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hey brain, could you not make me obsessed with someone on the internet who lives nowhere near me? okay thanks
Hi..
It's been so long since I wrote something here. And we're halfway through this year and this is my first entry on 2024 (around of applause please LOL). I am so sorry to those who read this blog (if there may be any) if I haven't been writing here for so long, but now I'll try to type all the things that happened to me all those missing days.
For Starters, I am now living for Three Decades here on Earth. It's been 13 years since the naĆÆve 17 year old girl's first entry on this blog site, how time flies and everything is somehow the same but different.
The same in the sense that it's still me, the longing is still the same but in a much deeper purpose. I'm still a dreamer, but now dreaming of more than I've dreamt on my younger days. I'm still yearning for the love I have always wanted but seems like the universe is not ready to give it to me yet. I don't know why and I admit that I am getting tired and slowly losing hope but if there's a great purpose to this waiting phase then I guess it will all be worth it in the end.
Right now, I am holding on ang going through life with all the uncertainties. Wishing and praying for the best and staying strong and keeping the faith going through all the adversities. But one thing is certain, I want a stable life someday. I am tired but still trying to attain this, trusting everything to God.
I've got lot's of things that I want to share but I will be making a separate post for that to solely focus on that topic.
so, til then. ā”
If Words Could Hold You // ma.c.a
Lavender Haze Taylor Swift (2023)
01.27.2023 āØ
9th day of 2023. I know itās kinda late, but Happy New Year! May this be a good one. āØš«¶
āWe often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolveā
ā Unknown
I started to appreciate endings, when I knew in my heart it is useless to cling on false promises. I had to do it myself than just wait for a miracle to happen. Waiting has to end to give way to new opportunities that can change my life.
the sexual tension between me and the new wip idea thatās been sitting in the back of my head and distracting me the whole day
We always met person for a reason, and sometimes the reason is out of what weāre expected. We met people to break us, for us to be strong. We met people to hurt us, for us to raise our standard. We met people to leave us, for us to stand alone. We met people to shattered us, to build ourself up on our own.
Theyāre the right person for a certain reason, for us to teach lessons.
Out of the blue, somebody came and ruined her routines. She got excited because she prayed for it, she prayed for someone to come along and make her feel something. She thought she got what she was asking for, but suddenly that person was gone after a week. Sheās not broken hearted, sheās not even attached! She was just wondering why did that person came along to just leave in a short period of time. But maybe that was all it was, a week for an insight of what she was asking for.. On to the next conquest, maybe?
Hindi natin maaaring muling tahakin ang dating mga sugat para lamang maibsan ang sakit ng kasalukuyan.
āYouāll find me in the lyrics of your favorite songā¦and I hope you can smile for me.ā
ā š .š.š
perfectly ruined..
I just missed blogging so...
Hey,
It has been minutes since my last post and here I am hahaha wala lang I was just browsing through my account and some settings so Iām still here wehehehe
I am supposed to be doing my minutes now since we had our monthly meeting yesterday but Iām here writing my blog entry hahaha sorry naman later na yang minutes na yan.
Yun nga, I was browsing on my account and I went to my following list and saw that the accountās Iāve followed were no longer active na pala. Some were updated 2,3,4,5 and even 7 years ago pa, same as I am but I have updated naman last July 2020 and followed by today pa.
Well I guess, life really happens. As we age, we donāt have enough time to do the things we used to do when we were younger but thatās okay! Our priorities are changing every year and itās okay to leave some things you think that are no longer important anymore. We all grew up and we outgrew things even though we donāt want to because thatās life!
Okay, I guess thatās all for now. Iām gonna start my minutes now hahaha
PS: I found the changing of fonts hahaha I just had to click the try the new post editor
ātil then,
- Je
2021
Hey,
This is my first entry in 2021, on the eighth month of the year haha sorry been really busy the past months and I am too lazy to come up with entries and write-ups here. I am more visible and active on twitter though haha
I am writing on a laptop and I realized that the changing of fonts is only applicable on mobile apps?Ā
But anyways, Iāll try to think of something to post here. Been having lots of feels lately but yea I am just too lazy to put it into writing. I even purchased a locked notebook to keep a diary but it just had 2 entries hahaha OMGĀ
Thatās it for now, I guess. Iāll be back hopefully.
ātil then
Silly old feelings..
We all have a crush that we told no one about. Maybe because weāre shy, or maybe because we donāt want anyone to know. In my case, itās the latter.
Way back college, I had a crush on this guy. He was smart, really smart. Weāre on the same college but we took different courses. I liked him because yeah he was smart, heās also tall, heās cute and he was so dedicated on his studies.
We were not friends, but we had many common friends. I started liking him on my 3rd year in college, I donāt remember why but I just woke up one day and realized that I had a crush on him.
I never told my friends about my feelings for him. I donāt want anyone to know about it because I donāt want that feelings to grow deeper. They might start with the teasing and he might know about it and I might get hurt if heāll just shrug it off and reject it.
And tell you what, liking someone and never telling it to anyone is kind of hard. You have no one to share about it, (but I had my diary so itās just between me and that notebook) and whenever you feel giddy you have to suppress it so that nobody will notice it. And I remember, I wrote a confession of my feelings for him in a confession page on our school before using a dummy account. I donāt know if he found out that it was me since he was one of the SSG officers that time (so dumb of me, I just realized that as of this writing. lol) but nah, who cares.
And now, 8 years later I have no regrets. I donāt regret hiding what I felt, it never really went deeper, it just remained how it was. Whenever I saw some posts of my friends tagging him, Iāll just āoh, itās himā and thatās it. No hurt feelings, no heartaches.
Heās happily in love right now, with the girl I heard he had a crush since we were in college and was our school mate too, and heās now a CPA.
If youāre wondering why Iām writing about this, maybe because of the kdrama Iām currently watching. Wherein the lead guy had a huge crush on the lead girl since high school and he told no one about it. And as I was watching it, I remember I was in that situation too.
So, I just had to share this for me to have something to read about my silly old feelings for that guy in the future. That at least here aside from my college diary and our former confession page, I wrote something about him but this time itās all about remembering the old feels..
ātil then,
- Je š¤