"I believe you’re my purpose. To help, to guide, to protect"

I go by Howard with He/them pronouns and I'm a minor, I'm the one and only! Hopefully... (PFP was made by a lovely moot of mine named @churchedcannibal!! ^^

[howardlyexisting]

#Howard night ramblings = Late night thoughts and what not

#Howard talks nonsense = Mostly just text posts and/or lil commentaries, hell maybe a rant or two.

#Howard doodles something/Howard makes some bullshit = Drawings, doodles, just art stuff

#Is Howard here with us = just me speaking in the tags

#Howard is a Coward = I dunno just me talking about spooky thingsss

#Howard and his moots = Woah me talking to my FRIENDS (scary)

#Howard goes Downward = vent shit, my opinion on whether or not I want to open up fluctuates so… Maybe ask? I dunno

#amaze amaze amaze!!! = when I see art I SUPPERRRR enjoy

DO NOT DM ME, IM NOT GOOD WITH SOCIAL INTERACTION AND THERE’S A 90% CHANCE I WONT ANSWER YOU/IGNORE YOU. IM SORRY :(

List of some of my moots and favourite people!!<3 (Plz go check ‘em out, they’re rlly cool people I swearies):

@thetravelingfrogwizard, @featured-the-creature, @ramdomassaccountname, @blinddetective, @churchedcannibal, @urfriendlyneighborhoodbiderman, @askaboutmymoths, @michael-callihan, @zchannel, @therealestheadarchivist, @applecatofwinter, @loadbearing-jpeg, @clownfish-casino, @b3nevolent-dand3li0n, @fallingstanleypines, @alex-fish-art, @insert-artist-here, @arthurlesterslighterfluid, @spoik-is-here, @cheesefromthegreatbeyond, @tavithousandbees, @spoonbard, @averagetf2artist, @sammy-is-stupid, @yvophim, @dinosaurthecaliforniagirlanon, @facelessthefreak, @zero-arts, @barmecidebiohazard

What I mostly post about: Malevolent pod, The Magnus Archives and The Magnus Protocol, the Project Mail Mary movie, Half-Life 2 but the AI is Self-Aware, Bloodymary (Ryland Grace X Simon Convict), The Stanley Parable: Ultra Deluxe

What you’ll see me reblog once in awhile: Half-Life 1 but the AI is Self-Aware, The Amazing Digital Circus, Team Fortress 2, Gravity Falls, Animal Hospital (Roblox) and more I can’t quite recall

In progress/planning to consume said media: Welcome To Night Vale, House MD, Wolf 359, Red Valley, The Silt Verses, Camp Here & There, Good Omens (show), Our Flag Means Death, Midnight Burger (podcast), Knives Out (Trilogy), Heinous Investigations (podcast)

Uhhh a bunch of oc blogs!! Because I love my lil guys!!!!!

@bloodsoakedhandsandteeth (TMA Hunt oc ask/rp blog)

@carefreespiraling (TMA spiral oc ask/rp blog)

@antis0cial-ceiling-dw3ller (Stanley Parable oc ask/rp blog)

@supernaturallyodd (Malevolent pod oc ask/rp blog)

[arthur-lesters-left-scapula]

I headcanon that onetime when Arthur was really drunk he went to go watch a movie and cried during the entire thing. Just sat there drunkenly sobbing while everyone gave him weird looks.

[actionpainting-deactivated20231]

my nephews lunch that he packed

[rnelodyy]

[ID: A lunchbox containing a handful of loose lettuce and a half-empty bottle of Pepsi.]

[puppygirllaika]

that's arugula

[ceo-of-lesbians]

[ID: A lunchbox containing a handful of loose lettuce and a half-empty bottle of arugula]

[hellsitegenetics]

String identified: c tat ac [: A c ctag a a ttc a a a-t tt .] tat' aga [: A c ctag a a ttc a a a-t tt aga]

Closest match: Polygonum aviculare genome assembly, chromosome: 2 Common name: Prostrate Knotweed

(image source)

[lasagna-of-loathing]

thats arugula

[hellsitegenetics]

String identified: c tat ac [: A c ctag a a ttc a a a-t tt .] tat' aga [: A c ctag a a ttc a a a-t tt aga]

Closest match: Arugula

[baleful-meat-worm]

the pockets of my coat broke and i havent bothered to fix them so now i just have a bunch of bullshit in the lining. every time i reach for something it's a gamble whether i pull out

my phone

awesome and ominous engraved zippo lighter

packet of biscuits looted from the hospital

handheld digital recorder i haven't used since i was in primary school

broken lanyard with my keys on it (half of which i dont use)

dust

and so on. my inventory !!! very balanced pocket diet

[stumblecrumbs]

Convict Simon: So you going to do horrible experiments on me or something. They said I was a test subject now.

COI scientist Grace: Umm, I'm a microbiologist, and you're not microscopic, so I wouldn't even know where to start with that.

Convict Simon: Oh, so what now?

