(spoilers for Adrianās route incoming, etc, etc)
I have been putting off this particular post of ramblings because I truly donāt think I can do justice to putting my thoughts into words for Adrian. Not like the other guys.Ā But at the end of the day these are truly for my entertainment (and God-awful memory) and I just happen to have an audience. So. No pressure.Ā Also Iām trying not to repeat myself. Which is hard. (I love this game. I donāt know how I can make that more obvious?? But I guess I keep trying with these posts and the damn TikToks LOL)Ā
Adrian is justā¦such a sweetheart?? And I adored ANY AND EVERY SINGLE TIME we got to tease him???? Beautiful, oh my goodness.Ā
ā¦Which is why when he wanted to get down and dirty in the GYM but not for workout purposes, I had the gall to be surprised!! ššššš
But listen!! Anytime he went from sweet, golden retriever energy to serious, intimidating, sexy war god I was experiencing All The Emotions. Which is hilarious because we get HINTS of this throughout the first couple chaptersā¦so I should have seen this coming (also I keep clicking the spice option, like what the heck do you think that means?? @ me) but that didnāt stop me from being dramatic and running back on here to scream into the void (check the tags if youāre interested. I had to make a proper 18+ tag and everything when I was convinced that was gonna happen due to College Craze aha šš½).
Um. So, while Adrian was fighting Logan for Most Horny (sorry, I still think Logan can keep his crown and throne š) he was also fighting Ezra for Most Disgustingly Romantic (more evidence is needed from both sides for me for the jury to come to a conclusion)!Ā
Alsooooo, MC internally screaming in all caps had to be the most relatable shit I have ever seen oh my God. I couldnāt even laugh sometimes because I was like sheās like me, fr fr, with all the seriousness in the world!
Speaking of seriousness, there is a line I really enjoy that comes after the big breakup, which after doing this three times, did not get easier?? It got harder??? I sick. And I still have to do the bad ends in the new year?? I hate this. Anyhoo, the line:
āHe recognized the sadness. Saw it in me and walked with me.āĀ
Grief is a funny thing. Itās different for everyone, and it was this year I truly noticed just how different people who have never been touched by grief walk verses those who have. And thereās a fun little cocktail of emotions that comes wrapped in the grief besides the advertised sadness, but itās like, deeper than that. Some people are really good at hiding that sadness.Ā And for someone else who has gone through a loss, any type of significant loss, and to see that in someone else and to not run away from it, not try and fix it, not try and belittle you for it? Itās a huge ass deal.Ā
And then more events happened (seriously yāall, just play the game, even if itās one route) and THIS LINE SMACKED ME IN THE FACE TOO:
āWhen I was with you I felt so happyā¦so happy that I worried Iād be punished for my happiness.ā
Girlfriend, same. Saaaaaaaame.Ā
Now, in no particular order or in great detail, because I should wrap this up, here are other things I loved.Ā
More Grace screentime!!! We get a little of her in Ezraās route and then we see her a lot more in Adrianās which I loved!Ā
Karaoke! Super unique mechanic in the game and I need to go back and unlock all the songs.Ā
Any and all interactions with Amara!! I love our best friend, send tweet.Ā