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I Often Find Myself Thinking

I Often Find Myself Thinking

Seeing the days pass by slowly and steadily, I often find myself thinking,What would my life be like down the line?How would I be in another 10 years? Would I still be the person I am today Will I be able to live the way I always wanted? Will the sun still be shining brightly on me? Will the moon still be there to bring me comfort at night? Will there be hope to drive me by the endless roads of…

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The Voices inside my head.

The Voices inside my head.

I hear voices inside my head I keep hearing voices that something ominous is in store for me, They call out to me as if they wanted me dead. There are voices inside my head, Which talk to me.

They tell me something isn’t right And something is very wrong. These voices worry me, They make me wanna scream; but I dont think I can much longer hold out.

These voices I hear are none other than mine What…

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The Heart is Not Mine Anymore- A Drabble Tale

One look up, another down. One look to the left and one to the right. Those big eyes had a mischievious smile to hide. Filled with kohl and decorated with mascara, the grey blue eyes kept searching for something she kept for herself at night. She took another step forward and looked again but couldn’t find her heart that had drifted away. Tossing and turning, a boy too, could not sleep. He kept…

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O Teacher, Teach me...

O Teacher, Teach me…

O Teacher, Teach me…

Teach me about the ways of life Teach me how not to not strife Teach me how to roll the dice, But also teach me how to accept the numbers at me by life.

O Teacher, teach me How to be a human, How to become better Teach me love and teach me how to bear pain.

O Teacher teach me the books, the poetry of life, the ways of my mind. Teach me how not to strife.

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Extracting Lemons from the Lemonades We Made!!

Lemons! Sounds weird right? You probably must be thinking why is this proverb written the other way round, but guess what, the situation is like that!

I am not going to go on ranting about the Corona Virus Pandemic that’s killed and is responsible for killing more people even than the holocaust or both world wars combined. No i am talking about how it is affecting the daily lives of people. And i…

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Nirbhaya gets justice! Or does she?

Nirbhaya is not just the girl that was gang-raped by 4 inhumans ( they havent done anything to be called men), she is every woman who has been raped and never got justice.

The incident that occured on that late December night in the year 2012 is now being processed and the girl has finally got justice. But she is not among us anymore. She is not given justice yet.

The inhumans who raped her got…

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Inseparable we are...

Inseparable we are…

Inseparable we were, inseparable we are. Yet the test of time has been such that seperated here we stay and still inseparable we are.

Our seperation is just physical, just geographical and just momentary. Yet this seperation is what we have to bear and wait for the moment that we are together and near.

Its not time that seperates us where we are now, but it is our lives, our laughs,…

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Forever my Valentine🎀

I like to see them laugh, see them smile I want them to be forever caught in the frame of time.

A shot frozen in time of a happy family, a doting husband, a loving wife with their little ones by their sides.

I want those smiles to be frozen forever so i never have to let go of them.

It was right to capture them in your lense, but Just look up from the screens, you might findValentine what you saw…

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I was only 5 then.

You and me, we are similar Looked on by lusty hustlers.

I was 5 then, didnt know what it meant You touched me and my chastity was spent. I was 5 then, went to my mom to vent Said it was a touch that made me aware But going into that alley haunts me still. The adjoining house that made me scared. You and me, we all have been In the same position as it had been The beast sits there, not on my chest But in my…

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The little moments...

The little moments…

How many of us really remember the little moments we shared with the ones we love? How many moments did we enjoy just with ourselves? Was there any time when you were so happy with what you had achieved that you patted yourself?

We often don’t remember these little things but that doesn’t mean we should not enjoy them. Sometimes, we take everything for granted. If you are a millennial kid, not…

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Neither a Rose, nor a Lily Neither a Rose, nor a Lily I am just me, A little bit funny and just a little silly…

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I died then, finally.

I died then, finally.

I die a little everyday But no one seems to notice

They ask, “are you okay?” I say yes, with tears in my eyes which they can’t see.

But they don’t know how little life is left inside me.

I die then, finally. Brutally raped and burned alive. And they took out candle marches,In My Name.

But they still don’t know that I had died long before I Died.

  A tribute to all the women who are harassed,…

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We crossed paths as strangers

We unknowingly met at the intersection

Of the road that is Life, without realizing its dangers

Our journeys have just started

And this road has no end, for it will go on even if we are not here.

But we may cross paths on this road again.

Not as strangers anymore,

But as lovers who seek more.

We

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I am a Human.

I lay there, my legs apart, my hands beside.

I opened my eyes, saw them smile

My eyes grew wild; they were forced to hide.

Tears poured from my eyes as did the blood between my thighs.

My love is not for sale, i mumbled. They moved a bit further but stumbled.

“I am a human, not only a woman.

Not a puppet but sentimental, just remember!”.

I watched their smile come to an end as my eyes closed in…

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Our eternal dance is not over yet..

We will meet again one day,

And dance the night away, Just as we did In my slumber during mid-day.

I believe

We will meet again one day, To talk about things we left then Only mid-way.

I believe

Our eternal dance is not over yet. And the wait is all the more dear Hoping to see you near.

I believe

The slow jazz would play through the night, To fuel flames from the sparks in our eyes And this dance…

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I felt a chill!

I felt a chill!

I walked on this road before, Saw birds and blooms alone. I was little then, can’t recall how old.

I felt warm.

I grew a little older and walked again On the same road as before. There were no blooms anymore, Red and yellow leaves cracking under my feet.

I felt a chill.

Now, I am walking on this road yet again, But I can’t see either – the blooms or the fallen leaves. All i see are birds, Looking…

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Feline Starlight! Why do i write? Because i kind of like to. But the thing is that i was always able to write lengthy content, the same doesn't go for exam answers though :P!