He sympathized. Really, he did. About feeling lonely. He didn’t really know about the whole distrust part, he always trusted just about anyone, but everything else she was upset about? He understood.
When he had lost contact with his most important friends, he felt like this. But when he was down, he got himself back up, and he knew exactly how he did it.
It was time to pass that on it seemed. He placed a hand on the girl’s shoulder.
“Hey. Listen, I get it. Really. I do. You feel lonely right now. Really, really lonely. And because of what’s happened, you feel like you can’t trust anybody to not hurt you like anyone else did. Something like that, right?
Even if I’m not completely right, you still gotta get out there. I know it’s hard, and that making new friends when you’ve lost your old ones is hard ‘cause you don’t want to lose them like you did before. Lemmie tell you a secret. You won’t.
Friends? They come and go! That’s just how things are! But I’ve been where you are. And I didn’t give up. I got back up and got back out there and I learned something.
True friends will stay with you. No matter how long its been, you’ll find each other, and it’ll be like you never separated. And you wanna know how you find friends like that?
You get out there and make ‘em. … And…. if things are still too hard for you to give it a shot, then…”
The boy offered his hand out to the girl.
“… Then I’ll be your friend! Okay?”
Inaba looked up from her knees and tot the hand that was being extended to her and a lone thought flashed across her mind—how did it get to this point?
He was a stranger, this boy. She couldn’t have seen him more than once or twice before, recognizing him by his alight and cheery disposition—and somehow still radiating the same stupid kind of altruistic aura that dumbass Taichi seemed to hone some way or other. Simply by being.
So, how was it that she had ended up on this floor, arms curled around her knees, unsuccessfully attempting to withdraw into herself and instead spilling her troubles to this spiky-haired fool?
If anything, she wanted to erase the encounter from his memories altogether. Or, at least, her face. It was embarrassing and detrimental and his words were actually having an effect on her. So told the tears threatening to teeter down her face.
But, behind all of this darkness, there was a small part of her that wanted to accept his offered hand—and this small part won out.
She took his hand, pulled herself, swiped at her eyes with the sleeve of her free arm, and tightened her grip around his fingers; shaking his hand once before releasing it.
“—You are an absurd person. Listening to the sob stories of outsiders that hold no substance and offering them friendship as a fix. Stopping at all. Giving advice like that…”
She couldn’t look him in the eye, so she fixated on her feet, the ground. “I think there’s a lot more to it than all of that. People are crueler than that. With absolutely no reason.” Her hand clenched and constricted. Wasn’t she the proof? “No one needs a reason to do anything...
“—So... Could it really be that you didn’t need one either…?”