COI scientist Grace: I guess you can be my lab assistant?

Convict Simon: Yeah alright.

[singlyph]

Started playing a strip game with some friends back in May before losing steam, but I’m determined to finish it so here’s the first bit.

[m-7572]

People on twitter are acting like Artfight is more about getting free art from big artists you like by attacking them and less about appreciating original characters (which have been relentlessly bullied by almost every community for years now) and its getting annoying so heres your reminder that you should be drawing oc designs you like and nobody is obligated to attack you or at all

[g3ck0o]

I just realized the average Malevolent season is around 10 episodes, meaning if it still follows the same structure as Blackstone, then we're almost HALFWAY through Thresholds first season. which isn't that important but we're going to have to deal with at least one major issue in the finale. and we're only a few episodes away. that's so scary what the helly

[mybloodisredcanolaoil]

HEAD SKETCH OF KAYNE FROM MALEVOLENT

I promise I'm working on scenes from Malevolent to do, but in the meantime, y'all get a sketch of Kayne.

[teafromthemicrowave]

more Charlie! yay!!!

[queso-blanco]

Always the writer, never the reader.

[milliecoqui]

This is how i sum up John being Arthurs eyes.

Wooooo a malevolent fanart!!

[inkedbyash]

Me too Arthur me too

OG below cut

[leyfin]

sobbing and crying at the woman who stole a meth addicted kitten from her dealer and then she and the kitten got clean together

[leyfin]

thats love baby!!

[styro-sometimes]

TUMBLR STORY TIME.

I volunteer for my local shelter and when the weather's good, we do a free vaccine clinic every Friday. Free distemper, free rabies, cats and dogs. We hand out free food from the pet pantry, we give people leashes and collars, we do whatever we can to keep people's animals at home and healthy. Every animal that can stay home and be fed and be vaccinated is an animal that we can keep out of the shelter.

We get all kinds of folks, sometimes we even get backyard breeders but we don't do any judgment, because we want people to come and get their dogs vaccinated, because one parvo case costs $7000+ and the whole year of Parvo vaccines for hundreds of dogs costs less. It's just harm reduction, everything we do is harm reduction.

So anyway, this one day this woman comes up to the vax clinic and she is high as fuckin' hell, just obliterated fucked up, smoking a joint in line, and she has this TINY pibble puppy with her, maaaaybe four weeks old. This thing is so fuckin tiny and wormy and lethargic, and she's like, "Hey I heard I can get her shots." and we're like, oh fuck this puppy is gonna die. Like straight up, we were all like, fuck that dog is gonna die. So we gave her wormer, we gave the first distemper shot, and I put together a whole care package: wormer to take home, puppy milk replacer, puppy wet food, a leash, a harness, some blankets, toys, we gave her instructions on how to get the puppy eating food, and we told her to come back in 3 weeks for the follow up vaccine. And we were all like, well fuck, that puppy's gonna die, goddamnit, that's so fucked up. But you know, we did our best, and we hoped we'd see her again.

And in three weeks, you guys, she showed up. And she was still high, but like, half-high this time. Smoking a cigartte in line but like, could focus, could ask and answer questions. And she'd taught that tiny puppy how to SIT and had her walking on a leash. We found out that it took her three buses to get to the clinic, and she told us all about how she got the puppy eating right, got her stool solid, she was taking her on walks... The puppy looked so good, you guys. I almost cried, it was so big. Really happy puppy. At the end of the visit, we were like, ok, see you in three more weeks for the next distemper.

So three weeks later, she shows up, and she's sober, and she told us, "You know, I was really fucked up the day I bought that puppy, I wasn't sure I was going to live, and I bought that puppy and she was too young, and I didn't know what I was doing but y'all were so nice to me, and you helped me so much, and I knew that I had to give this puppy the best life I could, so I moved back in with my grandma, and I'm getting clean, and I'm on methadone, and I'm going to rehab next week, and when I get back, I'll come back and visit you guys again."

So I just wanna say. Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to get clean for yourself. Sometimes you gotta do it for a little critter that depends on you.

[lastoneout]

[howardlyexisting]

Ello, Just to be clear. I will be quickly changing fandoms from obsessions like Warriors, Fnaf, Baldi’s Basics, and MLP Horror Au

So be prepared for my mess of my favourite things!! Anyways here’s some art I made myself :D

[howardlyexisting]

*blows off dust from post*

This art is like… two years old and I may as well remake it after all this time, especially since I’ve (kinda?) got back into MLP

Warning: blood, gore/eye trauma

Time really flies doesn’t it?

[deadandwalking]

hey kitten. daddy needs to talk to you. your kink blog is great, but you are not highlighting the words correctly. kitten. stop highlighting. this is shit. did you seriously highlight that period. kitten.

[deadandwalking]

JONAH MAGNUS?

[howardlyexisting]

I’m going back to my roots/I’m gonna look back at my post from 2023 or whatever year I joined tumblr