too much heart.

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replies & pages wll be done tomorrow !! like this if i owe you.

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i'm alive.

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SAM !

        Sam knows Castiel did the right thing. If they had a vamp in hand and he didn’t have information on the Alpha, the Winchesters and the Angel couldn’t let anyone know what they were up to. It could ruin their plans and set them back months of work. They’re just so close to finding the ingredients to a powerful weapon that any lead on the Alpha is a promising one.

    The hunter shakes his head.

“Nothing, Cas,” he blinks, lips resting against one another in a straight line. Their lack of tightness doesn’t denote any lack of frustration at the whole situation. Instead of dwell too deeply on it though, Sam moves closer to Castiel, taking in the look of his face and what parts of his form can be seen beneath his trenchcoat.

      “You were gone awhile,” says Sam, expression softening, however neutral his tone is. “I was almost ready to worry.” Worrying is something that comes naturally to Sam in almost every situation. He’s good at that. Has been good at that ever since he was nine and left behind by John and Dean while they went on a hunt. Sam’s stomach still feels the ache from the lessening of tautness in his muscles when someone returns safely from a hunt. Castiel is no different.

  “You should rest,” he says. “We need you sharp ‘til you’re 100% again. You uh…you wanna stay at the bunker tonight?” His eyes are soft. Dean is sleeping now and Sam doesn’t want to risk waking him abruptly and explaining the whole thing. So there’s really only one place Cas can find his respite, and the deepness in Sam’s eyes is offering it, openly. His room. He knows he’d want that kind of offer if he wasn’t up to par; even if Sam also knows he would struggle to take that same offer anyway, despite his gratefulness. He wonders if Cas is the same.

 sam’s concern is practically RADIATING towards castiel in waves. he can feel each and every one of them, too. this is what makes up for everything in his opinion-- the way sam & dean care about him. the small moments, where he can see it in their eyes; how much they care. it takes him back each & every time how forceful it is. 

 make no mistake. castiel KNOWS how important finding this alpha is. he’s always been one to understand the mission & follow it to a point ( well, most of the time ), but this one is proving to be... difficult. castiel looks down at himself, chin touching his chest, as he takes in the bloodied trenchcoat & his two hands. with a drawn out exhale, he tilts his head back up, looking sam straight in the eyes. everything is softer this time.  ‘ i didn’t mean for you to worry. you have my apologies. ’

 the hunter has a strong argument; castiel DOES need to be sharp, but is rest really the way to do it ? he can decode the unspoken offer. sam is offering up his BED. his bed. & while he’s touched, of course, he isn’t sure that he can take that. 

 ‘ i like watching the television. before “ resting ”. i can stay in the main room. ’ from the experience he’s had before, castiel knows that he likes the tv. he likes the humor, the drama, the concept... humanity has come such a far way. he’s proud. besides, if he’s alone no one ( sam ) will know that he’s actually trying harder to find this alpha. shucking off his trenchcoat, castiel offers a polite smile, and then drapes it over his right arm. 

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MEG !

&—( @humanitied· ) liked this. — ep: goodbye stranger.

               “You know, you’re much cuter when you’re shutting up.”

     blue eyes squint ever so slightly. well-- it seems he’s done ENOUGh talking about the 12th century & how he almost prefers it.  for a short moment, his pink lips close, before parting once more. 

                        ‘ i didn’t come to LOOK CUTE, meg. we’re here to be professional. ’

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...... one full week of school later... i already have so much homework but i wanna be here instead. tap dat heart for a starter !

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replies & things will be done this weekend !!! first week of school & all. hmu on skype. my thing is somewhere on my blog.

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new theme under co.

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MARIA !

      The words I’m not here to hurt you don’t feel very reassuring in this situation. ‘ I live here. ‘ She states, and technically, she does. She just lives in it in a different time, one yet to come.  ‘ With my husband, who IS waiting and WILL notice me not show up. ‘ This is said with confidence even though it barely has any truth behind it. Yes, she did live here with Howard, but it’s not like he can get to get right now. 

