welcome to my blog! im nev, 16 years old, an arospec lesbian, and just generally queer (she/he!) :3
i spend most of my time thinking about fictional worlds and characters, and i love engaging in this in any way, such as by writing, drawing, analysing, making AUs, acting, or just rotating whatever im fixated on around in my head until im satisfied. i also make my own little fictional people! seriously, i need to go to OC rehab, i have over 100...
im also active in the heathers roleplay community! my activity varies depending on school, but you can find a list of my blogs at the bottom of this intro post!
EXTRAS: im from the uk, im an actor in training (moving on to study performing arts full time in september), im fictionkin and as a result may be iffy about certain fandom things, im disabled + chronically ill so i may have periods of time where im unresponsive to dms or asks
@marked4evil is the jd to my duke! <3 (aka my girlfriend) (yes yes, im a filthy jduke shipper, cue the tomatoes)
(under the cut is a bunch of long lists about me!)
🍕 ⋆⭒˚.⋆INTERESTS⋆.˚⭒⋆🍕
MY MAIN CURRENT FANDOMS:
five nights at freddy's, vampires smp, the flight smp, heathers the musical
OTHER THINGS I LOVE:
project sekai, vocaloid, the owl house, a series of unfortunate events, minecraft, mario games, sims 4, animal crossing, doki doki literature club, buffy the vampire slayer, final destination, scream, amanda the adventurer, danganronpa, monster high, tokyo revengers, chainsaw man, ride the cyclone, beetlejuice, the amazing digital circus, my hero academia, alice oseman, stephen king, a good girl's guide to murder, you, pretty little liars, baldi's basics, creepypasta
NON-FANDOM INTERESTS:
really any writing (prose, poetry, drama), acting, drawing, crafting, reading, really any puzzles (minesweeper, sudokus, jigsaws), really any card games (with solitaire being my go-to), collecting tarot cards, collecting playing cards, singing, dancing, batting sports, racket sports (although dancing is the only one of these im good at)
MY KINS:
heather duke (heathers the musical), elizabeth afton/circus baby/ennard/scrap baby (fnaf games + novels), vanessa shelly (fnaf movies), shelby (vampires smp), shelby (the flight smp), amanda (ata), monika (ddlc), mizuki akiyama (pjsk), ocean o'connell rosenberg (rtc), forty quinn (you), himiko toga (mha), hunter wittebane (toh), the collector (toh), roxie hart (chicago), monaca towa (danganronpa udg)
🍕 ⋆⭒˚.⋆NAVIGATE⋆.˚⭒⋆🍕
TAGS:
#nev says things - random posts
#nev live blogs her day - specifically when i decide to randomly blog my activities
#nev whines all night - complaints or rants
#gf posting - @marked4evil specific tag
#moot posting - general mutual tag
#the trenchcoat freak™ - @s3rutan specific tag
#my dad not my dude - @themlpasouefan specific tag
#mang0truck posting - @mang0chees3 specific tag
#atari posting - @krocrimson specific tag
#K posting - @cynicalmd specific tag
#duke caboom - jduke posting
#peathers posting - peathers posting
#this is going in the album - @prom-is-slavery's duke art
#who let them in here - fictionkin posting
SIDEBLOGS:
@toembodyanother - fictionkin blog
@immortallyrestless - fnaf sideblog
ROLEPLAY BLOGS:
@call-me-heather (heathers) - sedona!duke, what i consider to be my main duke blog, act 1 based
@edukecating-westerberg (heathers) - call-me-heather ask blog, hot probs esque gimmick
soooo me and a couple of my friends are beginning to work on a roleswap au for vampires smp, using a wheel to decide who takes whose role. rn we each chose 3 characters to focus on and for the rest we're working on together.
i basically just wanna yap about my ideas so far for shelby...
for this au, my friends and i agreed to keep the basics of backstories the same, but changing it to fit the new roles of the characters. for shelby, i had to find a way to keep her backstory recognisable whilst also making it turn her into a vampire hunter rather than a monster lover (whilst also keeping in mind the demon aspect of avid) too). my current idea is this:
shelby grew up being told stories about all these wonderful mythical creatures by her dad (besides vampires, because those werent real), who would frequently go out to unsuccessfully hunt them down to learn about them. one day, he abruptly leaves without a goodbye to explore a new "breakthrough". eventually, shelby gets curious, and due to her optimistic nature towards monsters, she decides to go out to look for him. she comes across an evil creature, being attacked but barely managing to escape with a wound on her leg that wont heal. the people back home call her crazy, but she knows the truth. her dad had sheltered her from vampires because theyre beings of pure evil, and she has to undo everyone else's sheltering so they dont suffer the same fate her, and especially her dad, did.
i like that shelby's canon character singles vampires out ("i believe in every monster EXCEPT vampires!!"), so i wanted to twist that to make it work with being a vampire hunter ("i believe in every monster BUT vampires are the only definitely evil ones")
i also purposefully left it ambiguous as to whether the demon that attacked her was the same demon who attacked her dad or if it was her dad himself, because i wanted to keep the mystery of her dad's fate from shelby's canon backstory.
for her behaviour in oakhurst, i wanted to keep her fantasy obsessed nature, and so im having her see herself as the hero of whatever fantasy world shes in. i think this works well because canon shelby creates this found family fantasy to feel wanted, and creating a hero fantasy would also make her feel wanted, or rather, needed, which might be better. except because its shelby, itd very much be in a silly "dw i'll save you!! :D" way.
thats all i really have to say right now buuuttt!!!! for her design i think i wanna incorporate an element of a monster somewhere as some sort of cute message to show despite hunting one type of monster, she still thinks others can be good. im unsure on this though!!
