luciférien

[corneliaavenue-ao3]

Reblog to give prev the power to write their fanfiction

[gnar-slabdash]

Reblog to give prev the TIME to write their fanfiction

[cutebutalsostabby]

Reblog to give prev the hocus focus to write their fanfiction.

[septic-dr-schneep]

Reblog to give prev the energy to write their fanfiction

[imsopopfly]

Reblog to give prev the executive function to write their fanfiction

[iamahopelessromantic]

Sometimes self-harm wears soft disguises — not razors or bruises, but silence and neglect. It's in the slow unravelling of care: the showers that go untaken, the clutter that grows like ivy, the meals skipped with a shrug. It's drinking three cups of coffee and calling it breakfast, not because you're busy — but because you don't believe you're worth feeding.

It's sleeping on top of the covers in yesterday’s clothes, scrolling until your eyes burn, chasing noise to drown out the ache. It's deleting messages before they’re sent, staying small in conversations, hiding your laughter like it’s something dangerous.

It's saying no to things you love before anyone else gets the chance to. Turning away from kindness because you don't know how to hold it. It's setting your dreams on fire before they have a chance to breathe - not because you don’t care, but because you’ve been taught that joy is something earned through suffering. And so you become your own gatekeeper, punishing yourself in invisible ways. But wounds don’t always bleed. Sometimes, they look like a life unlived, a light dimmed on purpose, a heart whispering, “I don’t deserve this” to every good thing it meets.

Self-harm can be the quiet art of self-erasure. It's ignoring your reflection because you can’t bear the sight of yourself, or drowning in oversized clothes to avoid being perceived. It's canceling plans that made your heart flutter just yesterday, because somewhere between then and now, you decided you weren’t lovable enough to show up. It’s walking into a room and shrinking, speaking in softened tones so you don’t take up space, apologizing for existing in places where you’re allowed to be. It’s procrastinating dreams until they rot, because the thought of succeeding feels more unbearable than failing.

Sometimes it looks like pouring love into everyone else but keeping none for yourself. Giving until you’re empty, then blaming yourself for feeling hollow. It's avoiding doctors when you're unwell, skipping therapy sessions, or pretending you're fine because vulnerability feels like a luxury. It’s surrounding yourself with people who don’t see you - or worse, people who hurt you — because deep down, you believe that’s all you’re worth. It’s not a cry for attention. It’s a deeply ingrained belief that pain is your baseline and anything gentler must be a mistake.

[hemelseridan]

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[kickingshoes]

Hellavua Dads! Hope the Hellaverse can crossover at some point, we'd love to see Lucifer and Blitz meet.

This was supposed to be a short doodle and spiraled into a full 13 page comic ahaha

Special thanks to @velkynkarma for coming up with the funniest parts of Blitz's dialogue

[inuxi]

The Light-bringer

[celtrist]

Vox lying that Alastor doesn't have a tail ✘

Vox lying that he knew whether or not Alastor has a tail ✔

[nochurnal]

eyy

[carlizwall]

Valentine's dance 💃

[the-other-cross-san]

That thought manifested, and my hands slipped. Haha

[hemelseridan]

I literally stuttered outloud

[dailyalastor]

aromantics during february

[showman-ship]

I wanna point out how unusual it is for this guy, who was purposely spilling wine on Alastor and laughing,

to willingly follow him all the way out into the bayou.

The subtext in this scene doesn't show a man who was kidnapped and drug out into the woods, it shows a man who was taken by surprise after coming of his own volition but why would he do that when he was openly disrespecting Alastor beforehand?

The man is fully dressed as he is in the wine spilling scene but for some reason Alastor is no longer wearing his vest and his shirt + tie are completely undone right before and during the murder, not after. I'll bring attention to another scene:

You could argue that the blonde guy's shirt being open like that happened because of the stabbing but again, on the other hand, Alastor's shirt looks to be carefully undone, not ripped like it would be in a fight. Now I want to bring attention to two things. First:

Now this is in reference to clothes getting ripped during a fight but the way he frames it here is meant to be a double entendre for people attempting to strip him for the purpose of sexual activity, he's implying that that's happened before. Next:

I think many of us agree Alastor was acting seductive with Vox to get him to do what he wanted him to here and now I want to go back to this:

Why would this guy go with Alastor all the way out to the middle of the bayou? Because he lured him there by seducing him with the promise of sex.

Alastor's human form is clearly meant to be considered attractive and desirable, Rosie even admits that upon his introduction and refers to him as a charmer as well. He's shown us experience in seduction, we see that during his deal with Vox and notably the scene where he was using the flexibility of his legs and provocative mannerisms while provoking him.

And I want to point out how we can visibly see a wedding ring on this guy's finger.

I think what we're meant to take away from the subtext of the backstory is that Alastor was sexually tempting and flirting with his victims. He managed to charm men like the wine-spilling racist by using his "exoticness" as a mixed man, his beauty/sex appeal and his charm to lure them out to where he can murder them easily.

That would also explain why he's partially undressed in these scenes and explain his comment about people not being able to take much of his clothes off (because he attacks them once their guard is down.)

[prsephonies-deactivated20200815]

when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

[friedegg]

[friedegg]

[whats-your-name-man]

[cowboyhats]

Michelle K, I Know I Deserve More

[lostgloomz]

Executioner

|Part 6|

Part 5

[thesociallyanxioussociopath]

Post Finale Quite hopeful of you to think Lucifer "can't-be-bothered-to-know-any-sinner's-name" Morningstar would remember your existence after a tour in The Scary Box, Alastor

[theenemiestoloversclub]

emotionally tortured blonde twink x dark-haired savior complex boy x major d/s undertones oh and did i mention there will be golden collars involved 🤝 cs pacat

[2greenart]

Dark Rise Animation

[hemelseridan]

Just finished Dark Heir and after reading last month Captive Prince, I realized that every CS Pacat’s book needs a few requirements :

• a sassy blonde

• daddy issues from the previously mentioned blond

• a necklace kink

• that’s it.

[whyenn-reader]

Not to go "if you have ADHD just go for a run" or anything, but I am so serious if you have ADHD you should regularly go outside, no headphones no phone no nothing and just stand and observe for a while until you've had enough. Not until you get bored, until you've had enough. Drink your coffee without watching tiktok. Have a bath without music. Turn down the volume in your headphones. I cannot overstate how much learning to be bored is cruicial with ADHD. Life is not just about pleasure, no matter what your dysregulated dopamine system thinks, and when you teach your brain to be okay with being bored, then boring tasks stop feeling like torture. By letting yourself be bored you are yoinking your system out of the high/low binary and allow for the highs to feel like actual highs and not just anything that isn't low. I am so serious go literally touch grass. Listen to the sounds in your flat. Stimulate your body the way it was designed. It lowers anxiety and makes you feel like you're real and best of all it's completely free