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[hopelesshearttx]

When you have a child and would do anything for them. You wonder how your own mother could of treated you like you could never do nothing right or wanted anything to do with you. The #narcissisticmother can really mess you up.. But I will be here to make sure that doesn't happen to my child . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo9pR27A6AL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wk99jj3wovag

[hopelesshearttx]

My mother loved/loves doing this to me I thought I was going crazy especially since my sister her Golden child is naive and can be convinced into so much. And she had my dad to the point where I would ask for BK up from him he would just throw his hands in the air and be like I slept since then I don't remember anything. My husband does this to me also I finally figured I wasn't as forgetful or making things up because as things happen I would tell someone on the internet. But a week later he would tell me that he had never said something or something never happened. It's can make a woman go mad if you don't realize what's happening. #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BokKU2hA9yi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8i25bty728gh

[hopelesshearttx]

The cause of the flight or fight to always be on for us causes the body undo stress are body's are always thinking there is danger... . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoZRGJHlh76/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5c38ulu36xcf

[hopelesshearttx]

Try being the sunshine in someone's grey skies or show them this and ask them to be your sunshine. #cansomeonebemysunshine #bemysunshine #greyskies #chronicpainsucks #chronicillnesswarrior #nofriendssucks #putyourfeelingsaside #iwillendure #doingitformydaughter (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoRWDcFAsIi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vkp9aq05epnk

[hopelesshearttx]

Where do you get your news? Do you read the paper? Do you watch the local news or cable only? Social media? Online ? Just wait for someone else to tell you? #1stepahead123 #intrigue #questions #questionsandanswers #whadoyoudo #gettingtoknow #gettingtoknowyou #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopentexas #hopelessheartntexas #hopelessheartntexas #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior #narcissisticabusesurvivor (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoQMSPPBWDq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6r0trtoew6za

[hopelesshearttx]

What animal do you think would look cute the size of a cat? . .. . #sillyquestions #sillykitty #cuteanimals #cutequestion #cute #whatdoyouthink #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopentexas #hopelessheartntexas #hopequotes #holonis #findmeonholonis #holonisisawesome #holonismonitizes #holonispays https://www.instagram.com/p/BoMRRNNhWpD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15sjs5tx1ahqf

[hopelesshearttx]

Don't forget about the ones that do take care of us, my beautiful child. . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems .. #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFY8VkBp3p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7fktcns83cnx

[hopelesshearttx]

FRIDAY MORNING came in with a bang but has finally calmed down. Hope your Friday goes well. Have any weekend plans? ✨ . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery . . #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems #hopelessheart  #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam #tgif (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn_aJj-nXaK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oo535sh1s2ao

[hopelesshearttx]

I am learning not to feed into the narcissist they shut up and go away a lot faster that way. But there is still times where they get me and I fly off the handle and hit the roof. . . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #heartntexas #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn87YbRner2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17g06hrbnw2yd

[hopelesshearttx]

For those of us that know that feeling well.. . 😂 ❤ 😂 ❤ . .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems #hopelessheart #hopentexas #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #holonisapp #holofam (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn7HbPyHXX1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5s20oe127ln6

[hopelesshearttx]

I want to say thank you for all the positive energy my friends from #holonisapp my #holofamily have been to me since I have met them they have brought me up out of many dark days and pushed me into doing some great things thank you #holonisisawesome @dirkinray @forbiddenthirst @b.i.gtony @valerie_ascending @saraecrawford @jfitmob @gr_8full @snomoto11 @wanderlost.productions @holonis @pharmathlete @ritchiedwards @brookejsands https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn3CVtGHfhJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dfyn5om8c5to

[hopelesshearttx]

Good Monday morning started out this lovely week an early pain management appointment woohoo . . .#painmanagementsucks #prisonerchronicillness #prisonertopain #seeingdoctorsareafulltimejob #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #spoonies #spoonielife #spoonieproblems (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1OO7IH1xg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5hhdtmspwwc4

[hopelesshearttx]

Looking on the positive side of things can be hard but there is always something. . . . #doingitformydaughter #iwillbestrongforher #iwillendure #positivevibes #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #hopelessheart #hopelesshearttx #hopelessheartntexas #heartntexas #chronicpainsucks #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillnesswarrior #painmanagementisajoke #painmanagementsucks (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnyvP0iH030/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9ijbuosesgxq

[hopelesshearttx]

We have to remember to laugh it helps to rejuvenate the soul. . . . . #laughteristhebestmedicine #stayingformydaughter #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcawareness #narcassist #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticmother #narcabuserecovery #chronicillness #chonicpain #chronicpainsucks #chronicpainlife #chronicpainwarrior #chronicpainsucks #spoonies #selfhealingjourney #blogger #holonisapp #holonis (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnynzLEnXHv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4kyfzcs55wlj

[hopelesshearttx]

I got this #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcassist #narcawareness #chronicillness #chronicillness #holonis #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcabuserecovery #idoitformydaughter #iamstrong (at Fort Worth, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnsIh2KH3C8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hmn0qfw4adif

[hopelesshearttx]

Is this something I do to myself? Or is it a pattern with who we attract as an #empath ??? . . . . #empathlife #empathproblems #empathsbelike #empathsofinstagram #emapatheticsouls #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcassist #narcissisticmother #narcism #narcabuserecovery #narca #narcissiticabuse #chronicillness #chronicpain #hopentexas #hopelessheart #hope #hopelessheartntexas #hopelesshearttx https://www.instagram.com/p/BnqyTtMnSAG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nymir0g3z48f

[hopelesshearttx]

You can be a leader and be a good person. . . . . #believeinyourself #bestrong #beproudofyourself #dosomethingforyou #dontlivescared #beproudofwhoyouare #hopentexas #hopelessheart #holonis #doingitformydaughter https://www.instagram.com/p/BnoasAtHNPY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ha0s4mk1tnlk