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Good morning. Happy National Give Someone With HPD Money Day ♡

started on cobenfy today and i'd love to hear other people's experiences with it if they have any :)

#ive poked around reddit a bit but i thought id ask here #actually psychotic #actually schizophrenic #actually schizospec #actually stpd #actually ppd #.partygirl #cobenfy #the only problem so far is i seem to be one of the 5% who experience dizziness and increased heartrate #which took me the fuck out for an hour #but only an hour which is also how long i have to wait to eat after i take it so #im thinking about getting some drinks or drink mix that have a little sugar in them and see if that helps any #actually hpd #actually bpd #actually bipolar #hpd #bpd #<- covering every disorder that makes me psychotic LMAO

I wish DPD wasn't just boiled down to "can't be away from partner" (or at least that's what I usually see).

I can barely do ANY "adult" stuff without the help of my parents. I'm 25.

Both jobs I've had were gotten through them, I can't drive long distances without one of them in the car with me, I don't have a proper bank account because I don't know half my information, I'm terrified to live on my own and I have constant intrusive thoughts about what would happen if I lost my mother.

#.who #dpd #actually dpd #actually dependent #cluster c #cluster c safe

having avpd and hpd is a special kind of hell. like give me attention but. not actually ill freak out but also give me attention or ill also freak out.

#there's no WINNINGGGGGG #.partygirl #hpd #avpd #actually histrionic #actually avoidant #actually hpd #actually avpd

hpder

Hey if you're friends with or dating or just KNOW someone who is a system and you treat their introjects poorly or even differently because of their source you're a shitty person. Doooon't care about your reasoning. If you're uncomfortable with their source you can just go "hey I don't particularly wanna interact with this person" instead of. Y'know. Being an asshole and making the other person feel guilty about it!

#reiterating this #heart emoji

Ohhhh my GOD

#.steed

Gonna do something real funny

#.who

Kyler party in front.

#.kyhlua #I can't think of a fancy name tag

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i love it when a mutual in law hates me but their mutual fucking loves me eat your heart out honey i’m fucking your wife tonight

#.reblog #funnier as a narc

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Remember to stand up for the flag

#.reblog

im bored.

#.seabird

OHHHHH WE ARE LEARNING THINGS AGAIN

#some of you are two faced bitches who care more about attention than friendship ♡ !#i understand talking that way about me but 🍄?????? holy FUCK brother 😭 just fucking lying now #ending a close friendship because you know they wont believe your lying ass holyyyyy fuck brother #.seabird #.prsnl #<- if anyone wants to block the tag for me talking about personal stuff

having a group of people who have the same experience as you with the same guy is very essential to the process of realizing youre not fucking crazy

#👤 and 🐾 how i love you <3 #still think it's hilarious i IMMEDIATELY clocked who 🐾 was talking about and went “hey wait a minute”#.seabird

At the end of the day I'm in therapy and on meds and have a partner who loves me and doesn't ever ignore me instead of telling me how they feel and I have friends who love me and say I make them feel loved and think I'm a good person even when they know everything I've ever done. And I'm also just better.

#Got the ex that cheated on me with my groomer's instagram deleted that was fun.#Hope he's miserably fuck you Loki.#.who

"Oh, I could never be like you."

You're right! You couldn't <3

#npd #actually npd #actually narcissistic #.steed

I think I should be able to kill anyone who hurts my friends actually.

#.🥪#.steed

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