inside my mind

#cptsd vent

[hellokitty5848]

[omtai]

why is it sooo hard to conclude essays. I said all that because fuck you thats why

[hellokitty5848]

why is finally spiralling after weeks/months of being high-masking/disocciated lowkey intoxicating 😍 like the pure misery…ʸᵃʸᵎᵎᵎᵎᵎ finally feeling something real and i’m high off the feeling

[sunb1eeder]

stranger things is a coworker show

[fromhersoul]

you relapsed on yearning again didn’t you

[speakingspirals]

i hate feeling. i hate thoughts. i hate it all.

[sad-gay-loser]

Inside you there are two wolves…

[traumadumprrrr]

you ever just sit and realize that you're an awful person

[hellokitty5848]

feeling manically depressed so i’m back

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[avoidantgirlfriend]

sometimes i want to smash my head on concrete

[hellokitty5848]

i can’t stand being

[glitterythug]

[hellokitty5848]

i never stopped being depressed i never stopped hating myself i just let shame and embarrassment of being a fucking miserable bitch consume me

[wizje-senne]

[daddystinygirll]

the traumatized urge to over explain things so that i'm not misunderstood