i become tired of it. it came to me bc i was ranting about how tpci does not, and cannot stop reinventing charizard, and how it is popular and obtusely included in almost every region, merch, etc in every way possible and it’s highly commodified.

i dont dislike the pokemon charizard, in fact i really like its X form, but i am exposed to so much charizard in my pokemon consumption that i cant be bothered to care for it in any more than in passing. this applies to a bunch of other stuff i’d otherwise be ok with, but i always just call this aversion phenomena “the charizard effect”

[blxnc]

making this term has done numbers for me being able to concisely express how i feel abt something. like. its not charizard’s fault i feel this way, im sure i’d feel normal abt it if it was stripped of all this over commodification, but i cannot. hence the name

[helldritch6211]

The scene in episode 5 where alby walks away from niall and the sign above him says way out

[helldritch6211]

Im not giving ruben and naill separate tags because they are the same person

[wiltkingart]

wedding day affair

[hereticaas]

it's the way that ruben's abuse towards everyone else is pure rage and violence, but with niall it is always the abuse of a father. punishing niall like he's a disobedient child: clean the house, mow the lawn, show me a picture when you're done so i know you've done it well. i pay for everything you have.

on top of the emasculation and on top of the way he resorts to sexual violence every single time. it's the way he calls him son as much as he calls him brother.

AND the worst part of it is that it's the making of that bond that creates the vehicle for the violence! ruben insists that niall is family (they both do) and so he's allowed to hurt niall in the way that he learned family is allowed to hurt each other. he does love niall, and so he has to love him in the same way that he learned to be loved.

[isabellaofparma]

You're the same person in the same way Jekyll and Hyde are the same person.

[woke2]

Richard gadd pioneering a genre of gay tv previously unseen outside of my dead dove ao3 bookmarks just wasn't something i ever considered could happen

[thestarsdivine]

Someone's about to get the horns

I'm trying to get into watercolors. I really want to work on upping the contrast but at the moment I'm a coward (tweaked colors under the cut)

[thestarsdivine]

Someone's about to get the horns

I'm trying to get into watercolors. I really want to work on upping the contrast but at the moment I'm a coward (tweaked colors under the cut)

[durbikins]

they call me Ben 10 cause I spend 10 Bens on my fit

[darkandstormyranger]

finally some relatable content on ig

[grozat]

birthday gift for my bf of his ttrpg character, Kurt <3

[theehorsepusssy]

[the-fault-in-our-scars]

What your fav sex act?

Choking the guy until he dies