      And truth be told, this guy seems insane to her, was she expected to be entirely truthful to a mad man? Certainly not. Sure, she was hell bent on people being honest, but some situations deserved a free pass. She keeps her back pressed to the wall, wondering how she could get out of this without having to risk running out. 

    lying is something that the angel can detect easily. but why is the woman even bothering ? it’s annoying. ‘ i’m here to bring you home, ’ he says after a moment, confused etched on his expression. he’s here to ask more questions, actually, but id she can lie then SO CAN HE. he knows people are still walking up and down the sidewalks, which means he can’t just grab her. she’ll scream, & someone, somewhere, will get the wrong idea. he needs to calm his voice, his worries, or else she will only be more stubborn. perhaps he should have introduced himself better. 

         pink lips curl downwards even FURTHER as he takes yet another step back. if she runs, he’ll be able to follow her; he isn’t afraid of losing her. ‘ i understand you’re scared. i know. it’s a standard human feeling-- racing heart, chemicals being released.... it’s all an intricate process of which i’m VERY aware of. it isn’t necessary in this case, though. now if a bear were to be chasing you, then perhaps. now are you coming with me or NOT ? ’

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IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT YOU ARE. IT ONLY MATTERS WHAT YOU DO. IT’S YOUR CHOICE.

independent sam winchester + written by diana + open to mutuals and not mutuals.

credit: @humanitied​

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Send "ஐ" and I will generate a number for a fantasy related AU

Shrek: My muse is locked in a tower and your muse must save them for a rude, wicked, little prince/princess.

The Little Mermaid: Mun’s choice of who is the merperson and who is the sailor

Labyrinth: My muse wishes away someone that is important to them and comes face to face with your muse, the Goblin Monarch

Beauty & the Beast: My muse takes the place of someone else in your muse’s prison. Pretty self explanatory. Most people know the story of Beauty & the Beast

Cinderella: My muse is poor and dreams all day of a time when she won’t be stuck with her evil stepparent and stepsiblings. Your muse is the prince/princess that meets my muse.

Snow White: My muse runs away from a bad home situation and finds a great place to live in a shelter in the middle of the forest. Your muse will eventually massage life back into my muse with a soft kiss

Mulan: My muse defies all cultural and social convention to fight in a war. Your muse is the one in charge of the armies.

Legend: My muse is a fairy in love with your muse, a human. Though it cannot be.

Peter Pan: My muse tells stories to children every night and your muse whisks them away to Neverland.

Peter Pan Option 2: My muse tells stories to children and your muse is a captain of a magnificent ship that just so happens to steal my muse away from Peter Pan.

Interview with the Vampire: My muse is an interviewer and yours is a centuries old vampire.

Interview with the Vampire Option 2: Your muse turned my muse against their will into a vampire.

The Wolfman: My muse is your muse’s widowed sister in law. Feelings are high when your muse has been bitten by a werewolf.

The Wolfman Option 2: Your muse has been bitten by a werewolf and my muse is the Gypsy Woman that saves you from death.

Van Helsing: My muse is a monster killer and yours is a vampire hunter and they must work together to defeat a great evil

Van Helsing Option 2: My muse is a vampire and your muse is a vampire hunter.

Dracula: My muse is the first victim of your muse.

Dracula Option 2: My muse is the reincarnation of your muse’s one true love

Dragon’s Heart: One muse is a dragon and the other is a dragon hunter

Pea Pod: Aliens have invaded and our muse’s closest loved ones are acting different. Our muses soon realize they are being taken over by the invaders

Once Upon a Mattress: My muse is a poor princess/prince sent to marry your muse. But they must pass a test to be shown as worthy. The test is laying on a bed of mattresses with one tiny little pea beneath it.

Hey Brother: My muse is an animal (mun’s choice) and your muse shoots their loved one. By some old magic, your muse is turned into that animal and has to depend on my muse to get them back to normal.

Don’t Go In the Water: There’s a shark killing people on the beach. One muse is the town sheriff and the other is a marine biologist and must team up to kill it.

Pirates of the Seas: My muse is a pirate captain searching for treasure. Your muse is a mysterious being leading mine to their destination.

Evil Us: Our muses are twins/siblings/cousins that just so happen to kill people.

Monster Mash: Our muses are classic monsters at some lame boo bash. What type of monster is up to muns.

Children of the Corn: My muse is a creepy child in a town where adults have been murdered. Your muse is an adult who breaks down in this creepy town.

Nightmares: My muse has a nightmare about a horrible man/creature that can kill them in their sleep which just so happens to be your muse

Independence Day: My muse is a government official and your muse is seen as an idiot in lots of social circles for their belief in aliens. This all changes when aliens invade and they have to rely on each other.

End Of Days: Zombie AU of your choice

Mad Love: Our muses are both dangerously in love and completely bad for each other. One muse is completely murderous while the other is the henchmen/woman.

Tangled: My muse is locked in a tower and your muse comes to help them by climbing up their long hair

Shaggin’ Wagon: Your muse was a spy in the 60s and was frozen to be brought back to modern times. My muse is a modern spy that is set to be your partner.

Ghost with the Most: The roles are up to the muses, but one muse is a mischievous ghost and the other has just recently moved into the ghost’s old home

Let Them Eat Cake: My muse is the ruler of another country and is sent to marry your muse.

Happy Days: 1950’s AU. Set within a world that is in black and white, my muse (a black and white inhabitant) falls in love with your muse (a technicolor inhabitant)

Burlesque: My muse is a fairly conservative person while your muse is a burlesque dancer/owner. My muse wants to learn how to dance and your muse teaches them how.

Ah, Real Monsters!: My muse falls through a portal and enters a world where all bedtime monsters live. They soon come to depend on your muse, a monster, to help them get home.

Crypt Keeper: My muse is being held by yours in a crypt where no one can hear them.

Clown Killer: Our muses are kidnapped by a killer clown and must work together to escape him.

[humanitied]

i'm finally on season 11 ! episode 5 to be exact. but i've just been busy with back to school things, & tomorrow i have some more shopping for supplies with a friend. so i'm gonna try to get these drafts done before then. <3 & then FINALLY finish up the pages & find an actual icon style i like. so many things. 

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okay but someone come talk to me about prison aus !!!

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IRCNMAMA !

       She’s scared, who wouldn’t be? But she wasn’t one to easily give in, not unless someone she cared for was in danger. And seeing as her husband wasn’t here, she was pretty much impossible to break. She had no one to lose, and thus, she could afford to stand her grown. Let’s build a time machine, Howard had said What could go wrong? He’d said.   

    Just as she’d told him it would, something had gone horribly wrong. She goes with playing the dumb card. ‘ I don’t know what you’re talking about. ‘ She lies, not running. She didn’t want to risk it and then finding he had a weapon. ‘ I mean, I’m from Manhattan if that’s what you mean? I just moved around a bit. Just let me go, please. My husband is waiting for me. I think you have the wrong person. ‘ None of that is technically a lie, and thus, hopefully he believes her.

     he’s an ANGEL OF THE LORD. how would he have the wrong person ? taking a deep breath in ( he’s frustrated ), castiel pinches the bridge of his nose & then returns all his attention to the woman. ‘ you don’t understand, ’ he starts, eyes narrowing more, ‘ this is bigger than the both of us & i require your COOPERATION. please. ’

         it’s almost as if she’s insulting his intelligence, which offends him. he knows the other in front of him is smart too, but that’s no excuse. besides, if she was as smart as cas thought she was, she wouldn’t be lying right now. it’s no use. castiel backs away from the woman slowly, still not letting her out of his sight. there’s no strange aura coming from her, which is odd.  maybe he’s dealing with an unknown force. 

                     ‘ your husband isn’t here. & he won’t be. now tell me how you got here. i’m not here to... hurt you. ’

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TOBEBLAMED !

starter call / @humanitied

        ‘  so, what’re y’gonna do about claire? ’

        ‘ anything i have to; she’s my responsibility now. i took everything from her. ’ 

  a deep sigh escapes pink, parted lips, coming out in a soft exhale. the angel’s eyes flutter closed in thought as his mind reels about all the possibilities. he could just leave claire alone & never speak to her again. he could send her back to that youth home where she would be miserable. or, he could stay and help her get her life on track. the answer was pretty obvious. 

   he wonders for a moment what the teenager would have been like if he had left JIMMY where he had belonged. what would the world be like though ? would it still turn slowly on it’s axis ? would it even be here ? very slowly, his eyes slide back open & they flicker towards the hunter. he looks confused for just a few moments-- maybe even scared. but the way his jaw sets & the way DETERMINATION burns like a forest fire in his eyes covers it up. he’ll do whats right in the end. he just needs help getting there. it isn’t like he has any experience with raising children. especially when said child keeps running away from any out stretched hand. 

                                        ‘  i have to try reasoning with her. i owe her that, dean. ’

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sk.pe drop !!! assstiel. hmu ! just tell me who you are ~

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why does my blog keep unfollowing people.... :( it’s done this to like 5 people now.sorry for inconvenience.