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CJ | 23 | she/her bi ✦ wattpad author ✦ hopeless romantic 🕊 constantly overthinking, always dreaming 📚 i will never shut up about the seven husbands of evelyn hugo ➤ writing tender, complicated, sometimes dark girls who fall too hard ➤ powered by coffee, quiet mornings, and late-night thoughts 📖 read my stories on wattpad

[writingdose]

a writer’s struggle

[hopelesslycj]

💯

[sentientsky]

repeating this to myself forever and ever

[hopelesslycj]

Way Txampayä

Summary:

❝ 𝐖𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬.❞

Before Tonowari was Olo'eyktan and Ronal was Tsahìk, there was Sa'reya.

She was like the ocean, vast, gentle, gorgeous. To love her was as natural as breath, as inevitable as the tide to the moon.

They loved her. Completely. Without question.

Loving her was inevitable. Losing her was not. Day after day, the echoes of losing her resonate in their bones. But loss is only the beginning.

Years later, Toruk Makto seeks uturu. And with him walks a woman wearing Sa'reya's face, a Sawtute, a demon in a false body.

Two lives move within her. One soul remembers. The other survives.

What was bound to the sea has returned. The same soul. Different being. One undeniable love returned.

This is Way Txampayä.

Pairing: Ronal/Tonowari/Original Female Character

Contents: backstory, canon-compliant, canon-typical violence, mature language, adult content, slow burn (second romance), polyamory, fluff, angst, soulmates, reincarnation (ish), explicit content (smut 18+), true love, intimacy, aliens, Quaritch sister, spider loves his aunt, auntie Sarai loves spider...more contents to be added

Published on Wattpad now

Coming to Ao3 soon

Taglist: @torukmaktoskxawng

[yourlocalfriendlyhobbit]

I legit can't stand this fandom anymore. My hands start shaking with anger a little more every post i see talking shit about Spider.

Is it really so hard for them to use their 2 working braincells, or to have some damn media literacy or emotional maturity?

[itsawritblr]

[hopelesslycj]

Me basically everyday

[helniksdaughter]

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

By Taylor Jenkins Reid

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

nothing but love and respect to all fanfic writers

[theunfortunate-author]

my daily affirmation as an author

[hopelesslycj]

🔥✨ 𝐋 𝐈 𝐍 𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐅 𝐈 𝐑 𝐄 ✨🔥

You and Andy have been happily married for three years.

She runs into burning buildings; you patch up the people who barely make it out. It works until the day a chemical plant explodes and you hear your wife call a mayday from inside the collapsing structure.

When the line between duty and love is swallowed by smoke and flame, can your marriage survive the moment you break every rule to save her? Or will you lose everything in the line of fire?

Parts: 1 (Published)

Pairing: Andy Herrera x Female Reader (Y/N)

Content: Action-packed canon-style rescue, Mass casualty event, On-scene trauma surgery, Claustrophobic entrapment, Angst, panic, fear-for-your-life vibes, Married softness, comfort, “Come back to me” energy, Hurt/comfort + healing, fluff, smut 18+

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Celebrity & Fandom Imagines - Line of Fire | Andy Herrera

Read Line of Fire | Andy Herrera from the story Celebrity & Fandom Imagines by HopelesslyCJ (CJ) with 18 reads. florenc...

[hoahoahoahoahoa]

Writing Emmett Cullen in-character is incredibly simple. You just need to remember these two key truths: 1. He is the silliest of the Cullens 2. He is indisputably the most mentally and emotionally stable character in the whole series

[hopelesslycj]

🌸⚓ ══ 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 ══ ⚓🌸

You are a Marine returning home from deployment, where the sudden quiet of civilian life feels unfamiliar as opposed to the battlefields you left behind. Barbie is a bright, endlessly curious woman still learning how to be human and searching for her place in the world after leaving Barbieland. From an awkward family gathering to late–night walks and from the dangers of the world to finding safety in each other, you and Barbie find in each other the comfort, wonder, and belonging you’ve both been missing — and build a love that finally feels like home for the first time.

parts: 1 (published)

pairing: Barbie (Margot Robbie) × G!P Marine!Reader

contents: soft-and-steady love, comfort & healing arcs, protective!marine!reader × bright!barbie, first kiss, first time, forever kind of love, family, domestic softness & late-night talks, fluff, tiny bit angst, soft smut 18+ (g!p reader, passionate encounter, emotional intimacy)

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Home »

[hopelesslycj]

꧁ 𝑭𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑨𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑮𝒓𝒖𝒅𝒈𝒆 ꧂

Katherine Pierce has lived lifetimes running, scheming, surviving. But now she’s running out of time. Possessing Elena Gilbert’s body was supposed to be her perfect escape. She was supposed to be able to live on with her daughter by her side. Instead, it’s become her greatest trap and her daughter lies dying.

