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A Christmas Fic Rec Masterlist

Day 1:

The Way We Fall by @dollyluxe

Unexpected guests at the Ackles’ Thanksgiving dinner. Jensen’s life will never be the same.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 5174; Warning(s): None

Day 2:

I’ll Be Home for Christmas by @dollyluxe

Jared’s flight home on Christmas Eve gets cancelled.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 3375; Warning(s): None

Day 3:

we met on the very first page by @dollyluxe

Jared has an unexpected morning.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 2002; Warning(s): None

Day 4:

Electricity by riyku

In which there is an anti-Christmas party, and awkward, accidental kisses.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 980; Warning(s): None

Day 5:

The Gifts They Gave by @dollyluxe

The Padalackles watch old home movies of a Christmas past.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 4056; Warning(s): None

Day 6:

Buy One, Get One Free by stellamira

Jensen gives Jared a very special Christmas present.

Rating: NC-17; Word Count: 2900; Warning(s): None

Day 7:

Who Needs an Overcoat by marrieddorks

Jared enthusiastically decorated for Christmas and Jensen had to walk home in the snow.

Rating: General; Word Count: 2348; Warning(s): None

Day 8:

Winter Love by @dollyluxe

Jensen draws some guy named Jared Padalecki for Secret Santa at the shelter where he volunteers.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 4629; Warning(s): None

Day 9:

The Santa Claus Pub Run by dugindeep

Jared is looking forward to the annual pub run to catch up with old friends and get a little happy drunk. Meeting Jensen is a bonus.

Rating: General; Word Count: 4891; Warning(s): None

Day 10:

As We Dream by @dollyluxe

While Jensen’s home from college for winter break, he runs into someone he barely recognizes.

Rating: General; Word Count: 3831; Warning(s): None

Day 11:

frost bite by bertee

In which Jensen is a vampire who just really loves Christmas.

Rating: PG-13; Word Count: 4200; Warning(s): Referenced Vampirism

Day 12:

First Snow by @babybrotherdean

The first snowfall of the season in Deadwood Creek. Jared and Jensen spend it together.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 1296; Warning(s): None

Day 13:

The Weather Outside is Frightful by @exaggeratedspecificity

A freak snowstorm in Austin has Jensen frozen to the bone. Don’t worry, Jared will warm him up.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 2151; Warning(s): None

Day 14:

Merry Christmas, Baby by @dollyluxe

Jared is super, super stoked about Christmas this year.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 3197; Warning(s): None

Day 15:

Raise My Glass Half-Full by cleflink

Blizzards and bartender-ogling should not be Jensen’s idea of a rewarding night out.

Rating: General; Word Count: 1676; Warning(s): None

Day 16:

Merry Christmas, Ya Filthy Animal by @dollyluxe

Jensen wins at a silent auction.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 6363; Warning(s): Light BDSM, Rough Sex

Day 17:

Communication (Is the Secret to Relationships) by whispered_story

When Jared asks Jensen to spend Christmas together, Jensen is a little too distracted by hands and lips and Jared to really listen.

Rating: Mature; Word Count: 3201; Warning(s): None

Day 18:

At Christmas by @dollyluxe

Jared’s family stays at a B&B for Christmas.

Rating: NR; Word Count: 3785; Warning(s): Some Angst

Day 19:

where the treetops glisten by destina

Jensen figures out what being home for Christmas really means.

Rating: PG; Word Count: 2473; Warning(s): None

Day 20:

Dream By the Fire by @exaggeratedspecificity

Jared and Jensen are getting ready to spend their first Christmas in Austin together and get a little sentimental and steamy in front of the fire

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 4179; Warning(s): None

Day 21:

Hurry Down the Chimney Tonight by @dollyluxe

Jared goes on a date to a Christmas party, and he meets the evening’s entertainment.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 6550; Warning(s): None

Day 22:

Just One Thing I Need by non_tiembo_mala

Jensen more or less loathes everything Christmas. His happy-go-lucky husband Jared, however, loves it. After a rough day at the office, Christmas shopping is the last thing Jensen wants to be doing, but he’s never been able to resist Jared, even if (or maybe especially when) he’s wearing that damn Santa hat.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 5783; Warning(s): None

Day 23:

i saw you shine by @dollyluxe

Jared gets a glimpse into Jensen’s new life.

Rating: Teen; Word Count: 3203; Warning(s): Depression, Suicidal Thoughts

Day 24:

Under the Christmas Tree by ashtraythief

It’s two days after Christmas and Jensen has one more present for Jared.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 2455; Warning(s): None

Day 25:

Miles to Go by @dollyluxe

As Jensen’s assistant, Jared takes care of him at work. As a man in love, he can’t help that he wants to wrap him up in a warm blanket and take care of him in every other aspect of his life, too.

Rating: Explicit; Word Count: 8176; Warning(s): None

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Reblogging because everyone needs a little reading material during the holidays.

mylittlecornerfandomium

Musician!Jensen j2 fic recs

anon request /hope helps anon ♥

Open your Eyes, Open your Heart (proud like a god don’t pretend to be blind) Times where the band was all over the news and the new best thing are long gone. Sure, they are still on the road, still attract a decent crowd but they haven’t a released anything new in close to three years now. About to lose their record deal Jensen is desperately trying to find new ideas. But writing new songs proves to be much more difficult than it used to be. On a chance night he finds inspiration, only for it to turn out to be a washed up casting star seemingly earning his money out on the streets. That’s not really what he had in mind as his new muse. Jared, though, seems determined to stay around.

Like a Glass Half Empty Jensen is the bitchy lead-guitarist in a successful rock band. When their bassist pulled an Ian Curtis, they needed to recruit a new one. In walked Jared. Jensen is determined to have nothing to do with him. But sometimes the best laid plans…

Angels on Ariels Jensen is an aspiring singer-songwriter who works in a coffeehouse to pay the bills while he tries to get his music career off the ground. Jared’s a mechanic with a pickup truck, two dogs, and three motorcycles. Jensen has been in Nashville eight months, and Jared has been there four years, when they meet - twice - and click instantly. Jensen wants Jared, and as a result Jared discovers that maybe he’s not completely straight. Jensen’s friend Danneel wants him to keep seeing the nice boy she set him up with, and Jared’s coworker Katie keeps teasing him about his “friend”, and the boys just want to figure out who they are and what they want, and how they can get and keep the things that will make them happy.

recipe for a perfect song When Jared breaks up with his boyfriend, his controlling father decides he should move away for a while to run a new hotel. There he meets former country star with a troubled past, Jensen Ackles. At first it seems Jensen is everything Jared hates. But when they get to know each other, it turns out they might just be what the other needs.

I’ll Sing My Song Jared just wants to write one great song before he leaves high school behind him, but his muse has ditched him. In his search to rediscover it, he finds that one summer away at camp–and a famous boybander-in-hiding–can change everything.

Don’t Go Mistaking Paradise. Jensen loves only two things in his life: drumming and his best friend Jared. Unfortunately, Jared, his head buried in his painting and a years old crush on a girl named Sandy, only knows about the drumming.

Hands all over Jensen Ackles is rockstar who needs to be protected for a week. That’s when Jared steps in, except that Jared is hot and sexy and now Jensen wants only one thing : him.

New Beginnings Jensen is homeless and Jared is a cold-hearted businessman who has no sympathy for the homeless. Their paths cross almost every day until suddenly, Jensen is gone, and Jared is surprised to find that he’s worried.

Behold And See Jared’s a conductor, in charge of his first big performance. Jensen has reluctantly come home to take part, and has brought a whole lot of baggage with him.

“I haven’t scratched the surface of my desire (In the world of dreams, I’m a frequent flyer) ” The house looks like a war zone. And here, he’d thought that it would be over once they all finished college and found decent jobs. He should have known it wouldn’t be that easy. His roommates have stopped growing up since senior year in high school.

Nothing new then.

Rockstar Verse The first time Jared heard the song had spelled his doom, he’d known that the moment he heard a whiskey coated voice belting out, make the pussy purr with the stroke of my hand. They know they gettin’ it from me. They know just where to go. When they need their lovin’ man, they know I do it for free. They give me cat scratch fever.

My New Life is Waiting Jared and his daughter Hannah are used to depending only on each other. Their life at the cabin on the lake isn’t exciting, but it’s safe. Until the night Hannah goes outside, drawn by the soft sounds of a guitar. While Jared is drawn to the music, the guitar player is too close for comfort. But something in the music inexorably attracts Jared and his little girl, and they finally reach out to their new neighbor. Jensen seems like the perfect guy, and he is the perfect guy. But like Jared, he has secrets to keep and reasons not to trust. Can they move beyond their pasts to make a life together, beyond the isolated shores of the lake?

Elegy for the Living “Great,” Jensen muttered. “I’m going into the Underworld to get my best friend’s soul back armed with the power of song. How could that possibly go wrong?” A modern myth.

As notes of music are Fifteen-year-old Jared Padalecki is a musical prodigy, but he is keeping a secret from his family that might tear them apart. When he joins the orchestra and meets the gorgeous concertmaster, Jared finds himself falling for more than just Jensen’s music - the guy has really talented hands - and Jared is willing to risk everything to be with him.

1349 Miles Jared didn’t know how much he was holding in his sadness until he heard Jensen singing at a bar on a Friday night.

When Andante Meets Allegro (Music Flies) So Jared has this excellent idea to try and seduce the hot-ass violinist who lives in his apartment complex.

The Unnamed Feeling Jensen and his buddy David live the rockstar life. There’s no use for anything different in their world. They have the attitude to show for it and for a long time, they get away with it. Then Jared joins rock band Martyry as Jensen’s new guitar tech and forces them to face their inner demons. At the same time, the more Jared learns about Jensen, he has to ask himself: How much is he willing to forgive for love?

Thank God for Empty Classrooms and Glen Campbell Relationships are never easy, but when one of you is a country superstar and the other is your best friend since high school, how do you go from that to partners in every sense of the word without falling apart and losing each other permanently.

Then selfless love will change you back Jensen’s life isn’t perfect to begin with, and then he finds out that he’s getting a stepbrother. Worse, it’s straight-laced Jared. He never expect things to go downhill from there, but they sort of do.

Listen Music is a part of Jensen, it’s in his blood, it’s what he lives for and everyone that meets him for more than five minutes knows he’s destined for greatness. But sometimes the music is drowned out by the demands of a pushy father, who’s determination to give Jensen the best chance in life possible has alienated his son.

Jared is a young guitarist, travelling the country with his uncle, taking work where they can. He doesn’t know what his future holds until he meets Jensen. They meet by chance and there’s an instant connection, but when life pulls them apart, it’s up fate and music to bring them back together again. Inspired by the film August Rush.

All These Tangled Truths Late afternoon sunlight poured through the front window of the bar illuminating every fault in stark relief. From the way he was leaning against the palm of his hand, Jared could see just how much dust was lining the tables and floor. How the purple curtain hanging behind the stage was actually ripped in the top right corner, the rest of it faded and spotty. It was five o’clock on a Friday and the place looked trashed already. (singer!jensen)

mylittlecornerfandomium

College!J2 fic recs (both students)

Hi anon I’m happy I could help!! there is the second part of your request, hope you find something there, those are some of my faves, all chaptered.

Gunpoint Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to?

Waiting to Begin!verse Jared and Jensen are college roommates. Jensen’s gay and Jared’s straight. Sort of.

J2Powers!verse Jared has been a telepath for as long as he remembers. That means that in some ways he has learned to close his mind when things get overwhelming. Meeting Jensen is a test on his patience, however, because he has never met anyone as loud or with as dirty a mind as Jensen.

I Could Be Wrong About You Jensen was going to change his whole life around when he reached college. He was going to have lots of friends, take some interesting classes, and stop being so self conscious. If only his roommate wasn’t a jerk.

When You Care Enough to Hit Send It is the touching story of how Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles met in college and hooked up and then got together and found love! And e-cards.

Eyes on the Prize This is not how Jared wanted to start his first semester at college. And definitely not how he expected to end up hooking up with the hot RA who lives right in front of him — the one that Jared likes a little too much and may have been crushing on for several weeks —.

But, as Chad likes to put it: when life gives him lemons, Jared ends up sucking Jensen Ackles’ dick in the laundry room.

Winter Kept Us Warm There is a boy and he wears makeup. There is another boy who shouldn’t like the first boy, but he does. Even if he doesn’t understand why.

Hockey Nights Jared’s a successful young goalkeeper for an NHL team and his career is on the way up all the time. Jensen plays University hockey and meets him thanks to his friend’s outrageous behavior at one of Jared’s games. But Jared’s not ready to tell the world the truth about who he is. When Jensen gets a chance to play for the same team as Jared, he tries to prove that neither of them has to hide.

I’ll Take Second Chances for $1000, Alex! Jared Padalecki is used to having all the answers. With an IQ over 170 and a near photographic memory, applying to compete in the Jeopardy College Tournament is a no-brainer. When he finds out his high school Quiz Bowl nemesis and epic crush, Jensen Ackles, is trying out, too, Jared is torn between anger and excitement. Unexpected sparks fly when they meet again, but it’s not long before Jared realizes Jensen is one puzzle he can’t quite figure out. Instead of all the answers, he’s got nothing but questions.

Abstinence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder After slutting around his first three years of college at UT Austin, Jensen has an epiphany at his parents’ thirtieth anniversary and vow renewal during the summer break. He decides to stop having sex altogether until he finds the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with. When he gets back to campus, Jensen forms In No Rush, a LGBT abstinence discussion group. Jared is a gay freshmen who desperately wants to get laid. He quickly falls in lust with Jensen and tries to persuade him to have sex with him. He’s heard about the old Jensen and pretends to be more experienced to get into Jensen’s pants. As his attempts to bed Jensen get more and more outlandish, Jared falls in love with Jensen, something he wasn’t expecting.

Crush Jensen is kind of a slut, he sleeps around hooks up with guys. And never-ever hooks up with the same guy twice. He just doesn’t do relationships. When he and his best friend Jeff go house hunting they figure they can might as well ask their kid brother and sister to live with them, that way they can afford something bigger.

Jared is a serial crusher, he falls in love in a blink of an eye and gets his heart broken almost as much. Although most people say he’s never really been in love, it doesn’t make the hurt any less. He hopes things will get better when he and his best friend Mackenzie go to college. So when his brother Jeff asks him and Mac to move if with them he doesn’t have to think twice.

When Jared and Jensen meet its hate at first sight and both men doubt they could ever lie with the other, let alone be friends. They’re worlds apart but maybe opposites really do attract

Aimer: To Love Or To Like Jared is almost failing out of his college French class, so his prof asks Jensen, the new TA to tutor him. There’s a reason they call French “the language of love”.

Until our hearts catch fire Jared has never been so nervous as he had on his first day of college, and the fact that he’s everything but the cool, outgoing type isn’t helping either. Good thing Jensen—his new roommate—is not only god’s gift to men when it comes to his devilishly handsome looks, but also the best friend Jared could hope for, and just what Jared needed to turn his college life into a blissful adventure. When after months of living together and a relationship gone wrong, things between them start to change, Jared isn’t going to complain, because in the end, with Jensen, things could only get better and better.

Caught in the Hands of Fate Jensen has had his share of ups and downs, but he pushes forward and tries not to take life for granted. Starting college in California seems like the right choice for him, and everything is going better than he imagined it would. However, fate can be a tricky thing sometimes.

Everyone experiments in college In an alternate universe, Jared goes to college. Things start ensuing all over the place.

Relax, it’s Just Sex JDM.com is an amateur porn website specializing in the “gay education” of straight college guys. Jared’s best friend Chad talks him into doing a couple solo videos to help pay his college tuition. What’s a little gay porn in the grand scheme of things? And then Jared meets Jensen and everything changes.

Scav Hunt The University of Chicago’s annual Scavenger Hunt is legendary for its eclectic and hard-to-obtain items (e.g., one thousand origami cranes, a trebuchet launching a pineapple over a statue, an interpretive dance of the Thirty Years’ War) and for the extremes that people will go to over a long weekend to find them. Starting from rival teams and at odds with each other, Jared and Jensen must work together to defeat a common enemy and maybe end up winning something more than a game.

Marriage and Other Modern Conveniences When Jensen’s housing situation changes, Jared comes up with the perfect solution to let them both live in the married student’s dorm: a marriage of convenience.

Spells, Potions, and a Wizard Boyfriend Despite being a wizard, Jensen’s life has been completely normal and magic-free – but all of that is about to change now that he’s a student at the California College of Magic.

Real Life: Good For You AU. College is not what Jared had imagined. Instead of happy days with Chad and his friends, there’s just Jared - alone in Bumfuck, Nowheresville, while Chad’s living it up in California! Lonely and playing too much World of Warcraft, Jared decides to be proactive, get himself out of the socially awkward rut he’s gotten stuck in, and find himself a roommate. But moving in with easygoing and laidback Jensen, Jared’s about to discover that real life doesn’t always turn out the way you expect it to!

Everybody Talks Second-year law student Jensen is about to make a move on sophomore undergrad Jared, when he realizes that next semester he is going to TA for a class Jared needs for his major. They agree to try to ignore their feelings for one another until the class is over, which becomes harder and harder to do, especially when they run into each other on spring break. Then someone exposes their secret attraction and Jensen is forced to choose between his future at the university and Jared.

Here for the Moment (Livejournal) When Jensen crashes into Jared’s life, quite literally, Jared is only too happy to go along for the ride. What starts as a happy twist of fate leads into something more, and Jared soon realizes his feelings for Jensen are only getting stronger with time. But Jensen is caught up in a past that Jared can’t be a part of, and being happy in love ends up being more complicated than Jared thought.

I Now Pronounce You… Jared and Jensen are best friends who got married as a last resort to ensure they had somewhere to live for their last year of college due to being kicked out of their dorm thanks to the loveable resident douchebag Chad Murray. It was supposed to be a quick fix for a messy situation… What they got however was something that neither of them could have ever expected.

Come What Come May (Time And The Hour Runs Through The Roughest Day) Jensen, a student at the University of Washington and grumpy person in general, is not at all impressed by the fact that Jared Padalecki, son of a famous country singer and a popular Hollywood actor and general heartthrob of the nation, also decides to study at the same university. He’s also not happy about the fact that he ends up at Jared’s house party thanks to his best friend Danneel, but the morning after a panic attack, when he wakes up in a strangers bed, he realizes that Jared Padalecki maybe isn’t as bad of a human being as the magazines make him out to be.

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coolness22

This is amazing

hotdamnj2

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: Supernatural RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan/Jared Padalecki Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Jeffrey Dean Morgan Additional Tags: Master/Slave, Punishment, J2, Anal Sex, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dom/sub, Discipline, Bondage and Discipline, BDSM Series: Part 1 of Moose Comes First Summary:

This is a fic I wrote in 2012 for a prompt on livejournal. For a time this fic was missing certain chapters, it is now complete. This contains heavy themes of corporal punishment and master/sex slave relationships.

“Original prompt: Jared and Jensen are both slaves. Their master loves to put on a show for his friends and business partners where he lets Jared and Jensen fuck each other. Though, the thing is, the one that comes first will get punished… severely!!! So, if Jensen comes first, he gets punished… or the other way around.

The viewers can even make bets on who will come first.

I would also love if Jared and Jensen are not getting along a first… so they try to make the other come in order to not get punished. But it would be great if later on they would start to care for each other… :)”

xoxo.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

"Original prompt: Jared and Jensen are both slaves. Their master loves to put on a show for his friends and business partners where he lets Jared and Jensen fuck each other. Though, the thing is, the one that comes first will get punished... severely!!! So, if Jensen comes first, he gets punished... or the other way around.

The viewers can even make bets on who will come first.

I would also love if Jared and Jensen are not getting along a first... so they try to make the other come in order to not get punished. But it would be great if later on they would start to care for each other... :)"

xoxo.

#j2 fics #firesign10

likestarsonearthj2

Gentle reminder hate towards Jared or Jensen does not fly here you will be blocked.

mylittlecornerfandomium

Weecest Aesthetic | anon request

#wincest

srsfunny

Bunnies Are Cute They Said

jorahssquire

nyxocity

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 6/6 Fandom: Supernatural RPF, Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Chad Michael Murray, Misha Collins Additional Tags: Pining, First Love, Blow Jobs, Mutual Pining, Rough Sex, Dirty Talk, Frottage, Action/Adventure Summary:

Eight years ago, Jared spent his entire summer on a tropical island off the coast of Mexico with Jensen. He fell head over heels for Jensen, but their lives were going separate directions at the end of the summer, and they never quite got together. Jensen left for Greenpeace and Jared went off to college—but he never truly got over Jensen. Now, in present day, Jared is a marine biologist working on a project in the gorgeous panhandle of Alaska. He’s amazed to discover the captain of the ship he’s chartered is none other than Jensen Ackles himself. Jared’s overjoyed, but Jensen is less than thrilled—he’s a changed man since that summer so long ago; withdrawn, passionless and solitary. Still something of the bond between them remains, and neither of them seem to be able to escape its pull completely. When Jared’s project leads them into danger and leaves them running and fighting for their lives, Jensen’s secrets begin to come out, drawing them back together—but can they survive long enough to figure out this thing between them?

#j2 fics #Nyoxity

berezneva12

nothingidputbeforeyou

Can you do a Alpha Jensen/possessive Jensen real life post please?

So are you talking like when Jensen sees Jared with someone else and gets all NONONONOMINE? Like this one from ages ago when Misha bent Jared over to sign his shirt and Jensen flat out couldn’t look?

Or what about when Jared kissed Rich and Jensen looked at them like this?

Watch it, Rich. Speaking of…

Or when Jared reaches out to touch Rob and Jensen has to keep a hand on Jared the whole time.

Nope.

Sorry, Carver. No Jared for you.

And oh my god, Adam from creation. Don’t.

Or what about at DCCon this year when JDM climbed Jared like a tree and then kissed him? TWICE??

Look at Jared glance right at Jensen before Jeff kisses him.

But maybe you meant more like alpha Jensen who just has to motion for Jared and he comes running? Because that’s hot too.

Or hey- what if there was a moment that had BOTH? Jared paying attention to someone else and Jensen seeing it and being all OH HELL NO and beckoning for Jared and Jared complies immediately. Imagine that. Oh wait, we don’t have to imagine it. At HonCon during SNS. Jared stops to kiss Gil and Jensen did NOT disappoint.

I mean…

I hope these have fulfilled your alpha!Ackles needs, anon.

(I hope you don’t mind me doing it this way- it wouldn’t load the images when I did it as an answer to your ask. Sorry!)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 12/12 Fandom: CW Network RPF, Supernatural RPF Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki Additional Tags: Fluff, Romance, Artist Jensen, celebrity jared, Alternate Universe - Celebrity, Top Jensen Ackles, Bottom Jared Summary:

Jensen Ackles is a Pixar animator assigned to a character voiced by Hollywood star Jared Padalecki. More than sketches are started and made. [Completed.]

#j2 fics #Compo67

dollylux

ive been thinking a lot about elena and dr van cosel and jared and daniel lately <3 <3 <3

oh. my. god. i got this message this morning on my way to work, and i could barely breathe when i read it. you have no idea how deep you’ve crawled into my heart. no idea. i can’t get my hands on enough about carl von cosel and his elena. theirs is such a romantic horror story, and i’m just enchanted by it, every single bit of it. if jared had the scientific knowledge, he would have 100% made daniel his doll forever. would have given him blood and blood and blood, slowly turned his skin into silk, would have put a tube inside of him so he could fuck him good and deep the way they both love. he would have written poetry for him and brushed his hair and kept him in their marriage bed and turned into a morbid, mad recluse who only left the house for perfumes and silks for his beloved.

you have no idea how much i wanna write it. or write a j2 version of von cosel and elena. it’s a fucking dream. ♥♥♥

hotdamnj2

I just heard a podcast about Von Cosel and Elena on Stuff you missed in history class. 100% recommend it.

#love letters #fuckpig!jared #fuckpig!daniel #dollylux