They need Katherine out of Elena’s body.

Stefan’s plan is cruel but simple: use Nadia, Katherine’s daughter, who is already dying, to force her hand. But Damon? Damon has other ideas. He wants to use you — Katherine’s one and only true love, the one stolen from her centuries ago, the one person Katherine has never stopped loving and never stopped mourning. But neither of them truly understand what it means when you walk through that door. What happens when you show up and thwart both their plans?

An extra glimpse into Katherine's backstory and Season 5 episode 15

parts: 1 (published)

pairing: Katherine Pierce x g!p reader (wlw)

contents: angst, true love, centuries of separation, vampires, powers, banter, fluff, smut 18+ (g!p reader, emotional intimacy, desperate reunion, soft moments after), mdni!!

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From Ancient Grudge

[hoahoahoahoahoa]

When Bella became a vampire (essentially unbreakable) Edward should’ve straight up gone through anxiety withdrawals. He was forced to quit worrying cold turkey. He should’ve had the jitters with no outlet for all the excess fretting.

Bella’s first hunt should’ve been an absolute disaster with Edward instinctively throwing himself between Bella and any animal she’s about to attack (wildlife is DANGEROUS)

[hopelesslycj]

Edward: Bella, that's dangerous (*completely freaking out)

Bella: Yes, I know it's dangerous, that's why it's fun

*Emmet high-fiving Bella

*Edward losing his mind, looking like he's having an aneurysm

[hopelesslycj]

• ── ✧ Do You Love Me? ✧ ── •

Inspired by « Est-ce que tu m’aimes ? » — GIMS

⋯ ✧ ⋯

Two couples. Four hearts. One question: Do you love me?

With your marriage quietly unraveling and the glare of success always on your skin, you start to drift from the woman you once thought was forever. The only person who feels like a refuge is Kylie—your cousin’s girlfriend—someone you seem to share a quiet, wordless understanding with every time your eyes meet.

Late-night talks become coffee at dawn, rain-lit walks through Paris and New York become a ritual, and comfort tilts—slowly—into something raw, fragile, and undeniable.

When someone asks if you are loved, the real question is—are you loved enough?

parts: 1 (published)

pairing: kylie jenner x g!p reader (wlw)

contents: Paris ↔ New York, slow-burn solace → desire, cheating, angst, fluff, smut 18+ (g!p reader, fingering, emotional intimacy), mdni!!

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Do You Love Me

[ceilidho]

em dashes are a hallmark of fanfiction the same way the infamous "Oh. Oh." line is and don't let any loser tell you otherwise

[hopelesslycj]

✦ — Say You'll Remember Me — ✦

In the glittering world of 1950s Hollywood, you are a celebrated actress with the world at your feet — and secrets stitched into every smile for the cameras. When you meet Sabrina Carpenter, a bright-eyed new singer fresh off the train from Pennsylvania, your worlds collide in a blaze of camera flashes, milkshakes, and stolen moments. But fame is a hungry thing, and love between two women is a risk that could end both your careers. In an era of headlines and hushed whispers, will your hearts survive the weight of stardom… or will the city of dreams tear you apart?

parts: 2 (both published)

pairing: sabrina carpenter x g!p reader (wlw)

contents: 1950s glamour, forbidden romance, tension, milkshakes, internalized homophobia (if you squint), society pressure, fluff, angst, smut 18+ (g!p reader, oral, passionate encounters, emotional intimacy), mdni!!

read it on wattpad ↓

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[hoahoahoahoahoa]

Carlisle: I was attacked and bitten

Edward: I was bitten without any choice and amidst a fever in the height of a pandemic

Esme: I threw myself off a cliff and was turned while unconscious without any prior knowledge

Rosalie: I was bitten after being brutalized and left for dead in the streets, without my consent

Emmett: I was bitten to be saved after being mauled by a bear. I thought I was being carried to heaven by an angel

Alice: I was stolen from an asylum and bitten to be saved from a tracker

Jasper: when I was bitten I was drafted into a brutal underground war

Bella: